A Loss Turns to Love

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#2 of The Path I Walk On...


Well, my first story, kinda scary, you know... Creative criticism is extremely welcome. I plan on turning this into a series but let's not get into that before this. Hope you enjoy!

  • * * "Come on big brother, wake up all ready!!" "Ugh... You know Ty... it's not nice... to wake a guy while they're sleeping..." "Fen!! Let's go!! We'll be late for school if you keep this up!!!" "Well then, why don't you make me, huh?!" The young wolf is lifted into the air, only to be brought down on the bed with a thud... "Eep!! STOP!! *chuckles* THAT TICKLES!! *chuckles* OK!! OK!! I GIVE!!" "I thought so. Come on Ty, let's go eat breakfast... I'll make us some pancakes." "If you're gonna cook, then I think I'll skip breakfast today..." "Oh come on... that's not funny..." Both boys share a laugh and walk down the stares towards the kitchen. Well, I guess I'll introduce myself. My name is Fenrir Leignhart, though my family and friends like to call me Fen. I'm a 16yr old, 6'2" white wolf fur. I'm rather skinny for my breed, which makes me stand out from the other boys. People tell me I have the coolest eyes because they're two different colors (my left eye is green, while my right eye is yellow... weird right?). People always stare at me because of the long scar across my muzzle... I don't mind though because in all honesty, I'd stare too. Anyway, I live with my little brother Ty, who is 9yrs old and about 4'7" tall. He too has the same color eyes as me, though his are a reversed. He may be a little more than eight years younger than I am, however he's already matured quite a bit. We live in the town of Liel Mirch with my best friend Jamie Greym... ok, I guess you can't call him my friend... he's my boyfriend (if you hadn't guessed already). We were always close, but it took an accident to show us how close we really were... SEVEN YEARS EARLIER It was a cold and snowy January night. My family and I had just gone out to eat. I had a very juicy steak with some strange but delicious sauce. Mom even ordered me some ice cream and cookies!!! I love sweets!!! My little brother Ty started crying and mom just ruffled his hair and he started laughing. Mom always was good at making Ty feel good. Dad simply laughed and took a bite of his steak. I had finished my dessert when I realized dad was still eating. I remember him asking me if I liked the meal. "Yeah, it's yummy!!! Can I try yours though daddy; I wanna see what it tastes like..." was all I remember saying to him. He blinked a couple times and chuckled... then he called me a pig!!! ...I am not a pig... Anyway, after dinner we got in the car and started driving home. Ty and I were in the back seat. Though, I was in the big boy seat while Ty was in his car seat. Ty and I started to fall asleep in the car and I heard mom saying that we looked so peaceful in the darkened car all bundled up in our coats. "Zeke!!! Look out!!!" *Crunch* *Smash* *Creak* I woke up to the sound of mom screaming. I looked next to me and Ty was crying and screaming. My nose hurt badly, so I touched it. It burned and I wanted to cry. When I looked at my hand it was covered completely in blood. I started to scream and next thing I new, I heard mom yelling again... "Zeke!! Zeke!! Please open your eyes!! Oh god, please don't take him from us!! Zeke!! Zeke!!" I will never forget what happened next. I saw bright flashing lights coming from outside, and a man in blue came rushing in asking if we were alright. Mom pleaded him to get me and Ty out of the car. He listened and took us out. However, when he was going back to get her out of the car an explosion occurred and the car caught fire. I started screaming. Ty was crying uncontrollably. I could hear mom screaming in pain. The cop grabbed both me and my brother and held us close, turning our gazes away from the car. He kept apologizing saying he was sorry. I realized then that nothing could be done. I broke down completely. Nothing mattered but Ty and I. Everyone else was second to nothing. I shed no tears that day. None. THREE YEARS LATER I was standing in the house I once lived at, in the empty room I had once slept in. Ty was at my side wiping his eyes. "Fen, where are we and what are we doing here?" Ty looked up at me and asked sleepily. I looked at him with a look, which at that time I hadn't