Nine: The Bigger Picture

"Roman... fuck... Roman wake up, Joey's waking up above us and I think he's going to kill us." Lior was strapped to my body tightly, the thick billowing covers thrown over us protectively as I gave a groan to wake up, only to have that feline paw stifle my mouth. We both sunk low, hearing the groan as Joey got up and then slumped off the top bunk with a sudden yelp as he dropped onto his knees. We watched in fascination, Lior pulled out the blow pipe just in case, but thank goodness Joey was so groggy he didn't bother to think about us in the room. Instead he grasped his stomach, groaning before realising his boxers were soak as he yanked them down, groaning at having and erection until he noticed a string hanging between his legs.

My heart started pounding in my ears, I was so excited to see what would happen next because it would be either fucking hilarious or kind of interesting. I could feel Lior vibrating against me with the growing anxiety, smothering his own mouth as his breathing rate increased and he got more excited. We watched that paw cling around the string, staring at it in confusion and then that face... the sneer and then the shrug of doom. The idiot was just going to pull and we watched as he tugged, only for his tail to lift his cock to suddenly spit out a splash of very liquid cum and his face to get stuck as if he were howling but silent, eyes wide. He'd orgasmed from the tug and he'd only pulled two beads out!

With a moan collapsed onto his knees, groaning and sighing, unable to control his excitement and whimpering. Slowly, his puckering backside began to start pushing the bigger beads out, slowly and steadily, pulling in and out as he whimpered away in pleasure and pain. His backside was leaking and it was clear that he butt had really been enjoying having the beads in there... no wonder his stomach hurt, he'd probably have to run to the bog afterwards! But we were more surprised as he squeezed each bead out and then began to jerk at himself, muttering my name and then saying master. It looked like we'd really fucked him up last night, he'd probably thought it was a dream and I almost wanted to slip out and talk to him, but Lior was the one to poke up his head and then clear his throat as he showed off his camera.

"That's right Joey... Roman's your master... I can't believe you got so drunk last night you told me that and asked to use the beads I brought. Its shocking that it took talking about Roman's gorgeous cock to make us bond..." I remained quiet, sinking down and letting them do whatever they were going to do and trying not to laugh out of anxiety. I could hardly believe Lior's gall but I was damn excited and that was strange and caught me by surprise. I didn't think I'd been intrigued to see what would happen as Joey looked at Lior with shock and then a sudden expression of total defeat fell upon his face as he gulped heavily and then looked up at Lior before rolling onto his front and then burying his hands into his face. I could not believe it, or the words that came out of his mouth.

"It not fair... you're around him so much that even now my nose can only smell him. I had such dreams too... dreams where you and him were doing things together but... but I don't know if the rumours or my believes are even true. I just... I just can't explain it but Roman was always my friend and I was envious of his creativity but... lately it was just so obvious that he's good looking but in a sort of... not masculine but not feminine... it was pretty weird. But if you know what his cock looks like... then you two are a pair, aren't you?" Joey whimpered softly as Lior was grinning wickedly towards him and stroked the dog's back as he beckoned him to raise his backside before Lior turned towards me in the household, winked at him and then Lior grasped Joey's balls and the string as he shrieked. "What the... aaaaaahhh...."

"Feels so god you're cumming from both ends... don't you love it?" Lior's face was vicious, seriously vicious as he squeezed the dog's balls and I was worried. Was he actually doing this? Normally Lior was not aggressive when the chemical was not administered and was being so actively mean as he tugged hard to pull each bead out and make the dog gag and choke in both pleasure, pain and shock over it all. But then Lior switched from balls to grabbing Joey's throat, squeezing it and I was damn near scared that he was going to kill him before Lior hissed wickedly into Joey's choking face. "...you'd better just accept this, maybe one day I'll let you come in and see me and Roman together... but he's mine, so don't you get any stupid fucking ideas about stealing my boyfriend, alright?"

