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Before I get into telling y'all about how I got my Daddy Sheep. I suppose I need to tell y'all a bit about me and my family. I am now Dr Claude Marcus Kitman II. I say now because in a few short years I'll be Dr Claude Micheals when my Earl and I bond legally and I take his name.. (Named after my Paternal Grandfather, who started the family business that Dad grew into the Fortune 25 conglomerate CMK Industries. He named it after Grandpa and me.) I'm now 21. I'm 6'4", and 230 pounds. I'm an African Lion like my Dad and my twin Brother Jebediah Marcus Kitman.. (Jeb teases me about being his older Brother since I'm all of 5 minutes older than he is.) We are identical. Well, Jeb's a top and I'm a confirmed bottom. Rare in gay Lions, less than 2% of us are bottoms. I'm kind of popular as a result of that.

Jeb and I have Golden Tan fur and we have Red Blond manes .We both have Dad's striking Sapphire Blue eyes. We're stocky and well muscled. Got to be genetic as I'm a bit lazy. Jeb works out a little. But I don't. He's not built up, but his body is more defined then mine. Since we were tiny Cubs we've been told how attractive and beautiful we are. Dad and Grandpa Claude can tell us apart. And our long time English family retainer, Edward Featherstone can too. Edward is a large Red Fox and pretty much raised us as Momma was always sick. She died when Jeb and I were only 3. So I don't remember her much. Her parents never came around much and we didn't know them much either. They never approved of her marrying Dad at all. Despite his money and social position they didn't like him.

Grandpa Claude turned the family business over to Dad when Momma died. He moved in with us to spend time with his Grandsons so Dad could focus on running CMK.. He loves his Grandsons so much, he devoted himself to us, and helping Edward raise us. But Dad was always around us when he could be. And when were were ten he bonded his long time best friend. A big Bengal Tiger. Papa Harry Belford. We called him Papa Harry cause like Edward and Grandpa Claude he loved us and helped raise us. We might not have had a mother growing up. But we never lacked love or support. Grandpa had given us money when we were 12. He and Dad have invested and tended to our money. So Jeb and I are multimillionaires. About $755 Million apiece right now.

Dad has told us stories of Grandpa Claude before we were born. The terror of the boardrooms, the gruff, manipulative business cat and how radically he changed when we were born. So much so we can hardly believe that this loving Lion is the same one Dad told us about. He's so calm now and he'd get down on the floor and play with us when we were young cubs. And he'd be there for us and our friends. They'd come talk to him about things they couldn't tell their parents and Grandpa would help them sort things out. He loved being thought of as the 'cool older Lion' that the kids could go to. We know we're loved always. Between Dad and Grandpa Claude, and Edward, we had all the love and support two young Lions could ever wish for. (We never knew Grandma Kitman, she died right after Momma did, and we only know her from pictures Grandpa has.)

Dad and Grandpa Claude are bigger, and older versions of us. 6'7" and 260 pounds. And we look just like them. Gives Jeb and I hope as they are both extremely handsome older Lions. Grandpa Claude is 58 and hasn't got an ounce of fat on him. Nor does Dad. Dad was young when we were born, Dad's 39 now. Jeb and I are 21 as of right now. Grandpa has a few touches of Gray in his mane, but he barely looks 40. Dad too. Dad looks to be 32 at the oldest. He looks too young to have adult Lion sons. Grandpa has been mistaken for our father at times. (Makes him proud)

We have a few other folks living with us in the big house I bought when we moved to California to go to Sacramento State University to go to Medical School. Jeb and I were geniuses. We graduated High School at age 13. And like me, Jeb got his MD at age 21 too just like I did. Jeb's a Cardiologist while I became an Internist. Anyway, my best friend, Dr Nigel Davenport, an English Born Honey Badger lives with us. With his mate. My Medical School mentor, Dr Emil Brunner, a big, German born Atlantic Walrus. They bonded right away. While Nigel was in his Residency and I got them to move in with us. Emil and I used to rut like crazy. But didn't bond. I was surprised he bonded Nigel right off. We'll still rut when we can.

