The voice of reason - Ch 23 - Turn up the heat...
#23 of The voice of reason
And so, the weeks passed by... Despite the fact that we talked about it, nothing much was happening. But it'll come. It just takes time for it to happen... Most of the time, the three of us were hanging out and doing stuff together like going to the movies, to the beach, going out and all that, and it always was a lot of fun. But despite that, I think the three of us were both a bit nervous about the thing we talked about. Like I said, it takes time... Maybe even a lot of time...
The outside world considered Ceylan and me as good friends. But the two of us know way better than that... As long as we know... Still, the love we had for each other grew with each day that passed by. And sometimes, it only got better at night...
Of course, there were exceptions... And if you don't know what I'm talking about... Well... I experienced Ceylan whenever she's in heat... She experienced me having my heat period... Things were, of course, a little different whenever we were having our heat periods... But nevertheless, those were wonderful experiences... Whenever Ceylan is in heat, she's just not herself... She clings on to me a lot more than she usually does. She's also a lot more affectionate than she already is... More... Playful... She loves to frolic around with me and well... I usually end up on the ground with her being on top because she's bigger and stronger than me. She'd gently lick my nose and gently bite my neck and it wouldn't take long before I succumbed to her intentions to satisfy her needs. And she did the exact same thing with me whenever I was in heat. Ceylan is very submissive whenever she's in heat... And I remember one night, after we did it and I tried to get some sleep because I was really exhausted, she kept whining and begging me to satisfy her needs again...It wasn't always so much fun, because at some point, you're so exhausted and wish that it was over so that things would finally return to normal. But whenever I was in heat, I was very quiet... I didn't know what caused it but... It's a bit of an uncomfortable feeling, really and like I once said, I really had to fight it. Sometimes at night, whenever I was in heat, Ceylan saw that I was fighting it. And sometimes she asked why I was fighting it while she could satisfy my needs... It didn't take much to push it over the edge... A few gentle touches, a couple of licks and maybe a bit of dirty talk were enough to surrender myself... But despite the fact that it wasn't always so easy to take care of a tigress in heat, and even though she could always satisfy my needs whenever I was having one, it was a wonderful experience...
Those were the heat periods before we broke up. But ever since we got together again, the two of us haven't had a heat period. So what would happen if the two of us were having a heat period simultaneously...? Exactly... I didn't know. But one night, I found out what would happen if the two of us were...
I had no idea what caused it. Maybe it was the season. Ceylan usually had a heat period and I would follow shortly after. But I noticed it. I noticed those familiar funny feelings again. Felt the urge to bend over and pull my panties down in front of a couple of guys. Of course, I never did that but... I find it very hard not to. I was very quiet, like I usually was whenever I had a heat period. And whenever I let my hand down my jeans, I felt how wet and sticky and sensitive it was. So that's when I knew it was that time of the year again, and even though I always looked up to it, I couldn't help but to feel a little "anxious" to see what would happen. But the first time we had a heat period together... Hehehehe...
It happened one evening... While I was getting undressed in my bedroom to take a shower, I noticed in the mirror that my bedroom door opened up... And then it got closed again... I felt how my neck was kissed and smelled Ceylan's scent... She placed her hands on my butt and gently bit my neck-scruff... 'You look absolutely stunning tonight...' she said quietly...
'Heh...'
'You've been very quiet today... Is something bothering you...?'
'No...'
Her hands drifted off to my thighs... She gently moved the tip of her finger over my crotch while I felt completely immobilized... 'You're in heat, aren't you...?' she asked me quietly as she continued to stroke her finger over my panties... 'Yes...'
'Hmm-mm... I figured as much... I smell it all over the place... You're all wet and sticky, dushi...'
She moved my panties aside while her finger was rubbing gently between my legs, gently squeezing my pussy-lips... 'Ceylan, no... N-No, wait...'
But despite that, she wasn't listening... She was in heat, I was in heat... She did the right things to me and well... I couldn't really care anymore now that she was touching between my legs and the strong, piercing yet delicious aroma of her being in heat penetrated my nostrils... I lost my mind when she did, surrendering myself to her desirable touches... I surrendered to her intentions the moment she started touching me... There was no way for me to convince her not to do it... And in all honesty... Why would I...? So I didn't try to stop it anymore... Ceylan slowly pulled my panties down while she got on her knees... She firmly pressed her tongue against my clitoris, and slowly... Very slowly moved up... She only gave one gentle lick... But that lick was enough to make me believe I could reach an orgasm any second... Then she got up again and placed her paws on my shoulders, moving forward. So I got down on the bed face first down while she got next to me... And I felt how her fingers were caressing my bum, teasing me with her gentle touches over my vagina every now and then... ´Why are you always so submissive...?'
