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It wasn't something I had really planned on, but ended up just completely jumping into without much thinking. Ed was a good friend of mine all through high school, despite him graduating two years before I did and being a full wolf anthro. While I am just a guy with cat ears and a tail, but that didn't really matter. We played similar video games, liked the same music and anime. Cell phones were just coming out, so we did most of our talking online in instant message. I forget which of us started it, but some of that instant messaging turned to sexual role playing. He was three years older so we kept that dynamic in most of our role playing.

Though sometimes the age gap was wider, we tended to play with my character being submissive. Sometimes I played a male character, and frequently a female character. Bondage was frequent, dubious consent... and even rape on a few occasions. Ed wasn't a fan of pretending to rape me and told me so, and I must admit, I liked it perhaps a bit too much. But that honest conversation is when I decided I wanted to submit in the real world not just the virtual world. If I was safe in the virtual world with him, I would be safe in the real world with him.

The town was so small we only had one tiny adult store, thankfully not staffed by anyone I knew. When the older woman asked me if I needed help, I managed to explain to her I wanted to try chastity and cross dressing. She smiled and was quite helpful, including explaining cages to me and helping me find panties, skirt and nylons. We were both surprised they had something that fit me, for a top I went with a thin strapped tank top. The cage was small and a rainbow hued stainless steel. It wasn't flat, it would barely allow the head of my dick to poke out. She was positive I would look cute in it, I almost think she wanted to put it on me. Something about cat boys needing to be in chastity, or something along those lines she had muttered.

When the day came I showered and shaved everything bare below my neck. Yes even the pubic hair and armpits. And used a non scented after shave lotion. The cage was cold, but strangely went on with no fuss and in less than two minutes I pulled the key out from locking it. The rainbow hued stainless steel sparkled in the bathroom light. I looked at myself in the mirror, and seeing my cock locked up, made me feel... I won't say happy, but right. Like being caged was a good thing.

The panties were a little lacy, and more of a thong than panty. The skirt was just long enough to cover my ass, but only if I was standing up straight. The panties went under my tail, while the skirt had a little strap to go over my tail. The top fit snug, and with the nylons I think I looked cute. However, I put on jeans and a loose t shirt over this outfit to leave the house and go to Ed's. I didn't want anyone else to see me in it. Again small town and not friendly to queer people. Now that I was ready, I went to Ed's trailer, he lived by himself, and I had mentioned I had a surprise for him.

We ordered pizza and gamed till it showed up, taking a break to eat. "So what's this surprise you mentioned?"

"I'll show you after we eat. I just hope you... you will like it." I wasn't as nervous as I thought I would be, it might have been because we have role played a lot of kink and Ed knows now there isn't much I wouldn't try... At least in role play.

Ed smiled goofily. "You definitely got me interested in it, since you wouldn't give me any hints."

Now I was nervous. "Would have given too much away."

"So where is it? You didn't bring anything in with you?" He watched me questioningly as I stood up.

"Let me use the bathroom and we'll get to it." I smiled and headed down the hall before he said anything. "You can get the movie ready while I'm in there."

I heard him say 'alright' as I closed the bathroom door behind me. I set the key to my cage on the counter and pulled my t shirt off, then pants and socks. Fixed the skirt and tank top. I had picked up a leather choker that I put on. With a bit more confidence than I think I had, I grabbed the key and walked back out into the living room.

Ed was mid bite when I came out and he froze as his eyes widened. The tip of his tail did a few happy taps. It took a moment, but he finished taking his bite, placing the rest of the slice back on his plate. "That is a surprise. You look cute."

I smiled a bit nervously and knelt down in front of him before handing him the chain with the key on it. "Ed, I don't know how to say this, so I'll just say it. Let's skip the internet role play, you can play with me like that for real."

"And the key is?"

I bashfully lifted the skirt so he could see the rainbow hued cage I was locked in. "My chastity cage, but you can leave me locked up if you want to."

He looked at the key and set it down, he reached out and gently turned my head to look up at him. "All of the those things? Some of that stuff is a little out there, and kind of mean."

"I, I kind of like those things too." I smiled up at him. "I get so excited by the things we have done, I want them for real. I want to sexually submit to you, to be your little fuck toy."

