Dog Backwards is God: The Transformation

Story by foxohki on SoFurry

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#2 of Dog Backwards is God


Dog Backwards is God, Part 2

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The Transformation

It first begins at my heart; not the physical one, but the metaphoric kind of heart we can all feel in the center of our chests, the main one. I can feel a warm and gentle vibration within me there as its activity begins to rapidly excite and quicken, when suddenly the air surrounding me shifts entirely to feel as if I'm falling inwards into myself; just like how I imagine bungee-jumping or jumping out of a plane might feel, it is even more akin to the sensation of falling in love for the first time as I seem to approach a state of inner free fall...

The sensation of free fall is one that had always made me feel like I would die just to feel myself enter within it as I encountered it on this earth, and though once my biggest fear, now it felt like something entirely safe and awesome to experience as it settled in entirely to consume me; because now I know the truth of existence and that no matter how weightless or meaningless I may feel and how subtle my sense of self may be, that in the end, I am eternally loved and spoken for... My heart's center is invulnerable because it is quantumly entangled with this one other being and I can always, always, always retreat to her to find the feeling of our infinity within myself if I truly needed to do so; she is just as a forever-connected bungee-cord of safety to my soul, for lack of a better word, and because no words can truly take you directly to her but merely hint at her existence, I ask her to guide me to the feeling of as best she can as my soulmate...

Gentle pressure now begins rushing all around me from all sides and pressing into what I feel to be my human form as a perpetual kind of free fall state settles into the air, and it soon becomes understood that I have just plunged into a pool of energy within myself that was everything Canine-in-essence; raw meat, sweet bones and oddly shaped treats now flashing into my mind's eye vision even more vividly and 'tangibly' ready for me to relate and connect to than my previous 'waking' world vision had ever allowed before as I continued to explore the inner depths of my own soul's creation, everything a dog might consume appeared to be whizzing by within this slowly swirling energy field I found myself surrounded by as all of it began to pulse with life and beat just like a heart; and just as soon I felt the energy of it all syncing up with my own heart's center as both bodies of energy moved back and forth with one another in perfect, gentle waves of cohesion.

It felt... It felt like I was downloading 'dog stuffs' into myself... Instead of just food, now everything that could possibly be circumscribed as dog related began to dance all around me as I felt its collective presence become deeply connected to my sense of self and slowly trickle in with what felt like a cool streaming of pure, nondescript flow, I then began to further examine this field of energy with more intent and decided to try and use my vision to get a third person view; and indeed, just at the thought and carried focus of the idea, I detached and saw myself in the very center of the Canine energy field to finally realize it as a kind of sphere of information that was enveloping me; all the while still experiencing everything perfectly within my own body as my presence came to be placed simultaneously within my body with feelings and emotion, and outside of my body with vision just like I had done once before earlier, now it seemed I was becoming accustomed to using this ability.

"Bark! Bark! Wag! Wag! Chase your tail, fetch! Play a game of tag! Tag! Bark! Bark! Wag! Wag! Chase your tail, fetch! Play a game of tag! Tag!" Several voices all began to chant in unison together, and most all of which were higher pitched than a normal human's speaking voice from what I could decipher.

Staying with these voices felt very fun to me, and I grinned as large I ever had before as I focused in on their sound with a happy and innocent kind of enthusiasm and began gently rocking my head back and forth in tune with their song as the act then seemed to invite several canine beings as they began to manifest amongst the outskirts of the larger circling energy field; at first all in a line, their apparently sitting dog-forms slowly levitated around the sphere until they were uniformly dispersed around it; "Bark! Bark! Wag! Wag! Chase your tail, fetch! Play a game of tag! Tag!" they continued to sing as my awareness swiftly circled around to each one of them, gaining a close up of their muzzle lips as I thought of how cool it was to see a dog speaking English and took note of their various breeds; two Huskies, two Australian Shepherds, two Border Collies, lastly even a fully-fledged and true Wolf was observed.