"Oh God!" Joey groaned as the last ball was pulled out and his knot, forced by Lior squeezing him, suddenly seemed to rupture and cake Joey's wrists in his own cum as he gasped and panicked, sucking in air through his nose and just making shuddering moans of pleasure. Lior was amused, pleased to see that there was a rival for Lior in the universe worthy to be tortured, but it was clear to see he was of the opinion I would never be with Joey. I wouldn't be, but he was a fun pet to muck around with all the same. Joey slumped on his side, grasping towards his backside and whimpering towards Lior as the cat then leant forward and whispered at Joey.

"Roman's got a real sadistic streak, so its good you're such a masochist... but he doesn't like two-faced bullies, so you'll have to learn to behave from now on Joey. How about you go to the shower now and have a good scrub, I'll clean up here." Lior beamed as Joey looked pathetic for a while before nodding his head in acceptance before standing up then waddling off towards the bathroom, his tail stuck to the cum plastered on his legs. Lior beamed in delight, grabbing a towel and scrubbing away as I climbed out of the covers and pulled my clothes on, ready to bolt so that Lior could keep control until Lior paused and suddenly pinned me against the wall with one of his soft paws... claws out. Our lips came together with a pleasant kiss, our whiskers touching and clicking with a static energy that was wonderful before Lior purred. "Wouldn't it have been great if you'd put the beads in after you'd cum in his ass... he'd have been so shocked to find it in his ass!"

"Yeah... but then he'd think it was you and he'd hurt you... I better go now but, text often and use the drugs at night if you don't trust him. I'll see you later..." I stated, my nose rubbing softly to Lior's as the feline giggling cutely before we hugged gently. I couldn't help myself but give those plump ginger cheeks a good squeeze to make Lior moan, I kissed his cheek and then departed. Oddly, unlike every time I'd had a situation with the girls I was comforted and confident when I left Lior's side. I didn't think he'd betray me and I didn't think he was using me, in fact I was always shocked at how it was my body that had responded, I'd been the one to start it but I'd awaken a sexual sadism in both of us and it was just... shocking!

On my way home I was content to be happy and smiling the whole time, going to the shop to get my sister one of those toys and then even whistling in delight as I return home. I kissed my mum, told them all it was a good day and then, as I trotted up the stairs I heard my mother clap her paws to her cheeks and gave a sudden squeak of total delight.

"Oh my... our Roman's really in love isn't he!" I froze for a moment, only to see my sister staring up at me with a smirk because she knew exactly who that was relating to. But I shook my head suddenly, trying not to take it to heart and with a growl and threw my paw about, insisting that mum was talking silly. Lior was a guy, how could I be in love with a guy? Sex was sex, all about pleasure and when you did it, you always said something stupid like 'I love you' because you were enjoying the sex. I wasn't feeling like that to Lior, no matter what I'd said or even thought in those heated moments... those were like being drunk, they were not real!

I spent the rest of the weekend and the majority of the next month after school lessons working on my comic and avoiding going back with Lior. The only times I went anywhere with Lior was where I knew he would not do something silly, we'd go to the comic hideout, to fast food joints to eat, even to the cinema but Lior would stroke my inner thigh with his tail and I'd have to just focus even if the film was shit. I don't know what it was, but when mother had mentioned the situation of being in love, I had been really shocked and scared. I still was not really willing to accept a gay romance, a homosexual relationship as my future and every time I thought it was love, it seemed to seal my fate and give me no future... at least, I believed there could be no future because we couldn't have kids together and well, my parents wanted grandkids from me!

Getting wrapped up in my work was a good excuse, Lior never questioned it and instead was very happy to have some great story ideas with the characters trying to pull others onto their side to fight bigger enemies. I'd decided sometimes it would work, but sometimes the characters would get into situations so dangerous that the fall out meant some of the characters ran out, making my character loosely based on Lior get darker and meaner to them. It was then that I thought to incorporate a Joey storyline to it and that was difficult... I made up a sister that the guy had coerced into sex and that the mains were going to get revenge, but upon learning it was one of his old heroes in childhood the main character had a moral conundrum, only for his companion to go bad. I let them be sadistic and brutal, it was hard to storyboard and then even draw, but I made it clear the separation between them both and that this was the breaking point.

