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Note: Both story progression and sex in this one. Man, a lot more sex ended up in this story than I ever meant to happen o.o For those that will be waiting for updates after this point t might be a while. I had practically all of the story written up to this point when I posted the first chapter, so updates will probably be a lot slower after this point. Sorry about that, but I've rushed this one enough already and I feel it kind of shows. * * *

Chapter Six

• * * Kailas all but expected the cold mornings of the forests these days. It had been so many years since she had been shocked awake that she actually screamed in utter surprise. Her body jerked instinctively in the hold of some confining paws as she looked wildly about, eyes finally settling on a familiar face. She was still so foggy from awakening. Who the Hell was this? Lyko, yes. A rather attractive business partner. What was he saying? "I'm just so happy!" he finished his yelling before his paws were on her back, sliding her forward into a tight hug. A tight naked hug. Not just her, but him too! A fact she was all too aware of as her bare breasts pressed against that furred chest of his. The night came flooding back to her with clarity she had never experienced before. Surely not too many images, but the emotions she had experienced. Anger, obedience, willingness, confusion, arousal, fear, sadness, and the final was..No. She couldn't believe it, but even as she thought of it her heart fluttered and her pulse raced. Yes, it was love. Full, unconditional love as she had never felt before. And it was rising in her again as he squeezed her so tightly to him. No, this couldn't be! She couldn't be in love and he couldn't be the father. Father. She was still pregnant with his abominations! That alone made her hands suddenly raise and push him away from her. She could barely focus as he spoke again, "Oh, Kailas. I've been trying to see your true form for so long now, but you always ran away! I kept hoping and praying that it was you. I figured those urine tracks I was following were someone else, but I secretly wondered if it was the Were's day form and if it might be you. I could never get you off of my mind, even when I was with this other woman at night. But I'd made an obligation and..well, what does it all matter now? You're one and the same! Now we can be together!" "No, we can't be together!" Kailas shouted, already making for the other side of the bed. He was slipping off of as well and following her as she trudged into the next room, "Can't? Well why not?" "Because I don't want to be with you. Ever think of that?" Lyko grinned, paws pressing on either side of her and forcing her back against a wall. She had only managed to grab a night gown from the dresser as she hurriedly made for the bathroom. His closeness made her press it over her breasts, trying to cover herself, "Well you seemed perfectly willing last night. And the two nights before for that matter." "I can't remember those nights and can't be held responsible for my actions," the words came out so quickly and monotone that they sounded practiced, routine. She began to slide under one of his arms, but he pushed it more in her way, "I know our kind have a hard time remembering and can't be held responsible for everything we do, but you were with me three separate nights! Surely one of those nights-" Kailas sighed and slumped against the wall, head pressed back and closed eyes raised heavenward, "I can't remember anything, at all. And I have no control. You half breeds wouldn't understand." Lyko chuckled, "Half breed? We're all that's left of Weres. Full breeds don't exist anymore." The cold eyes turned to him again, "Ever wonder why I'm transformed on a night that doesn't have a full moon?" He had wondered about it, but the thought that she was a full breed hadn't even crossed his mind. They had been thought long instinct hundreds of years ago. It made sense though. The mood swings, the running away, her incredible strength, and especially transforming every night. She was slipping under his arm as he mulled it all over, but he was following her in an instant. She made for the bathroom and she spoke, "Yes, yes of course! I really thought all full breeds were extinct. So you really can't remember anything from those nights?" "Not a thing, which is why whatever the Hell I do at night has nothing to do with who I am during the day. I have no feelings for you and there is nothing more for us to discuss. There will never be anything between us." She spoke in a tone that was cold as ice, but it wavered slightly. The water was spouting full force and full heat in the tub, the steam quickly filling the small room. Lyko cut through the fog and sidled straight up to her. She