realized was rather cold, and almost angry. He just looked down scared and pretended to yawn. I heard the door open and a voice ring out through the empty hallways and into our room. "Fen!! Ty!! Are you ready to go?!" the voice said. "We're coming Al!! Be there in a minute!!" I proceeded to tug on Ty's hand as if to say let's go. He complied. We walked down the stares and out into the light outside. It turns out, that my childhood friend Jamie's parents and mine were very close. My dad almost married Jamie's mom!! I'm not sure why they didn't get married, I was never told but frankly I don't care. As it were, our parents had set it up so that if both parents were to die in one of the families, the children would live with the other family... Confusing I know... Jamie sat staring sadly at the back of the seat. He must have heard us coming because he looked over, and it seemed that when our eyes met he became even sadder... like he wanted to cry. It makes sense though, ever since the night of the accident, I haven't cried at all. Is that weird? Even though my family was killed in a horrific car crash, leaving myself and Ty to fend for ourselves, I've yet to cry. Doctors have told me I had something called PTSD, or Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome. I don't think anything's wrong with me. Ty and I got into the back seat with Jamie and sat silently throughout the length of the car ride. Every now and then I would catch Jamie looking at me through the corner of my eye... It was kinda weird. We went to the house to get what little things that had any sentimental value to Ty and me. It may seem weird but I grabbed my dads extra suit jacket and my moms old necklace. It may have been because they still smelled like my parents, but I'm not quite sure. Something inside me said I needed to take them. It was getting late when we pulled up to the Greym Household, though I should say my new home. We were at my old house for a rather long time, sorting through old boxes and dusty rooms... I needed a shower. I grabbed a towel and some soap and proceeded to ascend the stairs towards the bathroom. It is a nice bathroom I have to say. Off topic but a necessary thought I needed to share. "Hey Fen hunny, can I speak to you a minute?" Jamie's mom Caroline had rounded the corner and saw me holding the showering utilities "Can you do me a favor and let Jamie know he needs to shower too, ok? He did help out quite a bit at your old place you know?" "Sure thing Mrs. Greym." "Please Fen; you can call me anything you like you know?" "Ok Caroline. And thank you." "Oh deary, it's nothing. I feel so terrible about what happened to your parents. It's been three years tomorrow and you seem unfazed by it all, are you ok?" "I'll be fine Caroline, really. I'll be ok." "Well, if you ever need anyone to talk to, we're here for you. Remember that, please." "I will, I promise." "Good boy. Now, run along and get in the shower." I raced up the stairs and into Jamie's room to deliver the message, but he was gone. Oh well, I'll tell him later. Down the hall way and it's the last door on the right, if I'm right... As I approach the bathroom door, I'm really focusing on Mrs. Greyms and mine conversation, so much so, that I proceed to enter the bathroom without knocking. I open the door, only to be met with the sight of Jamie, naked, drying his fur. His was cock fully erect and unsheathed, an impressive 7 or 8 inches long and about an inch or so thick. Like the speed of a lighting bolt, my own sheathe begins to stir and my member swells to almost its full size. I quickly exit before he notices me, pressing myself against the shit door, flustered and blushing, questioning what had just happened. Dazed and confused I head to my room to clear my mind. Later that night I finally get to take my shower. I sit under the shower head, letting the warm water lap at my fur. It was nice to get clean after such a hard day of work. Suddenly the events of earlier that day arise again. Just as fast as before, my sheathe swells and my cock begins to grow. I try to shake the thoughts, but they don't leave. I reach for my cock and slowly stroke the rigged length, all the while thinking of Jamie's member. Stroke after stroke, my cock grows to its full length of 8 ½ inches long and an inch thick, my know swells to its 2 inch thickness. Wave after wave of intense pleasure descends upon