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Life is funny. One day, you can think you'll be alone for always, and never find your life mate. And then, you run smack into him. No fanfare, no fireworks. Just doing something innocuous, like filling a prescription. Then all of a sudden there he is. Love finds you, like lightning out of clear, blue sky. OK. we had help finding each other, but it still was sudden. A good hearted pair of Russian Bull brothers who loved us both saw that we were perfect for each other. But though they had been trying for almost a year, it took direct intervention by them for us to get together. My beloved Russians came through for me yet again.

I'm an African Lion. 24, and I've been a Doctor for three years now. An Internist at that. I'm in practice with my Med School mentor. Dr Emil Brunner, a German born Atlantic Walrus. Emil befriended me in my first year of Med School. I was 16 and a little intimidated, the other students were all so much older than me. I felt a lot of pressure being the prodigy, and that so much was expected of me.. Emil saw so much of himself in me. And he guided me to become the Doctor I am now. When he was outed, and miserable from the way he was treated at Medical School, he was more than happy to come practice with me. He's brilliant. He's forgotten more about Medicine than I'll ever know.

Like me he was considered a prodigy and got through training at an earlier age then most. Emil is a very masculine Walrus. No one's pretty boy, but ruggedly handsome. The public Emil is quiet and reserved. The private Emil is warm and caring, and funny, charming and wise. He bonded my best friend. Nigel Davenport at the end of our Residency. Nigel is an Endocrinologist. An English born Honey Badger. I met him in the dorm. He was lonely on his first night in a strange country and away from his parents for the first time ever. I held him and he cried on my shoulder. I don't love him 'that way' but I wouldn't not want him in my life under any circumstance. He moved in when I moved back to Grandpa's house. Fortunately, Nigel shares Emil with me and Emil is a tender and skilled lover. He's great in bed, but the truth is he's totally Nigel's Walrus.

Who am I? Glad you asked. I'm Dr Claude Mirai Suzakawa. Only son of Dr Takeru Suzakawa, the head and CEO of Funari Corp. I didn't know I was his son for many years. I only vaguely remember my Mother. She died when I was very young. And I was raised by who I thought was my only living close relative, my Maternal Grandfather. Dr Walter C Russell. Eventually my Polar Bear Cousin came to live with us, Rory Mitchell. Rory's parents died in a car accident when I was five and he was seven. He's two years older than me. We grew up together and love each other very much. He's much bigger than I am, his Dad was a big Polar Bear and his mom, a Lioness, Grandpa's other daughter. Grandpa's sad to have lost his two daughters, but he fiercely adores and cherishes his two Grandsons. He's raised us well, and we love him as much as he loves us. Our absent minded genius Lion Grandfather loves us fiercely.

Rory's 7' tall and 300 pounds. He's well built and works out regularly. His Ice Blue eyes are striking. He's a beautiful Polar Bear, and I'm proud to say he took my virginity. We were hot for each other and gave in to our urges one summer afternoon when I was 14. He was an amazing lover and he broke me in well.

I am as I said, an African Lion. 6'4" and 225 pounds. I've got a decent body but I don't work out. I've got my Daddy's liquid Golden Brown eyes and they're almond shaped. Golden Tan fur and a Dark Caramel colored mane. Big forepaws and foot paws like my sire.

Dr Takeru Suzakawa, my biological father, is 6'5", 270 pounds. A Grizzly Bear, and an incredibly handsome one too.. Dark Chocolate fur with a Tan muzzle. Dark Brown hair and beard. His eyes are Golden Brown, and he's got a bemused expression on his face most times. Dad's a genius. The level at which he thinks few understand him, I do and Grandpa does. He's proud of me. And he regrets not knowing I was his for so long and missing out on me growing up. Takeru always looks forward, he doesn't dwell on the past and he keeps moving forwards no matter what. He's taught me to think that way too. He loves me as fiercely as Grandpa does. They understand each other very well. And are very fond of each other. Takeru thinks I'm as smart as I am because of how much of both him and Grandpa I have in me. When he first saw me, he looked me over very thoroughly and intensely. And proceeded to list all of our physical similarities. He was proud that though I was a Lion I had so many traits common to him. When we got the DNA results he hugged me tightly and wept that I was his son, and had so many of his genes in me. Takeru is a Bear to be proud of. I am, he's my Dad and I'm as proud to be his as he is that I'm his son.

