FSE

Furry search engine

formerly SoFurry search engine

“This game also has a really cool glossary if you want to read anything in it," Secret said, his voice a little quicker than normal. He wasn't sure why, but he was pretty nervous. If he had to place it somewhere, it'd be smack in the middle between public speaking and skydiving. Which seems like a big gap, but giving speeches made his heart squeeze and breath disappear from his lungs. In 9th grade, the poor goat had a panic attack before his first-period Spanish presentation. His chest ached for hours, the pain only getting worse over time. It only stopped once he was taken to the hospital by his advisor. The older man thought that he having a heart attack. Turns out the only intervention he needed was an emergency dose of electrolytes. He was discharged with a relieved mother and a packet of breathing exercises meant to control his anxiety. Maybe now was the right time to try one of those.

The goat paused, trying to let himself relax. He began to breathe in, thinking about what he wanted to say, formulating the sentence in his mind. Speaking was already hard enough for him and he didn't need to be embarrassing himself in front of his girlfriend. Secret actually did feel somewhat relaxed at first, but that relaxation was quickly swapped with a coarse burning sensation as he forgot to exhale. He needed to get the fire out and he released it in a flurry of words that were no longer in his control.

“It actually explains the world pretty well. I mean, I don't know if this is confusing or something. That's the main…" Secret went silent, the words slipping through the cracks of his mind like valuable objects through sewer grates in the street. He grumbled and closed his eyes, concentrating, snapping his fingers softly for good measure.

Vel softly turned her head to get a better look at him, her glasses listing down in the process. Secret was immediately entranced by them. He wasn't sure how they reflected light like they did. The round lenses always seemed to be swirling with the colors of the rainbow. Red, blue, green, indigo. It made him feel as if there were so many secrets to her that he didn't know. But, at the same time, it calmed him down. He felt the gentle waves wash over him, dousing the fire. Then, they pulled back into the ultramarine tint of her spectacles.

“Criticism. That's the main criticism of this VN."

Secret's shoulders slumped, a little deflated. Even though that pent of nervousness had been soothed, that didn't stop him from feeling like the biggest moron in the world. He kept telling himself to calm down and think about what he wanted to say before spewing random crap out of his mouth. This strategy hardly ever worked though. Most of the time he was left standing there like an idiot, struggling to speak his own language.

“Where is it?" Vel asked and Secret was jolted back into the moment. He had to hold himself back from asking 'Where is what?' The glossary. That's right, the glossary.

He pointed to a small book icon on the lower part of the screen. In response, Vel smiled, warming him right back up. That smile of hers was part of the reason he fell in love with her in the first place. He didn't think much about the dinner invitation he extended to her back then, but who knew that decision would end up changing his life so dramatically? They'd sit and talk in the dining halls for hours, their plates well since licked clean, and scoops of ice cream long devoured. (Always something minty for her while Secret preferred coffee or chocolate chip). She let him ramble on and on about the most inane topic. He was sure that he was boring her, but Vel just rested her hand against her cheek and smiled at him while she gazed into his eyes. Even if he stuttered, forgot the words, or was criminally boring, she actually listened. And Secret believed her to be a saint for that.

Vel reached back and ran a paw through his white hair. Petting must have been some type of secret cheat code because it instantly unlocked him. His neurons were firing, toes curled, he closed his eyes again and leaned into her paw, scratching a horn on it. Secret rested his head on Vel's shoulders and exhaled, this time completely calm. The goat had a goofy smile on his face. Vel always knew how to make him feel better.

However, Secret didn't quite understand how to express what he was feeling right now. The two of them usually sat side by side on the college's sorry excuse for a twin bed, but tonight they decided to try something new. It took him a few minutes of pacing around the room before he finally mustered up the courage to ask for this. He wasn't sure why he was so worried. Vel agreed without a second thought.

So now her back was pushed firmly up against Secret's front side as the goat's legs swung around hers. Surprisingly, this was a whole new level of intimacy for them and subsequently was the main culprit for his nervous jitters. Yes, they cuddled as they slept, but Secret wished that his sleeping self wasn't the only one who got to enjoy that intimacy. But now, he didn't know what to do.

