Dilerium, 1 Findings
This is a story mixed with personal experiences.... Not the sex though :)
First in an ongoing love story.
OOO?means character shift.
The echoing yell reached me behind the house, I turned to the front and ran as fast as my small legs would carry me. My heart clenched in my chest. The pain and fear in the voice made me push my little furry wolf legs more than I'd ever done before.
I burst from the small alley beside my house and watched as my neighbor ripped a golden pendant from the neck of some unknown German Sheppard kid... I crossed the street and stood in the center of the confrontation. "What's going on...?" I asked into the silence my entry created.
Mark a goofy looking dobby and his two brother's smirked. He held out the pendant made of a golden coin and waved it at the other boy. "This gaymo was walking around, so we figured he needed someone to play with." He shook the pendant and his brother's laughed.
I saw the look of pain in the boy's eyes as his pendant was shaken... A single tear streaking down his white furred face. "Give it to me..." Mark and his brother's were silenced as I turned back to them and held out my hand.
They looked at each other and turned back to me. "So you'd rather be friends with this homo! Fine! Never come to my house again," They turned as one and headed back to their house. Mark and Rocky took off their small trainer boxing gloves and tossed them to the side of the door and went inside calling for their mother.
I bent down to pick up the golden coin pendant and turned. "Ummm... here," I held it out to the still crying boy and tried to smile as comfortingly as I could having just lost the only friend I had on the block...
"Thanks..." The boy took it and noticed some scratches on the golden surface. He tried to force the broken chain links together but gave up and looked around. His tears had dried slightly and he wiped the rest from his furry cheek. "My name is Nicolas."
I held out my hand and tried to hide my sadness. I had finally made friends... Then this happened.
"...Umm wanna come to my grandma's for some cake?!" Nicolas must have seen something on my face, I turned to him and saw him looking anxiously into my eyes...
"Umm, why not." I followed him as he started away, I only turned back once to look at the white house behind us...
"Here you go," Said the old GS woman, her fur almost pure white. I took the piece of German chocolate cake and then the glass of iced tea she offered. "It's so nice to meet one of Nicolas' friends! He talks about you all so much but he has never brought anyone home before."
I looked over to the oddly white furred pup in the chair opposite mine. He looked at me pleadingly. I winked at him and turned to his formerly brown furred grandmother. "I always wanted to meet his parent's but he never told me his mother was so beautiful!" I grinned widely.
I let the smile freeze on my face as both of them turned from happy to sad. "He never told you?" She asked her face a mass of careworn wrinkles, "...His parents died. They were in an accident," She paused and look as if she wanted to add more but her eyes started to tear so she walked to the kitchen trying to hide them from us.
He saw them, and so did I.
"I'm sorry..." I said quietly hoping she wouldn't hear me.
"I-it's fine," He reached into his pocket and pulled out the pendant. "They gave me this..." He looked at it with care and a little too much intensity. "I can remember it so clearly, I'd just turned five. Mom had made me a cake and on it was a velvet box. Dad said it was better to give it in a flashy way, so I would remember. And he was right!" He spoke softly but I heard the ache under his words and I wanted to go over and hold him close to my boney chest and keep him safe...
That was years ago... College classes are always a god place to dwell on the past. Especially when sleeping...
"James..." The voice nudges me awake... "JAMES!"
"Yes sir?" I ask as I sit up straight if a little dizzy and look down at the professor of the Physics class. He stood one tier below me in the cavernous room.
"No sleeping in class please," He turned back to the board and the class burst into hysterical laughter. I watch the clock and moan into my hands as my stomach tries to rebel and spew my lunch across the class room.
I lay my head down and try to stay awake while holding in the puke I knew was coming. I make it another five minutes when a wafting perfume hits me. I scramble out of the row and reach the trash can just as I start puking.
"Shit!" Said a voice from behind as someone took my arms and trying to keep me from falling into the trashcan. My mind is starting to go hazy...
"I'll take him to his room professor." Said a voice from just behind me.
"Ah do you think you can get him to the dorms alone?" Asked the professor who sounded close to fainting.
"Yes, he isn't too big and it's not far." Said the voice from nearby.
I was starting to drift off as someone picked me up and tossed me over a shoulder. I tried to open my eyes and speak but they felt grainy and I couldn't really remember how my voice worked...
