Sleepover Chills
Something written time ago.
Well this is stupid. I am a boy, I do not write in diaries like a girl.
My name is Bo, and I am eleven years old in the sixth grade.... This is stupid!
I'm only writing in this stupid thing because a teacher recommended it since I cannot talk about this with anyone else. I don't want to write it either... I'm not going to write it.
My best friend's name is Lren. I'm shy, and he's not. He's confident, and is one of the most popular kids in my class. We've been friends since like first grade. Lren has always looked after me. I avoid trouble but he makes me feel accepted in school...
I can't talk about this!
So... Christmas Break has arrived and I will be spending a week over at Lren's house. I leave tomorrow and I have not been over to Lren's house for a sleepover since summer. I have kind of avoided it, and came up with excuses... That's because... when I saw him under his sheets in just in underwear... I felt strange. It made me tingle a bit.
Ever since then ever time he smiles at me it gives me butterflies in my stomach and makes my neck tingle a bit.
I don't know what has changed because Lren and I have gone swimming a lot when we were kids. We don't do that anymore, not since last year in summer.
I don't know what to do but something is happening to me and I don't want to talk about it! I don't want anyone to know about my feelings for Lren, most of all Lren.
During the sleepover:
The night was silent and dark but a chill had crept into the room. It woke me from my dreams but only just barely. I felt my toes were cold so I shuffled and kicked my sleeping bag a bit so that my toes were more covered and tried to go back to sleep. But the cold was persistent and was not hitting me anywhere the sleeping bag was slight creased. My short fur doing nothing to expel the cold, and my short leporine tail no where near the quality of those predators with long tails to keep themselves warm. Now waking, I rolled over and tried to huddle against myself to stay warm. It was not working though because I started to shiver in the cold.
What was I to do? I would freeze if I stayed on the ground, but if I went up to Lren's bed then he would think that weird. Now that I felt funny around him, I did not think it would be a good idea at all.
Sitting up and pulling the blankets over my shoulder I looked up at the clock. It was the only light in the room, and it read 1:37AM. I glanced up at the bed where Lren was sleeping, that bundle of blankets not moving and looked comfortable. I wish I could go up there where it was warm.
My feelings for Lren stopped me though. Every time he smiled at me it took my breath away, and ever since last summer I wanted nothing more than to be close to him, to feel him against me. If anyone knew that though, that would be social suicide. They were call me names, call me gay, call me a fag. Worst of all, is that they would do the same to Lren and he'd hate me for it if I did that. I could not do that to Lren.
"Bo," I heard my best friend say. I looked up and saw him propped up on an elbow as he looked down at me. "Are you too cold?"
Looking up at Lren's green eyes, even in the dark still made my chest feel funny. The black wolf, that I admired so, made me swoon just by a look. His question made me feel very nervous just like when I saw him in bed during the summer. If I admitted that I was cold, would he think that was an excuse for me to share his bed? Would people think we were gay because of it? I wanted to say no that I wasn't cold but my shivering body could not be ignored.
"A little," I answered, forced to accept his invitation.
Lren shuffled in his bed and pushed himself to the other side, allowing me to climb up.
"Thank youLren," I said while I grabbed the edge of the bed and pushed myself up. I knew I had to lift the covers and get under them, the same covers that Lren was using but I tried not to show that it made me so nervous. The bed was only a twin size so it was small and we both could barely fit on it so when I lifted up the covers, Lren's body was exposed a bit and I could see him in the top of my vision. His tail was tucked close to his legs was the only thing I could notice without directly staring at him. I really wanted to look at him but I was way too nervous. Instead I quickly climbed in and lied on my back to stare at the ceiling while I brought the covers up to my neck. I felt Lren's residual body heat on the bed and it quickly warmed me up. Lren seemed to have rolled over and just fell back asleep.
My body stopped shivering after a couple minutes and I was left in the silence of the room. I wanted to sleep but my thoughts lingered on the fact that Lren, the boy that I wanted to press up against, was less than a few inches from me. His body was bear naked except for his underwear. I imagined what it would be like, and it made my breath heavier and I felt my neck tingle and burn slightly.
I had to stop thinking about it. I had to go back to bed before I wouldn't be able to control myself.
