The things I will never tell you
The things I will never tell you
By Rayn Kusa
Heart fluttering and skipping a beat as you say my name and kiss me.
Brain sends signals repeating the same words over and over "is this the key"?
Body quivers as your gentle touch and sweet nature make me blissfully unaware.
Eyes close strengthening my sense of touch as I feel your warmth surround me, this I fail to compare.
My words I speak are many they're primary purpose to cover up my feelings.
Forcing myself to remain emotionless placing this barrier up so you can't hurt me.
Repeating my method from are last advent, the pain was my curse for failing to see these things.
I hide from the truth acting like one of those sentient beings.
Your voice and demeanor I admire from afar, staying within the moonlight.
I no longer try to alter behaviors to connect with others so now I begin to revert.
You take me into your arms, causing me to melt my guard being broken with such ease.
Why must this be, when no one else can get so close so quickly, do I fight or turn to flee?
I see you hovering over me your body glowing in the warm candle light.
Your paws grasping mine lovingly as you begin to slide in stretching my tail hole tightly.
Your eyes glow calmly staring into my soul until I close mine blurring out this realm.
Grunts, moans, pants, and the slap of bodies make music that enters our ears.
Clear pre gleams from the light outside as the night goes on I am beg for these moments to renew.
You speed up, thrusting harder as I find my body getting close somehow knowing that you are there too.
You let out a loud moan into a melodic howl filling me full of your warm liquid my own orgasm sent off.
A mess is made yet there is no complaint while we lay here together.
A white light flashes slowly taking this image away to the sound of my phone ringing.
The dream now gone my attention directed to the message I have received, it's from you.
I respond to the text but at the end you will never know what I really thought and want.
Dear Terry, these are the things I will never tell you but they are all true.