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CHAPTER 9

Shadow was inside the bar with all 4 prostitutes, those were always almost the whole day in the bar, snake also of course; I didn't mention the bar was property of his. "Where were you yesterday?", snake asked shadow, who just drops his ears in shame. "I'm sorry, I was punished", he answered making everybody laugh, even snake giggled being one of the most serious men of the world. "Next time at least call me, I was worried", snake confesses blushing, shadow raises an eyebrow, while the others giggle: "I wanted to call, but she took my cell phone away", he answered looking down. "She?", Aaron couldn't resist to ask. "Uhm, my mother?", shadow responds doubtful. "Anyway, good you came earlier, we gone to have fun", Nyle mentions smiling to shadow and takes his beloved UNO-cards, the black hedgehog laughs sarcastic and escapes to his room to change his clothes, the others die for laughing. Outside was sonic still staring at that sign, shocked and pretty pale! The only word he was staring at was that ¨GAY¨ sign; he couldn't believe it, what was shadow doing there, is that his job? Days ago shadow told him he was waiter in an innocent bar, was that innocent for him? Sonic knew his brother was lying to him, if he lied in that, then he lied also saying he was a waiter; the blue hedgehog didn't get wet because of the rain for nothing, he will discover what shadow is in reality. After two minutes inside the bar; shadow comes out from the room with a pink free-belly shirt, with a skirt of the same color and of course not to forget his flower on the head; snake couldn't resist whistling. "Ready? Let's sta-", says Nyle but couldn't finish his sentence, another voice stopped him screaming.

"SHADOW!!", sonic cried his heart out looking for him inside of the bar, shadow stayed shocked seeing him there, sonic was in the bar!! He fallowed him.. No, it can't be true!! "S-sonic..", shadow whispers, making all prostitutes gasp. Sonic hears that whisper and recognizes his brother; it can't be true, he was wearing girl-clothes, earrings and a flower on his hair!! "Wh-What, what's the fucking meaning of this???", sonic yelled right in front of shadows face. Nyle couldn't resist to see that and do nothing: "HEY don't yell at him like that!", he shots. Sonic stares at Nyle with an assassin-glance, which makes him quench in a second; the blue hedgehog then stares again to shadow and waits for an answer. "ANSWER ME!", he shots him again peeved; Shadow dropped his ears in fear and he was already crying. "S-Sonic.. I-I", the black hedgehog stuttered, but sonic didn't leave him continue: "What?? You're GAY? YOU WORK IN A GAY BAR?? YOU'RE A PROSTITUTE?", the blue hedgehog keeps shouting him and letting know that he knew his answers just after seeing him in those clothes; sonic never was that furious before. Shadow didn't have any words to say, he was scared, crying and shivering; he never was that depressed before. Nyle and Snake were about to die of sadness seeing him like that, so the waiter interfered: "Enough! You leave immediately this bar and never come back!", he screams mad. Sonic turns his head and sees also snake with an assassin-look, but this time tries not to win with stare-fights: "Alright, I'll leave! But to let you know stupid faggot, disappear from our lives, YOU DIDN'T EXIST TO US GOT IT?", sonic cries his whole soul out insulting his own brother, then leaves the bar and slams of deliberately the door. The tremor because of that slam wasn't little in the bar, it did tables and cups fall down, even shadows heart; the black hedgehog didn't feel his legs, his hands, his eyes and his soul, he looked like a living-dead. The 4 prostitutes and snake were staring at him worried and frightened; in the whole bar, one could hear only hard sobs.

Sonic was running outside in the rain doing arcades, cursing and screaming inside of him. "I so trusted in you shadow", he whispered and repeated every time he did four steps. He felt disappointed, mocked, frustrated, sad and nauseated; everything in one. Running without stopping, sonic comes at home on, opens the door and runs inside. Sofia was ordering the kitchen when she turns her head around and sees sonic running upstairs: "Sonic?.. Sonic!!", she said and repeated; after two seconds she could hear a big slam. Sonic was in his room maintaining his door closed looking down and he started to cry, to sob and to pant. He couldn't believe that shadow was capable to mock him like that. The blue hedgehog looked up and his first sight was shadows bed, he stared at it in disgust. "You made me hug you", he whispered in pain, "You made me tell you my secrets", he continued, "YOU MADE ME CALL YOU BROTHER IDIOT!!", sonic cries his heart out, takes a furniture and throws it with all his fury to shadows bed. The furniture breaks in two, also the bed breaks a little bit; sonic started mess with the covers, the cushions and the mattress. Everything from that bed was on floor, the pillows were broken and their feathers were everywhere. Suddenly sonic hears an open up on the door and hears Sofia coming in; she gasped, everything was broken and disordered and it wasn't like that before sonic came back home. "What happened here?", she asked, "what happened to shadows bed, and where is shadow?", she continued. Before she could keep talking, sonic whispered serious: "He won't come back". Sofia looked at him confused, ¨what sonic?¨ were her words; sonic sighed in madness and turns his head: "He betrayed us Mom! He lied to us! He was laughing at us!!", the blue hedgehog shots. That answer came by surprise; Sofia couldn't understand the situation here. "Its true, he was laughing at me all the time! He's gay and didn't tell me, knowing that I'm homophobic! He's a gay prostitute, dirty and stupid faggot mom!!", sonic shots his soul out. Sofia was shocked and crying, she was covering her mouth with her hand in sign of ¨I can't believe this¨. "I hate him mom.. I totally dislike him", sonic adds to his speech whispering this time. Sonics father was on the door hearing everything: "It can't be true what he says...", he whispers to himself.

