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I'm sorry that it is taking me so long to be able to complete this story for you. After all, this is my first time writing about it--my first time thinking about it in a long time. The feelings that I had as I was slowly transforming into the woman I was feeding off of confused and excited me to no end, but as I lay there on that stable, taking on her form, licking her with what was essentially a copy of her tongue, and hearing her cry out in higher and higher gasps, I felt a strange welling deep within my core.

I was between her legs, tasting her delight for what felt like forever, but soon enough, her final scream erupted, giving me the treat I had so searched for. I lapped up every part of her I could touch, and soon, I was full.

She let go of me, collapsing onto the hay of the stable and allowing me to sit up, but as I sat there, staring at her sweat-drenched body and her quivering lower half, I felt a different feeling--shame. I saw myself for the first time, that form, taken from her, and I knew that I was naked. I knew I shouldn't be this way. I knew I had to leave.

So I left, running off in my most solid form yet, disappearing into the darkness, and finding a place to finally hide.

This all, I wrote down for Tik Tik and handed to her for her reading. She silently took the papers and looked over them, leaving me to quiver in the corner, unsure if what I produced would make any sense to a being of flesh and blood.

She shuffled through the papers, giving each one its due time, nodding and humming as she made her way through the stack. Soon enough, she placed them aside, setting her hands upon her knees.

"Man, what a scared bitch!" The words struck me upon my core as she leaned onto her side, hand upon her hip and knuckles supporting her cheek. Immediately after, she shook her head and sat back up. "Ah, forgive Tik Tik. That Zelb speak. Tik Tik no think Eshere is bitch!"

"You, don't?"

She shook her head. "No. Tik Tik had learn new things about sex. Change Tik Tik's life. Made her want learn more."

"Made her get possessed, too," Zelb scoffed. Though she can mimic the kobold's voice, I soon began to get used to when she would make her entrance into conversations.

"Breeding back home is different than Anteronia. Completely loveless. Nothing special, much like eating."

"But that's the thing!" I said, sliding up to her. "it is eating! You honestly don't think you'd want to fuck your food, do you?"

Tik Tik paused at that, tapping her chin.

"Tik Tik, that's disgusting! I never wanted to know that people get off to what I do. I never wanted to know that I can't just go up to whatever I want and take without asking. I want to just live and not bother anyone!"

"What Eshere think is worst part of what Eshere do?" Tik Tik asked, crossing one leg over the other and folding her hands, placing them upon her lap.

"Well, I... I did such a shameful thing to that woman, and-"

"Did she say have shame?"

"What? No, I..."

"Then how you know?" She tilted her head as she asked that question, her tail swishing back and forth upon the bed.

"I... I mean, I just assumed since I had her form and all..."

"Eshere show Tik Tik that she doesn't get everything from feeding from them," Tik Tik says. "Needs to learn, just like everyone. Tik Tik give Eshere homework." She hopped off of the bed, walking on over towards her pack. There, she pulled out her journal and handed it to me. "Tik Tik write many things about what she learned. Maybe Eshere will learn things and feel better about herself. Meanwhile, Sis and Tik Tik have things to learn together. Eshere can read, unless Eshere wish to watch?"

I grabbed the book and held it close to my core, being sure not to dribble any of my being onto its pages. "Don't worry. I'll learn a lot from this, and I'll write my feelings posthaste, Tik Tik."

"That good Eshere. Good scribe, good girl."

And so, I read. There were so many wonderful adventures that Tik Tik wrote about, though through her broken common, it was hard to get all of the finer details. I found myself curiously drawn to some of the passages in the draconic tongue, though how I knew it then eluded me at that time. It just felt natural.

There is a sincerity to Tik Tik's words about all the friends he made and all the new things she learned. These creatures that reproduce by this sexual connection do not see it as merely a biological function. There is a social aspect beyond what I had ever expected, and a power as well.

Trolls, Gnolls, Nymphs, Felines, Sorceresses, Demons... there is so much to this world I do not know about, but one thing is for certain--Tik Tik has had a lot of fun and met a lot of friends along the way. Not only that, but she has grown, and she has evolved. Could I, should I, change, as well...?

Once I was finished, I entered the room I had left Tik Tik in. Once I opened the door, I saw her, wrapped up in the bedsheets. Her body was outlined by how tightly Sis held onto her, yet her face was completely exposed.

She smiled when I entered. "Oooh, Eshere look pretty!"

"I thought I'd try to keep up one of my forms. This is the woman I met before. Please do well to recognize her." I shifted my form again, taking on the appearance of Tik Tik, as I had when we first met. "I don't want to use her form for feeding, unless she has said it was okay."

"How are you going to find that out, Eshere?" Tik Tik asked, her blue eyes twinkling.

I held the book close to my chest and said, "Together, Tik Tik, we are going to find her, and I'm going to help you find your friends."

"Good, good!" Tik TIk said, wriggling herself free from her Sis bundle. "But first, Tik Tik need Eshere take final exam!"