my body. Within minutes I can feel my climax approaching. It won't be long before I cum. I moan softly and discreetly, trying not to be heard. My cock pulses, my pace quickens, I stark bucking into my hand furiously thrusting into each stroke. With one final thrust my orgasm catches me breathless I try not to howl. With each pulse of my cock, another sticky rope of wolf seed splashes across the shower wall, and before I know it 5, 6, 7 shots of white wolfy cum hit the wall. "AHHHHHH!!!" Lost in my ejaculation, I never noticed that I had accidently brushed against the faucet. Chills crept throughout my body as frigidly cold water poured onto my fur, soaking me to the bone. After a quick scrub down, I'm ready for bed, hoping I can get there without incident. "Hey Fen!!!" failure... "Come in my room for a minute, will you?" "Sure Jamie, I'll be there shortly." Jamie's room is right next to mine, so I have to pass it when I need to use the bathroom, but it doesn't seem to bother him. "Yeah, what's u--! Agh!!" is all I manage to get out before I'm pounced to the ground by the surprisingly agile otter-fox mix. "Got you! Now tell me, what did you get from your old house?" I shutter at the idea of being pounced on by the same fur that I just jacked off to... "I... uh... can you get off of me... your hurting my arm." In reality I was getting a boner... Jamie blushes and jumps a little, quickly getting up and assisting me up simultaneously. Hey, wait a minute... Why did he blush could he have? My thoughts were interrupted by Jamie's voice. "Oh, sorry will do." I frowned and he caught it apparently. "I'm sorry... it's not my place to ask. I must sound like an asshole. Please forgive me!" was all he said as he walked over to his bed and a tear ran down his cheek. I rushed to his side and sat next to him, "No it's alright. You're not an asshole, really. I think it's sweet that you asked. I got an article of clothing from my dad's closet and my mom's old necklace. I remember mom wearing this when Ty was born. Dad wore this very jacket, he had been at work when the doctors called and said she was ready to deliver." "I'm sorry that things ended up the way they did Fen. I really liked your parents, they were nice." I think I actually blushed when he said that, though I don't know why. "Boys! Get to bed! It's late you know!" cried Mrs. Greym from downstairs. "Ok mom!" yelled Jamie back down the stairs. "Come on, let's get some sleep." "Alright, well goodnight Jamie." "Goodnight Fen." I walked into my room and shut the door, stripping as I usually do. Wearing clothes to bed just feels weird and I can't move around well with boxers on so I sleep nude. It's more comfortable that way. It didn't take long for me to fall asleep, after all, we did clear out my old house. That night was a night of a reoccurring dream. The same dream I would have on this very day. The day my parents died. In the dream it all plays out exactly the same. I wake up, mom is screaming and dad's already dead in the drivers' seat. Ty is wailing in the way most cubs do and my face hurts, I touch my face and realize I'm bleeding so I start to scream. A cop shows up and takes Ty and me out and then the car explodes. Mom is killed and I can hear her cry out in pain. Agonizing, horrid, grotesque screams... Then they suddenly stop. She's dead, we're alone, and I become a little insane. After that, I wake up in a cold sweat. It's always the same. It's ALWAYS the same! But this night is different. I spot the items I recovered from my parents' house and something stars to click. I start to shake. Violently shake. My breathing hastens, and my vision blurs. I start to sob uncontrollably. At almost the same instant, Jamie stirs from his sleep by an unknown noise. He wanders out into the hallway. It's coming from Fenrir's room... Is he?! Is he crying?! My door opens and I rush to seem as though I'm asleep. I don't want Jamie to see me like this!! I wait for a moment, stifling back tears until I hear the door shut. I continue to hold back everything. Suddenly arms reach around me and capture me tight. I recognize these furry arms, it's Jamie! "I'm here for you Fen, and I'll always be. You don't have to hide yourself from me anymore." At that, I lose it. I begin to ball like a baby. All the while being held by Jamie's loving embrace. Without warning, I'm flipped around facing Jamie. He brings me close and