Love Me As Though There Were No Tomorrow (Chapter 9)
Chapter 9!
Chapter 9 : Pull My Trigger
>You awake to the Sun in your eyes as it rises over the mountains to the east.
>Gracie lays with her head on your lap, her nose pressed against your stomach.
>A twinge of guilt hits you since you have to wake her.
>Hm Maybe not though.
>Carefully, very carefully you slide over, gently moving her head off you.
>She whimpers softly as you set her head down on the bed.
>Breakfast was calling and hopefully Raul didn't mind you grabbing a bit more food.
>Quietly you leave the room and wander around the Lucky 38, taking it all in.
>This place was almost magical with how well preserved it was.
>As you pull open an working fridge you find several Brahmin steaks as well as garlic bread.
>Might as well make some.
>Do Ghouls eat? You don't want to be rude and not make Raul one.
>You decide to make Gracie a Steak, you don't know Pip or Amber or Raul well enough to know how they like theirs.
>But you know how Gracie likes her food.
>Looking around, you find a stove and several pans.
>You cook up 2 of the steaks and warm up the garlic bread.
>Gracie is awake when you walk into the room carrying the food.
>Her long tongue flicks out of her mouth and she sniffs the air.
>"Ooo Brahmin steak and something else? What's that Anon?"
>"Garlic bread Gracie, its good" you say as you set her plate down.
>"Mm Breakfast in Bed Anon, I feel so special".
>She digs in happily as you sit next to her.
>"You are special Gracie, you mean a lot to me" you say pulling her close.
>She leans on you and eats happily.
>You eat silently, savoring the Steak and the garlic bread.
>While this isn't breakfast food you didn't mind.
>Maybe you could find some gecko Eggs and make a Brahmin garlic omelet.
>Or Next time Gracie lays an egg you could do that.
>That still bothered you a bit to be honest, but traditional rules are off the table when it comes to Snekdogs.
>Gracie finished her food before you and has started changing into her recon armor, leather jacket and her messenger bag.
>She doesn't even bother trying to hide her body from you.
>Not that you mind but still it was somewhat teasing.
>You finish up and change clothes.
>Your leather armor is worn and beat up, your Boomer Jacket torn and patched up.
>But it's all you have to remember your life from Nellis by.
>There's a soft knock at the door.
>"Come in" says Gracie happily as she rummages through her bag.
>Amber pushes the door open.
>"Oh good you're ready, we should get moving soon" She says with a grin towards Gracie.
>You see Gracie's eyes light up.
>"YAY! I'm So Happy to be traveling with you Sister!".
>She bounds over happily and grabs Amber in a hug.
>"I'm so happy I found you!".
>You can't help but smile as her happiness, it was one of the few things in the world you enjoyed seeing.
>It was right up there with firing big guns.
>It might even be above it.
>You walk out of the room, following Amber and by extension Gracie, who was holding her bigger sisters hand and talking about how you made her breakfast.
>Every once and a while you see Amber looking over her shoulder at you with a smirk.
>Eventually you're lead to the elevator and down to the ground floor.
>"Remember Pip, we need a Full Vertibird" Raul calls to him as you all leave the lucky 38.
>Pip Nods to him calmly.
>"Let's go" he calls to your small party.
>The roads on the Strip are like new, rebuilt like a the bombs never fell.
>The roads outside the strip were torn apart from time.
>As the 4 of you walk south to the Madre Vault you picked various plants to eat.
>Helping those NCR Rangers had proven helpful time and time again.
>You found a Banana Yucca along the way and tossed a few of the fruits to everyone.
>Gracie happily bit into hers before latching onto your arm as you walked.
>You in turn pushed her hood down and rubbed the scales on her head.
>The walk is quiet and peaceful.
>You enjoy the company of Gracie, Amber and Pip.
>Pip may not speak to you much but that's fine, he's polite and doesn't hassle you.
>Amber may be constantly teasing you about not being Gracie's mate but she's nice enough.
