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Needless to say, I was very happy with my new car. Whenever Terry and I were going somewhere, he always was the one who drove but now that I had my Seat Arosa, I was the one who did all the driving from that point on. Terry wasn't used sitting next to someone in the passenger seat though... Still had a bit of trouble with reverse and with parallel parking because the Arosa is a small car and I was used driving bigger ones, making it more difficult to estimate the distance. Nevertheless, things went great and I loved driving every second of it... Things couldn't have been better and yet there was still something on my mind...

Yeah, you guessed it... Sex... Don't get me wrong though, I loved it with Terry... I'm not complaining about his bed performance but rather of my own... Or better yet, the lack of it... It turned out that after everything that happened, Terry was afraid to let himself go... I told him something he rather didn't want to know about me a while ago and that made him feel quite uncomfortable to say the least... Even though I somewhat managed to deal with it, Terry was still afraid to do something to upset me... And to be honest, I ran out of ideas to take his doubts and uncertainties about being intimate with me away... Hell, I even downloaded a porn movie to see how they were doing it... But that proved to be a minor improvement and we talked about his fantasies that night for the first time in our relationship... But despite that, I wasn't able to see he felt comfortable about it... I thought it was all just another endless loop and that Terry thought having sex with me would become dull and uninteresting eventually... It felt to me as if it started to get repetitive for him... And I wanted to change that by carrying out his fantasies... The problem was that I never liked the idea of acting like a slut... But I had to look at it from a different perspective, which I did...

Sex is beautiful... Two people who love each other, intertwined in a passionate embrace, is the most beautiful thing I can imagine... The love that they share is priceless and sometimes, it cannot be expressed in words... But sex is a relative understanding, with different meanings for everyone... It can also be used as a powerful tool, to get the things you desire the most from someone... Perhaps it could be money, a good grade or even a cigarette... But that doesn't have to be the case... Maybe it's something else you're craving for... Perhaps a girl is teasing someone for her own sexual satisfaction... But this is something you also have to look from a different angle... What if I made an exception for Terry...? What if I used sex as a mere tool for once, to get something I desired from him the most without him holding back...? What if making love turned smut for once...? Certainly, I'm not like that, not with females and especially not with males... But perhaps I could make an exception for once... It's no secret I have this fantasy about him for a long time but I was never able to give in... But seeing it in porn movies made me kind of curious, the way that they were fucking each other... After all, what happens in the bedroom, stays in the bedroom... But to actually do it? That's a whole different story... I guess it all depends on how you play the cards you're holding... After everything that happened between Terry and me, I figured it was time for me to do something in return... And even though I was quite nervous about sex sometimes, I realized I was still in control of everything. All of a sudden, his fantasies and desires didn't seem to make me nervous anymore... On the contrary, I started to get curious on how to take his doubts away until it was the only thing that was on my mind... And one night, while I watched how Terry was asleep and I was thinking about it, I was struck with the answer... It's all about the sex-appeal...