As I continued to listen to this enchanting canine commotion and sing along in my head with it, soon I felt my ears vibrate and tingle as either side of my head began to fill with a sensation like warm water slowly pooling there; and then a soothing kind of white fluid took prominent shape in my mind's eye, super imposed upon everything else I was seeing, it was somehow understood as a kind of moldable, cooperative substance as it started to vibrate in response to the circling canines chanting; and slowly I watched this substance sculpt into that of two furry triangles, vague in a way but still distinguishable as such, they were dog ears.

At this point I tried to peer more directly inside the sphere of energy to see if I had dog ears now attached to my person there, however dog and canine information had become entirely so thick now that it surrounded and encased my body there entirely; blocking my vision from the outside startled me, yet still I continued to smile as I knew everything was going to be alright... Even though I couldn't see, I could still feel it all, and it was awesome and awe-filled... My gaze instead found that of the Wolf being who was present as they came to be before me and I before them, and as I looked onward directly into their yellow orbs like miniature suns, so too did they looked back at me to share themselves in a more profound way. This was the first time I had actually made eye contact with one of these presences seeming to help me transform and gain their direct acknowledgment, and finally I came to recognize the sheer immensity and power of their spirit; the Wolf's touch upon me was like that of a God's... Infinitely deep, wise and secure within themselves, it wasn't unlike the state of being I had found myself introduced to just a short while ago... They just felt so very much more... Experienced...

Suddenly the back of my neck lit up as if it were on fire; only it was manageable as it caused discomfort and consciously decided I didn't want it to cause me any greater pain. The sensation stayed there for a moment before shooting up from there along the back of my head and then out the top like a lightning bolt of activity finding outlet; feeling it as my own personal sense of energy shooting upwards, I then felt a distinctly separate energy connect to it just a foot or so above my head, and I could see in my mind's eye multicolored hues of indigo branching outwards as bolts of electricity shot out from where they made contact amongst a predominantly white light backdrop of gaseous energy that had rushed in to become the backdrop in the air there; realizing it now as the very same white-light substance that had been sculpted into dog ears before me earlier, two deeply indigo-blue like colored eye balls slowly manifested between where these energy points had touched as the surrounding white light cloud slowly dissipated amongst them and the orbs became pristine and clear.

Blinking... Blinking... Blinking... I can't stop blinking; it just feels too good not to do for someone reason... Then between open vision and darkness behind my closed blinking lids, gradually I saw these newly manifested indigo-blue orbs coming closer and closer into my field of view over both my eyes, until melding into them entirely and joining like two bubbles fused intimately together and vying for space between them; and then decidedly held my eyes shut to squint as hard as I could while imagining equipping these new indigo-blue eyes into my person as if one would replace a new item in an RPG with an older item on their character, as finally felt them perfectly there within me and simply 'click' into place in my head.

Lightly squinting now and opening my newly acquired eyes for the very first time, I gaze out behind them like a newly fashioned looking glass unto my currently reality; now finding myself fully seated back inside of my body I had left my vision with to go into third person view before, my entire human shape was now that of that special white-light fluid substance I had become familiar as some sort of transformational tool. Before me, the vast quantity of canine oriented objects spinning all around me at varying speeds began to slowly disperse; and as I continued to peer out, I finally saw the wolf amongst the debris staring at me from the other side of it all.

I began to become increasingly excited, entertaining all of the prospects of what having this new body would truly mean, then I instantly saw as well as felt some of the swirling dog-concept energy structures shoot into the center of my chest like I had magnetized myself to their specific thought signature; elated to be with the canine ideas and holding them in my chest as I entertained even more scenarios and they continued to flutter into me at increased speeds, again, like some kind of character in a video game, I felt these energy based structures fill into my being akin to a sensation as if I had been very low on health points and now this were restoring and fulfilling me back to full vitality and life.