'M-Maybe... Maybe I-I just need to... T-To...'
'Maybe I should just tease you a little longer then...'
So she stopped caressing my bum, and got on her back instead. She took her jeans and thong off and than threw her left leg up, while she moved her head closer to her crotch... And I saw how she licked herself... The longer she did, the louder I could hear her breathing... The breathing turned into soft moans... Ceylan told me she did this to herself sometimes but... I never saw it. And seeing how she was eating her own pussy was so fucking hot to see... I already let my fingers do all the work for me while I was staring at her... And Ceylan stopped at some point and looked straight at me... 'I bet you can't eat your own pussy... Fingering yourself won't satisfy you and you know it, dushi...'
'I-I know...'
'But you also know that I'm not selfish...'
And at that point, I couldn't hold myself anymore... So I got on my knees just above her face... 'I know you're not selfish...' I said quietly to her... Ceylan used her thumbs to spread my pussy-lips... And all she did was kissing it... 'T-The teasing became unbearable...'
'I promise I won't tease you anymore...'
But Ceylan did anyway... She licked it instead of just kissing it. Gentle licks... I loved it whenever she did that... Ceylan knows I do... And it's all she did for a while... But I think she had a lot of difficulty to control it... I didn't think she could hold it for much longer...
'Are you up for a shower...?'
I nodded quickly and encouraged her to find me some clean underwear in my closet... She would find those toys I've been hiding for so long... So she sniffed around my closets for clean underwear while I was down on the bed watching her... And then all of a sudden, she showed the strap-on and the double penetration dildo I bought online a while ago while she looked a bit baffled... 'You kept this a secret from me...?'
'Hmm-mm...'
'That's not very nice of you...'
'I know... It's very effective...'
'You used it before...?'
'I played around with it...'
'What about the strap-on...?'
'Well, I wasn't the one using it... It was used on me...'
'Who did...?'
'Wouldn't you like to know...'
'No, seriously, who did?'
'Who else lives here...?'
'Meagan...? Did she...?'
'Yeah...'
Well, that certainly killed the mood... Ceylan just sat back on the bed while she was staring in blank space as she was still holding on to those toys... I crawled over to her and kissed her cheek... 'What's wrong...?'
'No... N-No, nothing's wrong...'
'You said it was ok if it happened...'
'Yeah... I know, dushi...'
'Meagan was good... But not that good... Not as good as you are... I just did what I always wanted to do... What I wanted for so many years... And I can honestly say that I wasn't disappointed... It was just a fantasy that I wanted to be realized... You never said that I had to tell you if it ever happened... So... I didn't...'
'Heh...'
It stayed quiet for a moment while Ceylan just looked at me and caressed her hand through my hair... 'Something wrong...?' I asked quietly...
'No...'
She looked at me with a weak smile and kissed me again. Then she took the strap-on dildo and removed that vibrating egg thingy... Ceylan got up and made her way to the bathroom... So I followed her. When I got there, I noticed she already had the water running and that she took off her top... And just stood there, staring in blank space... I placed my head on her chest while my arms were clenched around her back... 'What's wrong...?' I asked quietly to her...
'I never took on the roll of a guy before...'
'Neither did I...'
'How was it...? When Meagan...'
'I liked it... But it kinda hurt when she did...'
'I don't want to hurt you...'
'I know you don't...'
'Heh...'
'If you do this for me... I'll do it for you... And I'll promise I'll do a lot more than that...'
'You promise...?'
'Yes...'
I got down on my knees and gently kissed between her legs... Ceylan is in heat, and yet she managed to control herself. But at some point, she'll have to break... It was inevitable... So she puts the strap-on on, and we got in the bathtub... Ceylan got down on her knees behind me and spread my pussy-lips again, firmly pressing her tongue against my clitoris... And that was the breaking point for me... So she kept doing that for a while... My moaning and sighing echoed throughout the bathroom and it didn't take long before we picked up where we left. And at some point, I begged her to stick it in me... So she got up... And that thing was poking my butt. Ceylan is bigger than I am, so she had to bend through her knees a bit... And well... It was a bit clumsy to say the least. All that poking and prodding only made it better while we were laughing and giggling about it... So at some point, she lifts me up while she holds on to my legs and told me to lean back against her... Then I felt her poking in the right place... And she kept rubbing against it... 'Hmmm...'