>It seems when there are four people travelling together it deters raiders from attacking.
>You also had no doubt that Amber's sheer size was intimidating.
>The roads are hot and the wind dusty but you don't mind it as you walk with your little group.
>But something bothers you. Was it jealousy?
>Amber's hugs and affection to Pip as they walked and talked.
>Why does it bother you? You have Gracie with you, holding your arm, but its different seeing them have it.
>You don't quite understand why it makes you feel upset.
>You shake your head slightly to get rid of the thoughts
>They are mates, you and Gracie aren't.
>You should just enjoy your time with her and she said she wasn't going anywhere.
>As you pass through Novac Gracie looks up at the giant dinosaur.
>"It's so cool!" Gracie says jumping up and down.
>"Maybe on the way back home we can grab one of those little toy dinosaurs Gracie" you say with a smile.
>She hugs your arm tight and smiles while looking up at you.
>"Promise Anon?"
>You rub the scales on her head and scratch her ears gently.
>"Promise"
>You can see Amber smirking as Gracie hugs you, but you ignore it.
>Even now you feel that bit of jealousy as Gracie hugs you tight.
>Why?
>You break from her hug and start walking again.
>Over the hills, sand billowing past, the sun beating down.
>It's all a distraction for you as you check the map of your pip-boy.
>You look around for this ghost town covered in red mist.
>But all you see is sand.
>Where is this place?
>Eventually Pip sees what looks like a storm drain.
>Its right were your Pip-boy says the Madre should be.
>Pip grabs the grate and pulls it open, then peers down into it.
>"There are stairs down here! I think this might lead us there"
>Smart man, you had planned to blow the storm drain open with a grenade or something.
>You pull out your LMG.
>"I'll go down first and check it out then call you down when I'm sure it's safe"
>Pip draws his compliance regulator.
>"I got your back"
>You nod and lower yourself into the drain.
>As soon as your feet hit the stairs you raise your gun, a quick scan of the stair well.
>There's a hallway leading into this place.
>Is it a bunker? What's going on here?
>No time for emotion, time to be tactical.
>"Stairwells clear, Pip come down"
>You keep your sights aimed down the stairs as you hear Pip drop in behind you.
>Slowly you head down the stairs, weapon trained down the hallway.
>Its dark and you know feral ghouls like to hide in places like this.
>The layout looks simple.
>A hallway with a room at the end, no one is in there.
>There are 2 hallways off to the left and right.
>"You clear right, I'll clear left" you say as you approach the fork.
>"Got it" you hear Pip grunt.
>You turn left and aim down a hallway to a well-lit room.
>Hm looks like someone was living here at some point.
>You walk into the room and scan left and right.
>No one here.
>"Clear left" you call out.
>"Clear right" you hear pip call.
>With that you can finally let your guard down.
>"I'll get the girls" Pip says as he holsters his gun.
>You nod and begin looking around the room.
>A bed, a vending machine of some sort, a bunch of half completed weird looking laser rifles.
>The vending machine looks a bit odd so you examine it calmly, leaning over it and around the sides.
>On the side you see words that catch your eye.
>"Big MT"
>If it was made there, then this isn't a normal vending machine.
>"What's that Boomer" you hear Amber over your shoulder.
>"Dunno some kind of vending machine from the Big MT"
>You feel Gracie sliding under your left arm to look at it.
>"OH! I know what that is! It's a self-contained matter transformation device!"
>You look at her.
>"It's a what? And HOW do you know that Gracie?"
>She starts tapping at the buttons on it happily.
>"It takes uh" She looks around quickly and grabs a coin like thing of a table “These!"
>She hands it to you.
>A Sierra Madre chip?
>"If you get enough of these it'll change them into items!"
>She grabs a bunch of the chips and puts them in them punches a few buttons
>Out pops a can of cram
>You pick up the can and look at it, then open it up and taste it
>It tastes better than any other cram you've had before, you pass it to Pip to try "try it, it's good"
>"How do you know that Gracie?" Amber asks.