'"With the eye of a wolf, we flow. With the heart of the universe, we go. One heart, one eye, one voice.'''

Someone or something spoke directly into my mind, and it resonated into me with a shared, unstoppable power...

From a short distance behind what had been known as my human bottom, I felt a vibration within my field of awareness and influence that could only be described as the tip of my tail, as from there the tingly sensation was set ablaze and quickly shot forward once more like a lightning bolt; and like a zipper on a full body suit I felt this furry new skin and form blast into my being in perfect sync with my present sense of self, as slowly the white-light liquid my human form had become began to shape and vibrate into one that was more canine as and I caught a whiff of an intensely familiar and feminine scent. It was almost like it had all happened at once, so very fast it went, however I managed to stay with the process all the while as the torrent power of transformation became contained, calmed and crystalized into manifestation both through me and with me as the lightning bolt that had originated in my tail swiftly traversed straight up to the tip of my nose and the aroma of a Husky in heat entered my sense of smell; and soon after a dog's nose manifested and unfolded within the liquid white-light energy in front of my face like a flower peeling back its pedals to reveal its awesome beauty to the world; sensitive, delicate, expressive, and bearing inclusive infinite power by its very nature, my form continued to unfurl...

Deeply inhaling through my nostrils, I pulled the flavor and presence of my soul's mate connection into the farthest cavities of my being as I closed my eyes hard and held my breath; trying my best to go with the flow of my inner imagination and creativity, I held onto this thread of perfect closeness as I contained its essence within me and suddenly it felt like I was swimming in thick pool of resisting liquid. Constricting denseness surrounded me as I continued to move forward through it with the streaming of my will and intent pushing me onward, and the bridge of my nose began to vibrate and react in turn with my eyes as they lightly twitched and I began paddling as hard as possible with my human hands and legs; feeling the bulky appendages treading thick-liquid-water stuffs as I swam faster and faster and faster, soon all I felt was a blurred motion trying its best to get further along as I imagined myself swimming as a dog and doggy-paddling as fast I could as my tail bounded to and fro, happily wagging behind me. Next I felt an inclination to swim downwards, somehow feeling enough strength and finding enough breath within myself to hold seemingly forever as the dog ears I had watched be crafted before manifest to be placed upon the head of my struggling form.

'''Swim! Swim! Go! Go! Watch him ride! Watch him flow!"' I heard all of the voices of my canine helpers from before chant me on, their sounds filling me with further inspiration and fervor as I felt my arms and legs split off into a hundred, and then one thousand arms and legs as suddenly I realized how the presence of these dog beings were forever in me and I had access to visit them if I wanted to at any time; forever connected, I now understood them to be my previously forgotten friends, or very dear new ones, and I felt myself as well become closer to who I 'used to be' as my heart and emotion seemed to extend outwards to an infinite void filled with lights; the feelings and energies intensifying within me even further still as my being shot forward at light speed now, stars or lights whizzed by me in pure darkness and I understood each one to be connected to me and perfect part of me and who I am; no matter the density or environment, I would carve and create my way through it and find my way back to these feelings time and time again... I felt like I've been here before... I feel like this is home in my heart, with all of the lights and power turned on...

Continuing on in this state of reserved bliss and singing synchronicity, I felt the entirety of my head and the space directly above it quickly vibrate before pleasurably bursting forth and popping to fruition almost like a kernel of popcorn as a golden spheroid like structure unfurled into precisely that of a dog's head, just without any added features or details; lights and colors whizzing and blurring by me all the while, finally things began to slow down as my upper neck vibrated and I let loose an awesome howl to connect my inner voice to the sensation.