I heard Lren's breathing slow as he fell back asleep. I glanced over at him, unable to control my thoughts. Staring at him, I started to wonder if I would be able to get closer and look at him. Maybe put an arm on his bare chest, and pretend it was an accident? It was too risky though.
Nearly fifteen minutes had passed, and my nervousness still did not slow. I really wanted to at least lean against him.
It's a bad idea though. I should just ignore it an go to sleep. Why could I not just go back to sleep though? The more I thought on it the more I wanted to do it.
I learned over so slightly on to my side facing toward my best friend. The risks were severe. What was I doing?
"Lren?" I whispered so softly that I barely heard it. I watched and listened carefully to him. He did not move a muscle and his breathing did not change at all. "Are-are you awake?"
What would I say if he was awake? Maybe I could just tell him I'm still cold. How would he take to that though? I'd just ask for another blanket I guess.
Lren still did not respond though. I watched carefully. If I touched him and he didn't wake then maybe I really could put an arm around him. He would think it's just an accident, right?
I reached out to touch his shoulder, but hesitated. I knew that this was a really bad idea, and that it was incredibly risky.
I should stop. I should stop. I should stop. Stop!
Before I knew it my hand touched Lren's shoulder, over his blanket though. I gently shook him. "Lren?" I waited for an answer or any change. Lren still did not stir and his breathing did not change.
Risking social suicide, I scooted closer to Lren so that there was hardly more than an inch between us. Propping myself up on an elbow I looked down at Lren. His black fur was messy, and he was lying down on his side but he was looking slightly up propped up by his pillow. His eyes were steadily closed and his breathing steady. His lips were sealed and looked incredibly soft.
"Lren?" I asked one final time, raising my voice every so slightly. I did not see any changes in him but I still waited for several seconds.
I leaned down, over Lren and before I could stop myself I gently stuck out the tip of my tongue. With the slightest hesitation, I caresses my tongue against the edge of his hips, tasting the slightest amount of saliva that was pooling at the edge of Lren's lips.
I just kissed Lren! The most popular boy in my class! My nervousness overwhelmed me and I immediately pulled back and opened my eyes.
I froze.
Staring back at me through the corner of his eyes, was Lren's green eyes.
My whole body froze, and I felt a painful burning tingle flood my neck, my ears, my cheeks and through most of my body. Lren was awake? I just kissed him and he was awake!?
My heart started to pound heavily, and my breathing became heavy. Why did he not respond when I called his name? He couldn't have been awake! He couldn't have. It was not possible.
Lren still stared at me, with a big surprise expression in his eyes. He was waiting for an answer.
"I..." I nearly vomited my words but what could I say? Maybe he woke up just now and didn't know I kissed him? I prayed he didn't notice. He couldn't have because he was definitely sound asleep until just now. "I was cold, I needed more covers."
Please believe it. Please believe it. I know it didn't make sense but please believe my lie.
"Bo?" Lren said, turning slowly toward me. "Did you kiss me?"
"No!" I immediately responded but not sure if it was me answering him. My heart sank, he noticed. He must have. He would be mad at me, he'd call me gay. He wouldn't be my friend anymore, he was going to mock me in school and I'd be made fun of forever.
"I'm..." Lren said, but hesitated. "I'm... not gay."
He knows I kissed him! I knew it was a stupid idea! Why didn't I just stop? Why couldn't I just go back to sleep? Why am I so stupid? I shouldn't have done that, I wished I didn't do that. Why did I?
I felt tears fill my eyes. Lren still stared at me though, expecting an explanation. "I'm sorry," I said quickly. Please stop staring at me.
I rolled over to my side of bed immediately, and pulled the blankets up to cover my shame. Lren is going to hate me, I kissed him while he was asleep. He was my best friend and I ruined that!
I felt sobs wrack my body, and I tried to stop them but losing my best friend, the one that I had such strong feelings for was not worth the risk. I ruined everything, I ruined my whole life because I could not control myself.
"Bo," I heard Lren mutter again. "Why did you?"
He wanted that explanation still. Why was he shaming me more? What could I say? That I'm sorry, I regret it and that I will never do it again? "I'm sorry Lren," I sobbed into my pillow.