Sex-appeal is everywhere... In magazines, on television, the internet, absolutely everywhere. So what exactly does it take for a girl to be sexy? To be found sexy? What is the definition of sexy? It's a relative understanding, its different for everyone. But it doesn't take much I suppose... There was one thing all of these girls had in common: they all wore sexy clothes... Sex-appeal is easily raised by the clothes you wear... So the answer was simple... Buy some sexy clothes... I wasn't looking for skimpy clothing to wear during the day... I was thinking more along the lines of skimpy sexy underwear for the night... Looking around the internet, I found all sorts of things that I liked... Sexy lingerie, see-through nightdresses, body stockings, tights... I looked in the feline section of a lingerie web-shop, which had things specifically made for felines... Why? Well, the huge difference is that socks, tights and stockings were designed to fit digitigrade feet as to the more common, plantigrade feet. Wearing plantigrade socks on digitigrade feet is not very comfortable, to say the least... But luckily, this web-shop had everything... I saw sexy black fishnet stockings but I figured with all the black stripes I have, it would be hard to see... I was just browsing around until I found a pair of black diamond patterned stockings, with open toes and heels... Now that would be visible seeing as it's entirely black and the patterns are dark gray. I stared at it for a moment and imagined myself wearing it... When I looked at the price, I was a little surprised... "Seven, ninety-nine, including shipping...? It can't be that cheap..." I looked at the recommended products on the bottom of the page and they were all relatively cheap... I saw all the things they had and was curious how much a set would cost in total... So I clicked the button "add to cart" and clicked one of the recommended products to wear the stockings with it. The girls on the photo's who were showing the lingerie looked very attracted and sexy..."That could be you standing in front of Terry like that..." Hm... So fucking hot to see... I browsed some more until I found something that resembled a rather skimpy bathing suit... The bottom of it looked like a see-through thong, showing just a little part of your chacha... The strap of it was very thin that went around your waist... On the stomach, it's a triangle shaped thin black cloth, revealing a lot of your stomach and the two open sides were held together with laces... The top resembled a very skimpy bikini with a flower pattern on it, showing a lot of cleavage... The piece itself was also a see-through and showed your nipples... But it was held by a simple strap around the back... "Whaaaaaaaat?? Sixteen dinar fifty?? I always thought that lingerie was a lot more expansive!" But it turned out it wasn't...! The total of it was twenty four dinar and forty nine cents and I honestly never thought it could be so cheap... And then I made my decision... I quickly looked to see if they had it in my size and I was actually surprised that they had! So once I changed the sizes of my set, I clicked the buy button. I registered to the site and chose to pay by wire transfer by receiving an invoice with my order. Once I filled in all the details, I confirmed my order and several minutes later, I received an e-mail that my order has been received... All I could do was to wait...

The parcel got delivered two days later by courier. Of course, I wasn't home that afternoon because I had to go to college but Catherine was at home to accept it at the door. So once I got home, Catherine handed me my parcel and I raced upstairs to see it. When I got it out of the box, it looked even better... But then I started to wonder how the two of us could spend time alone together... Seeing as the both of us still lived with our parents at home, this wasn't exactly gonna be easy... Of course, we used every moment where the two of us could be alone together... Terry and I also had sex at night when our parents were home but you know, we did that very quietly then... But this time it had to be different... I figured it had to be special... And the answer was found rather quickly... Go to a hotel for a weekend somewhere... I discussed the idea with Catherine so that the two of us could have a little privacy and well, I was honest to her about it, seeing as she already knew certain things. I talked about Terry's insecurities and everything and that I wanted things to turn around for us. That I realized that I was the one who had to show him. Of course, it did feel a little embarrassing to tell her I bought sexy lingerie to get the job done... But to be honest, I was running out of ideas and I think Catherine was able to relate... Terry and I never celebrated our one year anniversary and well, things were pretty serious between the two of us... I guess it was at that point, Catherine started to realize that it wasn't just puppy love between Terry and me but that we were engaged in a serious relationship, one that could last for years... And so, as one idea was conceived, another one sprang to life...

Over the following days, I talked to Terry about it. About the fact that we never really celebrated our one year anniversary due to circumstances at the time... So I proposed to him to have a weekend of our own by going somewhere. I told him I wanted to be alone with just the two of us. The idea seem to have appealed him and that's when we started to look around the internet for places of interests that would be fun for the both of us. There were lots of places, including a hotel called "Sparta Hotel"... Obviously, I didn't chose that one... I could imagine myself going like "Two hundred dinar for two nights?! This is madness!" at the reception and the dude at the desk would go like "Madness, you say...? THIS!! IS!! SPARTA!!" or at breakfast, a dude would go like "Ready your breakfast and eat hearty...! For tonight, we dine in hell!" or something like that... I've been watching internet meme's and the movie 300 too much... Anyway, we eventually found a place and it's a town called North Hallington near the ocean, all the way down south, which had a rich history in medieval times, with a few old buildings and castles to see. I didn't want to go there just because of that but because there were so many other things to do. Oceans excursions, archery, scuba diving and lots of other things... There even was a gigantic aqua park located several kilometres outside of town... We found a nice five star hotel, all-inclusive, with a lot of things to do for the both of us, called the Stonemarsh Hotel. With a price of two hundred dinar a night per person, it was really expensive, but seemed like a really good deal... I figured it would be all worth it... And within no time, the reservations were made...

