Mousetrap Binary
I will rise From this squalid body, Will I rise Place a rapier through your ribs Crush the old definition, Embracing all the while Get a rise I rise from bed, Sense of safety defunct Empty, crushing pressures-- Expectations rise, He awakes...
Xenophile
I am neither Nippon-born, Nor do I share the wild scorn For passions erected of ancient days Portrayed upon a sun-bleached skein, Inked in ebony, sold to the masses, Left in dust upon my desk While I contemplate a better life, While Nippon...
Laceration of Fate
A plethora of potent feelings sweep my reptilian brain. Savagery at its finest, raging furiously against the inane, I take a circular path, back to the Traitor again. Traitor I love you, traitor I'll kill you. Traitor why don't you stay with...
Flagrant Nation
I rubbed out a cigarette on his fursuit as I lounged, and read the news. That silly, piece-of-shit skunk. I wasn't sure how he took it, his blank gaze staring awkwardly. I didn't like it, but this was my kingdom, to allow it, and I was feeling like a...
Owning My Humanity -- Identity
Gonna try and abandon my smart-sounding talk for a bit. This time, I'm going to flesh out the facts of who I am, instead of just the feelings and worries I suffer. I beat around the bush way too much, so let's get to know each other as if for the...
Complex Nightmare
Wake up fretting, Don't know where to go Nothing but walls on every side. I do this, 'scorn and scandal', Do that, police inquire, Do one more thing I'm going to drive myself to crime. Imprisoned, I could not find a future. I turned to breaking...
A Lifestyle Choice
Dear Mom and Dad, I'm writing this to you to say farewell. I'm going to live with the others. Soon, I will grow a tail, and it will be getting hard to stand on two legs to write this. Moreover, my paws barely fit the keys to type this. I'm going to...
Because I sympathized with animals...
This thing came to pass where I was envious. This thing came to pass where I thought I was not free. This thing came to pass where I saw people were not free. I perceived there to be some great shame, was I wrong? I was ashamed of my own...
Owning My Humanity -- Anger
I've retconned the titles of these entries, and decided to give them each a theme, in order to help them retain a sense of seperate identity, so that they don't all blur together into one great mess of words. Today's tale deals with my impotent rage...
Owning My Humanity -- Idealization
Bestiality. Do I find animals sexually attractive? It's a weird question. I don't find... living things, attractive. Not even humans. Maybe once. Maybe when I had hope for a successful romance, I snuggled and hugged--maybe at one point I even craved...
Owning My Humanity -- Anxiety
I am in a considerable deal of ongoing pain--and while that's not a particularly engaging way to solicit an audience--pain being what it is--I feel it important to qualify my position. My pain is that of concentration, and of feeling it constantly...
Owning My Humanity -- Commitment
"Eventually we all have to make commitments to the things we hold dear, or risk losing them entirely." I had thought about this, and questioned--'do I value being a person'? On the one hand, you have expression, art, communion with friends and...