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Chapter Two:

Shit. They responded. Shit, shit, shit.

What do I do? What did I say? I said... I told them that I was... interested. Is that the way to go about it? Interested? What the hell was I thinking? You know what, the message was probably just them saying to forget about it, lose their number or something. Yeah. That's it.

It wasn't it. Not entirely.

Busy today. Open tomorrow if you're still up for it.

I should just say no, right? That's the right thing to do. Just say that I had a moment of weakness and to forget about it and-

I'll make it worth your while. ;)

Damnit, why'd they have to say that? Well, you know what, I can play along for now, have my little fantasy... come tomorrow I'll just call it off and everything will be fine. It's like roleplaying. Right?

I left it unanswered. I need a shower. I gathered up my change of clothes... why did I need to even do that? No one is home. Force of habit. Gathered them up, went to the shower, turned it on. I took my phone with me, just in case.

I need to calm down. I shouldn't get this excited for something that's not going to happen, even if... well. No harm in just _feeling_it, right? Not like I'm hurting anyone. Alright. Shower should be ready, and in I go.

I heard a ping on my phone. A message. Do I go get it? Nah, I should just finish my shower. It was a nice warm shower, the kind I needed to relax. It's too bad that my phone got another notification. How can I relax when it's doing that? I'll just let it go.

Got any pics?

Maybe one of the thing I'll be worshipping ;)

Damnit, why'd I have to read it? Here I am, dripping water all over the floor.

Okay. Calm down. Finish the shower. Besides, I've never really taken a picture like that before, I wouldn't even know where to begin.

Is this angle correct? How about just a face picture? Goofy smile, of course. I'm a dad, after all. Wait, isn't that a thing in this kind of community? Whatever. And... probably not the beer gut, but maybe a little bit down there. Not like I need to get it ready at this point.

Sent. Fuck. Did I really just send that? Delete, delete. Delete for them, too? ...Nah. If they don't like it, they'll delete it.

Nice cock, the message said. Look forward to it, handsome ;)

I'd be lying if I said I didn't blush. Haven't been called that in ages it feels like. Probably actually ages, now that I think of it.

Okay. Whatever, I'll worry about it later. I'll just finish this shower and go about my day. Just need to take care of something first.

I can only imagine what it must be like, going to a shady thing like that, to just stick something so important somewhere unknown and for someone to take care of it for you. I wonder if it'd feel better than my own paws? Better than my wife's? Just kind of... gripping it. I don't know.

And sure a mouth is better than none, and for so long it's really been none. Can only... imagine....

And I didn't need to imagine much longer. I was done with what I needed to do, and now the shower needed finishing.

I haven't felt that excited since... well, before the kids, I guess. It's just a fantasy. Tomorrow I'll just call it off and forget this whole exchange ever happened.

Oh, they messaged me again.

Guy flaked. You up for coming over?

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't tempted. Even though I had just relieved myself, I found myself grabbing my wallet and keys, leaving my mind back in the shower. Why am I so weak?

The address wasn't even that far away. Ten minute drive at most, all residential. Hell, I could even jog it if I needed to, though then I'd be all smelly, and I don't think they'd enjoy that. I'm really out of shape.

Just do this today and forget about it entirely. No one has to know. I better make sure they know that I need this to be discrete. They probably know, right?

Just... one fantasy I can live out this one time. I'll return to being faithful. A good husband. A good dad. Yeah.

Just one.