A Long Sought Release

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#1 of Contemporary

This is a reupload because everything got deleted.

Summary: An overthinking wolf finally gets what he has been denied.


Kaden sighs in frustration as he yet again breaks the tip of his mechanical pencil. He clicks it a few times but nothing comes out. He drops the pencil on the desk, giving up for now. He can't seem to focus. The wolf's mind just wanders to memories of his mate, Ivan, and the resulting blood rushing to his sheath does not help him work at all. They both had full schedules and several times have been interrupted by a call from one of their workplaces so he hasn't seen him naked in weeks.

Yet his mind is able to analyze every contour, every place the fox's fur turns from orange to white on the edges of his chest and stomach, from orange to black at the end of his limbs. His black-tipped ears, his bright hazel eyes, his bushy tail going from orange to black to white all over. All so beautiful, but can only be appreciated in his mind's eye, not his real ones. He manages to keep his mind from analyzing the fox's sheath, which would be the end to any productivity.

Ivan will be home soon and then he will have his relief. For now Kaden picks up his pencil again forgetting it's out of lead until he clicks it a few more times. He rifles through the drawer of his desk and refills his pencil with the lead found there. He tries to complete his calculus and has more success than he's been having all night, maintaining it for over an hour, but as soon as he realizes that Ivan should have been home twenty minutes ago that focus he found evaporates.

The wolf's mind again acts out of his best interests with its relentless questions on where Ivan is. Did they ask him to work a double again? Is he picking something up from the store? Did he get in an accident on the way home? Did he find something better to do than spend time with me? Another boyfriend? As his thoughts become more and more paranoid, he pulls out his phone to just ask him.

"Hey hon really miss you almost home?" Kaden says into his phone and sends the message. He stares at it for a few minutes, but Ivan still hasn't opened it. It is another boyfriend! Why else wouldn't he respond? He doesn't want the other dude to see and...

"Shut up, brain, he's probably driving or maybe still at work." Deciding that arguing with himself was not going to finish his calculus homework he picked up his pencil for what he was hoping was the last time. This time having almost no success. Maybe he should be nice to the brain he needs to do this math. On the verge of giving up his phone buzzes with a response

"Had to stay late a little omw miss you too," his phone reads out loud to him. Deciding he is too excited to even attempt his homework, he gets up and lets his mind imagine all the things it wants since his sheath should soon get its sought-after attention. He imagined tens of scenarios he would find himself in in just ten minutes. Everything they could do together that's considered sex, the wolf imagined and his mind was happy it was being indulged. His penis less so as it received no attention, just the friction of rubbing on his pant leg as it poked out of its sheath and bounced about as he paced about the modest apartment. He wasn't the one who was going to see to it after all.

As Kaden's imagination started to run out of positions, he heard the distinctive sound of the rundown engine come up the deserted street and pull into the parking lot. He looked out of the open window and watched as Ivan parked crooked as he always did, not quite enough to go over the line, but enough that it bothered Kaden. As Ivan got out of his car he noticed his audience and waved before hurrying to the building.

Kaden went to the door and unlocked it since the lock was always finicky and didn't want to wait while the fox struggled with it. He then hastily decided to touch up his appearance a little in the bathroom, cursing himself for not thinking of it earlier since he only had a minute before Ivan was up the stairs. Even though it was only the wolf that cared and he was planning on ruining it anyway, he had to make sure he wasn't completely disheveled.

As Kaden stared into the mirror he was happy to see that the full black fur was just as perfect as he made it this morning. The short fur tended to behave, but wasn't ever trusted to. His dark blue t-shirt was a bit crooked as it fit loosely, and so were his plain gray pajama bottoms, but both were easy to fix. Moving on, the wolf looked into his dark blue eyes to make sure his long eyelashes were just as good before he heard familiar footsteps coming down the hallway followed by the jingle of keys.

"It's unlocked," he said, quickly spinning around towards the door, knocking things off the vanity with his fluffy tail in the process. Not that he noticed, his sole focus was fox as he stepped through the door. Beautiful as his mind's eye remembered with the unfortunate addition of scrubs with a light coat of them. That wasn't enough to dissuade the wolf as he rushed forward and pulled the fox into a kiss before he could close the door. Just as Kaden started to part his lips, Ivan pulled back from the kiss, and turned around to close and lock the door.

