Love is powerfull
I looked out the window I felt soulless and all I was asking myself 'why?', I am a black wolf with white marks leading down from my chest to the bottom of my balls, it never had to end this way but it looks like it had to I grabbed the gun and pointed it to my head just wanting to be with him again I closed my eyes remembering my life with him.
I was on my laptop as I joined this site to explore my sexual needs deeper reading a great story by a guy named gothikwulf. I added it in my favourites and then sent a PM asking if we could both be friends and straight after I got a little ringing noise 'dadum' 1 new message was staring me in the face "yea sure you got msn?" he asked.
"Yes I have msn it is [email protected]" I replied
"Hold on let me add you mine is [email protected]"
"Ok you're added"
After that we just talked on MSN for a while. It wasn't like I could see him in person, he lived in Alabama, USA and I lived in South Australia, Australia so messages was the only thing to go on.
He sent me some pictures of himself but only of the waist up because he was a little shy. He was a black wolf with red stripes on his elbows and knees (he did send me one of him at the beach in his shorts) and had head hair that could hide earphones.
About two months after we started talking I was sent a scholar ship by an 'anonyms furry' to go to Alabama for a year it was like winning the lotto I didn't know what to say and the even better part was living with him as my house host.
The day I left I had packed my bags with 7 pairs of clothes plus the clothes I was wearing and some cash extra about $2000 AU not knowing how little it would be in America.
I got on the plain and sat in my seat at seat 8.E and put in my earphones quickly drifting off to sleep until I was awoken by the nice lady sitting next to me telling me we were there.
John was waiting for me at the gate holding up a sign to make it look fancy so I found him without any problems and I greeted him with a hug (I wanted a kiss but we were in a public place) and he grabbed my bags and took them to his car no matter how many times I protested him to let me do it. I got in the passenger side of the car looking around it, smelling the smells of his musk, feeling the fuzz of the seats after some wear and tear.
"So how you liking America Keir?"
"It is ok haven't seen it yet"
"Oh looks like I will have to help with that"
And with that we spent the rest of the day looking around in the car.
The next memory I had was the first time we had sex
It was our third date and I had been here in Alabama for a month, I knew my way around now but John had to take things a step further with me by asking me to ride with him to a waterfall on Dirt bikes. I got on the blue one (I don't know much more than the colour I'm not good with bikes or cars) and he got on the black one.
We rode for half a day before we got to the waterfall and he got out the picnic basket and the blanket we would be sitting on. I folded out the blanket and he set out the food, it was only a couple of sandwiches and some fruit so it wouldn't take long to eat. When we finished eating John and I started to cuddle and I could see him getting aroused.
"Umm I see you have a bit of a problem"
"Oh crap I was trying not to"
"That's ok I can help of that"
And with that I started to rub his bulge. I did promise him one thing, he was a sub and I was a dom but I was willing to try anything but I did say I would screw him up the ass first. I undid his jeans and unzipped them revealing his pink fox flesh with the foxy musk I loved.
I started by licking off all of his pre the salty taste pushing me further as I began to suck down on his head as he murred at the feeling. I started to suck him down further to about half way when his cock hit the back of my throat.
"Damn looks like I can't go any further"
But I was determined to satisfy him so I pulled him into my throat no matter if I had done it before or not because you see I was saving my virginity for him. As soon as he entered my throat his knot started to form as I sucked at him hungrily wanting for his cum. I started bobbing my head up and down and I could hear him moaning out "I'M CUMMING!"
And with that I drove his knot into my mouth holding it behind to simulate a tie as he came down my throat as his cum had a taste a lot different from his pre. It was a sweet taste instead of salty but I loved it.
I was still hard so John thought he owed me "you want a nice warm hole for that?"
"Yes I would love one" and so he pulled off my jeans as my 9' wolfhood bobbed out of my boxers.
"Wow can't wait till I get that in me" John said as he positioned himself just off of my tip.
"I hope I don't hurt you" and before he said I wouldn't he pushed me inside of him and all I
could get out was a long moaning sigh as 3 inches of my 9 went inside of my boyfriend.
I thought I should do the work so I started to buck my hips as he was sitting on me looking straight at me as my knot formed and bumped against his asshole. I was pounding his ass as he and I were moaning blissfully in tune to each other in and out in and out.
I could feel myself building up until I couldn't hold it anymore so I told him "I need to cum NOW"
And with that he drove my knot inside of him with a 'POP' as I started pumping my cum load after load inside of him as I fell asleep exhausted.
The last memory I will tell you is the reason why I am planning to do what I am doing
David a fox friend of John's he was blue with white paws and a slim body he asked us for a goodbye date if we wanted to visit him in Maryland. So I packed my bags into the boot of the car and told John I would drive. So I got in the car and drove on I was going to be in America for another week but decided to finish with friends and then fly back to Australia with John because tonight I was going to propose.
It took us about a day to get from Alabama to Maryland or it seemed like a day because I drove all day and by night I was in the passenger side asleep while John drove so I had no idea.
We got to David's place and he had drinks food and guests for the party. I decided to dance with john for half the night and then pull him upstairs to tell him the news.
I pulled out my ticket and then pulled another out and he screamed as he knew he was going with me.
"Look on the other side there is something stuck to it"
"Ooh I wonder what it is" he turned it over and saw the ring stuck there it was a single band of gold with the words 'forever' engraved inside
"John will you marry me?" and with that he jumped up and squeezed me to his chest screaming
"YESYESYESYESYES" and that night I was told to drive us home because I hadn't drunk as much as he did.
We were driving back to the hotel when I fell asleep at the wheel or I like to hope I fell asleep at the wheel because I turned the car turned towards a truck.
It hit us as the car rolled down a hill on the side of the road after I hit my head on the top of the wheel, as we fell I could see John's seatbelt come off as he flew around the car I was screaming his name as he reached out to me and my life slowly fell to darkness.
That night we were the news
"a young Wolf and his Boyfriend in a car accident the wolf fell asleep at the wheel crashing into a truck killing the Fox on board if anyone is related to a John Foxlad we are sorry for your loss"
I had killed my boyfriend and I could never take this back so now I am where I am now.
I looked out the window I felt soulless and all I was asking myself 'why?', it never had to end this way but it looks like it had to I grabbed the gun and pointed it to my head just wanting to be with him again I pulled the trigger as everything went black.
I was now with my love again.