Programmed To Lie
Vent poetry to express my regret and sheer grievances...
(July 9, 2018)
You know who you are... I hate that you use this as an excuse of sorts... so this is for you...
It seems distant now, but I tend to think of him;
And the times where he changed his excuses at a whim;
And I was foolish enough to let him steal me and my heart;
As through my cloudiness of emotions, I thought saw a light within.
A light in the darkness, a light that soon was gone;
Back to the void of nothingness, where it in fact belonged;
I never saw it coming, but I knew that the love couldn't be prolonged;
For when I found out where he was coming from, I knew that there wasn't ever a rose, there were only thorns.
Cold to the touch, cold in the eyes;
As he stares into my empty soul, and my broken heart as I cry;
But in fact it stares into a source code, full of deception and lies;
A person I loved was a robot I began to despise.