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Jason and Speedy -Chapter Twelve - Explanations and Forgiveness

Jason had nodded off in the warm afternoon sun. He awoke an hour later to see that Speedy was kneeling beside him. Jason next noticed that Speedy was not exactly still. His paw was stroking his young cheetahood and he was looking at Jason's rear. Jason gave a sleepy chuckle and stretched on the lounge chair. He made sure he lifted his tail high to give Speedy a peek under it's base, then he said in a friendly yet teasing manner,"You aren't going to waste that, are you?"

Speedy glanced up and smiled, then looked down at his uncle's butt and licked his lips before replying,"Not now that you are awake, Jason. Would you like to suck it for me?"

Jason smiled knowingly and amused as he sent to Speedy,*Always, you handsome stud but I saw you looking at something other than my mouth. . . Wouldn't you like to mount me, here on this lounge chair, like you wanted to the first day we were here?*

Speedy squeezed his erection harder and his eyes shut as he panted harder and sent,*You know I would but I saw the bruises, before. You won't be healed for a week or more!*

Jason laughed softly and sent,*Is that all? You don't want to hurt me? Ha ha, nephew of mine. . . As long as you don't slam into me hard enough to cause new bruises, a little pain will not bother me. You should know by now that a little pain is like a spice to me. Your fucking of my tail hole will only hurt a little. Nothing to be worried about. I could imagine while you are doing it, that you are raping me brutally and the pain will only add to the fantasy for me. Interested, you brute?*

Speedy was but he was still confused by Jason wanting to feel pain, in what should only be a pleasurable situation. He told Jason this and Jason sat up. Motioning Speedy to take the lounger beside him, Jason began to try and explain things to his nephew.

Jason started by saying,"You understand how as you get older, little pains are not as bad as when you were small? A little cut or stubbed toe that would have sent you crying to your mother for comfort and a band-aid, is something you just grit your teeth and go on with, right? That is one how one learns to deal with pain and helps you when you get older to deal with bigger hurts. I am older than you and I have had some pretty big injuries so little ones are almost nothing for me to handle now. They don't really hurt me, like they would you and they are only a bit of added excitement to me now. You don't like pain and that is perfectly alright. You don't have to like it and so being spanked is not something you have to like or even want to learn how to endure or like, Speedster."

Thinking on it to himself, Jason admitted to himself that he figured the reason he liked it was because when he and James were growing up, James had always been the dominant one of them and had played roughly with Jason as they grew up. Exactly how that had turned to his liking pain and domination, he was not sure of but it felt right.

He then reminded Speedy of what he and Vicki had told him earlier, about taking responsibilities for his actions. Jason said calmly,"I will only do what you want to do and are comfortable with, Speedy. I told you that first night and morning, when we talked. If you are not comfortable with anything, you only need tell me and it stops. I love you and to cause you pain is to cause myself pain. . . and this is a pain that I do NOT want to feel and will not enjoy. If you feel I am ever fibbing to you about liking it or enjoying it, you should just speak up and tell me. I am trying to be as honest as I can with you about everything, dear. If you don't do the same for me, I will not know if I wrong you in anyway. I depend on you and your opinions, dear."

Jason propped himself up on his elbow. Reaching out with his other hand, he patted Speedy's knee and sent,*It is ok Speedy, really! Relax and settle down. We have had a very busy and eventfull weekend. You did very well. Vicki was quite impressed with you, you know? I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't look you up sometime, when she is up on a trip to your hometown. And no, I wouldn't mind it a bit if she and you got together and had fun. You heard us. I don't own her, or have exclusive rights to her. If she asks you to share her bed, I will be happy for you both*

Speedy felt better but was still not completely sure of things so he sent,*Jason? I am not sure I really understand but . . . is it like when your tail hole is first entered? It hurts but soon feels better and after you start to enjoy it, the pain isn't important anymore?*