I was a passenger in my body as someone carried me down the three flights of stairs and out of the building into the cold. I start to shiver, someone covers me with something heavy and leather. I can smell the faint sent of dog fur and herbal soap. Such a nice smell.
It lulls me, though I am freezing even covered, I am getting too tired to keep my tenuous grasp on reality. I spin in to darkness.
I am roused in warmth as someone moves around me speaking "He's cold... someone needs to climb in there with him." The female voice shook with worry, Elizabeth has always been a worrier.
Someone else spoke but I didn't understand it as I was fading out again. My body wasn't shivering and I think I remember that being bad if your cold... But I don't really care too much.
Not like I got anyone to miss me if I die...
OOO
I stare down at the small looking wolf on the bed, his dark hair is so familiar, so nostalgic. Why did I carry him all the way here... I know I'm not gay, but...
The mousy girl walks around the room in a panic. Trying to ignore her I start to strip my clothes off, down to my tight fitting boxer briefs. She notices and her cheeks must be crimson under her fur but I can't tell. I leave my underwear on and climb into the bed with the sick guy.
I slowly strip off his clothes and listen to the mouse girl gasp as each new item falls to the floor. His body is really cold... soon as his snow dampened clothes are off. I tangle myself in his limbs moaning a bit at the difference in body temperatures. As I pull him close I realize he doesn't have underwear on. I didn't take them off... so he must've been going commando.
I chuckle lightly and snuggle closer to the grey furred wolf. I put my head over his and hold him close to my chest.
OOO
Wake in darkness... My arms arm trapped and I can't move much of anything. I moan loudly my voice dry and cracking.
I need water my tongue feels three sizes larger than normal and my head is buzzing like there are a thousand bees in it. Someone is breathing deeply nearby but I can't see who it is... None of my friends are guys and the person lying on top of me is much too big to be a girl.
I slide my shaking hands down his body and notice a little too late that he is almost nude... My hand is frozen on his cock.
"What are you doing?" Said a low bass voice from right next to me.
I open my mouth and all I can manage is a slight squeak. Something is lifted and light floods my bed. The big white furred German Sheppard looks at me oddly my hand still touching his junk and unable to move.
He doesn't jerk away and I am still frozen and now starting to shiver with the cooler air being let in. My hand starts to shake as my weak muscles strain. I'm starting to feel tired again... Damn...
My hand falls and I start to drift off, my eyes close and I feel arms tighten around my body. I'm pulled into a warm embrace, and start to drift off. Hands stroke my head and back comforting me and easing the passage to sleep. I pull my legs up and snuggle close as I can to him.
My brain isn't working... He is a male! But my body leans into him reassured and safe as if he were... mother or Alpha.
I slip away again his hands stroking my naked body, comforting me into solid and healing sleep.
OOO
The wolf lay's curled against me, his darker fur smooth under my paws as I stroke him. For some reason I just want to hold him close and protect him. Something I have never felt before, even for any females I have ever liked...
I feel something I don't expect and look down. My cock is all ready at full length... "I'm...gay?"
This thought rocks me, but somehow... I'm okay with it. If it's for my little weak wolf.
But does that mean I like him more than I liked the girls? And why didn't I get horny around my team mates? What makes him so special?
I moan a little and swath us in the blanket again hoping he won't freak when he wakes... though he didn't this time. Nick imagined the little wolf's face, light grey fur and hazel eyes.
Slightly familiar, but from where...? No use dwelling on it though. Maybe he might even reject me?!
Somehow that thought hurt, a lot. More than any breaks I've had with girls.... So it's true. I'm really a homo... homo... No fucking way! I hold back the blanket and look at him, his fur so different from mine, his smaller scrawnier form no different than I remember it, if bigger.
I lean in and lay my head on his...
My savior, my knight, the only friend I had in a time of utter darkness and loneliness. I position my head and lick his muzzle. Now I know why I carried him and even got into bed with him... He's my first... love.
OOO
A soft wet tongue caresses me awake and I see light through the cloth of the blanket covering me. "Awake?" Asked a deep masculine voice from right beside me.
"Y-yes, who are you? Why are you in my bed? And for fuck's sake why are you licking me?" My brain seems stuffed with wool but I feel much better than I did in class.
"For the first I'm Nick, or Nicolas," He seemed to expect something from me and when I didn't do anything he went on, seeming a little down. "You passed out after you puked in the trashcan in Physics, I offered to carry you here. I'm in your bed cause you were near hypothermic. And I was licking you cause I think I love you."