The owners of the gym Jeb goes to live with us too. Dmitri and Yuri Petrov. Lovers, mates and brothers. They needed a place to live when their apartment went condo. Jeb brought them home to talk to me about moving in with us. (I speak Russian and while they're both good with English, they are happy to have a Russian speaker around.) They're both big, solidly built Siberian Bulls. Dmitri is bigger, with Chocolate Brown fur and Brown hair and tufts. Yuri is Dark Gray with thick Black hair and a beard. But they look a lot alike. Dmitri's older by 2 years.

We talked when Jeb brought them home Turns out they were afraid we'd not let them move in as they were both brothers and mates. I had no trouble with that. And they happily moved in. They're a joyous and happy couple and they've brightened up the house by living here. They like to take me to bed with them too. I love it. I'm between two big, beautiful, well hung, Russian Bulls and they're warm and tender lovers. Yuri has the biggest heart of any animal I know. Always the first to come to you when you're troubled or upset. And he'd do anything for those of us he loves. Dmitri is warm and caring too, he's also wise and he's helped us a lot with problems.

One of Jeb's Jock friends is living with us too.. He hated the dorm and moved in with us when we were in Med School. Carl Benson is a big Clydesdale. Chestnut Brown and White coat. Deep Blue eyes and a big smile always. A big dick too.

Carl was my first lover, yes it was a huge Horse Cock that popped my cherry.. He got really drunk one night and crawled into bed with me while I was sleeping. By morning I was seriously not a virgin anymore and I was well versed in taking Horse Cocks. (I was 18, by the way.) It wasn't forced. He moved up against me curling me up tight. He was drunk and terribly lonely and just laid there and held me. Me feeling his fat Horse Cock poking my back made me beg him to fuck me. And being lonely, horny, drunk, and aroused he did so.(Didn't have to twist his arm, but he did, even drunk, quiz me on if I really wanted him to. He was afraid he'd hurt me and he wanted to be sure it was what I wanted of him. It was.) He was slow and gentle getting up me. He taught me a lot that night. Oral sex, rimming, kissing and he fucked me a lot, and came at least a dozen times. Carl was an amazing first lover. He kept kissing me and telling me how proud he was that I wanted him as my first and how well I took his huge Horse cock so easily.

He was afraid Jeb would be mad at him. (He was older, he was 20 at the time.) And wanted to keep it secret. Jeb came in in the morning to talk to me like he always does. And he just laughed. Carl was embarrassed, but Jeb told me he knew I'd eventually let Carl take my cherry. I'd told him once how hot I thought Carl was. Jeb knows me so well, and he knew I was aware he'd recently lost his too, by fucking someone. Jeb doesn't bend over for anyone. Trying to fuck my younger brother will get you seriously clawed.

Carl and I would rut at times when he was horny. And we still do. He's an amazing lover. And he's not wanting to settle down, he's 25 now and he's not mated. I told Dad and Grandpa, and they weren't upset. Dad thought he'd make a great mate for me. And to please Dad we did try. But we didn't bond. But I will always love that big Jock Clydesdale for breaking me in properly. And very gently too.(I had dreams about Carl at times. I'd dream we had bonded. And when I was in OB rotation I would dream I went to foal for Carl. Horse births from non Horses are pretty bloody and painful things. And I stopped having those dreams after I assisted when a young Lioness bore her Palomino husband's foal. It was like watching the grizzliest horror movie you can imagine happening in front of your eyes IRL. She recovered quickly. But that beautiful foal broke her pelvis and she lost an awful lot of blood. Watching that huge Colt come out of her was like watching an alien popping out of its host.)