Sonic took breath sobbing and continues talking: "I so trusted in him, I told him my secrets, I called him brother.. And to make things worse, he's only a gay prostitute since he's 7 years old". Sonic closes his eyes and remembers shadow smiling to him, talking to him; remembering he couldn't resist to cry: "I SO HATE HIM!!!". Sofia hearing that, comes to herself of that shock and screams to his son: "Stop it!". Sonic gasps hearing that cry from his mother: "Sonic, sit down", Sofia continues talking; sonic couldn't believe it and comes with the typical ¨but mom!¨-sentence. "SONIC I SAID SIT DOWN!", Sofia repeats yelling making sonic obey immediately. "Now I have to tell you a lot of things that I see you don't know", she voices calmly in front of sonic, the blue hedgehog doesn't understand and raises an eyebrow. "Sonic, I'm your mother and I know what your true feelings are.. I know also when you LIE to yourself", Sofia continues talking; Sonic has still his ignorance. "Sonic, I know you hate homosexuals because of one, who damaged your father", she mentions while her husband was dropping a tear, "But not all homosexuals are the same, and if shadow is gay, he obviously isn't one.. He's your brother", Sofia continues but sonic starts to shot again: "NO HE ISN'T!!". Mrs. Hedgehog tried to stay calmed and look for patience having her hands in front of her mouth: "Sonic, I need you to think, before you talk", Sofia enquiries over to sonic sobbing. "Why are you on his side?", sonic asks her with his anger still on. "I'm only on the side of the truth", she answers calmly; "Me too mom! On the side that Shadow is a traitor and I hate him!!", sonic screams adding to his mothers sentence. "NO! THAT ISN'T THE TRUTH!", Sofia without patience anymore yells to his son and makes him shut up; Mrs. Hedgehog tried to calm down before she continued talking. "Sonic.. I noticed you being different next to shadow. That feeling did I see on your father too when he was with a boy", she explained trying not to make sonic vomit. "I never liked your hate on homosexuals, then not knowing it, maybe you inherited it from your father and you're homosexual too", she continued this time a little fast to have her sentence finished already.

¨Maybe you're homosexual too¨ was the sentence on Sonics mind always again; he felt shocked and dizzy, it can't be true, hating homosexuals and he's one? PLEASE! "Think about how you always stared at shadow. How you blushed. How you trusted in him and that happiness you felt with him!", Sofia told him giving him amazing examples; sonic was looking down about to vomit, so his quills were covering his whole head. "Stop it", he whispered desperate; Sofia hearing that moves her hand to touch Sonics shoulder calling his name, but anyway: "STOP IT!!!", sonic shots again. Sofia took away her hand and saw sonic covering his mouth being really pale: "I-If you keep talking I'll vomit!!!", he cries out. Sonic couldn't keep hearing his mother, so he drops himself into the bed and covers his ears with the cushion. Sofia looked at him, she knew he could hear anyway so, she sits down on the same bed besides sonic: "Sonic.. It is the truth, you're feeling betrayed and it makes you lie to yourself.. You don't hate him", she tells him, "you love him", and adds calmly. Sonic right after hearing that raises his head and starts to scream at his mother: "SHUT UP MOM! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU!". Sofia looked for patience again pressing his nose with her hand; then she gets up and stays calm: "Think about it", she says to his son, "I know you will find the truth", she adds and leaves the room. Outside for Sofia's surprise, is her husband standing there looking to the front: "Honey! How much did you hear?", she enquiries to him. "Everything, you are right in each word.. He loves shadow, and because of what happened with me and that freak, sonic lies to himself and doesn't want to see the truth", he spoke slowly and sadly. Sofia starts to hug him lovely and tells him that everything will be ok, then she knows sonic is smart enough to see the truth (or at least she thinks it).