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I had hid the dress, and left the skirts in a more obvious hiding place, if Darcy had ever thought to snoop around my room. I usually wore two different ones around the house, and after much over thinking brought one to Tim's house one time to wear just for him along with the crotch less panties. Which had got him instantly hard and for the first time, he actually went down on me.

As the year progressed and Darcy continued to administer the drug to me, I was becoming a little more easy... slutty maybe that's not right either. As on a few occasions when I was wearing a skirt in the house I not only skipped wearing any underwear but proudly had the smooth steel butt plug stuffed in me as well. The first time Darcy had found me in a skirt with no panties and the butt plug, she pinned me down and plowed me on the ottoman, and I liked it a lot.

In fact not wearing anything under a skirt also got me slightly larger doses of the drug. With school cancelled due to a major snow storm one day, Darcy gave me a rather potent dose and after the first round, I spent the entire day wearing nothing except the butt plug and dried cum. I don't actually recall most of the day, I just know at some point I needed a shower as I had dried cum on my face, chest and ass. Darcy had fucked me into a stupor, and actually apologized that night as I lay on the couch exhausted and sore.

She had not apologized for drugging me, just being a little too rough with me so many times during the day. The rest of the night and following day we spent cuddling on the couch playing games and not having sex. Darcy took really good care of me, after her rougher treatment the previous day. It was really sweet, and reinforced my feelings for her as my boyfriend. "I'm fine, really."

"I know, but I got a little carried away yesterday." Darcy looked away. "I don't want you thinking I only want you for sex."

"I haven't thought that." I leaned against her and kissed her neck. "And I have never felt taken advantage of; I lost count of how many you gave me yesterday. Sometimes I think you spoil me."

Darcy smiled and put her arm around me. "You deserve to be spoiled."

After a little thought I decided to tell her about getting caught. "Mom spoiled me after catching me wearing your skirt."

Darcy looked at me surprised. "I didn't know you had been caught. She didn't freak out?"

"No, actually she was pretty cool about it. I told her I was curious about it and a little confused."

"And I thought you had just ordered those other skirts on your own." Darcy lightly poked me in the ribs.

I sighed. "Honestly I am still a little confused about it."

"What's there to be confused about?"

I looked blankly at her. "I am a boy, well a boy with some missing parts, but I really like who I am at school and doing guy stuff. But."

"But, you like the girly stuff?" Darcy seemed to be taking this seriously.

"Yeah, like wearing the skirts and nylons make me feel cute. Like I should be a girl all the time." I pulled away. "Mom bought me my own dress, I've only wore it once."

"Seems like that really has you hung up." Darcy reached out and held my hand. "What about it makes you confused about that one in particular?"

"Its almost too perfect, like it was designed for someone like me. A boy that should be a girl."

Darcy squeezed my hand. "I think you might be stretching it a little there."

"Its hard to explain."

"What if we both wore a dress?" Darcy smiled at me. "That way we are dressed the same way so you don't have to think about me being a boy. And I can put some makeup on you."

"And how is that going to help?" I had a feeling we were going to play dress up no matter what.

"I've always been dressed like a boy when you are dressed like a girl, so if we were both dressed like a girl it might be less weird." She gave it some thought. "Just tossing out things to try and help, its not like I can lend you my dick."

I laughed, that was a pretty funny image. "If you agree to bake a cake, I'll agree to play dress up."

"Fucking done." Darcy practically leapt off the couch and marched with purpose to the kitchen. Where I almost immediately heard pans being banged and moved as she got out the stuff she would need to bake a cake.

Darcy was a really good cook and baker; she just didn't usually like doing either. We ate dinner and she also cleaned up while I went to change. She went and changed after cleaning up and was sitting on her bed when I sheepishly came in wearing the pastel green sun dress mom had bought me, Darcy dropped her hair brush and sat in stunned silence.

I thought my face was on fire I was blushing so hard. "Um, this is what mom got me."

It took a moment for Darcy to say something, she stood slowly and walked over to me. "I can see what you meant; it looks perfect on you... You look really beautiful."

"You're not just saying that are you?"

Darcy pulled me into a comforting hug. "No, I really mean it."

I believed her, as she did keep her hands off my ass and her expression looked honest. I was a little overwhelmed as she got to work putting makeup on me and painting my toe nails. As no one would know they were painted even if I was at school, so I agreed and let her paint them. As we stood next to each other looking in the mirror, I was admittedly a little giddy with the way I looked. For the moment instead of two weird intersexed twins in the mirror, I only saw a pair of twin sisters.

We ate cake and sat around talking past midnight, we changed and cleaned off the makeup and for the first time we slept in the same bed. Just a long kiss good night was all the physical intimacy we had apart from laying next to the other. "Last night was a lot of fun, thanks."

Darcy smiled and kissed my cheek. "Anything for you."

"So cake for breakfast?" I asked with a sly smile.

"Cake for breakfast." Darcy's smile grew.