Several weeks later, the day finally arrived... We packed our bags the night before and once Terry and I came home, we packed up my car. All we had were two sports-bags with our stuff so that fitted easily on the backseats and all the other things, like shoes and stuff, in the trunk. We said our goodbyes to Simon and Catherine and once I set up the GPS navigation, we drove off to our destination...

Along the way, we had a lot of fun and made a rest stop at Rotherham to stretch our legs. It took us three and a half hours to get there... Once we unloaded the car, we got in the lobby of the hotel to check in and it was a wonderful sight... The lobby of the hotel looked really posh, with the marble stone floor, which had several complicated patterns. A lot of wood was used, to give the whole lobby a rather "warm" feeling. An impressive fountain was in the middle of the lobby as two large walls of water were on the walls. The lights were a little dimmed, giving an impressions of serene peace and tranquillity... Terry and I actually stood there for a moment, gawping at what we were seeing... I expected this place to be posh but not that posh... I actually had the feeling that the personnel would look down on us for being commoners, seeing as Terry wore baggy jogging-trousers, a tank top and a cap to shade him from the sun earlier that day and I was wearing a bit of baggy jeans, high heeled boots and a hoodie. These kind of clothes are far more comfortable to wear during a long ride than an evening dress... Nevertheless, the receptionist looked up and smiled friendly when she saw us. Once I stated my name, she gave us a key for a room on the tenth floor... And so, we took the elevator to the tenth floor and went to room "381". Once we swiped the key-card, the door unlocked and once we got in, the room itself was a lot more than we could've hoped for. It looked the same like the pictures but it was so much more different for seeing it for real... It had a mini bar, a rather large bathroom with a big tub and separate shower, a huge TV and a gigantic bed... But the best of all was the balcony... Once we opened the doors and stood on the balcony, we were amazed by the sight... Being on the tenth floor shows a lot of the scenery and we had a beautiful view on the ocean... This was everything we could ever hoped for...

We knew this was a bit of a posh hotel and we couldn't arrive at the restaurant wearing hoodies and jogging-trousers. So we packed some fancy clothing too. Terry's not the kind of guy to wear a suit so instead, he slipped into a pair of casual blue jeans and a nice, trendy blue long-sleeved shirt along with a pair of white casual high-tops, wearing black socks, of course. As for me...? Hehehe... Well... Once I got out of my clothes, I took my bra off to put on a sleeveless black blouse, showing a bit of cleavage... And with that, I wore a black skirt that reached just above my knees and wore a pair of black open stiletto's. All this time, Terry was watching me getting dressed as I smiled at him every once in a while. Normally, he had that kind of smile whenever I was undressing for him...

Once we got dressed, the two of us were getting pretty hungry and around half passed ten, we made our way to the restaurant. And it was beautiful to see... In one word, very impressive, pretty much in the style the lobby was build. The restaurant was open from six to eleven PM but there always was a way to pick a bite to eat. We took our seats and the waiter brought the menu's A La Carte, from which you could pick a specialty that changed every day. Most things were for free, seeing as it was all-inclusive. Some specialities had to be paid for. But as I looked at all the specialties on the menu's and the food on the plates of all the other guests really made my tummy rumble... 'Would you look at this place, Terry... Wow...' 'Hehehe... Yeah, in most hotels, you'll have to pick up your own food from the buffet.' 'I'm not used to this kind of luxury.' 'Neither am I but this makes me feel rich.' 'Hehehe... So have you decided yet?' 'Hmm... Onion Soup Gratinée sounds nice to begin with...' 'Don't expect me to give you a goodnight kiss...' 'Haha, awww... Oh hey, they also have Escargots.' 'You really wanna go for that? Those are snails...!' 'You'll have to try things in life, right? Oh wait, you'll have to pay for those.' 'I think I'll have the onion soup as well.' 'You would?' 'Yeah, to get back at you when you're constantly breathing in my face all night.' 'Surely there's something better to do than that...' 'Don't be too sure of that...'

I gave Terry a little wink and a cheeky smile before I looked at the menu again... There wasn't really that much of a choice but all the dishes looked really good... "Pan-roasted chicken with beet greens, chanterelles, tomato confit and potato gnocchi... The fuck is a gnocchi...?" Hmm... There were other things as well... "Steak au Poivre with pommes frites and spinach... Yuck, spinach... I hate that..." And then it hit the jackpot... "Grilled lamb t-bones with whipped feta cheese and a chickpea, roasted pepper and merguez sausage stew... Fuck yeah...!" So obviously, I chose that while Terry had Steak Frites...