kisses me deeply. I melt in his arms. The kiss last for what seems like an eternity before we break and he stares into my eyes smiling. "I- I... J-Ja-Jamie... why?" is all I can get out before he kisses me again. Once again, I melt and slowly fade away into the kiss. Another eternity passes before we break the kiss again. "Fen, I... You see, I think... I-I think I... I think I love you..." "Ja-Jamie?! You lo-love m-me?!" "Yes, I do. I really do." "Haha *hic* Ha, I'm sorry, *hic* I can't stop crying I *hic*" "It's ok, I'm here for you my love." This time, I didn't get an amazing kiss; instead I felt his paw grab my cock. He got really close to me and kissed me deeply again. This time though, he was jacking be off. Every time he stroked me, it was like my body was ready to explode. Stroke by stroke I got harder and thicker, my knot swelling to full size within minutes. His tongue lapped at min, and I almost lost it right then and there. I was so close when he stopped stroking my dick. "Fen, can you lie on your back and close your eyes?" without a word I complied with his wishes. He disappeared for a moment, reappearing at my crotch, his muzzle resting close to my junk. "Jamie, what are you- Agh!!!" all the air left my lungs as his tongue drew a line from the lowest regions of my sac, to the tip of my shaft. The feeling was indescribable. A torrent of pleasure shot through my body like lightning. Again and again he repeated this motion until finally after an incredibly long lap, before he started suckling the head of my cock. "I-I Ja-Jamie!!" Moan after moan pre cum shot into his mouth, the salty-sweet mix of wolf pre sanding shivers down his spine. My mind was racing, how could he love me? I'm not that attractive, I mean, this scar is so hideous! How could he love me?! Soon however, those thoughts left my head. He had moved from sucking my cock, longing for me to cum, to pressing onward past his lips and into his throat. "Jamie, that's *moan* that's *moan* it feels so good!" "Only the best for you my love." were the only words he uttered before deep throating the rest of my cock, all the way to the knot and when he couldn't go any further he started licking around my knot! Oh, what an amazing feeling!! After what seemed like an eternity, I felt my balls tighten, my breath hasten, and my sheath twitch... I was going to cum... "Jamie, I'm going to-!! Rgh!!!" it was too late. Waves of ecstasy shot throughout my body, bursting constantly. I began bucking into his muzzle over and over again. Streams of sticky wolf cum shot rope after rope down his throat. I guess he wasn't ready for it, cause he gagged and backed off my cock, only to be shot in the face with the remainder of my cum. As I came down from my ejaculation high, I was out of breath, and staring into my lovers eyes. We kissed and I could taste my own cum. It was fucking salty as hell! I gagged... "Hahaha, I guess you've never been curious enough to taste your own cum, huh Fen?" "I *cough* can't say I have *gag* Jamie." By now the tears were long gone. Nothing remained of my negative feelings, my self doubt, my questions... All I cared about was pleasing Jamie. "Jamie, I... I want you to mount me... please..." he said nothing; he only smiled. I leaned in and kissed him deeply before he broke the kiss. "Are you sure? It's your first time right?" Jamie said looking rightfully concerned. "Yes, but I want you so bad. I want you to be the first, my only. I... I love you so much. So please, fuck me..." I think I saw a tear run down his cheek... He kissed me abruptly and our tongues danced in each others mouths. Before I knew it, my legs were in the air and Jamie was licking my tail hole. He lapped ecstatically at my pucker. Every now and then, his tongue would enter my ass and lap at the twitching walls of my anus. Oh how I never wanted this feeling to stop, but all too soon he did. My disappointment turned to a mix of excitement and fear, realizing I was going to be mated for the first time. Slowly, I watched him get on his knees and position himself near my anus. I felt his tip rest on my tail hole; he smeared his pre cum all over my ass, most of it drenching my tight pucker and coating it in pre. Finally I felt him slowly press his tip into my ass. I wouldn't budge, so he pressed harder, and his tip slid in. "Agh!!" I cried out in pain; the burning, searing heat of being taken for the first time