But then, something weird tickled me and I decided I had to take a look at the idea in my head by sending an e-mail to the new editor I had. My editor as kind, understood I was still at school but eager to propel me to great heights and I decided to ask what she thought of me making the two main characters have a brief romantic relationship or an attempted one. I was shocked to get a response back pretty quickly with words that rather startled me and made me feel really, really hateful of myself...

If you wanna minimise you're appeal and work only for the tiniest audience, do it... but you're not big enough to survive the fall out. Keep it to romances teenagers like you can understand, some things are just too ambitious for this genre.

"So... them being gay wouldn't work at all? But... but it just sort of happened, its fun when we can be relaxed to kiss and feel good... there's less restraint and fear than there was with the girls. Why... why can't they love each other?" For that thought, I went to the bathroom and turned on the cold tap, stuck my head underneath it, straightened up and slapped my face in fury for being such a dick about it once again. I shook my head and then returned to my room and sent and e-mail back that would probably work as a compromise and not change any of the situations in the story. It just said 'I'll let the work choose', which I reckoned was probably irritating for my editor but I returned to the work and looked at my storyboard and replaced a section. I made a situation where my character was nearly killed and Lior's knocked the enemy down, out of earshot and sight of everyone making that same evil threat as Lior, claiming the other guy as 'his' but in such a villainous way it seemed to show he was twisting.

With that I sent it on and the next week I got a shock at the editor giving me a call in the evening when I was bored and scrolling through news articles to tell me it was awesome. Apparently, it was just working to twist the audience into hating the one that had been the most hurt and yet pitying him, humanising a villain and basically showing his origins. I was glad she liked it, but annoyed she was thinking that the love of another guy would work best for the bad guy to 'suffer', but I didn't care I knew from drawing that scene that I needed to see Lior tomorrow at his place and remind him that I was in love with him and I kept panicking. Aside from that I was skimming through the new before I go a shock, there was one of those glaring articles about how the local authority were letting out some guy that the internet loons were calling a child abuser. I would have ignored it had it not mentioned this guy 'Indra', was a Burmese python in the employ of Lior's father and had been arrested for aiding the murderous manner of Lior's father. I turned on the article and my eyes burnt with my heart, fury for this figure and for Lior's words slapping into me as I read the article and, despite myself, believed its contents.

It stated that Indra was the lab assistant along with a crocodile called Kiburi, who had been the one to uncover the situation and alerted police. Apparently, Kiburi had fingered Indra as somehow being involved in the cover up, from removing bodies to actually use them in experiments. There had not been proof but there had been a claim by the same being that he'd witnessed Indra forcing little kid Lior perform fellatio and was gaining permission to abuse the kitten in favour of keeping his mouth shut to the father. It seemed there had been secret payments though, payments Indra had insisted were for work he was doing on a pheromone chemical... the injections me and Lior were using and that he'd never done something to Lior. Apparently, when he'd gone to trial, Lior had been put on the stand and insisted he loved Indra and would never be hurt by him, but Lior's insistence that he loved Indra had made everyone seem to believe it was how the kitten was groomed. I could not believe it and, knowing that this guy was out made me anxious and I decided, because I knew Lior's parents were out and he was bored in the house alone tonight, that I was going to see him.

I needed to find out what had happened with Indra, I needed to know if there was anything to these claims and all the thoughts about Lior having been abused. Was this why everyone had said that weird stuff about him? If it was, I needed to make sure that Lior did not love Indra anymore but instead loved me and so I got to his household in the dark and was going to knock on the door when it had opened and, to my shock, the very same python to have been in the paper came slithering out. He paused to look at my sneering face for a moment, probably double-checking I wasn't some mongoose, before he waved to Lior with his tail and then slid into the taxi that was sitting nearby waiting for him. Lior was smiling and looking cute and for some reason... I cracked.