Going to school with my toe nails painted was kind of fun, which I know sounds stupid as it was the dead of winter and no one was going to see them. On a whim, I put the butt plug in pulled up my pants and went to school with it in all day. That was a thrill I had not experienced before, again I know, no one was going to see it, but the idea of sitting in class knowing I had it in me was exciting.

I skipped changing into a skirt after getting home for a while, which did seem to dampen Darcy's spirits some. Not that I still wouldn't lift my tail for her any time she asked, and she had bent me over the kitchen counter any day I had went to school with the butt plug in, as that got her excited. Truthfully it got me excited as well and my panties were usually damp by the end of the day.

Winter break came and mom and I went out of town once and I spent the whole day dressed as a girl. I got several complements and I think a lot of guys my age thought I was cute. We had gone out to do some Christmas shopping. Mostly I was surprised by how comfortable I had been acting like a daughter and thankful for really supportive parents.

Things were going really well, Darcy and I had our routine for when we were alone and when we were not alone. We still had our dates and I did occasionally wear skirts without panties for her. I was actually comfortable switching gender, it seemed the most natural to me. I could play sports, video games and do guy stuff any time I wanted and if I wanted I could put on a skirt and be a girl.

Tim was also really supportive and not just because I would drain his balls, he actually noticed I was generally in a better mood. A few other friends had noticed as well, they just didn't know why I was in a better mood. I was doing really well up until spring break, and it all came crashing down.

I was doing mine and Darcy's laundry when a bottle fell out of one of her pockets. I didn't pay it much attention at first as the label and name sounded and looked like some athletic supplement. Tim was over as we were playing games. "Hey Tim, you ever heard of Artxe Heat?"

For an out of shape fat kid he sure could move quick and jerked the bottle out of my hand. "What the fuck are you doing with this stuff?"

I was startled. "I don't know what it is, honestly it fell out of a pair of Darcy's pants."

Tim eyed me for a moment eventually believing my innocence. "Artxe heat is a barely legal aphrodisiac, it's supposed to simulate a heat cycle and get women really wanting sex."

"Is it like a date rape drug?"

"Yeah, that's why it's barely legal as it can be used to get women to agree to sex even if they didn't really want it." Tim looked at the mostly empty bottle. "I wouldn't think Darcy would need something like this."

"Would it have the same effect on a guy?"

"Na, it would be worthless for a dude to take this." Tim looked at the bottle with disdain. "Why do you ask?"

I was almost shaking in horror. "Tim, Darcy and I both are intersexed... She has a dick... and we..."

The bottle fell to the floor a second time and Tim turned to look at me as my eyes filled with tears. "Oh fuck, that day you were really worked up she had drugged you."

Tim got me over to the couch and sat down. "I doubt that was even a full dose of that stuff... How long have the two of you been banging?"

"Since last summer."

Tim rubbed his face. "I know it's bad, but I don't think it's addictive or has any long lasting effects. Just sit here and let me call my mom."

I wasn't crying, the tears just stayed put for now, but I was still trembling in shock. I couldn't believe Darcy would drug me, I didn't want to believe she had stooped so low that she would use drugs to get me to have sex with her. Tim had gotten the same response to the question as I had, and he had to assure her he wasn't using the shit, just that a friend had found the bottle at school and was worried it had been used on her or some of the other girls at school.

Tim hung up and sat next to me, unsure as to how best to comfort me. "The good news is, it is a fast acting drug and doesn't stay in the system for more than a couple hours. There is also no risk that you will get addicted to it no matter how much you have been given."

"And the bad news?"

Tim sighed. "Its completely tasteless and colorless so it could have been put in your food or drinks even water and you wouldn't have known. It might have gotten your heat cycle messed up, considering how long she used it on you but that will return to normal."

"My parents don't know you are part girl, so they won't know you had found it. I wish I could offer some help or comfort. I know how close you have to be with a sibling to have sex, so I can only guess as to how you must feel." Tim leaned back and looked up at the ceiling.

"I should confront her about it." I sighed. "If I don't she might have thought it was lost and just order more."

"Yeah, I would offer to kick her ass for you, but we both know I would lose that fight."

"I'm mad and upset but I don't want to hurt her."

Tim looked at me. "She basically raped you, repeatedly."

"I know, but she also did a lot of things that didn't lead to fucking that were really awesome. Like taking me on dates or helping me cross dress." I looked at the floor and my painted toe nails. "She painted my toe nails."

Tim laughed. "I do kind of like them painted and had thought about seeing if you would give me a foot job, but now really isn't the time to be bring stuff like that up."

"You have a foot fetish?"

"I have a lot of fetishes." Tim looked at me and shrugged. "Cross dressing boys and cunt boys are a couple more."

I blushed. "How about naive cross dressing cunt boys? Cause clearly I am completely naïve."

"You aren't that bad." Tim chuckled. "I like you as a friend, but yeah you check a lot of boxes of things I like. Knowing you were drugged that day, I feel like I took advantage of you. I like being with you like that, but I am worried that maybe some of that was against your will."

"I can safely say that except the one day I was fully in control of myself all of the other times. And I am glad you could help out that one day." I smiled. "You are a really good friend."

"So what are you going to do about your sister?"

"I don't know."