>Gracie gives a toothy grin.
>"I wandered around the Big MT for a long time, I found the Lab they made these things in! They had details on their computers!"
>Makes sense to you.
>Pip is the first to leave the room and head to the other room.
>"Where is the Madre though?" he asks looking around the other room.
>You follow him and frown.
>"Dunno, my Pip-boy doesn't tell me anything besides it's here"
>You see him tapping away at his.
>"Same"
>You're stumped and getting frustrated.
>Was this a wild goose chase? Did Sato give you bad info? You were so close!
>"Check behind the walls" you hear Amber call out.
>She emerges from the other room holding what looks like a journal.
>"Whoever lived here says there are secret tunnels behind one of the walls"
>You frown.
>Fuck sneaky shit, how were you going to find the switch to open a secret door?
>You look around and see Pip begins knocking on the walls.
>"What are you doing?" you ask, feeling your frustration begin to pour out through your voice.
>You weren't angry at him or anything but this stuff was annoying.
>A pair of scaled arms wrap around you waist from behind.
>"Calm down Anon, its ok we'll find it" you hear Gracie whisper to you.
>You take a deep breath and wait as Pip taps around the room
>Eventually he stops and knocks on one spot again.
>"Here, it's hollow behind here" Pip says pointing to the spot.
>"How will get through that though" Amber says walking up to him and examining the spot.
>You know how, plus it would probably calm you down.
>Exploding things always did.
>"I got some explosives, I'll blow a hole through the wall"
>Pip looks you over.
>"You sure about that? You might collapse the bunker"
>Gracie hugs your arm.
>"He's a Boomer! And he did that clear out our home! Trust him, he knows what he's doing!"
>Pip looks a bit unsure but relents.
>"You guys might want to get into that other room, this could make a mess"
>They all file out of the room while you search through your inventory.
>Start Small, you don't know how thick this wall is.
>You grab a Grenade and back away to the hallway that leads into the side room
>Quickly you pull the pin from the grenade and toss it to the foot of the wall then duck behind the corner.
>The explosion shakes some dust off the walls when it goes off.
>You peek around the corner and frown.
>The others look too.
>The wall is still intact, a small hole blasted into it.
>"Oh great job Mr. Demo man" Amber teases you.
>You can feel your frustration growing.
>Fine they want a big explosion, they get one.
>You grab a nearly depleted fusion core and smirk at Amber.
>"How about this then" you ask smugly.
>You feel a hand on your arm.
>Pip has ahold of it.
>"You sure about using that?" he asks, eyeing the fusion core.
>You nod.
>"I know what I'm doing man, I won't kill us or anything"
>He nods.
>"But you all should get out of the bunker, just to be safe"
>You head to the room and place the fusion core in the hole that the grenade made.
>Everyone else has already climbed out of the bunker as you walk towards the stairwell
>"Gracie, you wanted to know why the Treadnaut had force fields around the power core?" you call up out of the storm drain.
>"Yea! Why is that?
>"It's powered by 8 of these fusion cores" you say as you pull out you scout rifle and take aim at the dimly glowing light of the fusion core.
>"And if one gets shot"
>you hold your breath and pull the trigger.
>A miniature nuclear explosion goes off, causing the ground the shake and all of the dust settled everywhere to get rattled off.
>You can't even hear your own laughter as the ground shakes.
>Nothing like an explosion to lighten your mood.
>"That happens" you say as the sound dies down.
>"Come on down, we're good to go!" you call up.
>"Hold up! Gracie's passed out!" Pip calls down to you.
>You swear to yourself, you were so caught up in explosions you forgot about Gracie's tendency to play dead.
>"One sec, I got her"
>You climb out of the bunker and see Gracie splayed out on the ground.
>"Gracie come on, you're ok, and it was just an explosion" you say as you grip her paws.
>Her eyes open and she pulls one of her paws out of your hand and swats you with it.
>"WARN ME NEXT TIME!"