'Better...?'
'Oh yes...'
'You're so hot and wet, Nic...'
'That's usually the case when you're taking a hot shower...'
'Hehehe...'
So she kept prodding and poking some more... And at some point... She inserts it... But she didn't push through. And then she pulls out again... It became so unbearable... And at some point, she pushed through... Nice and slow... In and out... Over, and over again... My loud moans echoed throughout the bathroom once again while I felt that Ceylan was biting my neck-scruff again...
I never liked the idea of getting fucked... And I didn't know why, because I loved it when Ceylan and Terry did... In all honesty, I loved it... Feeling a cock inside of me... I still need to get used to that feeling. It was just so different... Ceylan certainly enjoyed taking on the roll of a guy... But with every passing minute, she had more trouble to control herself... And then at some point, we stopped and decided to take things to the next level...
After we dried ourselves off, we made our way to my bedroom again... But as we passed the living-room, we noticed Meagan on the couch with a bag of crisps, watching a movie by herself. Hehehe... She just stared at us with big eyes while her mouth was full, considering we were both butt naked and well... She'd probably heard us... Ceylan just smiled and went inside my bedroom while I just stood there for a moment, smiling nervously at her. And then I got in the bedroom too...
I kept my promise... I got down on Ceylan for a long time... I did everything she asked me to do... And I even took on the roll of a guy... And well, while I was doing her, I could feel that it must've been difficult for her to hold back, because I really had to... So at some point, we took the double dildo and were scissoring each other... We didn't notice that the bedroom door opened up... Once we noticed her, she stood in the doorpost with that hesitating and nervous expression she has whenever she caught us. Meagan asked if she could watch us... Ceylan and I once said to Meagan that she could watch us if she wanted to, so we weren't denying her... Meagan sat on the bed while we continued and even though it was strange to realize she was watching us, I couldn't help but to feel a satisfied feeling. But Ceylan on the other hand... She also started to pay attention to Meagan... And at some point, it's something I did too... We seduced her... Submissive, like I was...
For the rest of the night, Ceylan and I were paying special attention to Meagan. But unlike me, she wasn't nervous. I was, because it was my very first three-some. But they noticed I was being nervous... So Ceylan made me feel comfortable by doing the things I liked the most... Paying attention to my feet... Ceylan and Meagan rubbing their feet all over my body and laughed over the expression I had on my face. But nonetheless, it was a wonderful experience. We were just playing around... We masturbated, got down on each other, and used the strap-on in turns... And well... I had multiple orgasms that night... Ceylan had one too... But Meagan... She didn't reach one... Having sex with the two girls I desired the most... Just the thought of it alone... Imagine how it must felt like when it actually happened...
Despite the fact that Ceylan said to me that there was no reason to be jealous, I was... Just a little. Especially when she paid attention to Meagan and the things she said to her... But nevertheless, it was so good... But because I had a great night didn't mean the period was over. Ceylan and I had a lot of sex during that period. And on one rainy Sunday, we even did it four times...
I told Ceylan I didn't want to sleep with Terry without her... I wanted her to be there when it happened... Maybe I was just too nervous... But the urge to do it was overwhelming... So it just happened one night, when Ceylan and Terry were spending the night at my place, after we went out. It happened very innocently when Ceylan nodded to me to see Terry asleep on an air-mattress on the ground, while the two of us slept in my bed. A while later, we got down from the bed and just watched him... At some point, Ceylan slowly pulled down his boxershorts... And we kept staring at his schlong... And then slowly pushed it further... Ceylan kept poking it while she had a huge grin on her face, and at some point, encouraged me to do the same... So I did... I heard how she giggled quietly, and kept that huge grin on her face... But you know... The two of us were still in heat and we didn't want to rape Terry in his sleep so we acted it out on each other instead... It started out very playfully on the bed... But that soon turned very serious... At some point, we weren't giggling anymore, but moaning quietly... And well... It was inevitable for Terry to wake up with all that noise... So the moment we noticed he woke up and he noticed his package was dangling out, he looked very baffled at us... The two of us smiled innocently at him, and then Ceylan got down on me again... And well... Before we knew it, we were... Well, you know... Terry saw two females in heat playing with each other... But despite that, he didn't pull up his boxershorts...