"That is a lot to take in. First we should set some ground rules, real life isn't the same as pretend on line." He moved his plate. "Sit on the table."

I get up and sit on the table, with my legs closed. "That's why I want this, because I trust you."

Ed chuckled, his tail actually slowly wagging as he started thinking about the idea. "Fair enough. So firstly, you have to be caged all the time you are over here."

I nodded, that was easy enough.

"I'm not going to say you need to wear skirts, but more girl attire is a must. Short shorts, leggings, that kind of thing." Ed was eyeing my legs mostly as he talked.

"Caged and femboy attire at all times in your house. Pretty sure I can get a few more things pretty easily."

"I am guessing your idea of submitting is letting me touch you or do anything to you when I want and how I want." Ed leaned back on the couch, still studying my figure. "If I tell you to get naked, you get naked no questions.

"Yes, with a few hard limits. But mostly free to do with me as you wish. " My own tail tip twitched happily as I thought about what we might do first.

Ed reached for his pizza and took another bite while thinking. We hashed out the hard limits, I mean I wasn't going to be upset over some rope marks or a little bruising of my ass if he really spanked me. Hickies and bite marks needed to be below neck line, so they could be covered with clothes. Doors locked when I was dressed as a girl, I was to immediately tell him if something hurt or didn't feel right.

"I am not your maid. I'll help clean up messes we make, but I'm not cleaning your house in only the cage." We both laugh at that one, cause I have worn maid outfits in role play.

"Touche." Ed leans forward. "Speaking of cages, come here and let me get a better look at it."

I stand up and move closer, pulling my skirt up so he can look at it. I am blushing quite red at the moment as he pulls the lacy thong aside and he blows a soft whistle. His thumb very lightly brushes across the metal and my cock, I shiver a bit at the touch.

"You went pretty small, your little cock looks cute in it though. Turn around a little."

Again I do as he says and I about jump out of my skin as he gives my ass a playful smack. He chuckles as I huff loudly. "I suppose we should clear that up as well." Ed says as he leans back, still smiling.

"What is that?" I ask as I sit down on the couch and reach for my plate. I had to adjust my panties first though.

"On line you take the humiliation pretty well. How much verbal teasing if any are you comfortable with? I should have asked before making the comment on your dick like I did."

I munched on a slice of pizza, I hadn't considered it. "Seems to kind of go with the cage and cross dressing thing... some of those hentia and pornos lay it on a little thick." I finish my slice and drink some tea. "Fuck it, tease me as much as you feel comfortable with."

"We'll play that one depending on the situation."

"Yeah, sounds good." I lean against him. "Again, wouldn't do this if I didn't trust you."

The movie was horror, which I don't like, but the way Ed lightly rubs my inner thigh once and a while during the flick has my head swimming with odd emotions. About half way through, I am both scared to death and horribly horny at the same time. His fingers never get under my skirt, but they do get right up to the edge. He is just touching the bare patch between the skirt and the nylons. "You seem to be enjoying yourself."

Ed smiles, the joy easily readable on his face. "Absolutely, you haven't been sitting still for ten minutes now." He gives my thigh a squeeze. "You can do something else if you don't want to watch."

I look at him then glance at the TV, then undo his belt, pants and put my head down in his lap to worship his cock. I have my back to the TV and am curled up with my head slowly bobbing up and down on him. Worshiping his dick was actually more distracting than I would have thought. Don't go thinking monster wolf cock and huge knot, yes it was completely like it should be, but Ed was not a hunk, nor packing porn star sized cock and balls. He was average sized, around the five and a half to six inch range.

I dare say he was euphoric watching one of his favorite horror flicks of all time, while getting head. His left hand was between my legs still gently rubbing my inner thigh, though it was slowly moving further up my thigh and under my skirt. Eventually he was teasing my locked up cock, with two fingers and his thumb. The fur tickling me in ways, that I really seemed to like.

His breathing changed and he put his other hand on my head, he did not shove me down on his cock when he shot his load. Instead he ran his fingers through my hair and said "Such a good girl."