Jason replied,*It is a little like that, Speedy. It is also partly seeing how much you can take before you have to make a noise or move and partly that it feels so good when it stops. It is a lot of other things too. It is very complicated Speedy and I am not sure of everything that is involved myself. This is just what I have figured out about it, mainly because I have had to think about how to explain it to you. Just think of it as something I like and you do not. Don't worry about it. It is alright and I do not mind if you don't want to do it, you know that. It has no effect on how much I love you or respect you.*

Speedy thought a moment or two, then sent back,*Well, I know I don't like spankings and I don't want to really hurt anyone. It is fun to pretend like I was but I don't want to hear anyone scream or cry because of what I was doing.*

Jason smiled and replied,"Good for you Speedy. That is a very normal and healthy attitude to have. Nothing to be ashamed of at all. I agree, mostly but to me the pain, up to a certain point, is all part of a game to me. I wouldn't want to be cut up, bleed break bones or anything permanently damaging. Up to that point tho, I play with my own pain. As for causing pain, I don't like that as much and will only do it for someone who wants it. I stop short of any lingering or permanent harm, even if they want that too. I have my limits, you have yours and your father has his. It is all part of who we are and is normal in that range too. The ones who want to maim and kill are outside of normal. You will change as you grow older, as I have and continue to do. Now, all this talking is thirsty work. . . "

Jason pointedly looked down but Speedy had already retracted back into his sheath again so Jason said,"Or you can grab a bottle of water and we will take a slow run around the lake before supper."

Speedy brightened and looked down as he said,"Well-l-l, I guess we can go for a run. I want to think awhile before we go to bed tonight, Ok?"

Jason sat up and slapped Speedy on the upper arm, guy style, and said,"Of course it is ok! Don't ever feel you have to let me use you for my own enjoyment, Speedy. If you don't want to, you won't have fun and I won't enjoy it the way I want it either. If you don't enjoy it Speedy, I don't want to do it. Most of the fun is in trying to make your partner love it and feel good. . . Now, get the water while I stretch out, ok?"

They went for an easy jog, checking the meadow but it was still too light for the deep to be out yet. Going on, they made it back to the house and ate supper. After Jason cleaned up and did the dishes, he left Speedy playing on the computer and went up to take a long hot shower. When that was done, he went downstairs to find Speedy online playing a game. Interrupting for a minute, Jason told him,"I have had a hard weekend Speedy and I am going to bed a little early. Stay up as long as you want, then feel free to sleep in your bed or join me in mine. I won't do anything if you join me, past what you start, so if you just want to cuddle or sleep only, we will. I am sorry I upset you Speedy, that wasn't my intent. If you want to go back to a regular, uncle/nephew relationship, I will understand. Good night, Speedster." Jason ruffled the top of Speedy's head and grinned, then turned and left for his bed. He had intended to wait and see if Speedy came up but he quickly fell asleep.

Waking later, he looked and saw the bed beside him was empty and the lights were out in the hallway. Jason sighed deeply, sad he had spoiled such a wonderful thing as his relationship with Speedy. Jason picked up the other pillow and turned on his left side. Hugging the pillow to his chest as a poor substitute, when what he wanted was to be holding Speedy and enjoying the warm contact of his body.

Knowing he had lost Speedy, just like he had lost James years ago, tears ran down his face. He remained silent, except for his unsteady breathing. Jason let some of his pain out and fell asleep again. He woke on his back, still clutching the pillow to himself.

Remembering that he was alone again, Jason felt sad and depressed as he forced himself to get up. Putting on a pair of shorts, he went downstairs. Making pancakes, he called Speedy down to breakfast and sat down to begin eating. It tasted like sawdust to him but he forced himself to eat it.

Speedy came down, wearing shorts also and he saw that Jason was wearing shorts too. He sat down quietly and began eating. Jason let it be until he had finished eating. Washing the dishes, Jason said gently,"Feel like seeing a movie today? Or I could take you for a ride on my motorcycle?"