Despite the disappointment the wolf enjoyed watching the fox turning around and was planning on enjoying it with more than just his eyes when Ivan faced him again, smiled at him and said, "Miss you too." Kaden started another kiss. Ivan broke this one faster than the first before it could be more than a peck and said, chuckling a little, "At least let me get my coat off." Kaden stepped back to allow Ivan forward and to the side of the coat closet. As soon as the fox's coat was hung he was pulled into yet another kiss. Letting this one develop, the fox parted his lips when he felt his partner do the same. Gently playing with the tongue exploring his mouth and wrapping his arms around his lover's stomach to match the ones unwrapping around his neck.

They quickly traveled down his chest pausing only to allow hands to caress nipples briefly. They went down to the waist and back up under the shirt to stroke around the areola. Ivan seemed to be enjoying the sensation, however, as Kaden rubbed his fattening sheath against the fox's thigh, Ivan stepped back, ending all contact. "We'll have time to continue that later," Ivan said.

"For now I'm going to get out of these clothes and we can kick some bandit ass."

Dejected, but better at hiding it than for his own good, Kaden kept his tail from curling and ears up and said, "Sounds good." It really didn't though, Kaden knew that "later" meant he was going to have to wait at least another day for the relief he needed so badly right now. He consoled himself by watching the fox walk past into the bedroom and come into his full beauty as he undressed, briefly reigniting the excitement from earlier before he started to put on pajamas similar to what Kaden was already wearing. Walking to the living room the wolf turned on the video game console and booted up the cooperative shooter they have been playing. It was the only hobby they shared so it was something they did a lot together.

The two settled on the couch close enough that their thighs were touching. The contact didn't comfort the wolf as he continued to have the same problem he's had all night: his mind not focusing on the task at hand. Instead it focused on why Ivan stopped his affections. It so is another boyfriend. He found someone cuter than me. He's already spent. They were both very skilled at the game so they had it on the hardest difficulty, but without focus Kaden died early and kept missing critical shots. Ivan still managed well enough, carrying them through the fights, and didn't say anything about Kaden's lackluster performance. It was when they got to the boss of the level that Ivan failed to carry Kaden through.

After several attempts at the boss the fox started pointing out all of the wolf's shortcomings. "You should have dodged that", "You can't miss that shot", "you had a heal still, why didn't you use it?" Kaden didn't respond to any of that, instead attempting to focus, but his thoughts and the mounting frustration at being criticized, made it impossible. Finally giving up the wolf suggested watching a movie instead.

Ivan picked some dumb horror movie to laugh at, though Kaden didn't even notice what was playing instead racking himself with more self criticism. I can't even enjoy a game with him. What does he need me for now? Rent mo... His thoughts were broken as Ivan pushed up against him. "You okay? You seem a little lost in your own world." Not getting a response the fox continued. "I'm sorry if I was mean to you about the game. I get caught up in it. It's a team effort, we both can do better. We'll get the bastard next time, promise."

"Yeah." Kaden's ability to hide his emotional state was gone. His ears all the way down, tail so still it seemed afraid to move, and muzzle stayed pointed to the TV with eyes that clearly weren't watching. He managed to keep his emotions out of his voice, but the resulting flatness conveyed the emotions anyway.

"If it's not that, what's wrong?" Ivan asked, nuzzling the side of his slender muzzle into Kaden's shoulder and looking up at his avoiding eyes.

"Nothing," Kaden answered.

"It's not nothing," Ivan said as he wrapped his arm around poking at his side, "tell me come on, I can't laugh at this movie without someone to talk about how stupid it is."

"It's just....ugh....it sounds ridiculous putting it into words..."

"Out with it puppy." Ivan pressed with a playful tone. Ivan always called him "puppy" since he was just a bit taller than the wolf. Kaden often couldn't decide whether he hated it or loved it. At this moment, though, he was leaning towards the former.

"The few times we are alone together you're always turning down my advances and you keep coming h..." Kaden was about to go on about his fears of another boyfriend before he realized at the last moment accusing the fox of that wasn't fair. "You keep saying later and it seems I just wear you down to the idea rather than you wanting it."

"Of co..." Ivan tried to interject as he seemed to realize that Kaden wasn't just having a bad day. He tried to turn the wolf's muzzle towards him, but he wouldn't move and the words kept flowing out of him.

"Am I just bad at sex? You let me lead, is that just resignation? Do I just not turn you..." Kaden's voice was faltering more as he went on.

"Kaden, stop." Ivan used more force, both in his words and the hand turning Kaden's head, to finally get Kaden to meet his eyes and stop the wolf's spiraling. "I love having sex with you. I love you. I'm sorry if it hasn't felt like I do because I really do."

"Then why?"

"It's just... I can't go from caring for forgotten people at the end of their lives to sex. I just can't switch modes that fast."

