The end-thing...
Written listening to - X Ambassadors (feat. Jamie N Commons)
The end-thing...
Be gone the wrong, right is too far away
The night fell heavier than needed, I won't see tomorrow's day
Savages aren't seeming different from the survivors I knew
As they carried on, humanity with insanity simply grew
The light doesn't shine anymore, only shows what'll soon be shadows hidden no more
My body aches, my mind broken, my existence is nothing but sore
As if anyone can hear when my eyes tear
I scream silently among the rubble of memories so sweet
I buckle at thoughts so pure, they seem above as I grovel at the futures feet
I'm gone, the shell that's been through hell carries on for some reason
My withered being dares no second thought to doing it treason
I stagger among the still & filth that was something to admire
I stay breathing long after I wished I would simply expire
Aggravation my friend, I've forgotten how to smile
I simply forgot the feeling, it's been a while...
I don't need explanation, I just accept I won't understand
To simply be now has only one demand...
Keep on, remember those who gave you such a chance
When you think you found someone trusting.....take that feeling, & swing at its first glance...
Break what you need to, to stay
Let their tired eyes rest among the gray, let them find peace & fade away...
You're no saint, but speak strong with each action
For yesterday's troubles, find in today, some kind of satisfaction...
See you soon...first...before you catch my stare
Remember, I do what I need to because I care...
Now take your final breath
Give nothing but time, in my place, to death...
"Survival, to exist, to move still
That's all I am, struggling warmth, the messenger before another's last chill"
---Thanks for reading---
---Always---