The food was absolutely wonderful. This was by far the best meals I've ever had... The merguez stew was great but I still liked my grandmother's merguez better. But nevertheless, we were pretty stuffed after that... There was still room for a nice desert and we had a large Chocolate Pot de Crème with toasted coconut cookies with two spoons... Absolutely delicious... It was around eleven PM when we were done eating and had a coffee to wrap things up... 'So how's this for an anniversary, hm...?' 'It's great... I really like this place. Really worth every penny.' 'It is, isn't it? Hm...' 'You wanna know what you wanna do tomorrow?' 'Well, the brochure did mentioned something about scuba-diving and archery...' 'Hm-mm... And for tonight...? You feel like going out?' 'I've got some fun activities planned for us tonight if your up for it...'

I took off the strap of my stiletto and removed it with my other foot under the table... The long tablecloth kept it hidden of what I was about to do... And with my bare foot, I slowly started to caress his leg and Terry all of a sudden seemed to freeze as he stared at me with big eyes... Slowly, my foot went higher, rubbing his thigh and eventually, gently fondling his crotch with my toes... His hands went under the table and held my foot as I took a sip from my coffee and winked at him...

At half passed twelve, we got back to our room... And even though I knew all to well what was gonna happen tonight, I wasn't feeling nervous for the first time... I really wanted to surprise Terry and I wanted things to be special... So I ordered a bottle of wine through room-service as Terry got undressed to take a shower... Once I disconnected the call, I stood in front of the large mirror on the wall, looking at myself... And that's when Terry stood behind me in his boxershorts, feeling my waist and slowly let his hands down to feel my ass... 'Why don't you slip in something more comfortable...?' 'Hm... Not just yet... I ordered room-service, they'll be up here any second.' 'You're teasing me, aren't you...?' 'Yes, unintentionally...' 'I think you know exactly what you're doing...' 'You know me... I've always been the impulsive one...' 'Hehehe... I'm gonna take a shower... Feel free to join me any second...' 'I'll think about it... And brush your teeth while your there, you smell like onions...' 'It's your upper lip...'

And with that, Terry took off his boxershorts and his "little" friend was dangling there... Even though I've seen it many times before, I never could help myself to giggle a little... He scratched his fuzzy nuts and had a cheeky smile on his face when he got into the bathroom and left the door ajar... Needless to say, I didn't joined him in the shower... Several moments later, room-service knocked on the door who brought me a bottle of wine and two wine-glasses. I thanked him and even though its customary to tip him, I didn't... I was too busy with my plan... Anyway, I left the bottle of wine in the wine-cooler and sat on the bed until Terry was finished. He came out of the bathroom in his boxershorts about ten minutes later, drying his hair off with a towel and looked a little surprised to see that I was still fully dressed, sitting on the bed... 'What's wrong?' 'Nothing, you finished using the bathroom?' 'Yeah, why?' 'I think I'll take my shower now...'

And with that, I got undressed myself and stripped down in my underwear. I grabbed the plastic bag which contained the lingerie I bought. Terry was just being a curious little pup by peeking. Being topless, he still wasn't able to resist as I made my way to the bathroom... But just before I closed the bathroom door in his face, I looked at him and had a cheeky smile on my face... 'No peeking...'

