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Chapter 12

"Luke!" My mom yelled from the bottom of the stairs "phone!".

I ran down the stairs, wearing only a dressing gown, grabbed the phone and returned to my room where Narei was sitting on my computer chair playing video games.

"Hello?" I said, with a concern for who was on the other end of the phone.

"Hello, I am calling from the hospital, Kyle has asked if it is possible for you to come down and see him?" Said the receptionist, from the hospital as it seems.

"I can try and make it down in the next hour or two, is that all?" I answered, returning with another question.

"Yes, thank you. That is all!" the receptionist said, then hanging up.

I looked over at Narei and smiled, he was deep into his game. I slipped off the dressing gown an turned away from him to grab a some underwear from the draw. I put on the underwear and turned around to see Narei sitting there, with his head cocked to one side looking at me, he looked up to see me smiling at him, he blushed and splayed his ears then returned to playing his game. I went over, put my paws on his shoulders and began rubbing them. Narei pushed his shoulders back, relaxing as I continued rubbing.

"I'm heading over to the hospital soon babes" I said,

"Do you want me to come with you?" Narei asked

"I think it's probably best if you didn't." I said, sympathetically.

"It's ok, you and Kyle aren't as close now that I'm here." Narei said, with a saddened tone.

I walked over to where I was previous and continued getting dressed, I put on a pair of loose fitting jeans, held with a studded leather belt and just slipped on a black t-shirt with pink and blue vertical lines. I went over to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. I returned to the bedroom and kissed Narei good bye and began walking down stairs. I told my parents I was off to the hospital to see Kyle and that I would be back soon.

I arrived at the hospital and began to walk down to Kyle's room, I went in to see Kyle laying there, looking a lot better than he did when I left him. I went over to his side and grabbed his hand, he snapped away and looked at me disappointedly. He looked into his eyes.

"Wh-Whats wrong?" I asked.

"I wanted to die, you know that." Kyle said, not looking at me.

"I'm not prepared to let you die, you're far too important" I said, worryingly.

"It's not up to you, It's up to me if I decide my death or not. If I had wanted to stay on this earth with people that don't value me for who I am, or just fuck me about then I wouldn't have tried to kill myself." Kyle said, quickly rushing through his sentance.

"You know what, I try to help you through a lot of things. I have helped you with a lot of things and I've seen you through to the end. But this time, I should have let you die. I'm not agreeing, but I fucking wish you had died now." I said, falsely, encouraging Kyle to see sense.

Kyle suddenly shot a look at me, and didn't turn back away. He fixated on my eyes

"Fuck you Kyle, I've had it" I angrily said, still trying to get Kyle out of his mind set on death. I began to walk out of the room.

"Wait! Luke! Please come back!" Kyle yelled after me.

I stood outside of his room, out of sight, watching Kyle. He sat up, and looked down and began sobbing quietly to himself. I slowly walked back into the room and held his hand tightly.

"This is going to hurt, but, I don't think we shou-" I tried to say, but was interrupted

"Yeah... I think it's best if we just, go our separate ways." Kyle said, still looking down.

I lifted Kyle's head up, kissed him softly and knelt down beside him.

"Promise me one thing." I said, almost whispering "don't do it again."

"I won't, I am so sorry" Kyle sobbed.

"Kyle, I should really go, I hate seeing you like this and its killing me inside that I did this too you." I said whilst getting up an begging to slowly walk to the door

"Luke." Kyle called after me again

"Yes?" I stopped and looked back at Kyle.

"Thank you. For all that you have done for me. I really do love you." Kyle whispered.

"I love you too, and even though we have decided not to see each other... I will still think about you and hope to see you soon." I said, giving hope to Kyle.

I walked out of the building and into the car park, I began to walk to Paw's house, feeling sad and lonely I just wanted to be with a friend to talk too. To get a few things off my chest. I arrived at her house, knocked on the door and Paws answered.

"LUKE! YAY!!" Paws yelled in excitement.

"Hi..." I said, monotonously.

"Wh- What's wrong Luke?" Paws quizzed

"I just went to see Kyle is hospital today" I said, looking into paw's eyes.