still didn't meet his eyes as he grasped at her and swung her around to face him. Kailas still desperately attempted to give herself some decency, gown held tight over herself. Lyko spoke in a soft tone, "And what about our pups?" She didn't answer until both of his arms were on his shoulders, shaking her with intensity as he shouted, "Look at me and tell me!" Still her eyes only focused on his chest, "You're too late." He stared at her intently, trying to read her eyes. But all they told him was exactly what he said, "You're lying." "I have an appointment scheduled tomorrow to take care of the problem." Despite the fact that she called it a problem his grip eased, held breath finally leaving him. A slow smile finally rolled across his snout, "Then I'm not too late after all." "No, you are. I have made my decision." And in an instant his anger was boiling again, "And the father has no say in this?!" "I can't have children, not with this atrocity of a curse possibly getting passed onto them. I won't have that blood on my hands along with what I already have," Kailas's voice had turned withdrawn, monotone. She moved to slowly turn off the water, the fog fading from the room to make their faces even clearer. She could feel the heat rising in her all the more as he stepped closer, inches from her. That alluring scent was still there, still as potent as ever. It worked wonders on her human form too even while they were arguing. She felt that one strong digit pushing her chin upwards, soft voice nothing but concern, "Please Kailas, tell me what this is really about. Tell me what happened to you." Her eyes slowly locked with his own, taking in that caring look. Damn him, why did he have to care so much? Her walls worked so well, stayed so strong and tall except under a gaze like that. She felt her body shudder with the oncoming of tears, but willpower forced them back as she only managed to whisper, "You know where my name came from?" He only nodded. She took one more steadying breath, "Well I'm that wolf. That one that killed that entire village including my family and friends. And woke up, covered in their blood-" She finally had to stop, swallowing forcefully as her vision blurred. Lyko moved in to hug her, but she forced his arms away. The space was too confining, too tight. She wanted to be away, alone, anywhere but here. She managed to push past him and move into the next room as he pleaded, "Kailas.." "Kailas, stop!" He finally forced his way in front of her as she made for the door. His paws were on her again, trying to pull her into him. But she only beat at his chest, pushing him off with all of his force, "Damn you, just leave me alone! That's all I want! Just go the fuck away!" "But I won't dear. I won't because I love you," he spoke softly despite the struggle he was having to keep her near. He watched as her body became stock still, gaze resting on his own. The beginnings of tears finally flowed as she took in a shuddering breath. Her arms finally buckled and she was pulled in, burying her face in his chest and screaming at the world and all of its evils. So many evils, too many for one person to bear. He gladly took as much of it away as he could, stroking her hair and holding her close, burying his muzzle in her neck as the pain she had held onto for hundreds of years spilled to the one only person she could have ever shared them with; the person who truly loved her. It seemed an eternity before the screaming finally quieted, soft shivers racking her worn body as her own arms encircled him, holding steadfast to him as if afraid he would disappear. He raised one paw to wipe at her cheek, a chill running down her spine at all the kind actions and attention he had given her. And with a sudden yelp of surprise she he picked her up, pressing her even closer to him as he moved her into the bedroom and eased her onto the sheets. Her fingers rose to stroke against his cheeks, feeling out the different lines of his face, committing them to memory with touch. She finally spoke in a gentle tone, "You know, the first time I was ever able to remember anything from my nights was this morning. I couldn't remember what happened, but I could remember the emotions. The last one she felt was..love. Pure love." Lyko smiled, eyes closing beneath the soft affections of her hand. But they slowly opened again, smile in place, though eyes spoke of the fear he felt even as he asked, "But that was at night. What about you? How do you feel now?" Her hands finally fell as she took in a steadying breath. She considered lying about it, forcing him away so she could go on with her life. But, somehow, she found herself completely unable. Before she even knew what was happening she was speaking. The woman heard herself whisper, "In love." His eyes closed, smile