I suddenly felt Lren grab my shoulder and pull me so that I lied on my back. Confused I looked up at him through my tear-soaked eyes. I expected that he would storm off or ask me to get off of his bed so what was he doing?
"Stop crying Bo," he said, gently enough but it wasn't a request. Staring up to his eyes I forced my sobs to slow down. Lren was staring down at me intensely, but he looked confused too. "You're braver than I am."
My breath was taken away from me and I gasped. Lren's next move was that he moved over me and lowered his lips to mine and kissed me back. I felt my whole body tingle, different from the painful burn. It felt good.
Lren's kiss was brief and soft on my lips, but he quickly pulled back. He stared at me, that intense gaze made my body tingle still. It felt like my underwear was becoming tighter for some reason but it was hardly a concern when I felt my body tingle like it did.
"Why did you kiss me?" Lren asked. Always the demanding one he was, and now he wanted that explanation he has been waiting for.
"I..." even though he kissed me too, I was still wary that it might have been a trap. "I wanted to."
"I wanted to kiss you too," Lren said confidently. "For a long time."
Lren moved under the covers closer to me, until he was on his hand and knees over my body. With him being so close, I felt my underwear being even tighter, each breath tickled and my neck still tingling.
"You..." I breathed out heavily. It was as if I had run around the school track a couple times how I was breathing. "You said you weren't gay."
"Are you?" Lren asked directly staring down at me.
"I..." I could not lie that Lren being positioned over me like that made me feel strange, incredibly tingly and strangely good. I did not want him to move any further away from me, but did that make me gay really? "I don't know."
"Me neither," Lren said. "I really like hanging out with you, Bo. Ever since last year, when we were swimming. Remember when you lost your swim shorts in the river? It made me feel funny and I wanted to be closer to you."
I felt the tingle and burn return hotly to my cheeks. I remember and it was incredibly embarrassing that I did not want to remember. Lren did act strange, and that made me feel even more embarrassed that I had to walk home in just my towel.
Lren stretched one leg, and his arms so that he was slowly lowering himself on to me. His body lowered onto mine, and I felt something that I did not understand. Lren's underwear poked me but I felt myself poke him but it was my privates that was poking him. I did not understand how it could be stiff like that. But not matter how confused I was, I liked that Lren lied down on me and it took my breath away.
His face was literally less than an inch from my own, but when he felt my private poke him, he stopped and looked down.
"It happens to you too," he said, looking down at my stiff private hiding under my underwear. He shouldn't be looking there, and I felt embarrassed that he was but Rren was in full control of me at the moment. He was overpowering me so easily, and I liked it.
"What's happening?" I asked, breathing heavier than I have before. I still stared up at Lren, finding it hard to control my breathing while he stared down at my underwear.
Lren seemed to be hesitating before I felt him shift his weight. Suddenly one of his hands landed on my bare side and slowly sliding up to my belly and down toward my underwear. He was breathing as heavily as I was.
"What... what are you doing?" I asked through my deep breaths. I felt his soft hand slide down my belly, over my belly button and lower and lower. He was not supposed to touch me down there but I could not object. His fingers touched the rim of my underwear and I thought he was going to stop but he did not. His hand pushed under my underwear and touched my private.
I gasped suddenly feeling his hand on my private. No one had touched me there before other than me when I peed, and I never noticed that when my underwear was tight was because it was stiff. It felt good though, really good when he touched me there though. It was really strange but felt nice.
I looked down to see what Lren was doing, and his hand really was in my underwear touching my most private area.
I could see that his underwear looked like mind, that his private was also stiff. I had no idea what it meant but I really liked it.
Lren pulled on my private part, not hard but just enough that my skin slid over my stiff member and it was the best feeling I have ever felt before. I gasped when he did that but he lightened his grip and my skin went back to normal.
"Bo," Lren asked, now looking at my face again. "Did that hurt?"
I shook my head to answer. In truth, I wanted him to pull on it again, just as gently as before. I did not know what he was doing, but I wanted more of it.
To my disappointment, Lren instead released my stiff private part. He grabbed my underwear and started to pull them down off of me. They passed my ankles and soon I was wearing nothing, with my stiff member standing straight up, pointing toward my best friend.