Speedy swallowed hard and looked up to see his uncle trying to act normal but he could feel that there was tension in the older cheetah. Speedy coughed to clear his throat and said,"Umm, uncle Jason? Could we talk?"

Jason froze, then shut off the water and toweled his hands dry as he turned and put a smile on his face. He said,"Sure we can, nephew. I promised not to lie to you, as long as you did the same for me, remember? Let's go outside and sit in the sun. You can tell me there, or ask your questions, if that is what you want to do."

Jason led the way out to the yard, set up a lounger in the sun and reclined to lay on his back. Raising his arms to cross them so he could lay his head on them, he said,"Ahhh. . . that sun feels good! It looks like it will be a hot day today. The lake will feel good, after I get all warmed up. . . . Alright Speedy. Lay it on me and I will be quiet and listen to what you have to say."

Speedy had set up his lounger beside Jason's but only lay partially reclined so he could look at Jason and see his reactions. Jason had purposely shut his eyes to make it easier for Speedy to talk but inside, he was a twisted knot of emotions that he tried to hide. Speedy kept trying to start talking but kept stopping. He was too nervous to say what was bothering him.

Jason let Speedy ramble about things for a while, keeping his responses light and friendly until he finally said,"Speedy, I am happy to talk about anything you want to but we both know you have something you want to say. I want you to be honest with me now. I told you I won't touch you in that way anymore and I am sorry I hurt you at all. What can I do to make up for it, Speedy? If you want, I will tell James I molested you against your will and let him do whatever he wants to punish me for it."

Speedy listened quietly until Jason said he would tell his dad that it was his fault. Speedy shot upright and turned to Jason, Grabbing Jason's right arm, Speedy said with alarm,"Oh god, NO! Don't tell dad that, PLEASE?"

Jason looked over, letting the arm in Speedy's grip relax. He took hold of Speedy's forearm in his hand and saw the fright in his nephew's eyes. Jason figured that he was afraid of him telling his father that they had had sex. Jason said calmly,"Alright Speedy, I won't tell James if you don't want me to. I promise. What do you want? To pretend it never happened?"

Speedy started to cry and Jason sat up concerned. He wanted to take Speedy in his arms to hold and comfort him but afraid to try, lest Speedy think he was trying to do something else. Torn, Jason leaned forward and held Speedy's hand in both of his. Jason choked up as he said,"Please don't cry Speedy. I am sorry. So sorry. I never intended to hurt you. I love you nephew. . . Please? Tell me what I can do to make it better? Please Speedy? *sob*"

Speedy couldn't talk but thru his tears, he saw his uncle looking at him with concern and crying too. Speedy reached out and grabbed Jason around the chest, pulling himself to Jason in a fierce hug and crying harder because Jason was crying too.

Jason sat up and pulled Speedy onto his lap, holding him and suffering even worse. He wanted to hold and comfort Speedy but holding him hurt all the more because he thought any future contact with his nephew was over. Jason rocked Speedy, crying and trying to regain his composure so he could help calm the young male and find out what he could do to help his young nephew.

Finally, Speedy managed to choke out,"If you love me, *sob* why, *sniff* won't you touch me anymore? I liked it, *sob* a-and I thought, *sob* you did too. I'll, *sniff-gulp* l-let you spank me, if you want. Please, don't stop loving me Jason."

Confusion made Jason freeze as he tried to reconcile what he had heard with what he thought he knew. The slacking of his arms made Speedy think he was going to be rejected, so Speedy clung even tighter and began crying harder. Jason looked down at the top of Speedy's head, pressed against his chest. He ran Speedy's words thru his mind again and felt his heart begin to flutter as he stroked Speedy's back. Jason quietly said,"Hush, hush Speedy. I haven't rejected you, cub. I thought you didn't want me to touch you any more, after you didn't come up to bed. I only want what is best for you nephew, not to hurt you. You are my favorite male, whether we play together or not."

Speedy felt hope dawn and looked up thru tear filled eyes, his ears half way down and said,"R-really? *sniff* You aren't mad at me, *sniff* or disappointed?"