broadening as he let out the breath he had been holding. When his gaze met her own again it was one of pure. As she felt as his lips came down to lock with hers in a soft, tender kiss. Neither said another word after that moment. Lyko sidled in next to her and pulled the blankets over them. But there was no sex despite the ever growing attraction. Instead he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her in close, face buried in his chest and sound asleep before he had even finished settling. He wasn't far behind. The events of the night, the confessions of emotions; it was all too tiring. They gave in to the inevitable exhaustion and slept. Lyko wasn't aware of what was happening until he heard the soft murmur from his throat. His own deep baritone was what finally woke him to the tiny fingers rolling through his chest and along his face. He didn't open his eyes, feeling those little hands stop the moment he made a sound. But, as he lay still and faked sleep, they slowly began to move again. He had to force a smile down, musing over how she loved to rake his fur as she had done to her more than once during the nights they had together. She never realized how much she was like transformed side. He doubted she would take that as a compliment. He felt her fingers dipping lower and lower. They started at the top of his chest and slowly raked downward. And with ending strip they dipped ever closer to that softened sheath. He forced his breaths to be slow, trying to keep himself from getting so excited that it would pop out all on its own. But he felt himself take in a sharp breath as those delicate fingers moved not to his sheath, but to the full-blown manhood that had already appeared. Morning wood. Why hadn't he felt that? One eye carefully peeked open, staring through a small slit at the fascinated face of his lover. He gleefully felt those fingers run across his shaft. He had never been with a human before; the sensation of her skin and delicate touch was much too fun! He noticed his arms were still draped around her. She had pulled away just enough to watch her own actions. With a quick smile he tugged her forward, ears twitching at the small sound of surprise. His snout pressed to her forehead, giving a small lick as he murmured, "Well good morning to you too." The deep red blush on those olive cheeks seemed all to fitting. He grinned wider as the strong, sure woman was suddenly caught off guard, even stammering, "I-I'm sorry, I don't know why I did that. I didn't mean to wake you. I-It was just poking me and I.." His lips gently pressed against her own to another muffled sound of surprise. And he gladly felt the soft skin part, his large tongue rolling inward to feel out her mouth, tracing every inch of it with glee. Kailas heard herself let out a small squeak into the deepening kiss. Her tongue eagerly wrapped around his before she even knew what she was doing. Arms instinctively moved to wrap around his neck, pulling herself as close as possible to him. Her bare breasts were against that warm fur again and she felt that heated length pressing so eagerly against her thigh. What the hell was she thinking?! Nothing, that's what. She already knew the answer before her mind asked the question. She was acting like some senseless beast, giving into every raw emotion that popped into her head. Maybe this is what I feel like at night, she thought. It had seemed harmless to touch him. With how deep he slept she assumed she was safe. But no, now he was awake and ready for something she wasn't certain she was willing to give. Slowly their lips parted, heated breaths fueling one another as his fingers moved slowly from her back and underneath her arm, coming forward to gently rest on one of her breasts. The shock of even such a simple action made her gasp and squirm. Her mind screamed at her to make it stop, but her body jerked and moaned in delight as a single claw carefully flicked at the tightened nipple. With sheer force and willpower she finally grasped at his paw and forced it away, barely able to collect her voice, "No, no please don't." "Why not? After all you woke me-" "I know. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that," she murmured out. "You still love me, don't you?" She barely nodded, still avoiding his eyes. He gripped at her hand, caressing her palm for a moment before suddenly pulling it downward, pressing it firmly against the heated flesh of his cock. Another gasp left her as he purred out, "Then what's so wrong with showing it?" His paw held her hand fast, not letting her jerk away as she so wished to. She could feel the pulsing veins, the sheer heat! It was incredible. Her thumbs caressed the slick surface with glee, even giving a gentle squeeze. She was rewarded with a deep moan from him. His paw went lax on her hand. And she tugged it away, voice raising a pitch as she forced her eyes into a glare, "Don't we have other things to be doing? Problems to discuss?" Lyko was lighthearted and patient. He lazily flicked his tail, waving that intoxicating scent around her. Damn him. She was aroused enough without that! His voice was lazy and amused, "What problems? I love you, you love me. Everything else will work itself out." "I still don't want children." She had to work to keep her gaze steady and eyes solemn. Even as he showed such remorse that quickly turned to anger. A pang of fear sent the hairs on her neck standing on end. He had never given her such a cold look, even as they argued. "You wouldn't dare kill our children now. Now that we have committed ourselves to each other?" Had they? Was that what confessing love did? What about her career, her former life? Were they all to be tossed so carelessly away? And of course the main fact still remained; children. She felt that ice in her stomach again as she finally answered in a quiet voice, "Yes I would. To keep them from living a life as horrible as mine, I most certainly would." His lips curled back into a devastating snarl. She felt that ever growing fear finally reach her face, especially as his fingers forcefully thrust her onto her back, large body pinning her down against the bed. And that hot member poking, prodding at her tightly closed thighs. The sensation sent shivers through her entire body. His paws were on her wrists and pinning them above her head. "You can't do that Kailas! They don't deserve it. They can't be tossed aside like old garbage. These are lives you're talking about!" Her eyes squinted shut, fists clenching tightly above her head. She had never felt so very vulnerable. Nude, trapped, pinned. It made it so hard to concentrate and to keep her emotions carefully in check. And that pleasure was still back there, creeping forward and making her feel guilty. She had called up this fight on purpose and now she could barely concentrate on it. Kailas couldn't, wouldn't dare open her eyes to see that beautiful, heartbroken face. She only whispered, "Please let me go." His fingers willingly released her wrists. She could feel the heated rage that had electrified the air slowly dissolving. And her eyes flung open, another sharp gasp breaking into the still air as those rough pads pressed against the other, untouched breast. A single claw was flicking across the nipple again, her hips giving an instinctive buck as he cooed, "You're only doing this to start a fight. There's something you're not telling me, but I have ways of getting you to." Lyko's tongue lashed out across her neck, soft kisses following his tracks. He gave each little goose bump the attention it begged for as her head tilted to one side, a deep moan of sheer ecstasy given in response. His tongue lolled, looking so canine. Butterfly kisses worked across her chin as his palm mashed against that breast, feeling and massaging at the soft flesh. All the while the cock was edging closer, leaving a string of pre along her tender thigh. She moaned desperately into his ear as her hands rose. She raked them through his thick neck fur before continuing to his chest, massaging gently and returning the attentions to his own nipples, small nails flicking at the tight knobs of flesh. A deep, guttural growl of pleasure ran across her cheek, lips hungrily seeking her own. And then his tip was squeezing in between her thighs. She imagined it almost burning her flesh with its needed heat, felt with a shock how his knee easily slid hers aside and parted the way despite how strongly she fought to keep herself closed. That pre was now squirting across her own tanned folds, tentatively seeking the opening of her flower. No, no no! Her mind screamed the words again and again, panic suddenly welling inside of her. Her hands pushed against his chest, mouth turning to one side as she squirmed beneath him, trying to get away. She had to run, she couldn't be here. This is wrong! her mind screamed again, just as her lips parted to let out that panicky sound, "No, we can't do this!" His body had lifted enough to take that heated flesh off of her body, a sigh of relief leaving her. But his paws were planted firmly on either side, keeping her trapped and in place. The panic only rose. "Kailas, tell me what is wrong!" he barked the words out in an authoritative voice, eyes stern as he looked down on her. And the command tone worked. She was spilling it all before she even realized she was speaking, "I..I've never done it before. At least, during the day.." The understanding smile that he gave infuriated her. How dare he think he got it all so simply, just from that little admittance? She was scared of so many things. Could she be