I was always popular with tops. And I used to meet guys on campus in some less than savory ways. More than a few times I had hot sex in bathrooms. (I wasn't old enough to get into a bar.) My first Canine turning was in the back of a parked van. In the back edge of a local park.. A big, older, pot bellied German Shepard did me, and it was amazing. He was happy when I let him knot me. I just had to feel that huge, fat knot of his inside of me. I shamelessly begged him to give me his knot. And as we laid tied together in the back of his van I asked him about turning. He'd never done it, so we did that too. First time for both of us. Damn near addicted me to Canines. He turned me and was locked inside me, as my ass ring wouldn't stretch enough to let his knot out. As we were butt to butt, we'd race from orgasm to orgasm every few minutes. Good thing we were parked in the woods, as he'd howl so lustily when he came. After 45 minutes his softening knot popped out of me. And we laid on the floor too spent to move for a bit. I spurted a gallon or two of Canine cum onto the floor of his van. He kissed me a lot as we lay cuddled up trying to recover. But I never saw him again. I'd of let him knot and turn me anytime.

Lots of hot sex in a couple of the bathrooms. I got my first barbing from a big fat Bengal Tiger janitor in a library bathroom. He held my muzzle closed to keep me quiet as I was making so much noise as his fat Feline dick's barbs raked me. He bent me over a toilet in a locked stall and fucked and barbed my lights out. I managed to find out where he lived and showed up there the next weekend. He was surprised and let me in and we fucked all that weekend. He was even more amazing when we could relax and fuck in a bed. I still fuck Ken when I can. He's a hot fuck. A big pot bellied White Bengal Tiger. And I helped him get his mate. I introduced them. His little Jerry adores him as much as I would have. (Yes I did try to bond him, he's a sweet natured, and fat dicked Tiger, Hell yeah). Jerry's a smaller White Bengal Tiger bottom. And he's as devoted to Ken as can be. Jerry loves feeling Ken's fat pot belly on his stomach or back as he fucks as much as I did.

In a Science department building bathroom, I took a Horse who was on the faculty. He was in the bathroom, and he pushed his huge Black Horse Cock through the glory hole. I sucked him a while. And he's panting hard. I pull off and ask him if he'd fuck me. "No, takes too long to go up a guy with a Horse Cock as big as mine" he says. "My first lover was a big dicked Clydesdale Horse, I can take you" I say softly. "Show me" he pants and when I hold his dick through the glory hole and push back and take him up my ass as far as I can for the wall. He grunts and comes over to my booth. He was gorgeous. A big Palomino. I bent over the toilet and he murred as he slipped right up me and he was really hot. He fucked me hard with long strokes and we were both pretty vocal. He fucked me and came three times before he pulled out. I gave him my number and address. Dr Caine came by my house once a week for a long time. He finally divorced his wife and ended up with a younger Fox. And they're happy. I sure took more than enough of his virile Horse sperm in those few years, enough to give him a corral full of his Palomino foals. I like Horses, what can I say? Grandpa used to tease me that I was lucky I didn't end up going to foal for Dr Caine.(Like with Carl, after I saw a Lioness birth a Horse Colt, the thought just gave me nightmares and made my ass hurt.)

I was popular and more than a bit of a slut. When we turned 18, Jeb found a nice little gay bar. The Bear Den. Owned and run by a huge top Grizzly, Teddy Mitchell. I've been under Teddy a time or two, and we got him and his Jesse, a smaller Black Bear to move in too. Teddy helps me at times with guys, and steers me away from guys who'd be trouble. Teddy will have 'parties' at times. Locks the door and gets me or me and Nigel to take on his patrons. Been loads of fun.

Met a big Black furred Texas Longhorn Bull at one party. Leathered up, he banged me hard on a table with his massive Bull dick.. Dusty Rhodes was his name.. We dated a while. Dad loved him as did Jeb. But we didn't bond, he bonded a smaller Red Fox. And they're happy as hell. Can't blame his Fox at all. I'd of taken him proudly as my mate. Massive Bull dick too. And a Dom top as well. And a sweetheart of a Bull when not playing 'Bull Daddy'. Another 'one that got away'. Dusty would have made me as happy as he does his Jimmy. If Dusty's at a 'party' at the Den, he's insistent on being the one to get things started by fucking me. I've never said no to that big Black Bull, and I doubt I ever will.