Ceylan didn't do anything... All she did was holding my hand and watched how Terry was doing me... It's kinda strange to realize you're girlfriend is watching you while her ex-boyfriend gets jiggy with you... But my needs were satisfied that night... I quietly enjoyed it... Or at least, I tried to... I don't really like going into detail of how everything went. I'm not ashamed of it... But even now, it still feels strange to talk about it... It's just something I want to keep for myself...
We were cuddling each other afterwards, trying to catch our breathe again while Ceylan looked at us with a weak smile... It took a long time for us to recover... But then we made our way to the bathroom to clean ourselves up... We didn't start all over again once we got in the bathtub... We were too exhausted and weren't talking to each other... Just smiling... Then we got back to my bedroom, and flopped down exhausted on my bed and cuddled each other... I had my eyes closed... But I could hear how they were whispering to each other... Ceylan kept saying how beautiful I am... Even more whenever I was asleep... Ceylan and Terry were caressing each other and at some point... It happened for the two of them...
I watched them quietly... To see his gentle touches and to see her being so timid... I saw how Terry got on top of her... And I watched how they were doing it. Was I jealous...? Maybe... But I considered myself to be lucky to have witnessed their love for each other... It seemed so... So passionate, you know... And well... After they were done again, the two of them were cuddling. It didn't take long before the two of them fell asleep...
I stared at the ceiling in blank space throughout the night while the three of us held on to each other. The moment I noticed the lights were turned on in the living-room, I closed my eyes. Meagan's home... I heard how she threw her keys on the table and how she got in her room. And after a while, I heard she was brushing her teeth. The lights were turned off... I heard how she walked on the wooden floor... Then she stopped for a moment... My bedroom door opened up slowly... And she stood there, in her nightie, peeking around the doorpost, watching the three of us, like the sexy pervert she is... I saw her from the corners of my eyes. Then Meagan turned around to walk away... 'Where are you going...?' I asked her quietly...
'Hm? O-Oh... I-I'm going to my own bedroom. I thought you were asleep...'
'I'm not... These two are, though...'
'Heh...'
'You know...'
'Hm...?'
'There's plenty of room here... So...' Meagan smiled weakly at me and she got on the bed between Ceylan and me... I caressed her hair and felt how she was scratching my ear... 'They look exhausted...'
'Yeah...'
'What'd they do...?'
'Well... Terry shoved his dokey up my cha-cha... And... It was great... And Ceylan... Well... She had the same...'
'Hehe...'
'How many times did you do it with a girl...?'
'Three times... Ceylan did once and... You did... And... Then there was that threesome with Fabian a long time ago...'
'Would you do it again...?'
'Do what...?'
'Us...?'
'I don't know... But... What would you expect from me if it happens the next time...?'
'Nothing... I just expect you to enjoy it. And... Not feeling as if you're forced to do it. That's all...'
Meagan cuddled me as she rubbed her paws against mine while she kept nudging her head against my chest fluff. It's been a long time since she did that... She always did ever since we were just kids. She kept telling me how soft and fluffy I was, and that I'd make a good rug or a blanket. Hehehe... Still... I scratched under her chin and she closed her eyes. She loves that. She once told me her mother always did that when she was tugging Meagan in bed when she was just a cub. But I loved to see the look on her face whenever I did. And that night, I think she couldn't be happier... Just to cuddle. To feel that she's being loved... She's like me... And I know what it's like. I've been there...
I told Meagan to watch Ceylan for a moment. I scratched her behind her ear, and after a while, she started to purr quietly. The moment I scratched Terry behind his ear, his leg started to twitch. Meagan smiled when she saw that. And then she did the exact same thing to me. She scratched me behind my ear as I started to scratch her chin again. And so... We fell asleep like that. Holding on to everyone without the intention of ever letting go...
I never understood Ceylan's reasons. But that night, I found out why... Ceylan experienced so many things in her life... She's seen so much hate, so much sorrow, and so much violence that one cannot even comprehend even when they try to. Love is something small, and fragile, and it can't be found with everyone these days, but it so much stronger than hate. In a world where there's so much hate, and so much sorrow, you'll have to grab every opportunity. And Ceylan knows that... So she did and never hesitated to do so. She believes that every kind of love is justified, as long as they share the same feelings for each other, even if it means she had to break taboo's... And I felt it in everything she ever said and did to me. But even though I can't relate to Ceylan in what she experienced, I could relate to her in many different ways. I never knew what it was that caused me to act like this. But I realized that I'm just like her. And I too, believe that every kind of love is justified... As long as people share the same feelings for each other...