>You help her up while you apologize.
>"What was that about?" Amber says looking you over.
>"Hog nosed snakes play dead when threatened, I guess that instinct got passed to Gracie" you say as you help dust her off.
>Gracie's ears go flat against her head.
>"I can't help it sometimes" she says looking at her feet.
>"It's ok, we're working on it, anyway let's check out the wall"
>Pip jumps down first, followed by Amber, then Gracie.
>You follow quickly after them and look at the wall.
>Or rather what used to be the wall.
>A smoldering hole where the wall was reveals the tunnel.
>"Told ya I got it" you say with a grin.
>You draw your LMG again and take the lead down the dimly lit tunnel.
>Eventually it gets so dark that you and Pip have to use the lights on your pip-boys to see.
>For what feels like hours the 4 of you walk, but it's hard to tell, at least it is for you.
>But as you round a curve you see dim reddish light and the opening.
>"Oh! Light! Light! Let's go Anon!" Gracie says beginning to run towards it.
>You catch her arm in your hand, struggling to hold your LMG with one hand.
>"Hold up, we have to play it safe. Let's all get there at once"
>No need to rush now.
>You keep your LMG in your hands and watch as the light gets brighter and the mouth of the tunnel gets bigger.
>Eventually you walk through the opening and blink a few times
>Before you there are buildings; villas that are crumbling and decrepit.
>And behind them is a giant tower of a building, bathed in red mist.
>As you walk you feel the ground is soft.
>Like snow, the mist seems to have settled on the ground leaving an inch or 2 of blood red dust on the ground.
>What is this stuff? You don't think you want to know, but you think you'll learn anyway.
>Your footsteps are muffled from it as the 4 of you walk, looking around.
>'It's really here' you think to yourself.
>A fountain sits in the center of a plaza, empty with no water but with a few dozen of those chips in it.
>Holograms of people flicker lazily as you look around and static cuts through the quiet.
>"This place is creepy" you hear Gracie whimper from behind you.
>You nod and keep your LMG out, aiming at every single sound.
>The static is driving you crazy, like a garbled voice yelling at you.
>Silenced footfalls all around you.
>Words echo from your memory.
>"That place will be your grave"
>A noise to your right caused you to jump and fire at the noise.
>Sparks fly as your bullet hits a speaker.
>"Geez Boom calm down" you faintly hear over your own heart beat.
>There are shapes in the mist taunting you.
>"Anon are you ok?" Gracie's voice cuts through.
>You blink hard and focus on her.
>Stay focused on her, let her be your tether.
>You hold her paw, gripping your Gun with one hand.
>"You ok Boomer?" Pip says .
>"I'm just... I don't know; those speakers are getting to me" you cough.
>The 4 of you keep walking through the villas.
>"What is this Stuff? Why isn't it affecting you?" you ask as you walk through the blood red mist.
>You cough and feel your lungs burn.
>It feels like the cloud is closing in on you.
>"What do you mean Boom?" Pip asks as he leads the group.
>"It's like this stuff is choking me, how are you able to walk through it?"
>To your dismay they keep walking; ignoring your words.
>Did you even say anything? Your breathing is so labored your can't remember.
>Maybe you imagined it.
>You look around at the three of them.
>Amber and Gracie walk like there's no problem, like this cloud is nothing more than fog.
>Pip seems like he's walking through a bit of smoke, a cough every once and a while.
>Gracie has a firm grip on your hand as she walks through the clouds
>But she keeps leading you through the clouds.
>Through whatever this stuff is that chokes you.
>Each time you have a violent coughing fit.
>It burns.
>you face burns, your lungs burns and your eyes burn.
>Why is it painful to just exist here?
>You cough and let go of Gracie's paw.
>How can they keep going like its nothing?
>You have to stop in an area where the cloud has settled, the dust around your feet is thick but the air clear.
>Let your lungs clear, try to catch your breath.
>You're not out of shape so why is this affecting you so much?
>The others just keep walking.