He never knew about me til I was 13. A chance accident is how he found out about me. Grandpa is a world renowned PhD physicist. Hired to do some research by Funari. Grandpa had dinner with Takeru to seal his contract with Funari. And mentioned me and my deceased mother. When he told Takeru her name, Takeru inquired as to who my father was. Grandpa told him she hadn't told him who my father was. Takeru never told Grandpa he'd had an affair with Mom while at a business conference. And he never let on how well he had been acquainted with Mom. Nor that he'd slept with her. He suspected immediately from my age and Grandpa had mentioned my date of birth, that I had to be his.

Takeru came to Sacramento while Grandpa was working in Tokyo. He explained to me that he had reason to believe he might be my father. I was shook up. But this big Japanese Grizzly was so handsome, and so direct and honest. I hoped he really was my Father. I vaguely knew his name, he is famous, but I had no idea my Mom had ever known him.

And he took me to have DNA tests done. Rory too just to be sure.. I was his son for real. 78% of my DNA matches his. Rory has none of his DNA. He suspected he'd left Mom pregnant, but she denied it when she broke up with him.. He left broken hearted and went back to Tokyo. He told me he loved Mom and would have proposed the day she broke up with him.

When Takeru came to find out if I was his son, I was almost finished with high school. I was 13 and considered a genius.. And he proudly adopted me. I was on track to be a Doctor by age 21, and he reluctantly let me stay. He wanted me with him in Tokyo. But he spends as much time with me as he can. He's happy with how Grandpa raised me and Rory. Dad was gay, but he dated women almost desperate to have a son. He really loved Mom and he would have married her. But she obvious had heard the rumors of his being gay. After a while, he gave in to his own nature, and came out publicly. He's thrilled to have me as his son. He's not even sorry I'm a Lion and not a Bear. He's just so happy to have a brilliant son, who is so much like him.

I was surprised when he gave me $400 Million just for being his son. He likes Rory and he gave Rory $200 Million, as he felt sorry for him being an orphan, and for how good he'd been to me. He's taught us how to tell when someone's just cozying up to us to get to our money. He dates a lot, but he's not found anyone he wants to settle down with. Takeru's taught both Rory and I so much. I love him so much. I am proud to see how much like him I am. All the little things we have in common. Mannerisms we both share and how we think. I'm proud that I'm so much like him. He has tried hard to keep me out of the spotlight that follows him as the head of Funari. Oddly enough, in Japan they're much more interested in the bastard Lion son of Dr Takeru Suzakawa and much more has been printed about me over there. They covered my Graduations and every significant milestone they could. I'm frequently having to deal with an intrusive Japanese press presence at times. But the last few years its slacked off a lot. Maybe once or twice a year now at most they make it a problem.

Rory bonded a hot big Grizzly Bear versatile. Rory and his Teddy run a nice little neighborhood gay bar called The Bear Den Tavern. And he's so happy to be working by his Teddy's side. Teddy is hot for my ass. Good thing as Rory won't get fucked. They take me into their bed to play and to help keep me from being lonely. They're a very loving couple and when I get a mate, I hope we're a lot like them. (We are)

Nigel and Emil live with us. So does Grandpa's mate. Al Washburn, a young Hyena, a research assistant who helps Grandpa at Sacramento State. Al's a good soul. He's much younger than Grandpa, but he loves Grandpa so much. He accepted Grandpa's highly distractable nature like Rory and I did. We've always kept Grandpa on track with life. He may be a genius when it comes to physics. But real life puzzles him. And he gets so distracted when he's working on an experiment, or really anytime he's thinking Physics. Al goes through life remembering for both of them and tending Grandpa. He sees it as Rory and I do, part of how you have to love Grandpa. And he doesn't mind. It can be frustrating, but then sometimes Grandpa will just look at you with so much love in his eyes , and suddenly it's all worth it.(The real reason I didn't go to Tokyo with my Dad is that I could not bear to leave my beloved Grandpa.)