Which actually made me cum, not full on ejaculate, but a pathetic dribble. I was horrifically embarrassed as I felt his fingers get covered in my cum. I still had his cock in my mouth as I watched him look at his cum cover fingers.

"You came from being called a 'good girl'?" He laughed, but still had his fingers in my hair. "Be a good girl and keep sucking."

I know my face was beet red, and I had brought all of this on myself. But as if to take my mind off of being embarrassed, Ed used my cum as lube and started fingering my ass as if it was a pussy. Making it hard to keep sucking his cock as I quietly moaned into his crotch and shuddered as he made me cum again.

Ed chuckled and mussed my hair. "I am really going to enjoy this. First a little clean up, don't move, I'll get you a towel."

I did stay put and actually heard some water running, before hearing his footsteps come back over. I probably blushed even more as Ed cleaned me up with a warm wash rag. He pulled my panties completely off after having me lay on my back, and cleaned all of me. "Thanks."

He handed me a dry towel to sit on as he walked back to the kitchen sink. He rinsed out the wash rag before tossing it in his laundry hamper. Ed rinsed off the plates and looked quite pleased with himself. Which if I am honest anyone would be a little smug getting their partner to cum just with head pats and a couple words.

"A praise kink, huh, never would have guessed." Ed chuckled again.

"It is new to me."

"I can't wait to try it while I'm balls deep in your ass and see your face." Ed finished cleaning up and turned out the kitchen lights.

"I am never going to live that down am I?" I wiped myself with the dry towel.

Ed plopped down next to me and put his arm around me. "Oh no, in fact I am going to try and make your little locked up cock dribble cum with less stimulation."

He pushed me onto my back, pined one leg to the back of the couch and flipped up my skirt. My other leg was off the couch, so there was no hiding anything from him. He reached out and touched the cage, moving it slightly so the light hit it differently. "All the times I have locked you up in role play, and I never imagined your little cock would look this cute in one."

He was right, real life was different than role play. Online I didn't have feelings one way or the other about it. But here on the couch, locked and exposed I was a little afraid. I couldn't tell if he was teasing to tease, or was actually trying to humiliate and belittle me. I shivered as he ran a pair of fingers up my inner thigh and pulled one of my nylons off.

"Your skin feels so smooth. And shaving off all your pubic hair..." Ed held my calf and kissed from my knee down my inner thigh, skipped over my locked cock and kissed where my pubs had been. "You will definitely need to keep up on shaving."

I was nearly as aroused now as I had been when he called me a good girl. I was so confused, as the humiliation in the role play had never gotten me so flustered before. Part of me wanted to defend myself, and part of me agreed with what he was saying. Ed got me rather focused quickly with a light flick to my balls. "Fuck, sorry."

Ed smiled and sat back giving me space to sit up. "It's alright. Now back to rules."

I sat up flustered and kept the towel under me as I scooted a little out of reach. "Rules, yes. Tell me what I need to do or follow."

We went over them, with questions and answers. It was a little easier clear headed, and the flick to my balls. I was to always be caged at Ed's trailer, and if I was comfortable with it; not only with wearing the cage, but wearing it other places, I should be caged. I was to stay clean shaved, everywhere. I was to be dressed as feminine as I could be, at Ed's trailer. With the ability to change at his trailer if I had been a work or out with other people of course.

I was also to be available for anything at his trailer, and to follow his orders. Ed had his rules to follow as well, no hitting, no drawing blood, and if I say stop, he stops. Neither of us were into impact play, asphyxiation or pain. He would do his best to make sure I felt safe at all times, which meant locking doors during play. Something to cut ropes quickly if the need should arise, that kind of stuff. I was only twenty, so no alcohol, and no drugs due to work doing randoms quite often.

With those agreed upon, I got dressed to headed for home. Ed would get some rope, toys and lube, and I would pick up a few different cloths and any other bondage things I would be open to using. I did take the cage off once I got home and hid it with the other things, as I had currently moved back home, to get back on my feet with some finances after school and look for a full time job.

I was wearing it when I went back to the adult store. Most of the cloths I snagged from regular stores. The women who helped me the first time was at the counter again. She was happy to hear that I enjoyed everything she helped me with the first time, and that my partner was so understanding. I didn't want to be overtly sexual, but a little flirty or teasing would be good. Another skirt and a few thin strapped tops, fishnets and crotch less panties. For bondage stuff she suggested a blind fold, wrist and ankle cuffs as well as a steel anal hook with a fat ball.