overcame my body like a fireball. He stopped out of pure terror, "Hey Fen, are you alright?!" he cried out. "I'm ok..." I shuttered "Just give me some time to adjust to it. "Alright, but we don't have to continue if it hurts too much, ok?" he said looking really concerned. "No, I asked you to do this, and I meant it. I love you and I want this. So please, keep going." I winced as I said that. The pain had started to subside. "Ok, here we go..." he said as I felt him press on further into my ass. "AH!!" I moaned in a mixture of pain and pleasure. It was an amazing feeling; it was like being really full and yet wanting more. Finally I could feel his hips pressed against my butt. He rested there for a minute until he said "I'm going to continue if you're ok." I just smiled and pulled him into another kiss. His cock slowly withdrew from my ass, making me shutter at the sudden feeling of emptiness. Again and again he thrust into me and withdrew, finally building up a rhythm where I'd push back into his cock. Every time I pushed back a jolt of pleasure shot through me like lightning. The feeling alone made me wish this would never end. Slowly I could feel his cock pulse inside me. I began breathing heavily and so did he. My testicles began tightening, and I could feel his following suit. Suddenly, I felt something press against my anus... Jamie has a knot?! Oh, that's right he's part fox. I guess I never thought about that before... ... ... OH SHIT!!! HE'S GOT A KNOT!!! "Jamie I-?! Agh!!" without warning he slammed his knot into my tail hole. Waves of pain shot through me like an eruption. "Agh!! Jamie it*grunt* hurts!!!" that wasn't completely true. The pain suddenly turned to unbelievably intense pleasure as something inside me was struck repeatedly by his cock. "Oh god... *moan* that's so... good *moan* don't stop, please don't stop!!!" everything was perfect, bliss rushed within me as with every thrust my prostate was being struck and prodded. "Fen, I'm go-gonna!!" "Me too!!" With one final hard thrust, Jamie slammed against my prostate. It was all I could bear. "I'm Cumming!!" we both yelled in unison, shaking and shuttering we held each other close before locking into another kiss. My cock being trapped between our bodies, I shot rope after rope of sticky cum on our chests and stomach; coating our bodies completely. All the while, Jamie thrust repeatedly into my tail hole as hot otter cum coated the walls of my ass. Ten, eleven, twelve shots of otter cream and counting and after what seemed like forever both our orgasms subsided. "*gasp* Jamie, I *pant* I love you *pant*." I licked his nose, which tasted like cum... I had forgotten he'd sucked my cock not long ago and I kinda shot a few in his fur... Oops. "*pant* I love you too, *pant* Fen." He kissed me deeply again and our tongues ran circles in each others mouths. Slowly we dozed off from exhaustion. THE NEXT MORNING "Boys, wake up!! It's almost noon!! Get up!!" "Ugh." was all I managed to say. Jamie was still asleep, holding me tightly against his chest. Both of us groaned in disapproval. Not long after, Jamie stirred to life. He kissed me deeply and said, "Good morning Fen, how'd you sleep?" "Great, especially when you're holding me in your arms." We managed to get up and out of bed, but it would be bad if we went downstairs with our fur matted with dried cum... "We'll be down in a bit, we're gonna take a shower!!" Jamie yelled back downstairs. "Together?!" was the response we got. "Yeah! We'll be down in a bit!" we giggled as we rushed to the bath. This was the beginning of something special, and something I hoped would last forever. We got to the bathroom and turned on the water. Steam quickly filled the room. "Jamie, are you ok with what we did last night?" He only looked at me and said "You tell me?" he pulled me close and licked my nose... copycat... He kissed me deeply and our sheathes started to stir. "Boys, you never got any tow-!!! Oh my god!!" "Dad!?" "Mr. Greym?!" He shut the door leaving the towels on the sink and proceeded down the stares... I looked at Jamie. He stared back scared... "What do you think is going to happen?" I asked. "Who knows." Jamie said. We got in the shower anyway, but wasted no time and got out as quickly as possible. We went into our rooms and got dressed, meeting back in the hallway. "Boys can we talk to you a minute..." ... ... ... ... ... oh no...