Sixteen: Larry's Concerns

"Can we talk Larry? Larry!" This was the sixth time since the call that Gary had turned up at Larry's usual chilling out place in the local bar and asked to talk. The past month had been weird, coping with Victor suddenly disappearing to a new place with his wife, then getting news that Barry was having another kid seemingly so soon after the other, it made Larry's head spin. Indeed, Larry had not been able to say anything to the rest of the family and as Gary hadn't told them the truth, he was still being favoured by their father and mother as helping Wolford go on the right kind of path to being with other wolves. It was all sitting badly in Larry's gut and the more Gary was insisting on him giving him a chance to talk, the more Larry was getting pissed off.

"I don't want to talk... your business with Wolford is your own, I don't want to know anything about it." Larry growled, drinking down his pint and then dropping his money on the table for the beaver working the bar to collect with a grump. Gary had to hurry to drink his and to pay, but Larry did not want to talk to him and collected his coat before pulling out his packet of cigarettes and lighting one as he pulled his black collar up against the weirdly chilly wind. He strolled out aimlessly, going anywhere his feet led him and away from wherever Gary was calling for him and thankfully he was able to walk out of sight of him. He followed the route out towards the Shambles when he found a familiar alley and turned into it, finding he scattered remains of an old porn magazine and then giving a sudden shudder of frustration to see that there was a more recent copy dumped out here. It was going on about these Filthy Foxes within and Larry growled as he grabbed it and prepared to rip it in half.

It was his fault wasn't it? He used to drag his brothers over here to the back of the strange storage building and show them that someone regularly dumped various porn magazines out here. He'd done it with his friends too, trying to knock that nerd wearing glasses image out of the rest of his teenage years and yet he'd brought Wolford here. He'd been so cruel, tormenting Wolford that he bet he wasn't brave enough to steal a magazine or even know how to use his dick... it had been venting after his own failed attempt. The night before, Larry had been at his girlfriend's and they'd gone all the way, but after he'd cum there was a sensation of nothing... absolutely nothing! He'd been confused and fucked up with his girlfriend and she'd been miserable because it had been her first time and in that frustration of 'why hadn't it felt as good for me as it did for her', had panicked him and he'd taken it out on Wolford.

That day, Wolford had seen the stack of those fox magazines, Larry had known he was gay and not given a thought to him grabbing that, but he had not thought it would lead to what it had led to. Thinking about when he barged in on Wolford in that tie made him sick, his stomach knotted itself because he could only remember the pain and pulling them apart. He was snarling as he looked at the magazines and then he picked it up and stuffed it under his arm as he then found himself looking for somewhere quiet to sit and try to understand what had happened with his brother. He stepped out of the path and then stumbled through the Shambles, noting that it was more dilapidated than he remembered. A lot of the foxes had been leaving with small predators to a new place like Victor, but the wolves and bears were all remarking on how it was probably going to end up a crime town and Larry had to admit he did feel that was possible.

Now as he strolled about, he found himself picking his way out towards an area of tangled woodland and briars that was impossible to get through. These were place he and Victor and Wolford had played as kids and they'd gone through to the sheds that were safe and wonderful to go to. Larry found himself following that path and then shuffling on towards the shed that was always kept in a good condition no matter what. As he approached it, he ducked under the briars and managed to reach the spot before pulling the door open and then slipping inside, sighing to see there was still blankets that didn't smell bad and no scent that anyone was inside or had been in here lately. With the foxes gone, it was not being their safety hole anymore, but memories of sneaking here with Victor and Wolford to share sweets before dinner or read the latest comics had always given it good memories as Larry sat himself down with a sigh.

"What did he see in this?" Larry growled to himself, slumping against the blankets and chilling, glad it was a warm night. He sighed gently as he opened up the magazines and pulled back the sense of disgust as he slowly began to peel away each page of filth to try and think what his brother's mind was filled with. Most of the pictures seemed to be for the sake of guys that wanted to be on top, but Wolford was the opposite, he wanted to be beneath these guys and that was how Larry's head was stuck spinning. Why would anyone want to be beneath another? Larry growled slowly as he peeled page after page until he found a strange image, the image of two foxes with a hound between them, cock in mouth and cock in mouth and Larry grimaced. "This... this is... this is what he enjoys?"