Kaden didn't respond. He was convinced that there was more to it than that and was waiting for Ivan to go on. When he didn't, the wolf started to realize he had been making a small problem out to be a bigger one. The solution was to just wait a little after Ivan was home from work. Seeming to respond to Kaden's realization, Ivan pushed him down into a half lying position with his legs still off the couch

"Hey, you almost hit my head on the armrest!" the wolf exclaimed in mock anger, swinging one of his legs playfully into the fox in retaliation as he got them on the couch.

"I didn't," Ivan retorted, grabbing the leg and yanking on the loose-fitting pants around it. The pants were kicked the rest of the way off onto the floor by the other leg. Ivan, still in a sitting position, considered something briefly before leaning forward and reaching for the wolf's sheath. The tip was already out so he gripped around it with his other hand and gently rubbed it with his thumb. That got a breathy exhale and a small buck of the hips from the wolf.

Ivan worked the rest of the seven inches out of the sheath, the red fleshy color sharply contrasted the dark black fur. When the fox felt the knot starting to form he freed that from its home too, and shifted so he was on all fours on the couch. In anticipation for what Kaden knew was about to happen, his cock shot precum over his tapered tip which Ivan quickly spread over his shaft before slowly crawling over Kaden's legs and lowering his head, letting Kaden's building musk permeate his nose as he did so.

The fox gave him a few teasing licks, cleaning the shaft of the slightly bitter yet quite pleasant pre. The tongue provided more pleasure to the wolf than before undoing the foxes cleaning efforts. After circling the knot, Ivan ran his tongue back up the underside of the shaft to the tip and closed his lips around it, suckling on it. The sudden increase of sensation drove Kaden to reach out a paw to push Ivan's head down. He decided against his instincts because he wanted the fox to remain in control and instead rewarded him with scratches behind his right ear

Getting the hint anyway the fox descended on the rest of the shaft quickly, knowing all but the last inch or so would fit in his muzzle, and ran his tongue seemingly randomly along the shaft after the tip touched his throat. This earned him more ear scratches and a shot of pre down his throat which he seemed to enjoy as much as Kaden was enjoying his muzzle. Ivan decided to get his hands to work too and wrapped one hand around the knot, giving it a light squeeze, while the other played with the wolf's sack. The wolf's pleasure soared once again and this time Kaden couldn't control himself and tensed his hand on the back of the fox's head and thrust himself into Ivan's throat. Ivan moaned a little, enjoying the wolf taking some control.

Ivan could tell he was getting close already so he started to pull off so Kaden could fill his other end instead. However, the hand on the back of his head stopped him just before the tip came out of his mouth. "I can go another round, please." Understanding, the fox quickly worked the wolf's tip back into his throat, coiling his tongue around the shaft in the same motion. This put Kaden right on the edge and was quickly thrown off it when he felt a much firmer squeeze on his knot than Ivan had been giving him.

Ivan's preference left him with little experience in swallowing all of the viscous seed the wolf was pouring down his throat, forcing him to pull the tip out of his throat or risk choking. This did have the benefit of giving him a taste of the delectable semen which had a similar, but sweeter taste than the pre he had been enjoying. Kaden didn't notice the decreased pressure on his tip, his orgasm still coursing through his entire body. Eventually, though, the shots became dribbles, and Ivan pulled off. While the wolf caught his breath, the fox figured he should prepare for the second round he was promised.

Getting off the couch, Ivan disrobed quickly. and went to the bedroom to fetch the lube they kept there and hurried back to the couch. Kaden watched as Ivan positioned himself just out of his reach in front of the couch. Pouring a generous amount on two fingers and tossing the bottle on the floor to be picked up later, the fox gave the wolf a little show. Kaden, becoming aware of his surroundings again, was given no chance to grow limp as he was treated to the sight of Ivan spreading himself with two fingers.

Kaden was somewhat frustrated that Ivan was just out of his reach, but was enjoying the show nonetheless. The tunnel squeezed so tight around its intruders that Kaden felt that the passage was crying out for a proper filling. With his cock eagerly responding that it would be happy to. Despite everyone's impatience, the fox drug it out until the wolf could take it no more. "Get over here already" Kaden growled with lustful impatience.