>Static in the air is the only noise you can hear.
>But then something else cuts through.
>Horrid, ragged breathing.
>is breathing though? It echoes through the plaza around you.
>Surrounding you.
>Where is it coming from?
>You raise your LMG and aim down the sights, turning quickly at each way into the area.
>What you see is a shape in the cloud.
>A figure, a human shaped figure, carrying something, eyes round and glowing green.
>And it's stumbling through the cloud towards you.
>You aim right between those glowing eyes.
>"FUCK OFF YOU CUNT" you shout at it.
>Your words have little effect on whatever it is.
>It tosses the cylinder thing it's carrying at you.
>As it flies through the cloud you recognize what it is.
>A gas canister, with a small explosive attached.
>FUCK!
>You dive to the side and roll away from the impact, kicking up dust.
>It hits the ground with an explosion, kicking the dust into the air.
>You choke as you get to your feet and aim at the figure once more.
>Fuck this guy.
>You unload 20 or so bullets into the shambling body, ripping it apart.
>Where are Gracie and Pip and Amber?
>Through the mist you see more figures, walking that awful stumbling gait through the blood red cloud.
>Fine.
>They wanted to come for you, but you were going to go to them.
>"BOOMER?! WHERE ARE YOU?!" you hear faintly over the ragged breaths.
>Go, Kill them all.
>You charge into the mist, gun blazing.
>Bodies fall before you as you charge.
>Bullets fly, leaving trails through the cloud.
>How many of them are there? They just keep coming.
>But you don't care though, how many of them have you killed? 10? 20? 30?
>Not that it matters.
>Is your gunfire drawing them to you?
>"ANON! ANON! WHERE ARE YOU?!"
>Only one person calls you Anon.
>Gracie.
>Her voice is getting closer, you can hear it between the gunshots.
>Protect her, kill everyone.
>You kneel down and reload, 200 rounds take a little big to reload but you can keep firing for a LONG time.
>But you're interrupted, a spear made of a stick and knives strapped to it; stabs into your left bicep.
>A scream; Gracie's scream
>A hail of bullets tear through the humanoid thing that stabbed you.
>You're breathing hard, the spear is still in your arm.
>"ARE YOU OK!?" She cries.
>You hear the gentle patter of Gracie's paws in the dust.
>She kneels in front of you.
>"I'm Fine" you choke out, your throat burns when you try to talk.
>You grab the spear and pull it out of your arm, causing blood to spray into the dust on the ground.
>"No, you're not Anon! We have to get you out of here!"
>You stand up gripping your LMG with your right hand, your left arm hurts too much to move.
>Fuck, you can't reload it like this.
>The breathing of these people, these ghosts.
>It surrounds you and Gracie.
>Gracie stands with her SMG drawn, firing at a few of the ghosts.
>But you see one holding a one of those gas bombs.
>You try to warn Gracie, try to shout but the dust that's been kicked up is choking you.
>It throws the bomb right at Gracie.
>NO! You won't let her get hurt!
>You rush forward and push her out of the way.
>The gas bomb hits the LMG in your hand and explodes, blasting you backwards into a wall.
>Pain, so much pain.
>You can't see out of your left eye, shrapnel from your LMG being blasted apart is in your legs and chest.
>The toxic dust is settling into your wounds, poisoning your blood.
>"NO NO NO ANON!" Gracie cries as she gets up and runs to you.
>"I'm sorry Gracie, we should have never come here" you choke out.
>You can feel your consciousness fading as you look into her teary eyes.
>"NO Anon Please! Get Up! You Have to get up!' she cries pulling your arms.
>You can't move, your body is limp as she drags you slowly.
>It doesn't hurt anymore as she pulls.
>"Go Find your sister; get out of here please"
>You cough and taste the iron in your blood .
>She needs to save herself.
>"NO Anon! Please I need you! Please get up"
>"PLEASE Anon! I Lo-"
>Your world goes black and the pain fades.
>Sato was right.
>This place would be your grave.