Jason gave Speedy's muzzle a lick, tasting the salty tears and said gently,"You haven't disappointed me Speedy, or given me a reason to be mad at you. . . You have only brought me joy. I really, truly love you, Speedy. I thought you were frightened after watching Vicki whip me and didn't want to play anymore because of it."

Speedy quickly said,"Oh no, uncle Jason! I just don't want to hurt you, or have you hurt me like that. I guess I thought, *sniff* that you wanted to spank me so I would see what it is like. I don't need to be hit to know it hurts!"

Jason began laughing softly as as the misunderstanding became clear to him. He hugged Speedy and began to lick the tears away from his face as he said,"You are so smart about so much, that I tend to forget you aren't fully grown up yet, Speedy. What I expected was that you would know it already, and instead of explaining it right then to you, I put it off. That lead to your thinking I didn't want you anymore, didn't it? I am sorry cub. I still love you and I want to play sex games with you but because I am bigger and older, I am afraid of intimidating you into doing it. Forcing you would be a very bad thing and I don't want to do that to you. . . I would hate myself if I did that, even by accident."

Speedy calmed down from his hurt but began to get excited again as he heard Jason say he still loved him and still wanted him. Beginning to purr, Speedy began licking Jason's face back. When their tongues and mouths touched, Speedy kissed and hugged Jason hard. Pulling back to talk, Speedy placed his paw between them and cupped Jason's sheath and balls thru his shorts. Jason gasped softly, then put his mouth down to lick Speedy's mouth and throat faster as he heard,"Ohhh, Jason! Ohh, *pant* if you really love me, then show me know! Lay me on the lounger, pull me shorts down and do my ass! Please? I want you too!"

Jason's deeper purr rumbled to life as he licked Speedy and when he heard the heartfelt plea, he lifted his head and looked into Speedy's eyes as he said,"Speedy, I truly do love you, so I will happily do as you ask me to. Tell me how you want it, my dear young lover and I will try my best." Jason stood with Speedy in his arms, turned and laid him on the lower half of the lounge chair. He knelt behind him. Pulling his own shorts down, Jason revealed his own ready erection. Spitting on his paw, he rubbed it over the head. Collecting another amount on a finger tip, he pulled the waistband of Speedy's shorts down over his tail and down his thighs to his knees.

Speedy pulled his tail out of the hole for it in the shorts. Whipping his tail up over his back, he looked back hopefully. That expression changed to a happy one as Jason rubbed the saliva over his tail hole. In reaction, Speedy pushed his rear back and he murred softly. It was exciting but he was also feeling happy that Jason was going to show him that he loved him.

Jason leaned over Speedy and supported himself on his arm, paw on the lounger. Jason said into Speedy's ear tenderly,"Are you sure you want this, Speedy? You can still say no, if that is what you really want. . . "

Speedy turned his head back and he kissed Jason, letting his tongue caress the upper pallet, then pulled back enough to say,"For god's sake, Jason! Do you want me to beg for it? I want it so much, I will die if you don't fuck me!" Putting his paws on the lounger, he pushed back against Jason and tried to force his tail hole onto the ready erection.

Jason lost the last of his reservations and he pushed forward, helping complete what they both wanted. A few short thrusts and Jason felt his balls contact Speedy's bunns and balls. Bringing his right arm up on the lounger to support himself, Jason began nuzzling and licking the back of Speedy's neck, head and ears as he said between licks,"Oh Speedy! I thought I'ld never feel this again. . . I love you so much! You are the best I have ever had, cub. . . The only way it could be sweeter is if you were my son."

Speedy held still as Jason slowly got of cock all the way into his ass. When Jason pressed against him and leaned down to nuzzle him, Speedy relaxed on the lounger and spread his legs a little further apart. He felt a thrill as Jason spoke, his heart warming more when he heard Jason wish he was his son. Speedy curled the end around the back of Jason's neck and tilted his head to the side. Speedy said happily,"Thank you Jason for that and for loving me. Ahh, *pant* It is so good to feel you deep inside me, stretching my tail hole open with your big cock. . . Fuck me Jason and let me feel how much you love me..." He tensed his sphincter, squeezing Jason for a moment, then relaxed to let Jason begin riding him.

