Entry 6
#6 of Diary of an Awkward Youth
Dear Diary,
Still on suspension, so today I'm lounging again but that's pretty normal. What happened this morning when I was in the shower though? That isn't as normal. Let me start by saying, my brother and I typically shower together, our standing shower is huge and we have a rainfall shower system, so we don't have to stand too close together normally. Well, he offered to help me scrub my back which was a little strange in itself, but didn't think much of it, at least not until his paws went a lot lower.
I was always told that the first time would hurt, but it really wasn't as bad as I'd thought it would be. He was really gentle with me, he even took his time with his paws before he put it in, said he wanted me to enjoy the moment as much as he was. I have to admit by the way, that I didn't think my first time would be in a shower of all places.
I don't know whether this'll happen again or not.. Or rather, if I'll let it happen or not. I do love my brother and I have to admit, I did really enjoy how it felt to be with him like that, but I can't help thinking about how our friend or worse, our parents would react if they found out about what we've done. Well, actually I have a feeling I know how one of our friends would react.. Sarah would probably blush and ask a million and one question... Yeah, I think it's best that no one finds out about this..