pregnant twice over? Were her forms that different? Did she really want this? Her body screamed a resounding yes to the last question, especially as he eased on top of her again, furred chest pressing against her own as he spoke soothingly, "Dear, all you had to do was say so. We can take as long as you need. But don't you think it's been long enough? Your other side gets to have all of the fun. The care free thoughts, no worries in the world and every pleasure her body could ever want. Isn't it about time you were pleasured too?" His fingers were running along her face as he spoke, gently stroking strands of hair away from her eyes. He looked on her with nothing but patience and affection. She knew, despite the fact this his leg was knocking her thighs open again, that if she wished it he would stop. He also knew she didn't want him to, despite her heaving chest and widened eyes. Her hands were still running through his fur, fascinated with the warmth and feel of it. She finally swallowed and managed to softly ask, "Is it going to hurt?" The look of remorse on his face told her before he answered, "Yes my love, it will hurt. But I will be gentle as possible." She didn't answer, eyes focused on her own hands as they stroked his chest, trying to ignore the burning fire that ran through her body as that hot tip once again poked against her wetted flesh. He pressed his cheek against her own and whispered, "Are you sure you want to do this?" "Yes." She couldn't say anymore, couldn't do anything but feel her body tense all over, eyes slammed shut as she waited for the searing pain of his entry. But it didn't come. His paws stroked along her sides, feeling as fascinated with her skin as she was with his fur. He took one paw and carefully, gently laid her arms on the bed while whispering, "Relax my sweet, relax.." His fingers ran in between her breasts, brushing along her sternum and across her flat stomach. She could feel butterflies stir at his small caress, but it all worked as he had hoped. Every tense muscle he touched slowly began to ease, loosening beneath every gentle stroke he gave. And finally she felt it, the hot tip pressing into her. It didn't spread her like a carving knife as she had expected. No, he did take it slow and gently, the tip barely even probing at her body, only gaining half a centimeter with each tiny, planned thrust. Slightly uncomfortable, she felt her body squirming and, patiently as ever, he would stop moving each time. Her back arched, a mix of a gasp and a moan escaping her as his paw ran down her front again, gently whispering, "Relax my love.." The burning pain was intense, truly spreading her further than she ever thought possible. But her legs also spread now, forcing her breathing to slow as needy fingers clenched at the sheets, trying to hold back the soft sounds of pain that tried to work their way from her throat. He slowly came to a stop, the cock pressing against that small barrier of her virginity. He didn't move, letting her hot walls press and milk him before, slowly, the burning sensation eased, lessened and almost disappeared completely. Beads of sweat covered her brow, eyes closed as her fingers sought his body, feeling at those strong arms that were...trembling? She looked up, eyes locking with his own to see the intense passion within him and just how much effort it was taking him to stay still and not thrust wildly into her. He leaned in closer and she met him, eager lips pressing to his own as he carefully gave on sharp, hard thrust. Her lips left his own to give a sharp yelp, hearing his own saddened apologies whispered in her ear as a new, piercing pain swallowed her insides. But it was only for the briefest moment, walls suddenly lax and opening, giving room like never before. Once again her lips were on his, legs wide and hips bucking, even giving a soft, muffled whine into their deep kiss. And it took no more than that to send him over the edge. That hot cock was suddenly moving faster than the had ever expected, breasts bouncing with each quick, short thrust. She could feel no pain now as her body jerked with his harsh, swift motions; the only thing that ran through her mind was the strong, potent arousal. His scent, his body, his heated cock pumping in and out of her, never lessening in speed or intensity. Her hands clenched at him, hips bucking as shuddering moan racked her body, answering the deep groans of pleasure that left him as he ravaged her so swiftly. She could only last a few minutes under that intense pounding, especially as his head dipped, burying his muzzle in one of her soft mounds and suckling away. It was the last straw. The heat in her body became a raging fire, fingers raking across his back as her tight walls clenched even more about him, actually slowing him