Beginner level stuff, not fancy but it will do what she thinks we are looking for. Catharine, gave me her card with her email on it, she actually owned the store. And said I could schedule a time to come in and get a fitting for lingerie, actual lingerie, matching top and bottoms, garter straps and a dress if I wanted. Stuff actually designed to fit a thin male body and not just stuff for ladies. I smiled and thanked her for all of her help, and that if funds allow I might take her up on letting her dress me in more erotic things.

I had actually been in the cage for almost a week straight at this point. I've had it for two full weeks and now I had gotten used to it. Ed was pleasantly surprised when he asked if I was wearing it at work one day and I sent him a photo from the locker room at work. So he insisted I stay locked up, and I agreed, perhaps a bit too eagerly in hind sight. I had dropped the bondage things off at his trailer one day, so he could make a plan and see what I had gotten.

We both had a half day for a holiday and I brought cloths over to change into once I got there. Just the tank top, skirt and knee high socks this time, and thanks to a YouTube tutorial, I had some eye shadow and lipstick on. Ed admired me as I walked past to get something to drink from the fridge. He had always kept the drinks on the bottom shelf and I smiled as I bent at the waist legs together and reached for a drink, pulling the skirt a bit higher with my tail. I heard him drop the game controller. "Like the view?"

"You cheeky fucker. Cute panties, are they crotch less?" Ed was staring, tail happily wagging.

"These ones are." I smiled as I stood up, partly turned towards him and stretched my arms up. Lifting my skirt enough he could see the shine of the cage. "And still properly locked up, just as you asked."

Ed watched me as I walked over and sat on the couch. "Good, your little cock should be locked up."

We played games for a little bit, I ended up sitting in front of him. I managed to arch my back enough to grind my ass against his crotch and keep my tail out of his face. "You asked me to sit here."

"I know."Ed was a good sport, and after another match he set his controller down. He put his arms around me.

I thought he was going to tickle me, I hated it, but he didn't. Instead he kind of pulled me back as he leaned back. My hair was getting a little long, usually I would get it cut, but Ed said I couldn't. I had started to turn my head to look back at him but he kissed the back of my neck, then nibbled on my ear. I moaned softly and shivered a bit, tossing my controller onto the couch next to his. He whispered 'you don't need this anymore' and pulled my tank top off.

"Okay." I muttered as his hands slid up to my chest, where if I had breasts he would have cupped them in his hands. He teased my nipples very lightly at first, and they stiffened embarrassingly fast for the first time he has played with them.

Ed pinched them both, not hard, just enough I sucked in a quick breath. "Are you my good girl?" Again in a whisper.

"Yes, I am your good girl" I answered quietly. He continued to play with my nipples and kiss the back of my neck.

"Does my good girl want tied up?" Still in such a quiet tone.

I don't know why, but I could barely talk loud enough to be heard. "Yes, please."

"Best finish getting undressed first." Ed gave my nipples one more little squeeze before letting me get up. He sat back and watched as I wiggled the skirt off my hips and slipped the panties off. "You can leave the knee highs on."

"Anything you want."

"I know." Ed smiled a bit deviously. He got up and pulled a very thick towel out from under the coffee table and laid it down first. I should say this particular coffee table was probably a thousand years old and built so stout, it would survive the apocalypse. "Lay face down."

I did as I was told, the table was just long enough I could lie on it and not hang off. Ed knelt down on my left side and rummaged in the box he had put under the table. One hand reached up and kneaded one of my butt cheeks just a moment before spreading them. "Oh that's cold..."

"Sorry, didn't think it would be cold having been out here all day." Ed fingered my ass with two of his fingers. "That's a good girl, you'll be warmed up in no time."

He pulled the anal hook out of the box, felt it, then got up and went to the sink. "Let me warm this up first."

"I greatly appreciate it." He came back over and touched the ball to my thigh. "That feels pretty good."

Granted, he put more cold lube on it. "Spread you legs."