Her fur was like a thousand tiny feathers desperately trying to find out if he was ticklish or not. He kept having to move his legs so his body wouldn't randomly jerk or start laughing from their mingling fur. Despite this, Secret enjoyed feeling the heat radiating off of Vel's body. He'd try to keep his leg attached to hers as long as he could, just liking the way they touched. He could feel her heart beating throughout her body as well as the heat of her breath whenever she voiced the vn's poorly translated dialogue. Instinctively, he nuzzled her neck, wanting to melt into her. Secret also loved the way that she smelled like blossoming flowers. The goat usually kept to a strict regimen of washing his sheets once a week but every time Vel stayed over, he couldn't bring himself to do it. Her scent covered the entire bed and all he could do was lay there until noon the next day, wanting to feel her there forever.

In all honesty, it made him a little horny. Whenever they were close like this, he got horny, which is why falling asleep was so difficult when Vel was here. He was positive that she could feel his penis poking her back through his pants. He wasn't exactly being subtle about it. Especially with the way he'd been absentmindedly massaging her stomach for the past hour. She never said anything about it though so he didn't really know how to continue. Even though Secret wanted to do so much more, they'd never had sex before so broaching the topic was always nerve-wracking.

At the moment, the urge was becoming too strong. Secret could no longer focus on the vn. The only thing on his mind was how much he wanted to pull Vel's shirt off and massage a different part of her body. In true timid fashion, he worked up to it gradually. The massages started to trend upwards from her stomach to her ribcage. Vel never said anything. She just kept reading lines from the vn. But, her voice became shakier and every few seconds a noise escaped her lips that stopped her from reading. Soon he could feel the soft fabric of her bra and used a finger to trace the edge of it, testing to see if it was okay.

When she kept reading, Secret followed the fabric to its backside and unclipped it. The whole thing was a little difficult to do with her shirt still on, but part of him was still a tad worried about taking it off. With her bra unclipped, he couldn't stop rubbing the fur where it had once been, a mix of nerves and excitement running through him. The sounds coming from Vel were always curt like she was embarrassed or trying to hide them. Secret wanted to draw them out more. He wanted to hear what she sounded like when she thought no one was listening.

“Love?" Vel asked, adjusting her glasses as she turned around to meet his gaze. When their eyes met, Secret was surprised to see a small smile creeping to the edge of her mouth.

“I know you're nervous," she began, her glasses taking on a vibrant red hue, “I am too. But, I just want you to know that I'm here to make sure you're taken care of." Vel lifted her shirt over her head and tossed it on the other side of the bed. She looked at him, topless, her lenses as bright as the sun. “If you want to play with my tits, you don't have to ask."

And just like that, the thought of being nervous to the point of inaction seemed so silly. Why was he that nervous in the first place? Secret didn't know and he didn't have time to think about it. The walls of his inhibitions were crumbling away in the seconds he sat there. All that was left was his overwhelming love for Vel. As well as the pent-up lust he's had towards her for the past few months. So, he leaned forward and pressed his lips to hers.

Secret was never really good at kissing, in truth, he didn't have much practice, but in the moment he didn't really care. The goat was completely focused on instinct so the two met in an impassioned kiss. He was surprised by how soft Vel's lips were. Especially with how she was always outside, braving the harsh weather conditions with hikes during borderline snowstorms.

He then moved onto her neck, kissing it with the same ferocity. Wanting to taste all of her, he let it be as sloppy as he wanted, the sounds of unfettered licking and slurping filling the tiny room as Secret made his way down her neck. In fact, it probably filtered through the walls, letting their neighbors know exactly what the couple was up to. That thought only turned the goat on more, his cock pushing against his jeans, praying to be let free. He wanted people to know that he was having sex and that he could pleasure his girlfriend like this.

Vel collapsed into him, panting. She used a shaky paw to pet his head slowly, her boobs pushed into his chest. Running her fingers through his white hair, she scratched in the places she knew he was extra sensitive like the base of his horns. Moaning with her mouth closed, Secret could feel the little bursts of pleasure through her body.

“Good boy~" she moaned, her voice equally as shaky.