Al's got help tending to Grandpa, that is beside me and Rory. Our English born Family Retainer, Edward. He's a true gem and he keeps us all on track and he's been like a father to us too. Edward is a beautiful Red Fox. He's been with Grandpa since before Rory and I were born.

We have others living with us. Emil and I's PA, Nate Porter and his Russian mate, Yuri Petrov. Nate is a Snow Leopard. He's a joyous playful soul. Yuri is a large Gray furred Siberian Bull. One of the sweetest souls you'd ever want to meet. Their apartment went condo, and they couldn't afford to buy it, so Grandpa let me invite them to move in. Yuri speaks English, but I speak Russian (I speak Japanese too, thanks to Papa San.)

Rory and Teddy live with us too. Rory moved Teddy in after they bonded. We have built a little gay family. We're all happy and supportive of each other. Takeru tries to spend a week each month with his son. I go to Tokyo to see him when I can. We speak on the phone at least every other day. I love my Papa San. He's so proud of his son. And he loves me so much. His only concern is what happens to Funari when he's gone. I didn't seem to get his business genius at all. He's not expecting me to take over, so he's working with a few trusted subordinates on a plan. He's talked to me enough, that I know I'll have to go to Japan once or twice a year to make sure they're on track. Not an ideal solution, but a workable one. I've apologized to him, but Takeru's not upset. He's philosophical about it. He didn't know I was his for so long he never really expected to pass Funari off to a son. And he's really proud of his Physician son, especially since I whipped through it all so quickly.

It can be lonely for me, Papa San is on the other side of the world, and I'm single. No matter that Rory and Teddy try to keep me with them. I'm the only single animal in the house. Even Edward has his mate. Billy Martin, a smaller Red Fox who's younger than Edward and a bottom. When Dad's here it's not too bad, he's not mated either. But even when I'm with Teddy and Rory, deep in the night it's lonely. They love each other, and I'm afraid I'm interfering with their time together. I know they love me. But I have no one.

Takeru and I have discussed it on the phone. He understands how I feel. Takeru is getting older, He's just turned 45, and he is thinking he should settle down. I never thought about it. But at times, it feels like it's hard to avoid the sad truth that I'm all alone. Surrounded by loving couples at home. I'm sad. And bothered that I am jealous that so many I care about have found love. I try so hard to hide it, they may suspect I feel that way, but I'm not sure. I wouldn't wanted to hurt them. I love my little family so much. And I know they love me in return.

I throw myself into dating and picking up guys at the Bear Den. I get lots of sex, even have some good times going out. But invariably nothing comes of it. And most of the guys I really liked enough to settle down with meet others that they bonded with. It's like a curse at times. Date Claude and meet the love of your life. I'm beginning to feel like I'm unlovable and I'll be alone for the rest of my life. They try to help, tell me I should be patient, I'll find someone eventually, I have to keep looking. Doesn't help.

I'm at the Bear Den on a busy Friday night sitting and talking to Teddy. Rory's not come in yet, he'll be in later. I see a guy I've gone out with a few times, and wave him over to me. "Claude, nice to see you," Dusty says. Dusty Rhodes is a big Black furred Texas Longhorn Bull. We've dated and he's a great lover. "I'll have to introduce you to Jimmy" he says. He waves and a cute young White Bengal Tiger comes over. The way he's looking at Dusty tells me all I need to know. "Congrats, Dusty, he looks so much in love with you" I say trying to give my best effort at a faked smile. Dusty kisses me. "Thanks" he says and they walk off.