I'm not lonely though, I pick up guys, and I get lots of dick at home too. Carl, Dmitri, Yuri, Emil, Dad and even Grandpa Claude. He's really hot for my ass. I fondly remember one weekend when Dad and Grandpa Claude spent the whole weekend passing me between them. Harry had gone back to Alabama for his Father's funeral and Dad was ultra horny. Grandpa and I had been fucking and we looked up to see Dad standing at the foot of the bed stroking his dick. I'm no fool I told Dad to stay. and he did. and we spent the rest of the weekend fucking. Dad and Grandpa would talk in between rounds. I know he and Grandpa got closer. They took me together once too. I was raked hard by their barbs and I couldn't stop yowling. I was worried a bit as I spent the rest of that night cramping up badly. Until I realized I didn't have the right parts to get knocked up by my Dad or my Granddad. I would have borne their cubs though, if I did. I'd of happily borne my Half Brother or my Uncle.(My deepest darkest secret is that I tried to bond Grandpa Claude, we both tried hard. I'd of belonged proudly to him. But when we didn't he swore me to secrecy. He was afraid Dad would get mad at him for trying to take his own Grandson as his mate.)

Though Jeb and I are brilliant our Physician's training was hard. We both had a lot of sex to relax. Though not with each other. We've still not gotten to fuck. Though we have been together while having sex with others. Jeb's just not comfortable with it. I have to admit, I can understand. We're too close to each other to fuck. He's a beautiful Lion, if I'd met him somewhere else I'd of been under him. But we look so much alike, and though we are a bit different inside, he's calmer, almost taciturn at times., and I'm the emotional one, we understand each other so much. Only Edward, or Nigel understand me anywhere as much as my Jeb does. I am not mad at him for being squicked out by the thought of fucking his twin. He was a bit bothered finding out that I let Dad and Grandpa fuck me. But he got over it. He just doesn't want to know about it when it happens. (He told me it made him think of fucking a mirror to think of fucking me. Doesn't bother me, but I love Jeb too much to push the issue. Seeing him naked is like seeing myself naked. So I can relate. Top or not, we have the same big Feline dick.)

I first see the guy who'll end up being my life mate at our Pre Med College graduation. He's Dr Earl Micheals. Head of the Athletic department. He's a Doctor too. Specializing in Sports Medicine and he's the team physician. For all of the Varsity teams. We're at the general Graduation. And he gives the Faculty speech. I'm up at the podium as the Valedictorian. I beat Jeb's average by like 0.0002 points. He's happy, he doesn't like that sort of thing anyway. I'm nervous but not as much as my brother Jeb would be.

Dr Earl Micheals is a big musclegut Ram. 6'9" (Not counting his horns.) and 320 pounds. He's a Rocky Mountain Big Horn Sheep by species. Hard muscled but with a firm and round pot belly. First thing I notice are his huge Horns. They curl back over his head, but unlike most Ram horns that curl over on each other into a spiral, his curl under and then back up til the tips are pointing forward. They're Dark Brown . His fur is a lighter Brown, and his hair and goatee are Brown. His eyes are an amazing Green. But those eyes look so serious and almost stern. And his muzzle is broad and has a vaguely triangular shape. He's wearing a small pair of reading glasses on his nose. He's stocky too, with a big, firm, and round pot belly. Big cloven hooves and huge hands. Just my type of male. He's probably 40 or so. He's looking at me. I notice one more thing about Dr Micheals. His pants are tenting out the more he looks at me. And it's huge. And there's a big wet spot where the head of that massive Sheep cock must be. It's big enough to look like a 3rd Rams horn in his pants. It's really fat too. He's a very hung Sheep. And he's leaking pre like a fountain.