The ball end felt gigantic as he rubbed it up against my asshole. He was quite gentle, not just forcing it in. He reach over and ran his fingers through my hair, petting me like house cat. "Just relax, you are too tense. Jo, be a good girl and relax."

I blushed deeply at his words, but magically the ball slipped in with little discomfort at all. It was a firm pleasant warmth in my ass and I sighed as Ed continued to pet me. With the hook in, he placed my legs back on the table, but did not bind them. He moved so I could actually see him. He crossed his arms in front of him.

"Can you do this behind your back?"

"I think so, let me try." He watched as I reached behind my back and managed to just grab my wrists. "Something like this?"

Ed nodded and I felt a little tug on the hook, then rope around my wrists. After a moment he stood back and admired his work. "Not to tight?"

I wiggled a little. "I think is perfect."

"Now for the hard part, getting you up and back on the couch." Ed was right, it took a little work, but eventually I was sitting on the couch another thick towel under me. A couple clicks and the TV was on and we were watching another hentia. With a bit of work Ed sat behind me once more.

This time, he sometimes mimicked what someone on screen was doing. Rubbing my thighs, playing with my nipples and once and a while rubbing my locked up cock. Between his touch and the hentia I was very aroused and dripping precum. Which lead to him teasing just a bit more. I moaned quietly as he used my pre to lube up one of my nipples, now slick with my own precum he played with it more.

His other hand did the same to my other nipple. I quivered under his touch as the character onscreen seemed to be suffering the same thing. He licked the edge of my ear and whispered "Be a good girl and let it all out."

I did once again dribble cum almost on command and moaned softly as he continued to tease my nipples. He kissed my neck and squeezed both nipples just hard enough I sucked in a deep breath. "Ed, that was..."

"Jo, you are such a good girl." Ed kissed my neck and reached down between my legs where a small pool of cum was forming. He scooped up my cum and spread it over my chest and nipples, teasing them more before reaching between my legs and cupping my cock and balls. "Your little cock came so much almost on command."

I actually climaxed a little more at his whispered teasing. He took that cum and rubbed it on my chest as well. In role play, I was a bit of a cum whore and so I seemed to be in real life as my own cum tickled as it dripped down my chest and belly. "Can I have your cum too?"

"Of course you can, but you have to use only your mouth and no swallowing." Ed spoke as he helped me up enough to turn around and kneel in front of him. The towel was long enough I was still on it. Ed removed his pants and boxers for me, since I was tied up.

Ed sat back down on the edge of the couch and leaned back. "You look so cute covered in cum."

I smiled and licked my lips. "Good thing you will give me more."

Ed sighed as I took his whole length in my mouth and down my throat, I could just barely manage the knot. I didn't try and take my time, partly out of greed and partly as my arms were starting to get sore. "Oh fuck... remember no swallowing."

I felt him tense up and opened my mouth wide so he could watch his cum fill my mouth. No nervousness or shyness, I kept eye contact with him as he shot his load. He pets me again.

"Don't swallow, I'm going to untie your arms." Ed gets up and quickly undoes the knot letting my arms free. "Keep my load in your mouth".

I want to swallow it, but manage not to as Ed helps me sit back. Once I am in position, Ed sits back on the couch smiling as a bit of his cum and my drool drips down my chin. "Be a good girl and let it run down your lips and chin, and drip onto your chest."

I slowly push his cum out with my tongue. I shiver a bit from the feeling and a bit from the way he is watching me. I've done it a dozen times in instant messages, went on and on about how I loved the feeling of cum dripping down onto my chest. Without thinking I reach up and smear his cum and my drool over my chest and belly.

Ed watches as I lose a bit of control and play with myself and our cum. I rub it everywhere, even over my little locked cock and my thighs. I am cum covered, sore and tired and absolutely love it. I look up at Ed and smile. "I can't tell you how badly I wanted this."

"With as happy as you look, I think I get it. Now how about we get the steel ball out of your ass so you can go shower."

I get on my hands and knees so he can remove the rope and gently pull the hook out. And I fucking cum again with a squeal.

"Are you all right?" Ed asked with actual concern in his voice.

"Yeah, give me a second." After a bit I manage to stand and wobble to the bathroom so I can shower. The hot water feels fantastic after all we just did, and I manage to get completely clean without having to take the cage off.