Lren returned to his original position above me. I raised a hand and placed it on Lren's bare shoulder lightly, trying to not let him go too far away from me. I also could finally feel his body so I slid my other hand across his chest and it felt so smooth and my hand slowly wandered closer to his underwear.
"Do you want to see mine?" Lren asked when I hesitated. He was still breathing as heavy as I was.
I could not vocalize my answer so I bit my lip and nodded. Lren responded by shifting his weight and used one hand to push his underwear down. I stared, watching in the darkness with incredible anticipation. Even with little light, I saw when he moved his underwear down and that his private bounced free of the clothing. While he kicked off his underwear, I stared at his penis, no longer hidden by his sheath and as stiff as mine, pointing horizontally toward me.
We have seen each other naked when we were kids, and Lren saw me as he mentioned last year when I lost my swim shorts but I never seen him like this before and it was fascinating to see him like that.
Once Lren kicked off his underwear, he returned over me and pulling the blankets up again so that we would stay warm. Though to pull the blankets up Rren sat on my thighs, his bare butt warm on my thighs, and his stiff member pressed against mine for a moment but he quickly returned to his hands and knees over me while looking down at our stiff private parts.
Staring at his stiff private part, his other privates were hanging between his legs and looking at him like that kept that tingle in my body but I could not tell most of the tingle was in my private parts.
"I never seen you private hard before," Lren said, staring down at me. I felt embarrassed but I also really liked that he was looking at me like that.
"Me neither," I admitted. I place my hand back on Lren's shoulder. I was not sure what to do but I wanted Lren to pull on privates again.
"Mine got hard a lot when I thought about you, last year in the river when you lost your swimming shorts," Lren said. I looked back up at him as he was staring down at me. "Your my best friend Ko. We have been best friends for a long time. I was really scared that I kept thinking about you, and that my privates got hard. And when I played with it, I thought of you more."
I understood what Lren was talking about a bit. When I thought of Lren lately when I saw him last summer, it made my underwear tight but only a bit. I don't think my privates ever got this hard and I never noticed that this was the reason. So what did he mean by when he played with it?
Seeming to answer my question, Lren lowered his hand back down to my privates and grabbed my stiff member and pulled on it gently again. He pulled my skin around my member up and then back down just a bit, before he continued that motion that caused my body to shiver. I could not help but to gasp and I moaned as a new feeling flooded my body, one that I wanted more of. I wanted to see what Lren was doing but it felt so good that I wanted to focus just on that feeling that my eyes slowly closed.
I let Lren rub my hard private part, and I could not help twist and shift my body as the new sensation overwhelmed every other sense. It did not last long though when Rren suddenly stopped and moved his hand away, very much to my disappointment.
I opened my eyes and stared up at Lren who was staring down at both of our privates. My best friend, the one that I have been thinking a lot about since last summer, was hovering over my body and touching me in a way I never knew existed.
Lren looked up into my eyes, before he stretched out his legs and lowered his privates down on to mine. I felt his delicate testies rest on mine while our stiff members pressed against each other. He pushed one of his arms under me while he lowered and rested his head next to mine.
His chest rested on mine, his breath was hot and breathing on my neck, his legs intertwined with mine. I finally could feel his chest, feel his body like I wanted to and it was so much better than I thought because of this new feeling of having my private stiff, and his stiff against mine.
Lren moved his hand back down to my private, but I was surprised that he grabbed both of ours. He pushed them together, and started to rub both of them like he rubbed mine before. It wasn't as intense as when he only rubbed mine but it still felt good. With him rubbing both of our privates against each other, I felt his breath become hotter against my neck as he breathed heavier.
Lren started to rub faster, making the good feeling spreading throughout my body grow in intensity but he slowed down before long. It was a little difficult because I could feel his wrist rubbing against our bellies since he was lying almost completely on me. He lifted his hips just enough to allow room for his hand.
Lren continued to rub me against his privates gently, with his delicate testies tickling mine. Lren twitched his hips down on me once involuntary but it made his private slide against mine, and it caused both of us to gasp, with Lren's hot breath directly on my vulnerable neck. It felt better than the rubbing when he pushed his hips forward so he slowly pushed his hips forward again before backing them up.