Suddenly my imagination saw me back in a more solidified state as my features became that of a vague canine form and I found myself surrounded by the several dogs and the wolf friends from earlier as I continued my howl, and then I heard them joining in as my reality further developed there; one by one their voices meshed and coalesced with my own as my developing form maintained its liquid white-light canine head and attention was brought there, where I watched pristinely white-as-snow fur sprout forth all along the length of my new form like super fine grass growing in spring and stemming forth from its earthy foundation; and still I continued to watch as my virgin fur gently blew against a constant slight pressure pressing down on my form in this magical environment in gentle waves of focus as this reality became ultimately present and apparent above all others; finding myself appreciating the most smallest of details around and elated at their presence as the rest of my form downwards from the top of my neck remained in what felt like a four-legged dog sitting position as I excitedly waited to accept the final little touches and pushes as I continued my unified howl.

Infinite air was in my lungs as all vocalizations around me blurred even further into one with my own, and like a heavenly gift being given, slowly the power, presence and energy of a God fill me from the tip of what I felt to be my tail as it flooded upwards through my entire balancing appendage, hindquarters, midsection, chest area, and then neck as all of my liquid white-light body surged with awesome awareness. It felt like the universe itself was at my paw-tips as claws and then forepaws vividly developed in simultaneous turn with my neck where I was continuing to vibrate with my howl and communicate my great will and desire to transformation, and then the process unfurled towards the center of my chest originating from both of those two place as forelegs were fleshed out with bones, muscles, nerves, and my heart began to glow with the intensity of a God; humming with the whole of existence, I felt that literally everything was possible and obtainable as my consciousness itself began to shift and click into pristine clarity as a dog's form further unfurled itself into me with greater detail; soft paw pads developing under my forepaws as I extended my longer licker forward in my head to feel the hard fangs within my mouth capable of tearing through any obstacle before me, I remained in awe of it all and held that feeling first and foremost within me.

"O--o--o--o!!!" I continued my cry of immense howling force as the transformation continued to further envelop my neck completely, while at the same time the length of my chest was danced upon with shifting energies before both forces met at the very center of my chest before reaching my heart; changing my upper and midsection structure entirely, I now felt the core of my being be acknowledged and understood as that of a wolf; and instantly after having internalized that, a rainbow colored thunder and lightning shot and rumbled through the lower half of my form as it lit up with an influence and ability that was of my own origin and perfectly under my control; raw, magnificent energy that I could direct and conduct like a delicate orchestra of distinctly separate and moving parts, with perfect calm and humbled awe before this song that wanted to be sung I guided the rest of my form into fruition.

Incredibly fast the shift underwent now as my furry self shot downwards to match my upper half and join it in being a more precise and known structure for existing on earth; two hind legs being constructed along with one long bushy wolf tail, a double helix DNA structure began wrapping around the base of my spine and upwards to envelope the entirety of it before sinking into the bone structure itself and pressing into my like a warm blanket; it was like feeling my new body was being lovingly pressed up against itself in a way as I took the true form of a lupine fully capable of taking a stroll in the forest in such a fashion, and then felt myself being raised 'upwards into myself' and entered that kind of free falling state inside of myself that had initially started this whole process, only in reverse as I gently began opening my 'physical', 'waking sight' in response to the sensation.

Squinting and blinking again and again, I numbly felt my awareness come to life and fill into every nook and cranny of this wolf body of mine as I slowly became more present there and it felt like my newly obtained eyes were trying their best to adjust as the vision of the divine wolf being from earlier finally came into view; seeing the two Border Collies on either side of him from earlier as well, this was the first time I was actually seeing them through a first person perspective as I simply sensed all of the other dog's presence around me who were out of direct line of sight and didn't move my gaze to see them as the wolf began to flash, fade and seemingly disappear into thin air before me. Something quickly clicked in my mind after watching this and my eyes went wide at the realization that I had been that wolf the entire time... And now I couldn't help but smile as I thanked all of the dog beings around me from the bottom of my heart; not using words, I simply pushed onto them the emotion of gratitude and felt them connect to my energy and receive it.