"Definite burn" Teddy says softly. I turn and I cry. Not Dusty, I had high hopes I might bond him, our dates went well, and I was starting to fall for him, and I told Teddy all about it. He's got a odd look on his face. I ask him what's up. "Claude, there are a lot of guys here tonight who either you set up, or that found mates while they were dating you" Teddy says quietly. I break down and cry. I feel so lonely and pathetic.

I tell Teddy I want a beer. He's not wanting to give it to me, Rory told him that I don't handle alcohol well. He finally gives me one. I drink it down fast. It tastes horrible. I know it was a mistake, I'll get drunk and make a fool out of myself. I keep getting more snockered though I don't drink any more beer. All I can think of is how much I need to feel loved. And wanted.

At one point a few hours later, I stand up on a table and strip in time to a song I've always loved. It's the last thing I remember for hours. I wake up on the back patio of the Bear Den. Naked, with a sore, and gaping ass ring. And I'm covered in the semen of many different species of animals.. "Claude, you laid on your back and took anyone who wanted you for a couple of hours, you didn't care if they were good looking or not" Rory snorts. Cum is running out of my ass, and my lower half is sticky with dried cum. My ass ring is slightly sore, yet itching to be spread some more. "Rory, lighten up, he brought in a lot of business, and made a lot of guys happy, and I guess we know now for sure he can't drink." Teddy says laughing. I'm humiliated and ashamed. Once I wake up a bit I'm not quite so bothered. Just annoyed that I don't remember the sex. "We'll have to talk about setting up some more parties like this, when you're willing, be great for business, you made a lot of guys really happy last night" Teddy says laughing. Teddy starts listing the guys who were on top of me. I really regret not remembering now. (Teddy knows I just needed to feel wanted by someone. Drunk as I was I acted it out directly. Teddy understands how I feel a lot more than Rory does. He's trying to lighten the mood and calm Rory down too. Our Grizzly is trying to be supportive of me, and it makes me feel a bit better. I know Rory loves me, but I'm really happy to see how much Teddy loves and understands me.)

Rory's so mad now. "Why, Claude, were you so upset that you got drunk, despite knowing you can't handle alcohol?" he snorts. I try to explain, but I can't find the words. I manage to get it out eventually. "Claude, Teddy and I have tried to keep you from being lonely, isn't that enough til you find your mate?" Rory says angrily. "Rory, I know you and Teddy love me, but I don't have the right to interfere with your time together as much as I do, I love sleeping with you guys, yet in some ways I feel even more lonesome, you two love each other so much" I say sadly. "It comforts me, but it shows me the way I really want to be loved one day, like you and Teddy love each other" I say fighting tears.

Rory's eyes soften. "We didn't mean to hurt you more" he says quietly."I know and I do get comforted by y'all, but in the dark of the night, you two are curled up tightly with each other sound asleep, and I'm just a third wheel" I say crying. "I know you love me and want to comfort me," I say. I try to stand up and can't. My legs are too wobbly to hold me. I try again and I pass out.

I wake up at home in my own bed, and horribly hungover. I run to the bathroom and puke. When I come back to bed Rory's in the room. And he's not happy. "You feel crappy, proud of yourself are you?" he asks. "I had to bring you home, you wouldn't wake up. and you refused to sleep with us when we asked you to" he says angrily. "Claude, Teddy understands, you were rude to him and me, but he understands that you were hurting and drunk, but I need to know why now, why so upset all of a sudden?" Rory says angrily.

"Teddy pointed out all of the guys at the bar last night, who I'd set up, or who found mates while we were dating, I know Teddy would never mean to intentionally hurt me, but it did." I say breaking into tears. "I felt like I'd always be alone, no one will ever love me" I cry. Rory looks oddly at me. "Claude, so many love you, do you not see it?" He asks. "Rory, I know you guys love me, but no one loves me 'that way', other animals find love every day, why can't I?" I say crying. "Claude, you can endure, would a life alone be unbearable?" Rory asks, his voice softening. Even just contemplating it, I feel like the bottom just dropped out of my soul. I feel lost inside. And all I can think of is 'I want my Daddy' but he's 18 hours away at best. I haven't felt this bad since I thought I was an orphan, before I knew I had a Daddy at all.