Ed has cleaned up everything else, and got the toys put away. "I don't think I have seen you as happy as you were playing with our cum."

"I don't know how to say this, but being able to be this open for real. Not pretend or as a joke, I am really happy." I actually give Ed a hug. "I really like being your good girl."

That kind of thing went on for a month, not always bondage, and not always sex, sometimes just a cross dresser cat boy hanging out with his wolf friend. I loved it when he knotted me, oh how much I loved it. He did ask for chastity checks, once and a while, at complete random times. I had quit taking it off to shower as I got the hang of it, three weeks now without being out of chastity. That part of life was going well, work life and moving out was not going so well.

Today I dressed up in short shorts, short yellow tank top and red suspenders. My hair was actually long enough I could put it in the correct side pony tail, I was blond though. Ed had said he had, had a rough week, so this cosplay was to cheer him up.

"Just when I think you can't get cuter. Your ass and legs look perfect in those shorts." Ed grinned as I came out from changing.

"Thought it might cheer you up." I plop on the couch next to him.

Ed chuckles and puts a hand on my bare thigh. "You have been cheering me up for a while now. But depending on how our conversation goes, we could both be in much better cheer."

"Could you maybe not make that sound so ominous?"

Ed belly laughed this time, for a little bit. "Sorry, sorry. Its good news."

His laughter did lighten the mood. "Alright, so lay it on me."

"I got a very good job offer, but it requires a move." Ed looked at me and held up a hand to keep me from speaking. "It also includes a two bedroom condo, and someone else can move in with me."

Admittedly my train of thought did not immediately start rolling. It took a moment. "Are you asking me to move in with you?"

Ed looked at me like I was stupid, because I was at this moment. "Yes, I want you to move in with me. It is a very, very good job and I can afford to feed us while you look for work down there."

"Okay, that does sound good. It would be nice to get out of this little shithole town." I smiled at him. "Will this affect our little arrangement?"

Ed gave it a little thought. "You'll need more girl cloths, because you will be wearing them anytime you are home."

We both laughed and made plans. I started applying for jobs immediately and started packing. In two weeks we were living on the outskirts of Denver, in the foot hills. The condo was quite nice, and Ed bought himself some new furniture the coffee table stayed with us. All I had was a bed, dresser and computer desk. The garage had space for my tools, I took the not master bedroom which still had its own bathroom. Once settled we sat at the new kitchen table with a calendar to figure out Ed's schedule and chores. As well as some new sub rules.

Aside from work or guests coming over, I was to remain in girl's clothing. If I wanted to sleep with Ed in his bed, I had to wear girl pajamas. I was to give Ed my key to my cage, and he locked them in a desk drawer, I would have to have permission to take it off. Our relationship shifted a bit, as while I was allowed to work at the job of my choosing, I was also Ed's property, not just his sub. I was to wear a collar at all times now.

Finding work proved to be easier down here, which did wonders to pick up my spirits. Also finding someplace to shop for certain items was also much easier. So with my first paycheck I picked up those required female style pjs. Work also did not mind if I dyed my hair natural colors. So that first paycheck also covered a trip to a hair stylist, just my hair, I liked my black fur and a visit to a tattoo and body piercing parlor. Where I got a very girly belly button piercing, silver ring with a ball on the top and a little ruby heart on the bottom.

Ed had a late meeting, so I was cooking dinner once again cosplaying as an anime girl with red hair and short shorts. The belly button piercing and hair dye made me super happy, plus the shirt was short enough my midriff was exposed.

I was stirring the pasta into the sauce when Ed got home. "It smells wonderful in here, and did you dye your hair?"

I turned around and grinned. "I did, and got a piercing."

Ed hung up his jacket and came over to me. "Both are cute as fuck."

We ate dinner, and then watched some news before Ed tied me to the table and did a little hot wax play, before telling me he picked up a new toy. He pulled out what looked like a small note book in a leather case, however when he opened it, it was full of shiny stainless steel. "Did you ever notice the opening of your cage has a vague cut out of a vagina?"

"I did not." I looked at him as he pulled a slender steel rod out. "Are they connected?"