He'll tell me later I was staring at him. Made him nervous, he'd hoped I was interested in him. But never got a chance to find out. I am kind of fascinated by him. I'd let him fuck me for sure. Takes a few years before I get to be under him though. But I am under him frequently for the rest of my life. He's an amazing Big Horn Sheep top. He'll make me almost desperate for him to breed me all the time.

I only vaguely remember the rest of that evening. I was so nervous about the speech. I had had a beer. I'll learn that I can't drink tonight. Jeb can drink massive amounts of alcohol with minimal effects. Only thing I remember is giving my speech. And I did well. Got a lot of applause too. I do remember vaguely passing out at one point during the party afterwards.. And waking up at home in my own bed. With Edward asleep next to me, with his big Canine dick locked to me by his fat knot.

Not going to try to figure it out. Edward and I have slept together before. I love how my Fox retainer fucks. So I just snuggle into him and go back to sleep.

Medical School is busy, but not hard. Jeb and I slide through but we do have to study a lot. I don't have a chance to go out much. But I'm not horny. My family keeps me from being horny.

One afternoon while I'm studying in the library I get a call from Grandpa. He's met a guy and he wants help. He wants to know if we'll accept him, and if we can help him with Dad. I agree to meet him after school. And I call Jeb. Jeb and I go see Grandpa and his little White Bengal Tiger. He is very obviously in love with Grandpa even though he's barely 21 himself. We sit and talk. Tommy Morgan is his name and he's really in love with Grandpa Claude. Jeb and I walk off and talk for a bit. And we go back and tell Grandpa we'll approve of him. And I call Dad. He's happy his own Dad's found love. Grandpa kisses Tommy when he knows we all approve and Tommy faints. So we get him moved in with Grandpa.

Grandpa is like a different Lion now. He's always been happy to be with us, but he's walking on air. And he loves his Tommy so. I'm happy for him. So is Jeb. We're both hoping to be loved like they love each other one day. Or like Dad and Papa Harry. Dad's proud of his horny, old Lion father. To get a 21 year old Tiger and to be able to keep him happy in bed. Dad's impressed with Grandpa. Jeb and I tease him about how much he's like his own Dad, as we are so much like ours. He doesn't stop grinning for a week. Dad's proud of his sons. And when we get our mates the fact that we have so much sex with our Rams and are so vocal during sex like he is makes him more proud of us. He loves Jeb's Jeff and my Earl.(He told us the only thing that could make him happier is if Jeff and I were fat with our mate's sons and his Grandsons.)

Medical School graduation arrives and I'm kind of surprised to see Dr Micheals in the audience. And he's watching Jeb and I rather intently. I've got to figure this out. What does he want? (My ass, but not just to rut it.) In the crush of other animal's families and my own, I don't get to go talk to Dr Micheals. He left right after we all got our diplomas. I tried to keep track of him so I could go talk to him when things settled down. And I saw him leave. I know he asked Dr Moss, my adviser where Jeb and I were doing our residency. We're staying here. We had the highest averages and a good reputation in clinicals. Jeb was accepted immediately into the Cardiology program as I was for the Internal Medicine one. Dr Moss is impressed with me. He took over supervising me when Emil bonded Nigel. But Emil still guides me and gives me great advice. And lots of Walrus dick but that's beside the point.