Larry eyed up the image carefully, the foxes looked to be enjoying it and though that kind of thing was hard for him to understand anyway, Larry tried to consider it all from the hound's position. Well, the hound was certainly lucky that the two foxes had smaller cocks to have to cope with, but at the same time the hound seemed to be enjoying it. Larry grimaced... he knew blowjobs felt good, they were like penetrating but with the tongue giving extra sensation and it got very wet. Larry had only have one once, it hadn't been bad but he certainly hadn't been overly impressed by it or anything related to sex. But the back end was different, he knew that the prostate on guys was there and gave the orgasm equivalent for a female, but he had no idea how that could even happen or indeed how that could feel.

An orgasm was great, but it was swift and he'd not found it addictive like other beasts, he certainly couldn't think of the stretching or the pain as anything pleasant either. He tried to think it over and consider this body part, when you were constipated you felt great relief right, maybe it was like that? Maybe... but the whole stuffing something up there in the first place was the most uncomfortable idea behind it all and Larry was shaking his head as he tried to consider it all. Why did Wolford want to be in that position... then he considered a conversation between two of the female employees he was friends with and what they'd said on the matter.

"Yeah... I mean, if he's two big you just have all the pressure and its great, but you don't get the same kind of orgasm as a slimmer one that can get to the right point. Size does matter..." The girls had grumbled and though Larry thought all of that was pointless when canines knotted so orgasms were just always the same, he considered the size. If it was in the back trying to reach a specific point and you were going to get in a tie, you wouldn't want a giant cock... would you? That maybe explained the foxes... smaller than wolves so not as scary to be in a relationship with, but then what about Gary and his relationship with it? Larry could not figure it out, he did not understand why the pair had even tried to go out together if what had been said was the truth and thinking about it, Larry lifted himself from the ground and padded off back home.

The next day Larry had a hangover and he was growling in his bed as his mother marched up the hallway with a soft wag of her tail as she opened the door. She had a glass of water and some painkillers, as well as a cup of raw eggs and a hefty, greasy breakfast on hand that were all guaranteed hangover cures. Larry was glad he had the day off, he lifted his head up to notice his mother and was glad she kept the curtains closed as she lay the food out. She stepped over with the glass of water and the tablets, holding them out on her palm so Larry lapped them up unconsciously and then took the water. He was not keen on the other cures, but he was thankful for them.

At least, he was until his mother grabbed him by the jaw, told him off for getting drunk on his father's whisky when he got back and then forced him to down the eggs in front of her. No doubt it had been dad's idea to teach him a lesson about stealing his booze! Larry groaned as his mother massaged his temples, her face showing that expression of motherly affection that Larry most often remembered pointed at Wolford. God, their mother was a saint, she'd not even flinched at helping Wolford out of the knot, cleaning him afterwards or loving him without any kind of question. She'd accepted it straight away and that made Larry's mind click as he growled to his mother.

"I'm sorry... was trying to understand what had happened... apparently Gary only went out with Wolford because he was the next best thing to me and... and I think Wolford only went out with Gary because he thought we were forcing him to in order to be 'normal'. But he likes foxes... he always did and... and I was trying to figure it out and I couldn't understand why." Larry groaned, only to have his ear grabbed and given a twist by his angry looking mother. Clearly she was going to let her ferocious side out at this point and she wagged her paw at him in frustration before then standing up and marching out of the room. Larry remained lounging on the bed, until he heard the yelp and whimper of his father as he was dragged into the room and to their great surprise, mother was looking feral!

"Right... listen up Barry... apparently your cruelty other Wolfy's interests meant he got himself in a relationship with Gary when Gary clearly was interested in Larry... your obsession with your son being interested in wolves and only wolves meant that he's suffered a humiliating relationship just to stop us from judging how he lives his life. Its wicked and ridiculous! I've decided that you're both going to have to go to one of the prison seminars on tolerance and discrimination that you force other recruits to go on and you're going to open your eyes!" She growled firmly and the pair of them dropped their ears, looking utterly pathetic and yet in awe of their dominating she-wolf. Mrs Wolford then heaved a snort of irritation as she shook her head. "We never judge the kind of girls our boys get with, why should we judge what kind of guys? We never once asked Wolford and yet... I'm sure it must have been quite clear if we'd opened our eyes. We welcomed Gary without a question, but basically did exactly the same as his family to our Wolfy... so we've got to change and understand that Wolford is welcome to like what he likes... its not about us or that we've done something to cause it. Understand?"