"I don't know how to answer that, I get sex, and my family loves me, but it's not the same. what's so wrong with me that no one loves me?" I say whimpering. Rory hugs me. "You always feel like an outsider, you can't accept how we love you" Rory says stroking my mane. I'm momentarily furious "You'd never understand, Rory, they died but you had loving parents, I'm a bastard, who lost his mom at birth and for so long didn't know who his father was, if I feel like an outsider, is it so fucking hard to understand why" I snarl. "How dare you taunt me with being an outsider?" I rage. Rory looks sad. I had to really have hurt him. I feel bad now.

"I know my family loves me, many love me, but I'm so tired of being alone, apparently I'm so flawed no one can love me as a mate" I say hysterically."I'm just a poor half Japanese bastard, and no one will ever love me" I whimper. I'm having a major emotional moment here. I'm on the verge of having a nervous breakdown apparently. I'm crying hysterically and whimpering. I'm glad I can't see myself. I must look and sound pretty pathetic. I look at Rory. His fear is written all over his face. I must look like I've totally lost it. I wish Teddy was here, at least our Grizzly tried to understand me.

"Grandpa, come quick" Rory hollers. Grandpa runs in. "What's wrong, Claude?" he asks picking me up into his lap. "What's wrong with my baby cub" he says softly. I cry and I try to explain. "Baby, you're sad and lonely and a bit obsessed with being loved." Grandpa says softly. He tells Rory to call someone, I can't hear who. It turns out to be a Psychiatrist Grandpa knows. A Dr Jonas White. He comes to see me as a favor to Grandpa.

He's a big St Bernard. Kind eyes, soft voice, English accent. Very sexy Dog. He takes me into Grandpa's study and we talk awhile. He's not judgmental, he's not surprised I'd get drunk and he's worried for me. "Claude, it's understandable how you'd get upset, you are alone, and afraid you'll always be alone." Jonas says."They tell you to wait, to be patient, but you hurt more cause they love you and they don't understand how you feel" he adds softly. I nod. Jonas smiles. "I'm not much better I've been with my mate for almost 20 years" he says smiling. "He's very lucky" I say shyly.

"Claude, you were right, your Grandfather loves you so much, but it's not the same." he says. "You lost you Mom and you didn't know you had a Dad, he found you, and he must love you, but he's so far away, and you grew up not knowing of him at all" Jonas says quietly. "Your sense of security was flawed at best, and you've always just moved forward and kept going" Jonas says. "I'm not surprised that eventually the weight of it all brought you down, and you acted it out" he says softly.

"Claude, you're an attractive Lion, don't give up, sometimes love is just around the corner, it comes to us on its terms not ours." he says smiling. "I'm not telling you not to feel alone and lonely, just to not give up on finding love" he says. "Your family cares a lot for you, they just have mates so they can't seem to understand your feelings, you're being just a little impatient but that too is understandable" Jonas says. "You found a lot of guys you liked and they got bonded to others while dating you, that has to hurt, and is damaging to your self esteem, Claude" he says. I feel so much better to be understood.

"Claude, you're not crazy, you just had a problem with your anxiety running wild, and the weight of you fears bringing you down, you know now at least alcohol isn't the answer." he says. "I understand from Rory you were gang banged while drunk, how do you feel about that?" he asks. "Not sorry, just wishing I remembered more of what happened after Teddy told me who some of the guys who fucked me were" I say smiling. Jonas cracks up. "Claude, you can come see me when you want to, but you really don't need help, but I am going to give you a prescription for Valium for when your anxiety is too much for you" Jonas says handing me a prescription. He kisses my forehead and gets up. "Walt says you love so much, so many who are close to you, you can't do enough for, but in the end, in the middle of the night, no one is there to love you, or so you think" Jonas says."You are too focused on finding a mate, let go a bit, and go on with life, it'll happen soon enough." he adds.