In perfect contentedness, in new form and in true understanding of my own sense of self and how I relate to all others, I squint my eyes hard as one final and formerly foreign body part is enacted and grown upon me; a furry wolf sheath expanding and setting up residence between my hind legs, I felt my crotch grow and buzz with an excited arousal like no other as my self-centered focus was brought off of me, and my sex twitched and pulsed with the thought of creating more little versions of myself. I continued to squint a bit harder still, now in intense, uncontrollable pleasure as my heart and mating parts both began to long for another to share my life and existence with, and then the rear end of my soul's mate finally came bounding into view within my mind's eye soon after; her presenting rump on beautiful display, it seemed to say: '''Come, let's create and resonate together, for all of eternity.''', as truly her voice did speak in my mind in perfect synchronicity with my current train of thought ; and then I felt a profound release as relinquished my grip of power and control so that I could graciously share it all with her.

And then I began to open my eyes as I followed the resonation of her voice in my mind... Swiftly... With no hesitation... I felt all that I was rushing to the place where she was so I could live with her once more...

At first I find myself a bit dizzy and my reality still a bit hazy as everything seems out of focus as an intense kind of white light came to great me and I couldn't make out anything at all before me; it were as if one had been in a dark cave for a hundred years and their vision was now being flooded with visual data that they simply couldn't take in, but that quickly went away as slowly objects came into view and my environment began to fill with different substances. Soon my vision settles into place to make everything crystal clear and pristine as never before as each 'thing' around me, each object had subjective character to it and perfect presence all its own; as if each item that I would look at and focus in on was just filled with information and stories for me, and that with a simple gaze as well as a kind, respectfulness gratitude given towards it, the item would gladly share its secrets with me.

Next, after looking around for a bit and relating to everything in this intimately familiar world with such new enlightenment, I soon felt my ears twitch and triangulate their position as I heard the most beautiful and peaceful sound I have ever heard as the heavy pantings of one pleasured, contented and satisfied Husky dog soulmate almost spiraled into my newly acquired listening devices atop my head; it was as if the vibrations she were producing were captured, then bounced and reflected in my head with an ultimate kind of clarity and care as the noises around me were fully contained and listened to like I couldn't have imagined doing so with a human's ears; it was like I had headphones on my head and they were plugged directly into my environment to enable me to hear everything so very up close and personal, still, I could also control this ability and change the volume levels on the entire thing, or turn them up and down accordingly in a more direct way as I focused on which sounds were important to me in that moment, and which ones should be muted; and for her pantings, I only increased vibration until they filled my mind entirely with their pleasant contentedness...

Finally I decided to deeply inhale the air around me and accumulate all of the scents there, and all of the smells came light up my mind with excitement and distinguishability; the most prominent of which obtained is the heating aroma of my furry soulmate's heat, the very same aroma that I had sampled at the beginning of this entire terrific endeavor covered and clung to all other scents in the room like a pressing 911-call-to-mate signature as I could now pick up on the distinct scent of her that was uniquely female and stood for her physical body's presence on earth as suddenly my crotch and maleness pulsed with activity, directly connecting and exciting my body to blend and blur with hers. Though as I continued to sample and intentionally scan the area around me with my nose like an all you can eat buffet of new foods never before sampled, their flavors did come to greet me as I tasted their presence on the very back of my tongue in a subtle kind of way; almost like the object's essence were on the forefront of my brain and being contacted there as well, and that if I wanted to I could follow the trail and go find and sniff the object up close to make it's information all the more vivid, close and present within me.

'''I lo-... I love you...''' My soulmate panted her words to me telepathically in my head, and I couldn't help but laugh at her in response; overcome with joy and filled to the brim with satisfied, eternally contented emotion... '''Huh--Hey..! It's not funny..! Love is serious business..!''' She feignly barked back at me through her heavy pantings, before then playfully giggling along with me.