"Wait... are you saying that Gary's made my puppy cry?" Barrington Wolford questioned with his sneering expression as he looked towards Larry. Larry lifted a paw, one eye half closed because of the hangover but he gulped heavily as he realised what was going to happen to Gary at this rate and he gave a groan of frustration.

"I'll... I'll deal with him... no need for you to skin his tail." Larry stated, but immediately his father was snarling fiercely and insisting he was going to talk to Gary tonight and deal with it himself. Indeed, Larry had a curious thought in his head that might just solve everything that was spinning around in his head. It was probably the wrong way of going about it, but it would answer two questions and he hoped it was not just the alcohol talking as he pulled his phone over and then flicked through the contacts till he found Gary's and insisted, tonight they'd solve the matter.

When night came along, Larry was feeling uncomfortable for having attempted to prepare for the situation by putting his paw somewhere he certainly hadn't thought it would go without tissue attached! He'd been shocked when he'd found a laxative hanging around the household, something that was arguably out of date and had belonged to Wolford, but a search on the internet had assured him that it would still work. He did not really know what he was even thinking of doing, but with a groan he'd sat in the bog and sorted the problem before walking a little bow-legged back to his room, his mother thankfully assuming it was still left from his hangover. It had felt disgusting and hideous, so he could not understand why his little brother was willing to endure that kind of thing each time before having sex? Wasn't that insane? Maybe it was why a lot of the guys he knew swung that way were a little on the light side!

With a sigh, Larry had then made sure to be wearing comfortable clothes, brought Vaseline and other ointment to soothe his backside, not to mention a cooling pack before packing condoms. Larry had then brought a crate of beer and got some fresh pizza as he'd arrived in front of Gary's apartment. The white wolf had been quite surprised, but he opened the door and let Larry in without a single question as he'd seen the food and then just decided that it was time to sit and talk about the situation and Gary was scared, but they put on the sports, enjoyed the food and booze and it all seemed normal. Gary knew Larry was not able to talk about these kinds of things normally after-all, he was asexual and trying to even conceptualise the idea of sex outside of reproduction or even marriage required accepting that he was different to everyone else and almost... ignorant... which was something difficult to truly place upon oneself, but when the game was over Larry turned off the television and turned to Gary with a blunt expression.

"So you wanted to have sex with me? You're aware that I don't understand that desire, but I do understand wanting to kiss, hug and date someone... sex is not the only intimate thing someone can do, so why not just tell me you had feelings and not put Wolford in such a position." Lawrence was amused, watching sport and having a slight buzz from the booze was good at making him pretty damn honest about whatever he needed to say and Gary's jaw dropped. He'd been staring at Larry in total shock, trying to think quickly in his head of how he could explain it and only one thing popped out of his mouth.

"You're neither gay nor sexual... you would not understand what it all means!" Gary blurted, suddenly grasping his muzzle with a growl of frustration that he could be so stupid, but Larry just stared at him expectantly. Clearly, Larry was trying to understand the situation or he would not have asked and Gary gave a groan before rubbing at his nose in frustration. He then shook his head, ears flapping gently before he lifted his head to his unrequited love and gave a groan of irritation. "Look... when you like another guy, its still considered unnatural, its considered as unnatural as you not having an interest in sex. It doesn't matter that it makes sense to you, it matters that it doesn't make sense to anyone whose not like you. When I like a guy, it means I want everything and in a gay relationship, sometimes the only achievable goal is sex. You don't have the whole we can have a kid, we can get married and you rarely get the whole, let's move in together and shop as a couple, lets go out holding hands or lets meet each other's parents. When you fall for a straight guy too, it's a no go area that you can try but in the end you're fucking up a friendship and terrifying the one person you don't want to upset. Its like walking on eggshells all the time with your feelings... waiting to make the stupid move that would break the shield and prove you're hideous."

"I see... so you have to carefully decide between breaking a friendship and hurting both of you, or just hurting yourself and keeping the friendship. I suppose its even more awkward if you're two beings that aren't usually seen as a couple, or that others will remark upon... poor Wolford." Larry stated in upset, lowering is head and considering how much Wolford and Vic were bullied just for being friends. The idea of being in love, something Larry could understand without any need to think, being mixed in with this whole disquiet and anxiety and it was no wonder that Wolford had been foolish with the first fox that had approached him. It was probably also why he and Gary had agreed to a relationship, if only because it would be somewhere to place their anxieties and desires... but Wolford had suffered more than Gary. For Gary, there'd been acceptance in the family for the relationship and more reason to feel close to Larry... Wolford had just been feeling constant misery for it all. "My poor brother..."