"Claude, you just need to manage your anxiety and worries better, I understand how you felt about your brother and his mate, and I'll talk to Rory about it before I leave" he says. "Let them love you, all of your family is concerned about you, they've all talked to me, your Grandpa called me this morning worried about what Rory told him about last night, be gentle with them, they don't know how to help you, but they want to." he says. "They love you so much, so many love you as family, but you'd settle for one, who loved you as a mate" Jonas says softly. I stand up and hug him. "You really understand" I say fighting tears. "20 years ago, when I was about your age, that was me, convinced I'd be alone forever, Claude, scared I'd die alone and unloved, it gets better in time, and you'll find someone someday" he says smiling. I smile at him. "Then you do understand, no wonder you could help me" I say softly. I hug him tighter. "Claude, it'll be fine, one day the right male will come to you, and you'll be helpless to resist him, and he'll love you forever" Jonas says smiling. He kisses me again and lets go of me.

And he goes out to talk to Grandpa and Rory. I go to the kitchen and get coffee. Nigel and Emil are there. Nigel hugs me. "Did it help, I had no idea how lonely you were" Nigel says. Emil pulls me into his lap. "Liebchen, you hurt so, I'm sorry I could not help Mein Claude, I just hope we didn't make it worse." Emil says. I hug him. "Meister Emil, all I want is to be loved like you love Nigel, and I'm sorry if I've hurt you too, I know you guys care about me" I say kissing him. "You too, Nigel, I know you love me, but you have been loved so deeply by your Walrus, you can't know how it feels to be this lonely." I say hugging him.

"Did you really take fifty guys last night at the Bear Den, Teddy told me but I didn't believe it."Nigel says. "Have to ask him I just remember waking up dripping cum out of my ass and having dried cum caked on my fur" I say blushing. "Dusty got himself a Tiger, and I know he was at the Den last night, was that what set you off, Claude?" Nigel asks. "My best friend knows me so well" I say. "It was, but there were a lot of guys I've set up, and more that I dated and they bonded someone else there last night" I say sadly. "When my past comes back to haunt me, it doesn't mess around" I say. Emil laughs hard. It's so sexy when he does.

We go sit and have breakfast. Nate and Yuri are at the table too. "I have to get this prescription filled, maybe I'll wait til Monday when I go to work." I muse. Yuri looks at me and smiles. "You go to hospital to get meds?" he asks. "Usually."I say. Yuri smiles deeper. "Katya go today, no wait, go this afternoon" He begs. I look at Yuri. He's too open to be up to anything. But he knows something I don't. I think to myself for a bit. I trust Yuri a lot, probably only trust Nigel and Emil more than him. I get up and kiss him. "Yuri, I'll go in a little while, Big Bull" I say softly. He grins. "Katya trust his Yuri much" He says blushing. "I do, Big Bull" I say, and I ruffle his hair. (He'll go call someone soon. To make sure he's there when I come by) His ears twitch. He's happy and proud that I love and trust him so much.

Yuri's another one I'd of bonded. We were on a date, and we ran into Nate while we were out. And the minute Yuri saw Nate, no one else existed as far as he was concerned. He fell for Nate right off. He'll fuck me now, but his heart has been Nate's since they first saw each other. Nate loves him as just as deeply. I won't lie. Losing Yuri to Nate really hurt me for a long time. They love each other so much and I do really like Nate. I did get over it, and went on. I dated Yuri's older brother for a few weeks until he got his Horse. His Vassily loves him so much as his Dmitri loves him. It didn't hurt as much as losing Yuri did though.

