How I defeated suicide
this is a true story!
3 Now, I might seem like a happy and joyful fur... but I was not always like this... I like many people and furs, had nothing to live for... I use to cry myself to sleep, with a knife in my fist, too big of a wimp to kill myself.I could have shot myself very easy, I have three guns... But I did not want to be a "gun related suicide statistic"I have never had (still don't have) a lover in my life. I only have two true friends(!?) a redhead named Sarah, we would just hang out, go for walks and tell jokes (I would tell you if we did more than that) And a dumb-ass blonde (Jk) named Aaron, not sure why I am friends with him.On August 8, 2014. Five nights at Freddy's came out, I loved the story, mystery and lore that I stopped my knife holding. When FnaF 2 was announced I jumped for joy.FnaF 2 came and went, the plot thickened. I was getting worried, It looked like the end of FnaF for some time. Soon after FnaF 2 came out, I was tracking a wounded moose and discovered my love for the wild. about a week later I shot my moose. That night I realized that the stores where out of Duck, Coyote and Small game licenses, So I was stuck inside.One day, I was sure it was the day I would kill myself and end it all, for some reason I checked "scottgames.com" and saw the first FnaF 3 teaser, I cried tears of joy.Scott's FnaF3 troll edition came out, than FnaF 3. It was around now that I heard of the announcement of Jurassic World, I loved Jurassic Park, so that alone would keep me going until it came out.Only days after FnaF 3 came out, there was a new teaser(?) it was Freddy's top hat, on the floor... Me and many fans thought it was the end of FnaF. For about a week I would check Scott's website multiple times per day, than one day something made my jaw drop... The hat was gone!Jurassic World came out and FnaF 4 was set to come out on halloween, than the one year anniversary of FnaF 1 release, It still came out about two weeks early. Scott announced a DLC for FnaF 4 on halloween.Halloween came with the DLC and days later the first teaser trailer for FnaF world. There has been an announcement that there will be a Jurassic World 2 and 3Me and Aaron have become fishing and hunting partners as we almost always go hunting/fishing together. Late one September night, my new interest in the furry fandom making me want to shout "I LIKE FURS! OKAY!?" at every one. For some reason I searched "Furry stories" and I found SoFurry... the next day I made my account and now these few fans Is another thing that makes me happy!You guys mean my life and the world to me... Thank you!