Should i stay or leave the fandom

i want to leave the fandom i try but my fursona snowy tells me to stay,idk if i should take snowy and run away or stay then everyone in the art community will be like "oooooooh oooooooh its the furry that likes to kill herself" i just cant fix in a...

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Update

someone (not calling anyone out) attacked my furaffinity the otherday and spammed the report button getting me banned and it seems i cant get into my backup account because someone changed the password,hmmmmmm i wonder who.so im posting art here now.if...

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