After breakfast I go find Grandpa. He's in his study writing up a research grant. "You feel better, baby cub?" he asks. "Yeah, Grandpa, Dr White was so helpful, and such a kind and sweet Dog" I say smiling. "Claude, I was so worried, you got drunk, you never get drunk, and we didn't see how much you were hurting" Grandpa says. "Grandpa, it's OK, I know you love me, everyone here loves me, I was upset cause I thought I'd be alone forever" I say. "Dr White gave me some Valium and I'll get the script filled in a while" I say. "He talked to me and Rory, Rory got hurt too, he was afraid he hurt you even more" Grandpa says. "I'll go talk to him" I say calmly. Grandpa kisses me. "Boy, I don't know, you just haven't met the right male yet." he says. "That's what Dr White said, be patient and don't give up hope" I say smiling.

I go find Rory and Teddy. They're curled up and talking. I sit on their bed. "I'm sorry, guys, I got too worked up, and I went off on you" I say. "Claude, we just, well, we didn't know how to help you, and you must have been hurting so badly." Rory says softly. I smile. "I overreacted" I say. Teddy laughs.

"You know you took 55 guys last night" he says laughing. "I don't remember, but I was awash with cum when I came to" I say smiling. "Does it upset you that you did that?" Rory asks. "Only that I didn't remember any of it" I say laughing. "Don't worry, I got it on my digital camera " Teddy says laughing. He goes to the closet and takes it out and hooks it up to his laptop. He plays the video for me. I'm watching fascinatedly. It's hot. All big butch guys taking my ass. And I watch gasping as two well hung Bulls took me at once. "Glad I was drunk, it'd of probably hurt if I was sober" I say laughing. "I'll email you a copy" Teddy says laughing. "Nice to know what I did last night finally" I say. "Claude, are you OK now?" Rory asks. "Yeah, I am, I was panicking at the thought of being alone for good, I overreacted" I say. "Dr White gave me something for anxiety if it occurs again." I say. I hug Rory and Teddy. "We're good?" He asks. "Yeah, I'm sorry I made you feel bad, being with you and Teddy did help, reminded me I was loved after all" I say. Rory kisses me. "In a way, it's flattering, Claude, you want to it be just like we are when you find someone." Teddy says proudly. Teddy does understand me fairly well. I kiss him. "I'm so glad you understand me so well, Big Griz" I say. He smiles at me.

I walk out of their room. I go to my room and shower. I scrub the cum off of my butt and thighs. I go out and dress. I put on a tight pair of jeans and a tight T shirt. Not sure why. I'll be glad I did eventually. I walk out of my room. I've got the script in my wallet. Nate runs up to me.

"Claude, Yuri ran to our room after breakfast and he's talking to his brother Dmitri, very excitedly in Russian, I don't understand it like you do and I think he's up to something" Nate says. I laugh. "Nate, I'm not worried, if Yuri is up to something, I'm sure it's to benefit me, your Bull is such a good hearted one"I say smiling. Yuri is standing a little behind us. Smiling. "Katya much trust his big Bull" he says proudly. "Yuri, I know you love me, and your big heart wouldn't let you do anything that wasn't in my best interests." I say. Yuri blushes.

In Russian, Yuri tells me his brother Dmitri's mate Vassily, a big Clydesdale, has a brother, who's seen me, and really wants to meet me. "Dmitri just checked to make sure he'll be at the pharmacy today" Yuri says in Russian. I kiss him."He good Horse, Katya, if he take you, he love you much, no leave Katya ever" Yuri says smiling. "I knew if you were up to something, it would be to benefit me, even if nothing happens, I can get him to fuck me, I love being under a Horse top, Yuri" I say and I kiss him. Yuri smiles. "You no mad Bulls try fix their Katya up?" Yuri asks . "I could never be mad at you, let alone Dmitri, he's a good Bull too, and he loves his Vassily so much" I say. "If his brother is as hot and loving as Vassily is, I'm sure he'd keep me as happy as Vassily does Dmitri, and I'll be happy forever" I say. "Dmitri and Vassily wish you happy, you be so good to them, help keep house" Yuri says.(Someone wanted to seize Dmitri and Vassily's house under eminent domain to build condos, and I got a lawyer and paid for him to fight it. When the builder found out who was backing the opposition, and how rich I was, he gave up. And Dmitri and Vassily got to keep their beloved Arts and Crafts style bungalow. I paid the mortgage for them too. Now it belongs solely to them. Since then the other houses around them have been resold by the developer and the neighborhood is being gentrified, and their house is now worth twice what it was. Doesn't really matter to them, they love that house, and they'd never sell.)