"ahh, didn't go well?" Paws, surprisingly, picked up.

"We're, kinda, not friends anymore." I said, saddened.

"Oh fucksake, I'm going to sound like a fucking bitch, but I think it's for the best. Ya know?" Paws said.

"Yeah, I know what you mean Paws. But he is such a close friend of mine, its hard for me just to give someone up like that." I said.

"Trust me, if only it was that easy with Blaize" Paws said, trying to change the subject.

"Blaize? Hadn't you broken up yet?" I said, trying to be humorous.

"Yes." Paws said, in a more straight and serious tone.

"About time." I said, walking myself into the kitchen, I felt the eyes burning at the back of my head "You can stop staring whenever you want Paws!" I chuckled.

Paws followed the through into the kitchen, an sat down. I continued making myself a sandwhich.

"So what, what you and Kyle going to do now" Paws asked

I stopped what I was doing suddenly, and stood facing the wall with a tear rolling down my cheek

"I - I don't know Paws, I honestly don't know" I said, trying to hide the fact I was crying.

"Did you leave on good terms, or did you just leave?" Paws asked again, niggling for information.

"I left on good terms obviously, I told him straight then left... Do you think Narei would mind if he found out I kissed Kyle? Not like... you know, full on..." I asked

"He shouldn't... but then again, I might be wrong" Paws said, a convincing answer.

"Well, today has gone from good too bad, and now to fucking shit." I said with very little hope of the day improving at all.

"I think you need to see Narei and talk with him..." Paws suggested.

"I think you're right, but its like late now, It's a 11 mile walk back home now. It's probably freezing outside!"

"The sooner the better babes, you can't stay here, I got someone coming over..." Paws said, not realising what she said.

I smiled "Oh really?"

"GO!" Paws shouted embarrassingly

I left out the front door, stopped and turned my iPod on and set off walking home. It was going to be long walk and Narei is probably really worried around now. I began to get exceedingly cold whilst walking, I tried jogging a little too warm myself up but my joints had seized and everything because painful. I reached my front door, all the lights were still on... I wondered why everyone was still up. I opened the front door and walked in to see Narei sitting in the living room with his head in his hands and my parents comforting him. They didn't hear me come in, I went into the living room and sat next to Narei, my parents quickly left. I put my arm around Narei.

"Narei, I'm here." I whispered

Narei leapt up and hugged me tight, the grip was exceedingly strong and I felt no moment in release. I hugged him back, whilst kissing him on the muzzle.

"I've missed you so much, I thought you weren't coming back!" Narei said, almost crying again.

"I would always come back, just for you Narei. I'm so sorry I didn't phone you." I comforted.

Narei pushed himself further into my chest and I put my paws on his hips.

"I think we need to get you to bed." I whispered.

Narei nodded, still pushed into my chest, he slowly loosed up and leaned back to look at me. I looked at him, staring into his luscious eyes.

"Luke, I do love you. I always will, and nothing can ever change that. You are the only one I see when you're around, everyone else becomes nothing compared to you." Narei said quietly.

"I love you too Narei, more than you could ever possibly imagine. I would do anything to be with you. Even if it means I have to leave others just to be with you." I whispered.

I grabbed Narei's paw and led up him the stairs and into my room. I took my tshirt off followed by my jeans. I watched as Narei took his off, admiring his body. I just stood there, cock headed staring at him. Narei giggled and took his boxers off, I looked up at him and he was still giggling to himself. He got into bed, slowly, teasing me as he did. I took my boxers off and climbed into bed with him.

"I have a lot to tell you tomorrow. There were things said today which hurt, and made me think..." I said, concerned.

"We shall talk in the morning, but for now. We need our sleep... Just focus on the present and enjoy it." Narei whispered as be placed his head onto my chest.

We both fell to sleep, Narei peacefully on my chest, and I with an arm around Narei and the other under the back of my head.

The morning will bring memories, of which I don't want to remember.

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Thank you for reading chapter 12! This one is much much longer than the previous two, mainly because I had time. The school work pile has gradually gotten smaller!

'How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because some day in life you will have been all of these.' - GEORGE WASHINGTON CARVER