And before he was able to say anything, I closed the door and locked it behind me so that he wouldn't see what I had in store... Needless to say, I was very anxious and excited to get things going... So I had my shower quickly... After about ten minutes, I stepped out of the shower cabin to dry myself off. And I remember when I looked at the bag which had all of my stuff in it that I couldn't believe what I was about to do. But I had no doubts, no hesitations... This was the right thing to do... I looked at the bag and realized that this one little thing was gonna change everything... I got dressed in my lingerie and it did felt a little tight around my breasts, but not horribly uncomfortable wearing it... It stayed up pretty nice and gave a bit of a push-up effect, making my tits look bigger than they actually are... The fabric of my stockings felt nice on my legs... They fitted perfectly... My toes and heels were sticking out and I never was the one for wearing socks but this I really liked... Maybe it was because this was downright sexy to look at... Looking in the mirror and seeing myself dressed up like that reminded me of those pin-ups I saw at the lingerie-webshop... I looked at myself in the mirror and from what I was seeing, I felt something I can hardly describe... To feel that you're a desired woman... To be sexy... There once was a time I could hardly look at myself in the mirror... But now I wanted to look at everything my body had to offer... Getting in touch with my feminine side never felt so wonderful... All of a sudden, I remembered that I brought a tube of lip-gloss with me on this trip... It would be a nice touch... Carefully applied the cherry flavoured lip gloss on my lips... My lips turned a brighter colour of red the more I was applying... They shimmered in the lights, looking rather inviting... The scent and taste of the lip-gloss was intoxicating... It was perfectly clear that night... Sex was in the air and I certainly would get some... I took a deep breath and looked at myself in the mirror for a final time... "Showtime... Go get him, tiger..."

I unlocked the door of the bathroom and slowly opened it, giving a bit of a sexy pose by leaning against the door-post, showing off what I got... Terry didn't even seem to notice... He was on the bed, watching TV and zapped through the channels like a zombie... It obviously wasn't what I thought it was gonna be... "Let me try that again..." I closed the door and opened it again, this time a little more noticeable and posed again by leaning against the door-post. This time, Terry did notice me and turned his head. Once he noticed me, his eyes turned big and his jaw dropped a little... If his eyes were getting any bigger, they'd pop out of his sockets... I graciously strutted my way towards the wine cooler, moving my hips with each step I took while scratching Terry's chin on the way... My back was facing him as I poured two glasses of wine... And I just knew his eyes were fixated on me... Even when I turned around, his eyes didn't avert... He was gawping at every inch of my body as I carefully got on the bed myself, sitting on his stomach... He looked me in the eyes when I handed him his glass of wine... His expression on his face said everything... Confused, baffled yet it was a welcome surprise to him... 'What's this all about...?' 'This is the start of something new, sweetheart...' 'Is it now...?' 'Oh yes... I got you here for a reason... You and I both have things we desire from each other... Something that has been on my mind for a long time now but I was never able to give in to it...' 'Wow... Uh...' 'Ssssh... It's alright... I want this...' 'Hehe...' 'Don't be shy...'

I looked him in the eyes as I got hold of his hands and placed them on my ass... I made him feel my waist and slowly guided his hands up to my breasts, whispering quietly in his ear to squeeze them... Was I really gonna pretend I was a slut to satisfy his sexual needs...? And perhaps even my own...? I remembered what Terry said about his fantasies... A girl who's in charge... I've always had these fantasies about him too, you know... I saw how girls were getting nailed in those clips I've seen on the internet and no matter how rough things became, they always seemed to enjoy it... One of my sexual fantasies was to be in control of someone... To be dominant... I've always had someone who told me what to like and what to do and even when she disappeared out of my life, she still was in control of me... But that night, I looked down on Terry and I realized I could make him do everything I wanted him to do for as long as I liked... To fulfil my sexual needs to the fullest... For us to do something I always feared to do... 'Do you think I'm sexy, Terry...?' 'You're hot...' 'Hm... You wanna have your way with me, don't you...?' 'Fuck yeah...' 'Then I'll let you in on a little secret of mine...' 'Tell me...' 'Sometimes at night, whenever I'm alone in bed, I'm wondering what it's like...' 'What's on your mind then...?' 'I'm wondering what its like to get fucked by you the way you like it... The thought of it just tickles me...' 'Hm-mm... Go on...' 'And sometimes, I close my eyes and imagine you sticking your cock in me... We share several passionate kisses and then the magic happens...' 'I like where this is going...' 'Hm-mm... You make me gasp for air while your pounding my pussy in different positions imaginable... You make me moan and squirm in ecstasy...' 'Hehehe...' 'So it doesn't take long before my fingers do all the work... And if I'm really horny, I use my mouth...' 'Your mouth...?' 'I'm quite flexible, Terry... I can do that to myself... But I rather want you to do it...' 'Wow...' 'I have that fantasy too, you know... To fuck you silly... Don't get me wrong though... I love how the sex is... But at some point, it doesn't satisfy me anymore because you and I both don't fully give in to the things we want the most... I guess it depends on the mood though... But tonight, I'm craving for something a little different... I want to give in to something that has been on my mind for far too long... And I know you want it too...'