Ed smiled at me. "A little bit." He opened a small bottle and dipped the steel into it. "I just thought it interesting that the urethra hole in the cage looked a bit like a pussy."

My eyes got quite wide. "Are you going to do what I think you are going to do?"

"If you think I am going to use this rod to fuck your little cock, yes." Ed smiled at me.

I watched as best as I could as he teased my urethra with the cold steel and lube. I sucked in a breath as I felt the rod slip inside of me. It was weird, but soothing? No, that's the wrong word, it felt right... The sensation was weird as it was new, but it felt right like when Ed fucks my ass. Like it was supposed to also get something hard in it. I starred up at the ceiling as Ed gently fucked my little cock with the steel rod.

"It went in so easy. Like your little cock wanted to be fucked." Ed teased my balls with his free hand. "Do you like having your little cock fucked by a hard steel rod?"

"oh fuck... Ed I'm..." I whimpered as I climaxed. My cum oozing out around the stainless steel rod. I shivered slightly from it, the sensation was so foreign to my mind. It was not something we had role played, but I had an orgasm from urethra fucking. It was amazing and so far out there I doubt I can describe it. Ed looked quite pleased with himself once again.

"Ed?" I whimpered again.

"Are you alright?" Ed asked.

"That was amazing, but my arms are starting to tingle" He quickly untied me and helped me sit up. "That, that was out there."

Ed was cleaning up after handing me a bottle of Gatorade. "I forget where I saw it at first, but some people really love it."

I sighed. "I might be one of those people."

Ed and I both laughed. We easily fell into a routine after getting used to new work hours and coworkers. I slowly got more comfortable wearing feminine outfits outside of the house. I had a work uniform and it was the same for male or female employees, gray work pants and a lighter shade of gray work shirt, long sleeves and tucked in. I could wear anything I wanted under it, so after a few weeks I got rid of my male underwear almost entirely and switched to female underwear.

Actually we had gotten very comfortable with me always presenting as female when we went out anymore. And I could not remember the last time Ed had called me a male pronoun anything. Joe could be short for Joseph or Joann, or I was his 'good girl' and occasionally 'brat'. So I was a little surprised when I had come home and he looked a little worried. "What's up?"

Ed sighed. "You remember that lady with the dog a couple Saturdays ago you met?"

"Yeah, can't remember her name. But she had a St Bernard named Sinatra." I hugged myself. "He was so big and fluffy."

Ed smirked a little. "Her name is Vivian Holts, and she is the regional director. So my boss's, boss."

"Odd, a name like that should have stuck." I sat down on a couch next to him. "I do remember she was very polite and pleasant to talk to."

"She is quite nice. She also thinks you are my girlfriend and expects to see you at the company Christmas party next month." Ed stated and waited for my response.

My response was to look at him, like he was stupid; much like he looked at me when I was stupid when he asked me to move in with him. "Actually she thought I was your wife, I told her I was just your girlfriend at the moment. Because trying to explain more, would have been..."

"Really fucking weird." Ed rubbed his temples and leaned back on the sofa.

I huffed and sat on his lap, put his hands on my hips and grabbed his head in both my hands, thumbs hooked around his canine ears. "Ed. We have been living together in this condo for almost six months. And I have been acting and dressing like a girl the entire time. I would imagine, everyone in this neighborhood who has seen us thinks we are dating."

He gave it a little thought. "Okay, I'm the dumbass. That does make total sense. And I suppose we are dating in a sense."

"You are still being a bit dumb." I crossed my arms.

Ed looked at me, and smiled. "I have not done any dating if you remember."

Yeah, he had a point. "In the last six months you have gotten promoted to lead, lost your gut, gained some muscle and, and quit smoking. And I am so proud of you, and..."

"You love me?" Ed asked slightly unsure of what I was going to say.

"Yes, I have fallen in love with you, and the idea of being your girlfriend excites me." I shrug a little. "The fact she didn't hesitate to think I was anything else makes me feel really good about my changes."

"You have changed quite a bit as well, I thought I should do the same." Ed smiled and had to wipe his eyes, the big softy.

"One of the guys at work mentioned a great Italian place, best he has had since his grandma passed away." I nudge him in the ribs playfully.