"I'm sorry about it all, its not like I wanted to hurt Wolford... I thought he was interested in me and... and there was no way it would happen between us so... so I thought I could fall in love with..." Gary began, sighing pathetically as he considered how he'd selfishly chosen Wolford for looks and relation... Wolford's eyes were the only thing different from Larry. But now, now when Gary thought about Wolford he could see the different shape of their face, Larry had a longer muzzle and it was slightly crooked, but Wolford's features were so neat and straight and his cheeks more round that he looked more like the guy's mother. Wolford looked youthful and cute compared to other wolves, whereas Gary and Larry both looked quite old. "...I started seeing how different he really was and I... I was not a good boyfriend."

"I see." Larry stated in frustration and then he looked towards his friend with a sharp expression, what did he mean a bad boyfriend? Perhaps it was because they had barely been around each other enough, but Gary was keeping quiet. He did not want Larry to know about the sex toys, let alone about the way he'd fucked him so aggressively. Even now, Gary regretted it and he couldn't say how they'd had phone sex when Larry had been asleep in the same room and that Gary had actually cum aiming at Larry and luck had meant he'd not splashed him. Gary felt fucking awful but then he got a complete shock as Larry gave a grunt. "This thought in my head, its probably from alcohol... but I thought I'd try and find out what's happened to my brother and his interests. I tried to understand it but... anyway, let's get this over with."

"Wait... what!" Gary questioned in confusion, watching Larry strip down and then sit on the bed, expecting something to happen whilst the white wolf jut stared at him in total disbelief. Just what was evening happening here? Gary gave a sudden burst of laughter, insisting that Larry was really giving him a good lesson and he'd behave, there was no need to tease so much. But when Larry's straight and almost bored expression fell upon him, Gary realised that his best friend was being serious and offering him the chance of something he was desperate for. "Uh... can we... can we actually do it?"

"I used an enema and I'm sitting here naked... do you think I'm just going to leave?" Larry stated, giving his companion a wry expression as if he were an idiot. Gary gulped heavily, he couldn't believe his luck right now and swiftly he hopped to the bed, pulled his clothes off and then yanked a draw open, taking out a condom and some lubricant. He could not believe that Larry had done that and was going to let this happen, but Larry then rolled onto his belly and shuffled up the bed to the pillows with a swift wag of his tail. "But look... this is a one time only thing and you'd better get me to cum from my ass because it's the only place you're going. No kissing, no snuggling, no licking... its sex... mechanical and a stress relief... its not going to lead somewhere."

"I got it." Gary stated, though his tail would not stop wagging about in complete delight at the thought of having sex with Larry! But as he pulled his condom on, blushing to be so erect so quickly, he squeezed the lube onto Larry's backside and there was no real reaction. Gary felt almost a little unhappy that nothing happened, but swiftly he got behind Larry and brought his paw to his backside. He rubbed at Larry's ring gently, feeling it stretch a little before Larry gave a sharp growl of fury as Gary rubbed his fingers in a little more and then found himself getting pushed back. Larry clenched around his digits tightly, making Gary grimace in pain, he was not sure this was going to work, but he still poured on more lube and rubbed about in a circle. He found the clenching was almost continuous until he reached one corner that seemed to open out and his finger was able to get in some more. Larry did not say anything about it, but he was clearly frustrated over the fact that it was just uncomfortable, weird and felt more like he was getting a prostate exam!

Gary gulped heavily as he managed to get two digits in, rubbing and rolling, twiddling and tickling to try and get some reaction but there was only a slight softening, Larry was still clenching pretty hard. Gary was trying to find the prostate, trying to figure out how deep and what side, leaning his digits to where he knew it was in most guys, but the clenching would hurt and the grumbling noises deep in Larry's throat made him anxious. This was not easy, even Gary's first time hadn't been this damn awkward and he was worried he was going to go soft if he kept finding himself being rejected like this. The squelching noises were also irritating Larry and Gary's heart was breaking to think that there really could not be any chance for them, before he tickled something that made the tail wag and Larry gave a grunt.