I look at him like he's had way too much to drink, even though I know he hasn't. His dark blue eyes are steady and I know he's telling the truth... He's so sincere...
How does he know I'm gay though? I never hit on anyone unless I'm too drunk and I haven't been drunk except that one time at Mary's nightclub, which is for gays. I shake my head not understanding and he takes something from his neck. A long golden chain and a golden coin medallion... This makes me remember a little boy with a broken heart.
"N-Nicolas?" I wait and he shakes his head, Nicolas from when we were kids... My friend and the person who I protected through so many fights... "Nick, where did you come from?"
"I've been here for a year, just like you. I asked your mousey friend about you when she came to check on you around midnight. She told me a lot, about your rise in the English department as a favored student. The scholarships for your published stories.... You're amazing, just like back then."
At this he leans forward to slide his tongue into my hot and fevered mouth. I turn away taken aback and slightly unwilling to spread my sickness. But I want to kiss him so very badly. Want to feel his hands on my body.
A strong hand turns my muzzle toward him and I am kissed more passionately than I have ever been before. "I love you, I always have. You're the reason I am who I am today, instead of the weak little boy you met." His hand slid down my naked body to rub my cock. Now I so regret not wearing underwear...
I try and speak but my brain still won't process the information. I stare at him as his hand closes gently around my cock. My penis gets harder and Nick's hand tightens around the head. "Mmmph,"
Nick slides back the sheath then rubs my bare dick slowly, my body starts to heat more as my blood pumps faster. Eyes start to close and I give in to Nick's caring hands. I start to breath faster, his hand speeding up and then I feel it. A warm wet tongue wraps around my dick.
My eyes fly open and I look down to find him wrapping his muzzle around my cock. "Ah n-gah d-don't ha-ve to," Starting to shiver again, Nick's body heat almost gone as it slowly dissipates in the chill dorm room. I reach down, my hand jerky as I stroke his head as he sucks me. I let my head fall back and my eyes slide closed. Feels so good, my head is pounding now though, pain stabbing into my eyes and makes me whimper.
I try and ignore the pain as Nick swallows my cock to the now forming knot. I try and warn him but I seem to have lost my tongue, I cum into his mouth and groan as he rubs my knot till I am lost in the delirium of pain and prolonged pleasure.
He lets go and when I stop cumming, he lays back beside me, ad notices the grimace on my face. "Oh fuck!" He covers us both in the blanket and pulls me back to him. "I'm sorry, never sucked a cock before, was getting into it."
I open my mouth and all that comes out is a low moan as I grasp my head. Warm hands push my cold ones aside and he rub my temples. My head is slowly warmed by his hands. "G-god it h-hurts,"
"Do you have some sort of medicine for it?" He watches my nod then I point to the bottle sitting on the computer desk through the blanket. Nick moves away from me and I hear the shaking of a pill bottle, then he's back to me. "Here, take this babe," I open my mouth as he puts the pill to it and I swallow it dry. I cough but he holds a cup to my lips, the pill slides down my throat and starts to dissolve... "I know it'll take some time so..." His hands go back to my head and I melt, his strong fingers caress my skin rubbing the pain away.
OOO
I rub his aching flesh until I know he isn't in pain any more. James is so cute, I have never thought that about another male but he's different. Even in class I just couldn't bring myself to talk to him. I didn't even know why I wanted to talk to him, but know it makes sense. And why I always watched every move he made.
It also explains why I almost fell out of my chair to get to his side when he puked... Am I so far gone as that? ....I did just suck his dick, I think that answers that question. I lay next to James lending him my warm body. The dorms have shitty heating but... if he doesn't get better by morning I am carrying him to the Student Health Center.
I lay next to the person I love and just told so boldly and without thought. But is he even gay? Or bi? Maybe... hopefully he won't think I raped him in the morning...
The thought of not having him with me after so long makes my heart compress into a knot of pain. A cold arm is tossed over my body and James slides closer to rest his head on my shoulder. He is so beautiful.
My little wolf. It's my turn to protect you. I roll on my side to place my hand on his chest over his heart, I can feel it beat in time with mine. He rests his aching head on my arm and I thank any god listening for remembering deodorant. My hand strokes his head fur gently my soft little pup, so small and delicate compared to me, as I am now.