The look in his face was priceless but oh so cute to see... I loved it... He placed his wine-glass on the night stand next to him and started to kiss my stomach as I took little sips from my wine... I know exactly how I was gonna pull it off... I looked down on him as I caressed his head and nudged his chin up to face me... 'But there's something you should know... Having these fantasies create promising prospects for me... I know I'll have my way with you tonight... So you must understand I have high expectations from you when it comes to it... Once these expectations are met, then maybe I'll let you have your way with me...' 'I'll make it memorable for you...' 'That's a rather bold thing to say, don't you think...?' 'I know what I'm capable of...' 'Then prove it...'

He knows exactly where the sensitive spots are... I closed my eyes and sighed quietly as I felt the aroused tingles going through my stomach the moment he started to kiss my stomach again, this time with his tongue... His hands were firmly gripping my ass... Sex was in the air that night... No need for passionate embraces and kisses... We were way passed that already... 'There's a good doggy, Terry... Your such a good boy...' 'Condescending, aren't we...?' 'No, I'm being everything you've always wanted me to be...' 'Hehehe...' 'And you know what happens to good little doggies... They are rewarded with a treat... Lucky for you, I've got your doggy-treats right here...'

I lowered the straps of my top over my shoulders which caused my top to drop a little... My tits popped right out of their cups the moment I did... Terry sat upright as I held the back of his head, burying his face in my bosom... I looked down on him and saw he had his eyes closed... Licking and kisses my breasts... He did everything he could to pleasure me... Terry was under the impression that he wouldn't get his way with me if I wasn't satisfied enough... Of course that wasn't the case... He'll have his way eventually... I just tried to stretch it long enough do everything we wanted to do... And all of a sudden, I felt his fingers were trying to get inside my panties... But that wasn't what I wanted... I wanted my way with him first... 'Hm... Eager for it, aren't we...? I didn't say you could feel me there...' 'It's a habit I suppose...' 'No lack of motivation too, I see...' 'Do I get bonus points for that?' 'No, sweetheart... That's just exactly what I expect from you... But you do seem to forget one little thing...' 'Which is...?' 'I've got the pussy so I make the rules...'

This is exactly where I wanted to go... Give him a little something to be excited about and then take it all away... I had Terry exactly where I wanted him to be and now it was my time to have my way with him... I moved down a little and rubbed my pussy over his cock, while kissing him in his neck, slowly making my way down... I felt his boxershorts were starting to bulge between my legs and that's when I got off of him... Slowly pulling his boxershorts down, his cock popped out from underneath... Lying down on the end of the bed, I had my face buried between his legs... Building up the tension by orally pleasuring him the way I used to do with girls... Kissing his thighs and going around with my tongue, deliberately avoiding his fuzzy testacles... The expression on his face was enough for me to know... So you can imagine his face when I started to suck on his nuts... Having a raspy tongue does have it advantages... And when I finally did take his cock in my mouth, I wasn't sucking him off for too long... I didn't want to give him the satisfaction... Teasing him like that was lot of fun... Well, for me anyway... Especially when my tongue stroked his shaft... But Terry's a good boy... He doesn't complain and seems to be content with what I had to offer him... Nevertheless, he still didn't do something he loved the most and that kind of surprised me... So I stopped sucking his dick and sat on his stomach again... 'You still haven't played with my feet... What's up with that...?' 'You didn't let me...'

I gently caressed my left foot over his cheek while I let my hand down my panties and started to play a little with myself while his hands were holding on to my feet... 'You're a sucker for my feet, aren't you...?' 'I love 'em...'