With his hips sliding his hard private against mine, mixed with the rubbing he was doing with his hand, my body twitched too pushing up against his hard member. I wrapped my arms around his bare chest and back, holding onto him for support. My whole body was acting on its own, I could not keep my eyes open because I was so focused on the feeling. His smooth skin was rubbing so delicately against my own smooth skin; while that was nothing compared to our privates rubbing against each other, it would have been the best feeling I ever felt before I discovered our good my privates make my body feel.
Lren rubbing of both our hard privates kept the feeling throughout my body consistent, but it was the movements of his and mine own hips that intensified it. That intense feeling grew, and grew until it started to suddenly grow very rapidly. I wanted more, but I did not know how far it would go. I never thought such a feeling was possible and yet it grew further beyond what I thought was possible.
The feeling was growing rapidly that I pulled tight with my arms around Lren. With Lren sliding his hard private against me, I felt something happen. At the back of my head the feeling gathered there, before it suddenly exploded across my brain. I let out a loud gasp and moaned as the feeling exploded. My hips bucked up against Lren while my body spasmed, my legs squirming and my toes curling. My breath was caught in my chest as the best and most intense feeling in my life washed over me like a wave.
I held myself as close to Lren as I could, feeling this experience for the first time in my life while it rushed over me. I never felt more vulnerable, and yet more supported at the same time than right now. My whole body was acting on its own and I was protected by Lren. I loved the feeling.
The tsunami was still drowning me in the feeling and Lren was not stopping. It started to become too much, and my body only spasmed more. I couldn't catch my breath, and I wanted Lren to stop; it was too much.
"L-Lren," I tried to say but I could not ask him to stop, my body so overwhelmed.
Lren was going faster now too, pushing more of that tsunami to overwhelm my body. I couldn't think on anything else as the intense pleasure pushed out every other thought.
Lren suddenly also spasmed, and his hot breath gasped heavily on my neck as he let out a loud moan. He continued to rub us together at a rapid pace, faster than I thought he could moved his hand, it still sending overstimulated pleasure throughout my body.
He felt the same thing I did and it overwhelmed him too. Only after a couple seconds, he stopped rubbing us and collapsed his full weight on top of me. He was breathing heavily onto my neck while he rested. My body finally stopped being stimulated and I was able to catch my breath.
With him lying on me, our naked bodies pressed comfortable against each other so much that I could feel everything, we rested for a minute. Both of our breaths slowly became less ragged as we lay there.
The intense pleasure that flooded my body was slowly fading away, but I was so exhausted that I did not mind. Our hard private parts slowly did not press against us anymore as they went soft. My body seemed to know what I was feeling; I was satisfied and did not need Lren to rub my stiff private anymore.
It took a few full minutes before the last traces of the feelings washed away. Lren then pushed himself up to look at me and I looked back at him but did not know what to say.
He stared at me for a few seconds before he finally spoke. "I like you Bo. I don't know if I'm gay but I think a lot about you. I don't want a girlfriend if you're still my best friend."
Hearing those words made a bit of that feeling return, and I smiled. "I will always be your best friend Lren."
Lren smiled at those words, and pushed to roll himself off of me. I watched him go but he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me back against him, gently but firmly. I always liked how he took care of me, but I liked it even more that he was taking control of me. My back against his chest, my butt against his privates, it felt really nice, that he was protecting me completely.
He rested his chin on the top of my head with his arms around me. I heard of people doing this. "I think we're spooning," I said, with a tired yawn.
"That's pretty gay," Lren muttered sleepily. I felt his arms tight around me, but one hand wandered down my belly against and grabbed my soft privates. "But I like it." He gently played with them a bit, feeling them and caressing them a bit.
I felt his soft private against my butt getting stiff again, as mine was in his hand but it was clear that we were tired. He rubbed my stiff private only a couple times before he slowed down and stopped.
Cuddled with my best friend, the only friend I had and valued more than anything in my life, I felt a happy feeling that I never felt before. I was so happy that I wanted this moment to last forever. Nothing was wrong in my life now that I was in Lren's arms.
Feeling content I never have felt before, I drifted off to sleep with a smile glued to my face.