I grabbed Lior by the scruff, closing the doors and dragging him to his own bedroom as he whimpered, hissed and growled at the action. He did not understand why he was being dragged off by me to his room. I threw him onto his bed, making him give a grunt before he was about to ask me what was wrong before I pulled out one of the darts. Immediately, Lior gave a shriek of shock, begging me not to do it and that he hadn't lied to me or done anything to me that was bad, but this weird sense of jealousy had overcome me. It was not just that, it was the thought that maybe I hadn't taken his virginity and for some bloody stupid reason, that meant something to me and so I hit him with the dart and immediately, Lior just froze and I growled as I began to interrogate him.

"Answer me truthfully Lior, who was that who left the house... the python?"

"That was Indra, he worked for my father, he was my first crush." Lior stated, sounding more like a drone than the normal sort of way the others would talk. I almost thought it was playing a joke on me, so I decided I would do more than that and I got him to lie down, let me tie his hands and legs and then I found his lube and his toys. The anal beads had done well for Joey and I recalled what Lior had said before about Joey and so, I was going to have some fun as I put the lube onto Lior's backside and started rubbing into him as I asked another question.

"Don't get distracted now or you won't have what you want the most, understand?" I stated and Lior nodded his head, starting to pant and spread his legs apart as my fingers slid into his ass. It was still the softest, plumpest backside going, putting my fingers in still felt fantastic as I could stick my webbed digits in deep, spread them and let my webbing cling to his insides and make them moist. Lior was purring loudly, squeezing his hands that were tied by his own rump and already starting to show off his little cock and I gave a soft growl. "Did you love Indra?"

"Yes." I hated that answer and so I stuffed my digits right into his backside as it had stretched out, I was able to stretch him out wide as he whimpered and gasped, panting as I then stuffed my fist in, pumping in and out suddenly faster as Lior gave a sharp sound of pain and whimpered as I pumped in firmly and then growled at him why he'd loved him! "He was nice, I was young and I was starting to understand I was gay... I learnt he was gay and he understood and made me feel like it wasn't weird!"

"Did he ever touch you? Did he ever fuck you?" I growled viciously, pulling my paw out, the black fur soaked from the widened, gaping backside that was twitching wildly in a mix of pain and pleasure before I decided not to play with his ass and went to his box. To my surprise, I found some nipple clamps in there and I knew straightaway what I was going to do next.

"No... he never touched me!" Lior whimpered and so I grasped his nipples, squeezing and rubbing them between my digits as his cock strained out firmly and Lior gave a shriek of pure pleasure but pain too as I leant forward and brushed my sharp canines right over the middle of the nipple. Thy got hard quick, seriously hard and I was getting hard myself and wanted to suck on them and then fill him up with my cum already, but I didn't want to. Instead, I just licked at his nipples and insisted he tell me whatever it was he was keeping secret, I knew he was keeping something secret as my tongue waggled against his nipples. "I went to him one night, just after I turned thirteen, I snuck into his room. He and Kiburi both used to lodge with us, I got in the bed with Indra and tried to suck his dick. He grabbed me and pulled me away, telling me I was wrong! I hurt him!"

"YOU WHAT!" I could not understand my anger, but the whole thought that Lior had tried to give himself to someone else before me just set me off. Maybe it was from that weird thought that made me think that Lior might have lied about his virginity. The whole thought of him acting with Indra the way he did with me only made me even more angry and I released his nipples only to add the clamps. I watched them pinch tightly around and watched as Lior writhed, bending his back, rolling his stomach and trying to swing about the bed with his arms bound, moaning and sighing in dismay at the pain but the pleasure and I was both amused but still angry as I growled. "What about that crocodile?"