Jason felt the knot of loneliness and despair dissolve and melt away, to be replaced with joy and love for Speedy. Listening to him talk, Jason also grew further excited by Speedy's sexy words. He had been holding himself at full penetration but know he drew back a little and pushed back in at a slow pace. Gradually, he lengthened his stroke and Speedy got more excited too.

Soon, thru the panting and moaning, Speedy gasped out,"Uhh, fuck me h-harder, ohh, J-Jason!Ohh, ohh, yes! Ohh goddess, that's it! Ohh, f-fuck me raw! Uhh, oh Jason, ohh, *gasp* I'm. Ohh, gonna cum, ohh, ohh, harder, uhh, harder, ple-ease! Uhhh, ohh, ohh, *gasp* oh-h Jaso-o-o-n!"

With the way Speedy was urging him on, Jason slipped into overdrive and he fucked Speedy's ass furiously! Panting hard, he smacked against Speedy's trim butt, growling as he came to orgasm and grunting deeply as he semen shot thru his prick to coat Speedy's receptive rectum. It was so intense that he scarcely noticed Speedy was cumming too. Jason had prodded Speedy's prostate enough, that combined with the other stimulation, the younger male had orgasmed and shot his seed to drip on to the grass under the lounger.

As his orgasm ebbed, Jason relaxed slowly and panted tepidly. He sagged weakly onto Speedy's back, giving his nephew's ears a licking as he recovered his breath. Jason grew soft and his penis slowly pulled back, popping free of his nephew's tail hole and slipping back into its sheath.

Speedy was recovering from his orgasm too, content to lay under Jason and enjoy the welcome weight of the bigger male on top of him. He panted lightly out,"Oh Jason...I came too! It felt so good, I just couldn't help it. You are the best I have ever had in me. That is twice now that you have made me cum by doing my tail hole. Thank you!"

Jason laughed softly and said,"You gave me the gift of yourself and then thank me? No Speedy, it is I who thank you. . . Let me move back and help clean you up."

Speedy rolled over as Jason got off of him and laid on his back, his legs draped over the sides of the lounger. With a smile, Jason leaned down and licked Speedy's sheath clean of the little that had dribbled on to the fur as it pulled back in. He looked up, grinned and pushed up onto his feet as he said,"Race you to the water!" Jason took off as Speedy struggled to sit up and get to his feet. Jason won of course, running into the water and diving as soon as it was deep enough to do so.

Speedy entered the water seconds later and swam for where he saw Jason's head poke up out of the water. Jason took a breath and submerged again, swimming off at an angle underwater. He was practiced at underwater swimming and had little doubt he could get away from Speedy at any time he chose to do so. The pair played chase and evade for a few minutes before Jason let Speedy catch up to him. Speedy was out of breath from trying to swim underwater like his uncle, so Jason held onto him and towed the tired young cheetah back to shore.

They went inside after sluicing the water from their fur and took a shower. Jason told Speedy to get dressed as he was going to take him into town for dinner. Speedy hurried to get ready as Jason took his shower and dressed himself. Getting out the motorcycle, he handed Speedy a helmet and the pair took off down the driveway, onto the road and let the wind dry their fur. Riding was exciting to Speedy, especially as Jason broke the speed limit to give Speedy a fun ride. The evening was pleasant and full off food, the pair returned home to go to bed and sleep. It had been a busy weekend and neither minded just sleeping for once.

Hope you like this chapter and sorry for the shortness but I had to cut it off here or it would turn into a very long chapter and take even longer to hit the site. This is not the end and I will have more, as soon as I can work up the energy to type it. As always, comments and such are welcome and encouraged.