Internship is a bit rough but we're used to hard work. And it kind of passes in a blur. Residency is hard, but a lot more fun. I like working as a Doctor in house. And when I get a bit established it's even easier. My second rotation is a bit quiet and I end up taking Dr Moore in the sleeping room of the Resident lounge for Internal Medicine. Ed Moore is a big English Shire stallion. He was hot for Jeb and he mistook me for him at first. When we were kissing hotly in a linen closet I told him I was Claude. "You're his twin, and a bottom" he said happily. And I took him to the sleeping room and we rutted for a few hours til I got a call. He'll come after me if he's in house and knows I'm here. He's a great Horse top. Big Horse Cock and good with it. I try to keep it quiet as he's married. But he's told a few other Senior Staff Attending Physicians

After that some of the senior staff would corner me to fuck on slow nights. I had Ed again several times. He was Jeb's adviser and he was hot for him. And he'd fuck my lights out and be happy. On my last rotation, I ended up under Dr William Moss, my adviser, a big Red coated Highland Bull. He was an amazing lover, and we would have dated except for what happens soon. Though I do still let him have me now when I can. (He and Earl are good friends)

Jeb and I were done with our rotations and had gone to Sacramento State to pick up our MD licenses.. He's going into practice with Ed Moore. And I have my own office. Me and Nigel too. And my Walrus mentor, Dr Emil Brunner. And I ended up having hot sex and a chat with Bill Moss. He's hot for me as usual, and he's got something to discuss with me that had nothing to do with my Medical education. Nor how much I love it when he fucks my brains out, and leaves me full and dripping out his Bull sperm. (I don't know why, but I love being filled up with cum. Kind of gives me a thrill. Earl's huge balls keep me full all of the time. And he told me guys actually have complained about how much he came up them.)

I had convinced Emil to come work with me and Nigel. I had paid for an office, hired a staff. Our PA Nate Porter is a great guy He's a Snow Leopard bottom, happy and easy going and cheerful. He's got a mate. A Russian Donkey. A fellow Physician. Dr Grigori Petrovitch. A guy Yuri introduced Nate to and they're happy. I wanted them to move in with us. But Grigori had a house of his own. And moved Nate in when they bonded.

Nate had been interested in Jeb, but Jeb had just met his own Ram. A smaller Mofluon Ram. Jeff Cornelius, who works in one of the Sacramento State dorms fixing things, kind of a dorm repair Ram. He's a light Gray furred Ram. Beautifully soulful Brown eyes and a ready smile. He's 5'10" and maybe 180 pounds. Muscular and solid built. His horns are short, Pearly White and just curve around his ears in a spiral fashion . Our little Ram was sought after by the students for his advice and wisdom. He's an amazingly bright and caring Ram. And he made Jeb court him for a while, but it was a foregone conclusion. There was no one else for Jeb from the moment he first laid eyes on his Jeff. And vice versa. After a long six month courtship, eventually they bonded. They're openly bonded but Jeb can't get enough of his Ram, and he has little interest in fucking others.(I'll come to know that feeling very well myself.) Jeff tells me he loved having his big butch Lion court him so hard, and that it's why he made Jeb keep courting him. As I said, our little Ram is a wise one. And I have to admit, I couldn't have picked a better male for my twin. Jeff is all I'd want Jeb to have as his mate. And he and Earl get along very well. (I think we're all just a little bit proud of our own species.)(Jeff's proud that both of us rich Kitman sons went for Sheep. And they both are proud of how much their Lions love them.)

Anyway, we've gone to our respective Advisers. And Bill Moss and I rut hard.. And he gives me my paperwork when he's done in me. "Claude, Dr Micheals was here earlier asking about you, what do you think he wants?" Bill asks me softly. "I would have no idea, Dr Moss" I say. He leans over and kisses me. "I'm Bill to you now, Claude, I hope you'll still let me come rut you at times" he says grinning. "I'll be under you whenever you want me to be, Bill, just ask me." I say. Bill smiles deeply at me. "You're so hot for this fat old Bull" he says proudly. "The fat ole Bull who made me the Doctor I am now, with his wisdom and sage advice" I say kissing him. He blushes."You make me hot, Bill, can't help that" I say smiling. Bill grins. And then he goes on talking. (I know Dr Moss, my Bull has a point to make here, and he won't be dissuaded by anything til he makes it.)

