Love's Struggle Pt. 1
#1 of Loves Struggle
Written by: Stode (Spirit Stallion)
Characters: All characters copy write to SpiritStallion
Love's Struggle
"You don't think that high school is hard. In actuality it isn't... At least, the academic side isn't... The social side, that's another story. I am going to make it. I have good friends, a strong relationship and a god life... but this didn't come easy... That is why I'm here today... I'm here to tell you about the struggles I went through to get where I am in the hopes that you will learn from my experiences... It all started 5 years ago on a dark, rainy day....."
An old Honda civic came to a stop, a light screech coming from the brakes. The rain came down hard, pounding on the roof of the car. In the dark tinted window was a face, a face starring out. On that face was a set of eyes, those eyes filled with a deep seeded solitude and suffering. The door opened after a brief moment and a lean, rather tall horse stood up, out of the small car. He was about 5'9-5'10 and was all black, other than the white skirts of fur that covered his hoofs and his hands. His prominent snout held a light pink nose, and a white stripe that rolled along with the bridge of his nose, moving between his deep, crystal blue eyes, connecting to his silky black mane. He wore a deep grey hoodie and a set of dark blue jeans. Both sets of materials were soaked in seconds, along with his mane. He looked back as the Honda drove off, making him sigh deeply. He lingered, starring up at the school for several long moments. The deep grey bricks making him think of it more as a prison then a school. He slowly began to walk forward, dripping wet already. He quickly slid through the doors and looked down the halls. He was late, he already knew that. He whipped off his hoofs on the mat, looking around for a second. Shoes never worked for him, always making him trip or stumble, so his doctor had recommended 'horse shoes', not actual shoes, but metal plates that were nailed into his hoofs. It kept his hoofs sturdy and healthy during and after long term use. Though, Stode hated them for one good reason. Everyone knew he was coming with the gentle, fairly quite, yet still distinctly noticeable clip-clop he gave off with each step. He slowly made his way down the hall, trying to stay as quite as possible. He made his way down to his class and knocked on the door before slowly opening it. He was still dripping from the rain as he stepped in, then closed the door. At the front of the room, now looking to the horse was a tall grey wolf.
The grey wolf was an older gentle men, probably in his late thirties to mid forties. His name was Mr. Studly. The students always gave off little jokes about his name, both too him, and without him being around, and he was more than alright with this. If there was someone Stode actually looked up to, it was this man. He seemed very confident while also humble and understanding. He always listened three times as much as he spoke, except when teaching, and when he was teaching, he always made sure everyone knew that if they had any questions that they could ask freely and he would never regard them as being dumb or having a stupid question. He often said "If you don't know, you're better off asking...". The grey wolf looked to the soaked horse and took a deep breath. "Stode, your rather late... Everything ok?" He asked.
Stode looked up, nodding his head a little. "Yes sir... I... I just slept in a while..." he said quietly.
The grey wolf nodded lightly and gave him a light smile. "Its almost lunch, why don't you head down to the gym and get dried off..." he said, nodding to say it was ok.
Now, normally the students would be all over the teacher for something like this, but not this time, not with Stode. Most people liked him. He was often quiet until they got to know him, and then they had trouble shutting him up! Though he loved to joke and play and laugh. Though, that was the old Stode...
"You see... My father died when I was 18. I was just learning about the important things and still needed his help. Though, I would manage to get through the toughest part of my life. When my father died it made me reflect on so many things. I found most of my life to be in question now... I even questioned if life was worth living... Though, the biggest question I had was about my sexuality... My father had married my mother and that made me belive I had to like girls... Though, once he wasn't around, I questioned if I really even liked girls... Sure they were pretty and funny and I did like them... But only as good friends... I really found my sexuality though when I was in the changing room that same rainy day. I was just finishing up in the showers..."
The showers were one large room, white tiles covering it. Steam filled the room as Stode showered for a long time, warming himself up. He had soaped his body several times, and had been fondling himself for a couple minutes. He was the only in there and figured this was an alright time to clean his neithers. He washed his balls, then his 'dropped' member, stroking it up and down. The nice thing about the steam was that in the corner, it was hard to see anything below the waist, though, was possible if you were close enough. He looked over, stopping his stroking as a leopard walked in. The leopard smiled and nodded to him before turning and using another shower head. Stode tried not to look, but couldn't help it as he starred at the rather handsome feline. Every now and then the feline would bend and twist, before he fully bent over to wash his foot paws. This pulled his tail up and showed his tight tail hole. That was when it happened. Stode stopped breathing for a second before his eyes quickly shot down. His cock had began bobbing up into a full erection. Could he really be thinking like this? Could he be gay? He didn't even stop to think about it. He turned off his shower and quickly headed past the leopard, not giving him a chance to see his long, hard cock. He went into the bathroom, into the stall and just sat there, starring at his 10 inch erection that wouldn't go away... He willed and willed it, waiting nearly 15 minutes for it to soften up. He quickly got dressed and looked out the stall door before he headed into the cafeteria for lunch...
Thoughts ran through his head, more now than ever before... Life became a dream, blurred, half images coming to mind. He saw flashes of lunch, looking out the window, throwing away nearly all his food... It was then that he was snapped out of it as a sharp snap of fingers clicked in front of his face. He shook his head and looked around, then over to a tall, rather thin and sleek, brown otter. He gave a slight smile and licked his lips. "Hello Ide..." He said softly before he got a poke in the chest.
"You need to eat... How about dinner and a movie tonight? Get your mind off some things... And hey, If you need to talk, we can talk after" The otter said, his slippery black lips curling up into a rather comical smile. Stode always loved the spunky otter, always getting at least a smile from him.
"Alright alright... but... I don't want anything too hard core tonight..." He said softly, smiling his shy, gentle smile. He licked his lips again and shifted before he began to walk next to Idesin. "hey... you know shane?" He asked quietly, referring to the cougar that had come out to the school that he was gay... He got mixed welcomes and hate from it. "What... do you think of him? I mean... you were friends with him before he came out... are you still friends with him?" He asked, fishing for information.
Idesin smirked and looked up. "How did I know someone was going to ask me that... Shane... well... we had a falling out... He isn't a terrible guy, and I don't hate him because he's gay... Its just... He changed when he came out, he didn't act like himself any more... He acted like everyone expects a gay to act... So... I told him I couldn't hang around with him any more until he settled down again..." He explained, giving a smile over to the stallion. "Say.... why do you ask?" He added in soon after.
Stode had dropped his head and was thinking when he got the question at the tail end of the explanation. "Oh... um... I... I was just... curious..." He said with a soft blush. He looked over to the door next to him. "Oh! This is my class... Ill meet you at the mall at 5!" He called out quickly, Quickly turning into the class.
(Alright, I know there wasn't a lot of a lot in this, but It's a start. I wanted to know what everyone thought and see if atleast 3 furs wanted me to write more... I do plan on making this a yiffy story, probably in the next chapter, so, if you want to see more, let me know! Characters go to their owners, Idesin is Idesin's, Studly is Studly's, both are good friends of mine and hope they don't mind me using them ^_^ If you want your character in my story, send me a pm with your character's details and ill see what I can do :D)