with the intense force. Every muscle tightened, every sense heightened. She pulled him as close to her as possible as he gave one last, deep thrust, burying himself to the knot. A scream of pleasure burst from her fiery lungs, louder than any sound she could ever remember making. Those tight walls clenched, suckled, milked him for all he was worth before they suddenly released, a flood of her juices flowing against that hard cock buried so deep within. She felt her body jerk and shudder with after effects of the most intense climax she had ever experienced. Kailas couldn't think. The sheer amount of joy she felt was like none she had ever experienced in her life. And she gladly took it all in; the feel of him so near, the contentment, the fulfillment. The love. The never-ending emotion that grew with every moment. Oh, how she loved him. She was about to tell him as much when she felt him slowly begin to move, that hard member carefully edging its way from her body. She squirmed a little, breathing tensing again as she watched with fascination. A moment she was whole and filled, the next empty, that juice-soaked cock actually dripping strings of their love making as it finally popped free. It was only then that she noticed that he was still hard and ready, apologetic eyes meeting his own as she whispered, "I'm so sorry, I couldn't help-" "There's nothing to be sorry for Kailas. I went even quicker than you did my first time," he whispered it all with a smile, planting a gentle kiss on her forehead, "You were absolutely wonderful." But that wasn't enough to satisfy her. Or him, as she could tell by the way his member twitched and pumped, shots of hot pre landing across her stomach. Her hands were on him in an instant, much to the satisfied groan of Lyko. She was surprised to feel just how much hotter it had become since she last touched it! She wondered if that was because of her or just because he grew hotter the closer her got to...well, there was one way to find out. Her fingers pumped him swiftly, his body jerking into those delicate fingers with unrestrained joy rumbling from his lips. Kailas was far too curious to finish him this way. Her fingers kept running into that large knot, knowing all too well what wolves usually did with it. In a flash she was on all fours beneath him, mouth poised just before that hot tip and fingers squeezing at that large knot. She smiled at the soft groans of pleasure, feeling almost rewarded with each happy sound he made. Her warm tongue rolled across the searing flesh, working to the base with ever-growing ecstasy. Especially as she heard his howl of delight when her lips closed on as much of the knot as she could fit in her mouth, suckling harshly and eagerly moving her tongue across his cock. His body gave an instinctive buck as she felt his paws run over the bare flesh of her rump, spreading those cheeks and inhaling the fragrance of her womanhood that was still hot and fresh from her coming. Kailas had pulled her mouth away from the knot, licking her way back to the tip when she gave a deep gasp of surprise. His warm tongue suddenly lashed out at her bare flesh, running across the tight ring of her ass and circling it gently. Her muscles clenched involuntarily, heart racing as she found herself actually...turned on by it. She had always considered anal play not quite her cup of tea, but with his ready cock hanging before her and that warm, slippery tongue rolling around that hole..for some reason her opinion was swiftly changing. The new sensations sent chills through her spine, especially as, for the first time, her lips formed around that hot tip of a cock, tongue lapping away. She felt his whole body shiver as she took in the odd taste. It wasn't bad per say, actually familiar...yes. Her juices were still strong as ever, coating his member. She had masturbated enough times to know what she tasted like, but having her own fluid in her mouth was hotter than ever since she was getting it from her new lover. She didn't dawdle, not wanting him to grow too used to the slow pace of their love making. Instead she forced as much of him into her mouth as she could manage, almost smiling at the gasp of surprise he gave. Her tongue covered every bit of hot flesh she could reach, suckling harshly with a soft whine leaving her lips. Oh, yes, she was begging for him to release, begging for those juices to fill her throat. She wanted so desperately to taste him and to please him to the fullest. His tongue continued to work over that tight little hole, probing at the entrance delicately, but never quite breaking it. One paw worked down her womanhood, still soaked from before and growing ever wetter as her head bobbed up and down so fiercely on his ready cock. But he held it back, growling intensely as his finger