Needless to say, he did the inevitable when I placed my toes against his lips and worked his magic with his tongue... But what I loved most about it was that he always sucked on my toes... It's so arousing to feel it... And seeing him how much fun he had with my toes was fun... Like a little pup in a candy store... But at that point, I was craving for more... My hand slipped down my panties to play a little with myself, right in front of him to see... I pushed it aside to expose my fat pussy lips, gently rubbing a finger in between... I became more and more aroused the longer I played with myself... Masturbating in front of Terry while he was playing with my toes did it for me... And at some point, I whispered quietly in his ear that he had to lie down on the floor... He looked at me as if he was trying to ask me why but he got down on the floor without asking any questions... While I sat at on the edge of the bed, I used one foot to caress his face again as the other one caressed his stomach, slowly going down... I slowly pulled his boxershorts down with my foot and I can honesty tell that wasn't so easy... But once they were, my feet were playing with his cock... Stroking it up and down, splaying my toes and rub his cock in between them... Terry was fairly erect but his cock became hard the moment I gave him a nice foot-job... He enjoyed that the most and made that clear with his quiet sighs... Of course, I was still building up the tension and I wasn't intending to make him reach his climax during foreplay... Whenever Terry's cock started throbbing, I stopped caressing my feet over his dick and caressed his face instead... Every once in a while, I saw it pulsing and it squirted a little... Natural lubricant, if you will... It was inevitable that my stockings would catch some of his stuff on it but it didn't matter... I started playing with myself again while he continued to play with my feet...

It caused me to get very aroused... And rubbing my pussy didn't seem to do the trick anymore... I wanted more... So what better way is there for you to do it yourself...? I know exactly what I like... Terry looked at me the moment I removed my feet and got down on my back on the bed... With my ass in the air, I threw my legs in my neck and tried to bring my ass down as close as possible... A pillow underneath kept my head up... And by pushing my ass down with my hands, I could effortlessly reach my pussy with my mouth... Pressing my tongue between my slit and tasting my own juices was something I missed... From the corner of my eyes, I saw that Terry got up from the floor and looked really surprised to see what I was doing... So I stopped for a moment and faced him... I bet he never saw a girl doing that before... He climbed on the bed and placed himself at the end of it... With my ass still in the air, I continued to do what I liked best... Terry used his fingers to spread my pussy lips and used his tongue to lick that tight little hole of mine... I can honestly not describe how that felt... As if two people were licking my pussy at the same time... How awesome is that...? It even caused our tongues to touch each other every once in a while... But at some point, I wasn't able to keep up with it anymore... I was gasping for air and could hardly focus on what I was doing... That's when I surrendered to him and leaned back... But Terry kept going on... After a while, I placed my legs back on the bed and spread them as wide as I could for Terry... He eagerly dove his head down between my legs again, doing what he did best... Sometimes, his tongue made little circles on my clitoris... Licking up and down slowly... Sometimes rapidly... Terry knew I was close to having one... All the signs were there... Curling toes, increased breathing and heart rate... A dripping wet pussy and the quiet moans I've been giving... Things only got better the moment he started to finger me as well... So it didn't take that long before I reached my climax... My heart was pounding in my throat, my pussy felt warm and tingly... I felt how I squirted as the feelings exploded all over my body... For such a powerful, immense sensation, words are difficult to find to describe it... I really had to catch my breath... But several moments after my climax, Terry got on top of me and prodded his cock in me... Once he penetrated me, he thrust his pelvic gently several times... The longer he went in and out, the faster he seemed to go while I was still very sensitive... Getting penetrated felt as if I could reach another one any second... So I wasn't exactly quiet when I got pounded in different positions that night... On my stomach, on my knees, on my back... It took me by surprise when I quietly uttered to him to fuck me harder... I just never imagined I would say such a thing... My moans of pleasure were heard throughout the room... And perhaps even outside of it... Terry wasn't exactly quiet as well... He enjoyed every second of fucking me in the way he always wanted to do me... I saw it in his face... So it didn't take long for him to reach his climax in me as well... I felt how his sperm went inside me, all sticky and warm... He panted his lungs out and the both of us were shaking, trying to catch our breathe again... I held him close and kissed him as we rolled on our sides, cuddling each other...

We've been at it for a while, you see... We came in our room at half passed twelve and took a shower after sex to wash ourselves at a quarter for two in the morning... Once we were done taking a shower, we went to bed but I wasn't able to catch any sleep... And Terry seemed to fall asleep the moment his head was on the pillow... I felt tired and hot from everything that happened... So I took my glass and filled it up with wine... I had to cool off so I put on a bathrobe on my naked body and opened the door to the balcony to sit there. Once I sat down, I lit a cigarette and stared at the scenery... Staring at the ocean shimmering in the night-sky for a long time was a wonderful sight... 'Can't sleep, dude...?'