As I entertained the thought of how one can become tired in the mind while here on earth, even while communicating telepathically like my soulmate was, once and for all my sense of physical feeling began to flush into my form completely as a profound warmth settled into me and resonated outwards from my heart in the center of my chest to every little fiber, nook and cranny of my physical presence; and as it did so, I became vividly aware of my wolf form here on earth and all of its different mechanical parts; mainly my wolf sheath and genitals becoming very apparent now as I realize how deeply my mating parts were pressed into the heating Husky body before me, even my knot was already hidden within her vulva as I felt us be perfectly fitted together in such an inexplicable new way; and for how very long I had been in her like this in this special way, I knew not... All time seemed to be irrelevant and to break down during my transformation experience...

'''It's been... About five minutes or so since you tied with me...''' She panted her answer to me.

'''Are you really tired or just acting like you are?''' I curiously asked.

'''I really am! Grr...''' She playfully growled at me before wiggling herself forward underneath me to finally be free of my body's touch and connecting wolfy male parts against and within her; and the fervent musky scent of my lupine seed cut the air like a knife as our seal together was broken and the fertile white liquids dribbled and dripped to the floor beneath our satisfied sexes. '''My dog, you're beautiful!''' She teased, saying that silly phrase I myself had always said as a human instead of the norm, as I felt my heart hum and buzz in response to her bouncy, excited behavior; she was a cute and enticing to me more so than ever before after having her incorporate my own little quirk and phrase into her vocabulary, truly she was my soulmate... My eternal partner... My eyes felt as wide with wonder as ever before as I felt her presence with me as a profound, intensely warm glow; a sensation of truth that would keep me safe and loved forever, it was known as a warmth that could never be taken away from me, because, it was me as well... There was no death, no end; there was only her and I...

I felt so, so, so very close, as one but also separate with her as she continued to stare at and admire my form; though her gaze even reached beyond it and her eyes seem to envelope me entirely, and as I thought about all of the things we would do here together on this earth with my newly acquired form, in simple awe of us, it was in this moment when I felt my energy and presence in this plane of existence solidify and feel all the more solid and heavy as I felt the swirling presence of the magical and unstoppable force I had first felt come into me and take me away on my transformation experience and deepen and instill such a sense of possibility with me finally dissipate; and like a trickle the energy slowly filtered through my heart to the back of my being, where I felt it trail behind me while still being connected like a kind of tail; it was now an experience I had been through that empowered me and left me, but it was always at my back and stood as my foundation moving forward in the very end... And I knew that maybe I could somehow call upon it again, when the time and place was right... And as the final drops left me and its touch left me entirely, they left in their wake a bright red button in my mind's eye; and so I within my imagination I advanced and examined the button... It had a picture of a human on it! And without pressing it, I simply knew... That this was a button within me that I could go to and press whenever I wanted to revisit or re-enter my human body.

'''Mmm hmm! You've got your very first button! Congratulations..! Hehehe... I have five myself! All different types of dog breeds I've lived lives as! Though I would never press such buttons in the presence of a human... Their psyche can be quite fragile... Can you imagine?! Hehehe...'''

Pausing and reflecting on what she said as continue getting accustomed to my very new body and take all of this information in stride, I simply sit before her, wagging my tail and feeling how fun it is to do so; no wonder dogs always do it! It felt like keeping happy time... Like being in a kind of rhythm and expressing the excited pulsing your heart is feeling!

'''Mmm... What else... All those dogs you saw? They were actually friends I have here on earth!''' She told me before pausing to sit on her hindquarters, lean back, and lick at her canine sex; making my own maleness stir and resurrect to life a bit at such a sight. '''I asked them telepathically to help me with your transformation a long time ago, and so they did follow through after all! The wolf was you, of course, and just as well, we all must first live a life as a keystone species before we are allowed to live the life of any other type of life form on earth; especially a human being. So in a way it was the very first most original version of you to ever set four paws down upon this earth that you now inhabit again you see! It's because only after living a full life as a wolf or other keystone species is our consciousness then able to understand what it means to be a living and flowing facet of natural life as you keep everything in perfect balance... Is any of this getting through to you?''' She went on to explain before she paused mid lick of her doggy-vulva cleaning job, and I swallowed hard as she caught me focusing hard on that area instead of her words.