And just like before, he was unlocked. But instead of becoming a helpless bundle of purring, Secret felt energized to do more and push himself further. He was moaning as well, the scratching specifically flipping a switch in his brain, but he wanted to get more out of her. The closed-mouth moans were hot and all, but they felt a little restrained like she was in control of him. He wanted to flip the script somehow. So, he bit her, hard.

Vel's paw froze as she grabbed his head, the small bat shaking against him. Surprisingly, she didn't break. Instead of a scream, all she did was let out a surprised, high-pitched squeak. Then, she lightly hit him on the head.

“Idiot, warn me next time," she chided through rugged breaths.

When Secret let go of her neck, he was panting as well. A smile started to form at the edge of his lips.

“But the surprise is part of the fun!" he exclaimed and kissed her on the mouth. While their lips were locked, Secret placed his paws on her stomach and slowly made his way to her chest. With every inch, he'd push inward with his thumbs and swirl them around in circles, massaging her once again. Eventually, the goat made his way to her breasts, the prize he'd been so nervous to touch before. But now with a little encouragement from Vel, whatever mental block that had been there previously just melted away.

Vel's boobs were small enough that Secret's paws nearly covered them completely. While some men preferred bigger, this was the perfect size for the goat. He loved how toned her body was and got excited by the fact that she could kick his ass if she wanted to. He loved running his fingers over her nipples, feeling them become erect over time. He squeezed her boobs and smiled as Vel let out a small moan.

Both of them worked up quite a sweat. They were both panting, entangled in each other. They were so close that the two could feel each other's breath on their bodies. When Vel exhaled, the warm, lust-filled breath curled over the goat's shoulders, keeping him going. They both needed this. They had spent too long dancing around what they both wanted and now that they had it, they didn't need to talk anymore; their actions did that for them.

Secret moved in front of Vel, the crappy mattress wheezing with exertion. The goat couldn't help but giggle as he fiddled with his belt. His fingers slid across the metal and leather as the belt was tossed to the floor. Soon his pants would join them. But, even though he was disrobing, he didn't plan on having sex with her just yet. There was one more thing he planned to try before that.

Vel carefully took off her glasses and placed them on the bedframe. Her golden eyes were excited, but pleading as they locked with Secret's. The goat nodded and helped her shimmy out of her shorts, letting them join the rest of the clothes on the floor. In its place remained a pair of solid black panties. Secret had always been a bit of a pervert for underwear so the sight of them caused his cock to push against his own even harder. It was a battle to not take them off, but he had to show restraint for now. Instead, he carefully pulled hers aside to reveal her pussy. He could tell how turned on she was by the fact that fluids were already running down her inner thigh. So, he bent down and slowly licked up the trail her arousal left, feeling Vel quiver in response. When he was done, he kissed her, their tongues intertwining. He wanted her to know how amazing she tasted. When they pulled away, it didn't take Secret long to shove his face into her crotch, wanting another taste.

Vel gasped as Secret stuck his tongue inside her. Pretty quickly, her paws came down on the back of his head, petting him as he made good use of his mouth. The goat explored as much as he could, using his tongue to make love to her inner walls. She was also pretty tense, this being her first time. Her legs shook as little gasps of pleasure escaped from her mouth. The room was quiet except for her moans and Secret's tongue, which easily eclipsed the whirring of the fan near them. The goat placed his paw on her leg, enjoying the softness of her fur, but also trying to get her to relax. And, after a while, she did. Vel huffed and scratched at the base of his horns and Secret rubbed her clit in response.

As much as he wanted to, Secret knew that they couldn't do this forever. Eventually, he pulled away from her pussy, his mouth covered with her love juices. He was breathing heavily now, his chest rising up and down in rapid succession. With a bit of stretching, Vel reached up to place her paw on his chest, feeling its movements. They looked at each other, their eyes so full of love and desire. Then, Vel, with a little help from Secret, took the goat's shirt off. Underneath was a blanket of white fur met by rough scarring. Secret had these since he was a kid; the result of a house fire he barely escaped from. He'd been self-conscious about them ever since, seeing the scars as blights of ugliness. He made sure to wear clothes that covered most of his body, he never went to pool parties or the beach, and he learned to avoid the quizzical stares from passersby. The main thing though, was that he never took his shirt off around other people.