The reversal of roles would be funny but for the seriousness of it... The pills I gave were not the only ones... There's a full med kit under his desk and I know the smell of antiseptic and used needles... What's wrong with you my little love? I worry till my mind starts to blank and I fall asleep.
OOO
I wake feeling much better, my mind isn't foggy which means the pills are still working. *sigh* I hate him seeing me like this. Him, Nicolas, who I saved from getting his ass beat back then... Now look at him. Enormous and so strong, so handsome.
I lean my head against his side and trace a geometric pattern in his snow white fur. I don't care if he doesn't really love me like he said. He makes me feel protected. So weird how I just fall under him, like I was meant to my whole life.
Nick stirs, soon a big white paw is caressing my face. I notice he is checking my temperature as casually as he can while rubbing. "I'm much better, still sick but a few days of rest will cure it." I say softly watching his reaction. "Thank you," I whisper into his soft fur.
"Good, cause I really didn't want to carry you across campus being sick." He said pausing to chuckle at me in the dark under the blanket. "I mean I could and would but it's dangerous enough just crossing to class let alone carrying a wolf, even a scrawny one on my shoulders."
I smile but I put on a hurt mask, "I am not that scrawny," I say hotly into his side. "You're just a behemoth. How can I compete with you when your twice my size?" I chuckle quietly then make a move I never thought I'd make.
I roll up and onto him then lean down and kiss him. "I'm glad you're with me, I've been alone so long... I was starting to think I was unlovable..." I lost my happiness for a moment as I remembered those days.
His hand grasps my chin and turns my head to look at him. "You have me now and I will never leave you. You're mine till the end of time, and I think you were waiting for me." He pulled me down into a kiss.
"Don't be so smug dog boy!" I say but my heart is no longer in my chest, it left me and is floating around in the sky with birds, matching the feral eagles beat for beat. While I'm busy being emotional he takes that moment to slide something free.
I don't notice the difference till his soft hands close on my arms and lift me easily. I look down at him in fear then see what's in his eyes. My cock starts to grow and I move my tail out of the way as he lowers me onto him.
I moan at first. My ass is unused by male meat, and his large cock penetrates me. I try and loosen all the muscles of my asshole, but there's only so much you can do. I moan as I'm forced wider, he slowly lowers me onto him. My cock throbs as I am entered for the first time. I start to pant my tongue lolling from the side of my mouth. The sensation is one of... discomfort, and not as much pain as I'd feared. The toys hidden in the shoebox under my bed may have something to do with that.
Nick slowly thrusts up into me widening my hole and giving me time to adjust before going further. "Ah done this with... a lot of g-girls?" I ask haltingly my body starting to react more to being fucked.
"Just one..." Nick replied thrusting upwards. His big arms hold me as he lowers me onto him, his big cock is almost all the way in.
"Mmm, do it Nick I have been waiting for this for too long." He drops me onto his cock and as I gasp and struggle for breath around the pain, he starts to fuck my virgin hole gently.
"I'll try and make it easy on you James." He gasps between thrusts.
I moan in response as the pain stops increasing. Nick flips me onto my back and gets on top and slowly pumps in and out. By the fourth time, my body rebels against the pain and I shoot my stringy wolf cum all over myself, even managing to get some on Nick.
I open my mouth to apologize but the only thing that comes out is a low moan filled with lust. The pain is almost gone now, what's left is no match for the waves of pleasure spreading through me. I grasp the sheets and pant as my body cries for more.
Nick is too far into his heat to be considerate now, he grabs my legs and really starts pounding. I groan as each thrust stabs my prostate. My balls are pulling up again. I moan out a warning and Nick slows and stops with one last great thrust. He drives his knot in just as I stop cumming for the second time.
His cum fills my bowls, warmth spreading into my body and staying. As if he was giving me a shot of warmth and not just his cum, I shoot again as he empties himself in me, and moan as his knot sticks in my asshole. And I am tied with him. He lays on me his heavier frame nearly enough to crush me. I find his tongue in my mouth a moment later and am lost in his kiss.
Nick rolls us on our sides and starts to lick the cum from my fur.
When I'm clean as he can get me he lays next to me.
"I love you." His voice was low and the cum on his tongue made his voice a little thick.
That was all he could say as his eyes pull closed and he falls asleep still unloading his German Sheppard cum into me. I slowly lick his fur, then lean back wrapping my legs around him to sleep.
"I love you too."
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