"He... he was weird, I woke up in the night once and he was masturbating over a tail and it scared me, but it was still attached to some girlfriend. He used to keep playing with my tail too, he always used to get jealous of my dad and, and one day he came in my room. He said he was going to tell everyone that Indra had hurt me if I didn't do something for him. I didn't want to do anything but I was scared!" I was growling, now my mind was locked on something else, what the fuck did Lior do to placate Kiburi? What did he do with someone else to rob a first from me? I grasped his cock, rubbing it firmly as it started to spit out precum and he was yowling and moaning loudly, utterly engulfed by the pleasure and the sensation as I rubbed him and insisted he tell me and I'd fuck him. Lior was bobbing his head, desperate for me to do it and then he growled. "He... he made me strip naked and roll onto my front and put my fingers in my bottom whilst he rubbed himself. Then he told me to put my tail inside... but I couldn't and he told me to rub my cock with my tail. I did, it was weird, he then jerked off onto me as I jerked off... the cum stained my tail but his stained my body, it smelt so bad, it was horrible and then he choked me out and took a photo of my like that and put that in Indra's room. Mum found it and that's why she wouldn't defend Indra and he'd been her friend... I couldn't ever cum again because of that, the fear when he was staring at me and threatening to eat me and keep my tail..."

"What? He... he..." I froze in shock, I suddenly realised that the crocodile was the killer Lior's father had been thought to be. The whole abuse had shocked Lior so much he'd forgotten he'd known the killer and he'd psychologically blocked himself from cumming just by rubbing. I felt like an asshole and I even felt tears fall for being this ruthless bastard to him, so I leant forward and kissed him lovingly before insisting I'd make him feel good. I begged him to roll onto his back, keeping himself balanced through his knees and elbows and then I put myself inside. He was so wide, hot, wet and yet he tightened and clenched around my beautifully. I went gently, making him moan and sigh in pleasure, making him whimper and beg to cum as I held a paw around his cock to stop him. As our bodies clapped together he couldn't stop moaning and groaning, his hips twitching desperately and his fur standing on end and shivering in his building pleasure before I realised that the nipple clamps were still on. I pulled my spare paw out to stroke, only to find the nipples so damn erect and the clamps hanging off them, dangling and jiggling as we moved to give him even more pleasure and I was shocked.

But I hurried to thrust in and out, going as fast but as gently as I could for him, Lior moaning and sighing and beckoning me to just let him cum. I licked his back, kissing and nuzzling into the neck fur and nipping the scruff I'd pulled at earlier. He moaned and sighed so lovingly I was so overwhelmed I almost forgot what I was supposed to be doing before I gently popped the nipple clamps off, making Lior cum in a liberal spay onto his bed as I then started to thrust into him as hard as possible as Lior just kept moaning, squeezing and cumming as I kept going and could hardly believe that I'd managed to keep going so long with such a slutty, gorgeous, cream and ginger tomcat writhing, moaning and drooling beneath me. Finally, I came, I stayed inside, hearing him purr and moan in total delight as I filled him up and then, when I was done, I grasped the anal beads and brought them to the hole. I pulled out and slid them in as Lior moaned and sighed and groaned, his backside trying to squeeze them back out, but I slid them back in and then kissed softly around his hole as he came again rather suddenly before I giggled and pulled him into my arms.

I held him to me, licking, kissing and sucking at his body, rolling my tongue over his swollen and stretched nipples that looked gorgeous. They almost looked like someone had been trying to get milk from him and I lapped and sucked at them lovingly, moaning loudly as my cock swelled but I was not going to do anything more until the pheromones wore off. I was sorry, seriously sorry for what I'd done... but more than anything else I pitied him even more for having been hurt by Kiburi, having had his first crush with Indra and having this weird, jealous, sadistic and self-hating partner like me when I didn't know how to not be enamoured with him and how not to be as vicious as the figure I was playing him out as being. I was a monster and I didn't like, but loved it too... I was confused and it was something that my regret for this moment would be manipulated by for the first time I realised just how insane Lior really was....