The fox slowly turned to reveal his smirk. "So eager for your second treat already, puppy?" he asked with the playful tone from earlier, layered with controlled lust and sashayed slowly closer to the couch. Grabbing the first thing within his reach, Kaden put a paw on Ivan's cock, almost identical to his except more slender and less of a taper, and urged him to hurry up with a small tug. Not going any faster, if anything the touch slowed him down, the fox clambered up on the couch, knees placed precariously on either side of the wolf's legs and arms on his chest. Ivan lowered his torso and pushed his lips into Kaden's seemingly going for a kiss, but instead slid his lips to the side of Kaden's muzzle and down to his neck, nuzzling into him. Simultaneously rubbing his buttocks along the wolf's shaft, pausing briefly as the tip touched his pucker before sliding back the other way.

The wolf was regretting having the fox lead, not believing he could survive all the teasing. He was dripping pre like a faucet soaking both his shaft and the crack it was hotdogging. Ivan wasn't even giving him the kiss he got Kaden ready for instead nipping at various spots on his shoulder and neck. The fox did allow Kaden the enjoyment of exploring his shaft, though doubtfully for the wolf's enjoyment. It was still not enough for the wolf and said "Don't make me flip you over." Words coming out with so much growl they were hardly intelligible.

"Fine, fine, but only because this couch isn't big enough and I'm afraid what will happen if you try." The fox raised himself straight up on his knees, breaking the wolf's contact with his maleness, and aligned the wolf with his pucker. Then Ivan came all the way down, hilting the wolf to the knot in one motion. Pain flashed briefly on his face, yet was absent in his voice instead maintaining the playful tone. "All better now, puppy?"

Kaden couldn't respond, having expected more teasing, the wolf could only moan out in ecstasy as sudden tightness surrounded his cock. However, the fox seemed more than satisfied with that answer, smirking again before pulling the wolf out to just the tip. Adjusting the angle, Ivan descended on the cock again at a much more leisurely pace. Feeling the tip slide against then past his prostate, it was Ivan's turn to give a moan, long and drawn out.

The fox settled into a consistently growing pace, mashing his prostate with the tip of Kaden's penis on every other descent. Kaden, pleasure no longer overwhelming him, watched Ivan's cock bob enticingly more and more and reached for it, hoping to make the fox climax first. Just before he reached it, however, Ivan's knee slipped off the couch, sending both him and the maleness inside him off the couch and turning his moan at the time into a yelp. Arm mostly there already, Kaden managed to catch the fox by his side, having to get one footpaw on the ground to steady himself. Getting his other arm around the fox and other foot paw on the floor, Kaden lifted them both up, still joined together. "You know my cock doesn't bend like that, right?" Kaden asked, matching Ivan's playful tone.

"Never know until you try?" Ivan responded uncertainly. Kaden's arms quickly tired of carrying the fox, so he moved quickly to the bedroom and half put, half dropped the fox on his back on the bed. "Careful, you know these springs like to poke," Ivan said, playfully tone returning.

The wolf stood over the fox, relieved he was finally back on top and wasted no time with words or teasing and began slamming away into the fox. After a few thrusts he found the angle to hit his prostate and relentlessly hammered at it in every following thrust. His knot bludgeoned a little more into Ivan's ass making its eventual entry inevitable.

Going from the fox's slow and playful approach to the wolf's vigorous one amplified the pleasure beyond what either could offer by itself. Causing the wolf to be sent quickly toward his climax and seemingly the fox as well as his moans grew louder and was dripping pre almost as much as Kaden was. Gathering all the will he could, Kaden pushed his orgasm back and reached for the fox's shaft again intending to make him cum first. With fast strokes and a thumb rubbing over the tip when his hand came up, the wolf succeeded, causing the fox to start to shoot all over himself and cry out even louder. It also caused exactly what the wolf was looking for: a spasmodic tightening of his anal muscles.

Kaden loved knotting Ivan during this and did just that on one final forceful thrust. As he felt his knot inflate inside his partner, his orgasm hit and he joined the cries of bliss while pumping as much seed into him as his balls could produce. The knotting seemed to extend the fox's orgasm as his passage seemed to squeeze with increased enthusiasm and his penis shot more cum when it previously seemed to have stopped.

As Kaden's ejaculation slowed, he dropped over Ivan, exhausted, but enjoying the fading orgasm and the approaching afterglow. "That's..... the best sex..... we've ever.... had." the wolf said, struggling to get the words out between his pants.

The fox was similarly exhausted and took a while to respond and when he did all he managed was an exasperated "Definitely." The wolf climbed onto the bed still knotted to the fox who rolled onto his side to accommodate him. Kaden cuddled into Ivan as much as he could, not satisfied until they were touching everywhere all at once. "So did that show you how silly you were being, puppy?"

"I love you too," Kaden said, finally responding to Ivan's proclamation from earlier.