"I think he likes you, he's been kind of devoted to his work, but he's been in here about once a month asking about you the last few years" Bill says. I smile. "Claude, he's a good Ram, he works so hard for Sacramento State, and as far as most of us know doesn't have much of a private life" Bill says quietly. "Maybe he's decided it's time to settle down with you, Claude." Bill says teasingly. (He's serious, and he wants me to start thinking about it. He's seen how I process stuff out. He's a good friend of Earl's, and we didn't bond, though we tried hard to, so if he can he's gonna see that I belong to someone he feels is perfect for me. Bill's very fond of me. And he'll become a good friend to both of us. I'll find a young Lynx who likes Bulls as much as I do, and Kit will bond Bill. And they'll move in with us. And they're as loud as the rest of us when they fuck. All over the house you can hear Bill's MOOOOOO as he cums up Kit. Like you can hear Dad or Jeb or Grandpa's orgasmic roaring. Not to mention Earl's loud bleat/roar as he gushes his usual gallons of Ram sperm up me) I'll take enough Sheep semen from Earl to have had a flock of Lambs. But sadly, he never manages to knock me up with his little Lambs.

"He's not considered good looking, but then again neither am I " Bill says. "And you've been so hot for me and Ed Moore and a few others kind of built like him" Bill says. Bill knows Ed Moore tried hard to bond me not too long ago, right after his divorce. I'd of taken him too if we meant for each other. Beautiful Black and White mottled Shire. Huge Black and White mottled Horse Cock too. A gentle and tender lover. Divorced with two grown colts as well. But it wouldn't have mattered to me at all. If we'd of bonded I'd of happily been his Mare.

I sit and I think about Dr Micheals and what little I know about him. I tell Bill about the first time I saw him. And then seeing him around, and at graduations. "He never tried to talk to me though, I always thought I was friendly and approachable." I say. Bill smiles. "As smart as you are, you can be tremendously naive, Claude" Bill says. "He's 42 and you're what, 21?" Bill asks. I nod. "He's not thinking to risk it, Claude, he must want you, but you're a young and gorgeous Lion, single, rich, a good bottom and popular, he'd never risk hurting his ego by going after you" Bill says. "I only did because of something you said to me a long time ago" Bill says. I smile. I had teased Bill about wishing I was done so I could have him fuck me. Pretty obvious about it too. No wonder he came after me when I was done, like he did. He tried to bond me the second time we had sex. I tried but he's not meant to be my Bull. And I'm sorry about it til I get my Earl.

"I waited til you were done as my student, and I went after you, and you wanted me" Bill says. "I did, I was afraid, as you were my adviser but I have wanted you since the first time I saw you, Bill" I say smiling. He grins. "I'd of bonded your ass so fast if we were meant to be together" Bill says grinning. "Claude, think about Earl, he's a good Ram, and he deserves to be loved too" Bill says softly. "I will" I say quietly. Bill smiles. "You are a good Lion, and you're going to be a great doctor" Bill says. And he kisses me and I dress and leave with my papers. Bill gave me a lot to think about now. From the way he looked at me each time I know we met or were in the same place anyway, I'm not totally surprised here. But do folks think I'm unapproachable? My ego's been stung.

I go home and I Google Dr Earl Allen Micheals. I'm amazed at some of it. He was a professional Football player, first round draft choice, until his knee went bad. He had two years in the NFL and then in a game he was tackled at an off angle, and his knee blew out. He quit and went to Medical School and became a specialist in Sports Medicine. I wonder if he's got any Jock tendencies. It kind of explains his build. The firmness of that pot belly. Fat over layers of muscle.

He seemed so soft and kind natured though. He's an interesting Ram. He got high marks at school and he was hired for the Department Head position right out of school. And he does well. he's the teams' Physician on top of running the department. And he's had a good career. And he's successful and makes a good living. "Not likely he'll want me for my money" I muse. He was married for 12 years, and divorced 7 years ago. No kids. And he's not dating anyone as far as I can find out. Male or Female. But he's sure seemed interested in me. But yet, he's been around me and wouldn't talk to me? Is Bill right? Was he too afraid I'd reject him or be nasty to him for just asking me out?