Thankfully Ed caught on quickly. "Our first official date as a couple then."

"Except for my choice of hoodie, I'm dressed for a fancy dinner out." I got off his lap and pulled the hoodie off and hung it in the coat closet. I didn't own a fancy female coat.

"Just toss on the sweater you got last week, you'll look just fine." Ed chuckled and put his shoes back on.

I had put the sweater on and a pair of sneakers. Ed drove while I looked up the directions for the restaurant. It was a cozy little spot and thankfully I was not under dressed. The waiter asked if we wanted wine, which we declined, as I wouldn't be twenty one for another two months. The waiter pointed out that their desert selection was wonderful and that if we came in on my birthday I could have a free slice of tiramisu.

Dinner was incredible, the atmosphere wonderful. Ed bought me a slice of the tiramisu and it was the best slice I had ever had. The portions were not huge, but big enough to fill you up but not make you so stuffed you had to loosen your belt. All in all, we left pleasantly full and with a gracious tip only spent sixty dollars. We then, at the recommendation of our waiter, walked through the nearby botanical gardens.

Ed surprised me by pulling me into a hug and then a kiss near the roses. And thankfully did not call me a good girl or I would have left a trail back to the car. I held onto his arm as we walked back to the car. "This was wonderful."

"We should have done this sooner." Ed put his arm around me. "I love you."

"Love you too." We went home from the gardens and met Vivian walking Sinatra. They talked while I gave Sinatra all of the pets. We told her about our dinner and she thanked us before heading for home herself.

"You are right, Sinatra is big and fluffy." Ed sighed as he sat down on the couch.

I hung up the sweater and took off my shoes. Then hung up Ed's sport coat before getting us drinks from the fridge. "Dinner was amazing, and thanks again for the cake."

"You are very welcome. And you looked really cute tonight."

"So what's next?" I ask as I lean against him.

Ed smiles and puts and arm around me. "Been thinking about either fucking your little cock with those rods again, or just do a little shibari and watch you squirm on the sybian."

"Counter point. Shibari and fuck my little cock with the rods."

Ed chuckles and turns on some music. "I like that idea."

Ed lays out the thick towel on the table and selects some rope while I get naked. I still feel the lack of tits takes away from the shibari, but Ed insists femboys like me look just as good. He pulls out the nice silk rope, it feels wonderful and I can stay tied up in it the longest we have found. I think he likes doing the rope work, no matter how intricate the tie is. He leaves my arms and legs free until I am laying on the table, were in a few minutes I am artfully tied to the table. Where I have just enough room to squirm, but not enough to move much.

Ed rubs his chin as he admires his work and me. "Still want some vibes I think."

He places a small nipple clamp that vibrates to each nipple and sets them on low. Next he pulls out the tools and lube, and then slides the foot stool over to sit on it.

"I think we will only get the next size up inside your cage, before they are too big for the cage itself."

"It's okay." I shiver at the cold lube and rod. Now being used to the sensation of the rod inside me, I moan quietly as he slowly inserts it. Getting my urethra fucked is the only stimulation my little cock gets. While I have begged for quicker, Ed has refused to go past a certain pace. I know why, but it is still frustrating.

"Already cumming, and we have just barely started." Ed chuckles "That isn't very good girl behavior."

"I don't think I would have done any better on the sybian. That kiss in the park about did me in." I whimper and moan as he has quickened the pace he fucks my cock. In moments I have climaxed again.

"That's a good girl, cum for me more." Ed's voice warm and coddling works its own little magic and I whimper as I cum a third time. "Such a good girl, cumming from getting your little cock fucked."

Now comes the part where I really felt safe and fell in love with him happens. He sets the rod aside and gets up to check on me, makes sure I am okay. He both praises me, and cleans me up while I am still firmly tied up. I have such a hard praise kink now, he has gotten me to cream my panties with just a "good girl' and head pats three times. I swear I cum harder each time, it is so embarrassing.

His aftercare is really wonderful, as he unties me. Helping me sit up, checking me over for cuts or bruises, making sure I drink something depending on how long the session was. This time as he helps me loosen up, he kisses me and says "Let's get you in bed love."