Terry stood in the doorway only wearing his boxershorts... 'Oh, hey, I thought you were asleep.' 'Naah...' 'Hehe... I'm just sitting here to cool off... You wore me out tonight...' 'Hehehehe... Hey, you want anything from the mini-bar?' 'A bottle of water would be nice...'

He got back inside the room and several moments later, came back with two bottles of water. He sat down next to me on the bench and handed me my water... 'Thanks...' 'This is the best thing we ever did...' 'Yeah, definitely...' 'Not to mention the snacks they have in the mini-bar. Too bad you'll have to pay for them...' 'Yeah...' 'What's wrong...? You seem a little spaced out...' 'Did you like it...?' I asked him quietly...

I admit that I felt kind of embarrassed to have let myself go like that during sex... Especially when I realized that other people probably would've heard me... So it was difficult for me to pretend that it didn't happen... But Terry took a sip from his water and kept staring ahead... 'Was that really a fantasy of yours...?' 'It is, yes... But I feel kind of embarrassed though...' 'Why...?' 'Because I didn't think I was ever able to do such a thing, you know...?' 'But you did it anyway...' 'Yeah... I did it all for you... And perhaps I even did that for myself... I think sex is important... But I just don't want to give off the wrong message...' 'What message?' 'That I'm some kind of slut...' 'You feel like a slut for giving in to your fantasies...?' 'Kind of...' 'It's okay, you know... I've seen a lot worse with girls and your definitely not a slut...' 'Heh... Did you ever brag to your friends about it...?' 'Brag about what?' 'Uhm... About me...? About the sex...?' 'I don't see a reason why I should... I know you're a great girl and I'm very lucky to have you as my girlfriend. That's all people have to know about us...' 'Heh...' 'How did it make you feel?' 'Good... I really loved it even though I'm still kind of embarrassed... ' 'Don't be... You were great...' 'Hehe... Was it everything you thought it was gonna be...?' 'Much more than that, really... I never expected you to show up in lingerie...' 'I thought it made me look sexy...' 'You don't have to wear it to be sexy... But it does have a nice touch to it...' 'Hehehe...'

Terry and I talked on the balcony for a while... And I don't really know why I felt embarrassed that night... To have actually have rough sex...? A fantasy and actually carrying it out are two different matters. I may have been embarrassed that night but I didn't regret a single thing... I felt relieved that night... Things were new for me and perhaps I felt embarrassed because I never did such a thing before... Sex doesn't always have to be romantic and passionate... I knew the passion would never die out between the two of us... Temporarily putting it on hold doesn't end it...

When the two of us got back to bed, we were cuddling and kissing each other... Terry had his hands around my stomach and all of a sudden, I didn't felt so insecure about it anymore... I opened my eyes and noticed he was staring at me all along... I kissed him once more and got on top of him, caressing his cheek as I felt the butterflies going through my stomach... It's a great thing to feel... All night I've been feeling it... It didn't take long before the fondling started... And before I knew, we were at it again with me being on top for the first time ever for as long as it lasted...

I guess we all feel the need to let go sometimes... I had no idea how other people were doing it... Was it always passionate or just smut between them...? A fantasy I have cherished for so long came true that night... Being afraid caused me to neglect my own sexual needs even though good sex is part of a healthy relationship... All these little steps I took over the months came down to that one moment... To me, it felt as a closure of a chapter in my life... And perhaps I did all these things as a way to deal with everything that happened in the past... There once was a time when I considered myself a slut for just thinking like that... To give in to things I wanted the most... That's something that Mikaela used to tell me and that I only had to act like that for her because she was special... Once Mikaela disappeared out of my life, my sexual morals became very strict... They were so strict because I was afraid that it would happen again... Terry showed me the difference between love and sex... And I admit, I was really confused at first... Slowly but steady, I found out what I liked and it felt like a liberation... No longer was there someone who told me what to like and what to do... No longer was I used as a fucktoy... I was able to look at myself in the mirror and be proud of myself for once... Proud for what I've accomplished... Proud to put trust into the person I loved the most... Feeling safe and comfortable... And that was something that no one was ever able to take away from me, as long as Terry was by my side... And so, I closed down another chapter of my life and was about to start a whole new one...