And I go talk to Jeb about him, Jeb is a sports nut and though he never played on the college teams, he knows a lot of the Sacramento State athletes. Jeb's laughing as I tell him what I've been thinking about. "I kind of wondered, you seemed to like him the few times we've seen him and I know he's been to all of our graduations" Jeb says. "Carl knows of him and he's a top Ram, and a gentle one too" Jeb says. "He's only aggressive sexually when he's going for his nut according to a bottom Carl knows who's been under him." Jeb says. "Carl says he's not dating, but has a few guys he fucks regularly." Jeb says smiling at me. And we sit and talk about Dr Micheals.

Jeb thinks if I'm not bothered by him being 20 years older than us, then I ought to consider him. And he gives me a lot to think about. Jeb's so happy to have his Jeff now. He tells me he'd be happy if I settled down too. Especially if I got a Ram of my own. "We're so tightly bonded and it's wonderful, they bond really closely" Jeb tells me proudly. "Claude, I'll help you with Dad and Grandpa if you do take him, they'll be happy once they see you're really loved" Jeb says happily. I nod.

Dad was easier on Jeb and Jeff than we thought. And Grandpa was just happy his Grandson was loved. Grandpa has really mellowed since he has his Tommy. He's so happy and in love. He's a joyous Lion now. He's proud of Jeb and I, and he's loved and he's proud of how Dad has grown CMK into the big business it is now. (Dad and Grandpa are surprisingly good with me and Earl. Grandpa's happy that an older male got me. He thinks he and Earl have a lot in common being older males with young and attractive mates. He's happy to have Earl with us, and they become friends. And Dad had Earl investigated when Jeb told him we'd bonded. And was proud I got such a well respected and successful mate. He thinks it's funny that both of his twin Lion sons went for Sheep. Dad's happy that we love each other so much too.) (Earl, Grandpa and Emil get to be very good friends. And they hang out together a lot, and Grandpa goes to football games with Earl.)

Nigel and I go to our new office on the following Monday. We've gotten into a consortium that will split coverage so we're not having to keep doing night and weekend coverage with just the three of us. Janice our office manage sits and talks to me for a while. We have some patients already. Overflow from the consortium mostly. But we have put notices up in the papers and the college papers.

Jeanine our receptionist is here too. Nate and her are talking and getting to know each other. We don't really need to be here. We have no patients scheduled until Wednesday. But we want to get used to the surroundings and work out how we'll do things. Janice is happy that I just let her do her job. She'll manage the money coming in and going out, do the Insurance and Medicare paperwork and pretty much run the office. She was well recommended to me. She only left her last job because the Doctors moved away and closed their office. I'm lucky to have her. She's been with her female mate for 10 years. She's a pretty, and happy Cougar. Jeanine, our receptionist, is a young and very pretty Lynx. She's a lesbian too. Unattached now, but she's our age and in no hurry to settle down. She likes that Nigel and I are the same age as her. And she likes and respects Emil. And her and Nate have happy and playful personalities. (We're almost more like a happy little family than an office. Nigel teases me about how I always form a little family around me.)

Carol Kingsley our ARNP isn't here today. She had a Doctor's appointment of her own. She's just found out she's pregnant by her Hyena boyfriend. She's a pleasant Lynx in her mid 30's. They've decided to keep it and he's going to marry her before their Hyena son is due. He's so thrilled. He's a good Hyena and he really does love her. He's a Reference Librarian. She's the only straight person in our office. An odd thing but there you go. He's grateful I gave our staff a good health insurance plan and have waived the waiting period. Cost me a bit but when I knew Carol was pregnant I knew it was the right thing to do.(I'd never tell any of them, but Carol reminds me so much of what little I remember of Mom. I'm almost envious of that little unborn Hyena male. She'll be a great Mom)