'''Yes! I follow!''' I told her, wagging my tail happily again; it seemed to stop whenever I was focusing on something too intensely, and wag all on its own when I was with my excited emotions more broadly.

'''Sure you were... Hehehe...''' She laughed before slinking up close to me. '''Just like a typical male... Only ever thinking with their one lower brain...''' She went on to say before leaning her head in my crotch, snorting and sniffing so that I could loudly heard her absorb my musky scent there; and then she ran her lavished licker along the end of my sheath and the bit of my maleness that had been aroused and exposed there for all to see; never before had such a touch felt so very sensitive and powerful upon me, it felt like a weapon of supreme connect-ability now dwelled between my hind legs, and I smirked as I backed up and away from her as she began repeating that same lapping touch against me.

'''Hey! Where are you going! I worked hard to establish that part there between your hind legs! And I'm in heat, so let's-- Let's... Where are you going?!'''

'''I need to run!''' I responded while turning around and swiftly making my way to the entrance of the house where their doggy door was; stumbling around quit a bit while walking, not so very used to my new body still, upon reaching the tiny exit I squeezed myself through with all of my might and cracked the surrounding wood of the door as the doggy door itself fell to pieces before my might and I made my escape. '''I need to run on these four legs!''' I went on to bark to her as I bolted into the forest; never before was I able to move so fast... With four legs I felt like I had so much control, and a tail behind me only helped to keep my body in balance and equilibrium.

'''Wait up!''' My Husky lover laughed as she chased after me; and I did perform a few large happy circles so that she had ample opportunity to catch up with me.

After I had once and for all got a bit of distance on my furry soulmate's body, a kind of scent that was always hers came to manifested into me that was beyond physicality or even beyond 'scents' as I had come to know them before; and I knew it as the 'scent' she carried with her whatever form she would possibly take, I knew as her very soul's flavor, and I now knew how debilitating and ultimately silly it had been for me to take anything "seriously". Her presence held with it a sensation that stood for my other half, as well as the shining light in any darkness I may find myself within, it was one that I could taste on the back of my tongue, and the forefront of my brain, like other scents I took in... But this was a scent that seemed to connected and stream directly to my heart upon feeling it enter within me... I realized it was her soul's presence in this way that was the catalyst the entire time which enabled the streaming of her heat to first enter into me and be recognized at the very beginning... This 'scent' I could now connect to so very easily was perfection in conception... It was completion at its recognition... The sensation of her presence against me was forever mine, and all I ever had to do was to think about her, and to think about what our bond truly meant in the backdrop of existence... My twin heart...

Into the woods we went, and from there, so much more was awaiting us... I wanted to explore this entire earth! To discover its secrets and to be in awe at its wonders! And even that was only the beginning... I want to explore the secrets of existence itself! It seems like knew wonders were being crafted every day... And I wanted to create and craft along with them, for others to enjoy.

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'''Perhaps seriousness is the ultimate lie of them all... And time is the thing that weighs upon one when they are in ignorance of this to make one then feel the sensation of 'seriousness' in the first place; dense, heavy... When you feel limited, you can feel confined and stuck unless you find a way to embrace your limitations and to have fun with how the limits challenge you; from their you can push your restraints and overcome your challenges by accepting them for what they are and how they define you, stretch and mold the limitations you are presented with to suit who it is you feel you truly are, and progress from there to be what you want to be, to obtain what it is you want to obtain.

And so... Let's all lighten up a bit... No matter what you do, and no matter what you say, it will always fade into the backdrop of infinity. It's something humbling and awe-inspiring in the end, dontcha think?'''