plunged into her soaked folds, the other rolling and flicking furiously at her swollen clit. He stopped long enough to grin as she almost chocked on his cock, her body jerking and shuddering as his did now. Yes, they were both very close now. His hips bucked, forcing her pleasuring tongue to stop as he thrust ever faster into her mouth, poking at the back of her throat as he had last night. Amazingly enough she didn't gag, only held still and suckled when she could and drew breath when given the chance. She finally got one last gulp of air before he thrust in all the way, knot pressed against her face. She closed her mouth tightly enough to keep it from entering, for already her throat was invaded and expanded by the hot length, involuntarily swallowing, trying to rid herself of the foreign object. And it only served to make the perfect ending to a heated climax. His head shot up as he howled, one large, gushing shot filling her eager throat even as his fingers pumped away, feeling her second climax shudder through her and coat his paws. Kailas tried not to panic at the lack of air, knowing well enough her lover would know when to pull out. Instead she tried to close her eyes and enjoy the sensation. And boy what a sensation it was! That hot flesh piercing her throat, a warm tongue at her ring and those fingers! Oh, how swiftly they moved across her body hitting just the right point to make her body jerk with excitement, the final spill flowing freely across his paw. But more than that it was his seed. His intoxicating scent was stronger than ever as she felt the warm fluid gush down her throat, eagerly sucking up every drop. He only forced one shot into her throat before slowly pulling out, but she wouldn't let him leave entirely. She held onto the tip, taking in every salty drop, gladly lapping and swallowing as shot after shot of his seed ran through her body. Finally he was done, quivering member slowly receding back into its sheath. She was busy watching it with fascination, not even noticing that he had lifted off of her and now stood straight on his knees, watching her with the same utter fascination. When her curious fingers reached out to touch him again he gently grasped her hand, pulled it to his lips to deliver a kiss. "You'll have to leave it alone for now, it needs a good rest," he grinned before sliding in next to her, one arm wrapping about her waist pulling her in close to him. "I'm sorry, my curiosity gets the best of me sometimes," she said with a sheepish grin. "Of course there's nothing wrong with that dear," he murmured. His paw was moving again, rolling through the long strands of her hair that coated her back. His own curiosity and fascination with her made it hard to keep his paws off of her. The fingers moved gently, watching his movements with a contented sigh as his palm finally came to rest on her stomach, silently imagining the young life that was growing within. He finally spoke, eyes meeting her own, "Have you been to a doctor?" She shook her head, her hand coming to rest on his own, "I've been too afraid to go." "But you told me you had an appointment for-" "I lied." Her eyes stayed steadily staring at him, voice soft again, "Please don't get mad at me for saying this, but I wasn't lying when I said I don't want these children. Not because I don't want children of my own. I just...I can't pass this onto them. And I can think of no cure for it." Lyko leaned in to place a gentle kiss on her forehead, letting out a soft sigh of his own. How could he comfort her? There was no telling whether the children would be full-blooded or half like himself. They may even carry none of the traits. What could he possibly do or say to quell those dark demons in the back of her mind? With a gentle sigh he nuzzled her cheek, "We'll think of something. Hell or high water we'll do something to make sure our pups are okay." "I wish that I could just stay here forever, right here, right now." Her fingers laced with his own, a deep sigh leaving her, "And I wish the sun wouldn't set so god damned fast." It was only then that Lyko noticed the fading light. Her face had darkened as the night began to come along, but he could barely make out the faintest smile as she whispered, "Good luck handling me." To which he grinned, "I'll do my best." ---- After notes: I truly feel that this is my most rushed chapter yet. I'm not too fond of how the whole confession thing went and I might try to fix it in the future, but for now this will just have to do. Oh, and for anyone who might be thinking technically about how I've doen the story so far..technically Kailas shouldn't still be a virgin in her non-Were form. But then again I'm writing a story about furries and werewolves and working my kinks into it, so..Oh well, it's all in good fun :D