And now, as Vel's brown, furry fingers traced the dividing line between the white and red, he saw that same love and care in her eyes. She placed her paw flat on his chest, listening for his heartbeat with her eyes closed, and when she opened them again, a soft smile was on her face.

“I love you."

Secret responded with a kiss, but this one was different than the others. While they were full of lust and their drive to please carnal desires, this one felt sweeter. It was a binding of the two. They fully understood that they were connected and were meant to be together. That wouldn't stop them from becoming connected in a deeper way though. As they kissed, their bodies pressed against each other. Secret's erect cock ground against Vel's naked body through his underwear. It was hot, heavy, and the bat could only think of one thing as it slipped against her wet folds. How good would it feel to have him inside her?

The two were finally ready to test that theory and soon enough the pile of clothes on the floor was one garment larger. Precum pooled at the tip of Secret's sheathed cock as it throbbed with excitement. Both of them stared at each other, fully exposed and vulnerable. Then, while on his knees, his paws on each side of her body, Secret steadied himself and pushed his cock inside of her.

Due to all their foreplay, it entered easier than Secret thought it would. But that didn't mean it was without struggle. As soon as his tip slipped through Vel, she tensed up and let out another surprised squeak. Secret took this time to slow down and softly caress her cheek. Her chest heaved heavier than before as she nodded her head.

“Keep moving," Vel said, her voice a little strained.

Secret did as she asked and slowly pushed himself further inside her. The bat moaned with her mouth closed, but her voice was still the loudest in the room. He kept moving, her inner walls expanding to make room for his cock. It was as if it was taking his form, making just enough room for him and nothing else. Her pussy clamped hard around him and Secret even allowed himself to moan. Soon enough, his entire length was inside her and the two waited there, panting.

His cock continued to throb, wanting to move and explore Vel on an even deeper level. And the bat seemed to agree. As they locked eyes, she nodded. Her mouth still closed, her body slightly trembling, but Secret got the message. He pulled back and started to thrust, slowly slipping in and out of her. Their moans filled the air, both of them no longer caring about seeming indecent. They just wanted to explore this feeling together.

Their heat and sweat combined as Secret worked up a steady pace. He was panting, not realizing that sex could be so tiring. But everything kept him going. The erotic sound Vel's pussy made as his cock entered it, the way her boobs bounced up and down almost hypnotically, and the way her moans sounded like music in his ears. Everything kept him thrusting inside her. She was just so wet and tight. It was perfect.

Vel stretched again, her wings scratching against his fur as her paws clasped onto his back. Secret took the hint and bent down further, their bodies touching again. His thrusts were starting to get faster now, the feeling of climax tickling him. Soon rough, the main sound in the room was their thighs colliding and the wet squelches of Vel's pussy. She tightened her grip around Secret's back and locked her legs around his, not letting him leave. She needed to continue to feel this sense of fullness inside of her. It was scratching itches she didn't know existed. With every thrust, she knew that Secret was closer to cumming inside of her, and yet she didn't care. In fact, it's all she wanted right now. So the goat continued to thrust, reaching deeper and deeper inside of her. His cock ached, kissing her cervix a few times in the process until the pressure inside him was too much. He came, shooting his seed straight into Vel's womb. She shook as well, an orgasm running through her.

Secret collapsed onto her, his cock still squirting out all it could. His breaths were ragged but ecstatic. He couldn't believe they had just done that. His friends used to tease them for being so unaffectionate towards each other, but now this happened! Vel let her paw slip through Secret's hair, petting him again. She was breathing hard as well, not ready to talk. Despite that, she managed to get out a single word.

“Wow…"

Secret nodded, obviously in agreement.

“Can we stay here for a while?" he asked and Vel wrapped her arm around him.

“Of course~"

Secret smiled and closed his eyes, gently purring from Vel's affection. Eventually, they fell asleep like that; both of them happy and content from the events that had just occurred. It was the start of a new chapter for them and they knew that many more events just like this one were yet to come.