"Uh... what... what was that? That felt strange... is that... is that IT?" Larry questioned in fascination, though he had to admit that it certainly felt strange... very strange! He could not tell if he liked it, or whether he just felt weird or even close to wetting himself. It was seriously strange, and he couldn't understand right then and there why anyone would want a reaction from this part of their body! But the more Gary began to rub at it, the more Larry's body began to twitch and he could feel a funny feeling around the front, his cock swelling out of the sheath. His tail lifted more eagerly; he found his hips even trying to jolt as Gary's eyes swelled in total disbelief over the matter. He could not believe how lucky this was, he quickly continued to rub again as the passage softened, relaxed on clenching and then suddenly began to tighten as Larry gave a wheezing sound. Then, Gary pulled his fingers out and Larry gave a sudden whimper. "Wait... don't stop..."

"Its okay... I'm going to put it in now, it should feel good..." Gary stated comfortingly, then he sat up and beckoned Larry to bend his knees and make his ass stick out some. Larry didn't like the tone, but he nodded his head and shifted onto his knees, grumbling that it felt really embarrassing. Gary then brought his covered cock to the widened hole, pouring the last of the lubricant onto it, before pushing into the hole as carefully as he could. Immediately it was clenching enough to hurt them both as Larry growled and insisted it felt bad and he did not want it. Gary grimaced, he didn't want to pull out when he'd hardly put the head in, so he wrapped his arms around Larry's waist and then pushed himself in as deep as he could, though Larry almost twisted in his grasp and gave growls of fury. But as Gary tried to twist and get himself into the right position, he stuck himself to the point that had felt good and then started thrusting and rubbing around there. "See... see... it'll feel good soon, I mean it!"

Larry stopped growling and was soon just panting and groaning in the confusion caused by the different sensations. He was in pain from the stretching, the splitting sensation that made his blood run hot and his hips hurt, but the rubbing against the point was feeling good. Worst, he could feel everything with Gary, the way he swelled and the way it rubbed so weirdly at him and really felt strange. He wanted to tell Gary to take it out and fuck off already, but the more he clenched whenever that point was touched, the more he let out funny sounds and his body almost jiggled with a pleasant sensation. He didn't want this, but he wanted it and Larry was confused as Gary began to pant heavily and then was finally thrusting hard enough that he managed to keep hitting the right point as Larry began to moan loudly and panting so heavily that Gary's tail was almost spinning with how excited from it he was.

Their skin were still slapping loudly against each other, the squelching sound was even more prominent and Larry was panting so loudly that Gary was getting close to blowing. The condom was a kind with a tight pinch at the end to keep him from forming a tie with Larry, but he was starting to feel like he was going to blow before he'd done what Larry wanted. He was desperate to ensure that Larry got an orgasm, or this was going to punch him in the gut and make him feel really crappy! But as he continued to carefully thrust against Larry's good spot, gritting his teeth, he began to realise that Larry was looking irritated and was nothing like Wolford.

Yeah... that was the weirdest part of it all, Gary could only think about how Wolford would have reacted at this point. He could only think of how adorable and cute Wolford would look in this moment, panting, moaning and looking up at Gary as if it was the best thing he'd ever felt. Wolford would then swing himself up against Gary's shoulders, stretch his legs out as wide as possible and then even lean back so it got in deeper. Wolford would have been really into it and making a point of how big Gary was and how deep he was... but Larry was just glaring and it made Gary grimace before he felt the passage clench very tightly and then that sudden damp sensation.

"FUCKING HELL!" Larry yelped out in complete shock as his backside felt almost like it had burst with pleasure. He groaned and gargled, his body pinching violently around Gary so that Gary had to thrust as quickly and shallowly as possible before he gave a low moan as he came himself. As Larry was panting heavily in shock, Gary groaned as he still could not stop his hips from giving soft little thrusts before he pulled back gently and then pulled himself right out. He groaned to see the swollen balloon around his groin and was blushing as he cleaned himself up and then turned to Larry who flopped onto his back with a groan. "That was strange... it was all horrible until the end..."

"So... so you wouldn't like to do it again?" Gary whimpered pathetically, but as he watched Larry shake his head, he was concerned by something that tickled through his mind. It simply said that Wolford enjoyed it more and for that, Gary found himself grimacing. But Larry gave a soft groan as he shook his head and then looked towards Gary with a grunt.

"I can see what Wolford gets out of it... but considering everything, if it was not with someone Wolford really wanted to be with... I don't think he'd be happy." Larry slumped back with a groan, glad for the point of clarity and yet the loss of all pleasure was quick and he was back to thinking normally and being irritated about how messy he felt and his back hurt. Gary said nothing, quickly going to turn the shower on for his friend, but he certainly understood what Larry meant and he felt bad once more.

He really had been an awful boyfriend.