I'm kind of curious as I walk to my Mercedes. I like Dmitri's Vassily, he's a very beautiful Clydesdale. Sweet and loving and big hearted. Big dicked too, like most Horses. He's gorgeous, if his brother looks anything like he does, I'll have fun even if I just fuck him. Vassily is a sweet, caring Horse, he really loves Dmitri. He's got a good job, and unlike Yuri and Dmitri, he speaks almost perfect English. And he's really smart. He's a Mathematics professor at Sacramento State. He's gorgeous and hung. I spent time taking him and Dmitri together and it was one Hell of a weekend. Dmitri is as hot as his brother Yuri and he and Vassily are both well hung. They wanted to thank me for saving their house. I did it when Yuri told me about it. At first I did it for Yuri. But when I got to know Dmitri better, I found out he was just as special of a Bull as his brother Yuri. And I was touched at how much his Horse loved him. I was happy then that I got involved. (I helped them and they and Yuri decided I was perfect for Grigori, and that they were going to help us get together.)

I get in my S560 4Matic sedan and drive to the hospital. Lost in thought about Vassily's brother. I love Horses. They are hung large, get hard fast, cum quickly and want to fuck a lot. They also have huge balls and they flood you out when they cum in you. I'm already favorable disposed to take him if he wants me. For whatever he wants me for. Fuck, marry, live in sin, whatever. I go in and I give the script to the tech. I tell them I'll wait for it. And I go sit down.

I'm still lost in thought and more than a little distracted. I'm fantasizing about this Horse. This Horse I haven't even seen yet. After awhile, I hear my name called and I go to the window I was called to. The tech tells me she has to get a Pharmacist to go over it with me, even though I'm a Physician myself. I stay at the window and I wait. "Dr Suzakawa" I hear. I look at this Pharmacist. He's got me so shook up that I can't speak. . His deep voice and soft Russian accent has me spell bound. And he's a stunning Horse. His name tag says Dr. Grigori Petrovitch He's Vassily's brother alright. Vassily's last name is Petrovitch too.

He's such a beautiful Horse. A Clydesdale. His coat is the Golden Tan of the Palomino, but he's definitely a Clydesdale. His long mane, tail, and hoof and wrist tufts are the same Caramel Brown of my mane. His coat is a shade lighter than my Golden Tan fur. He has a cute little Brown goatee at the end of his long muzzle. And his Brown eyes are shining. He's wearing a small pair of glasses, and they're round framed with small lenses. .He's got to be 7' tall and 320 pounds. A massive Clydesdale. There is a very masculine softness to his face. And it's really sexy.

He's got huge hands and I can't see his hooves but they're probably big too. His tail is swishing around wildly. He likes me obviously. And my own tail is thrashing madly. (Horses are like us Big Cats in that regard. Get them sexually excited and their tails will whip and swish around like crazy. Us Big Cat's tails thrash, but it's the same principle.) "Dr Suzakawa, I think you know most of this already, but I still have to go over it" he says gently. And he explains what Valium is and how I'm suppose to take it. His soft, deep voice has a hot Russian accent and his English is flawless. Handing me the Valium bottle his hand touches my paw, and it feels like an electric shock. By the way he's looking into my eyes now he felt it too. I'm still lightly dazed from how he's looking at me. I could go through life looking into to those soft Brown eyes and listening to that sexy Russian accented voice.(Good thing I feel that way, cause I will)

"You know my brother and his big Bull mate I've been told" he says shakily. "Are you a Dr too?" I ask, trying to bring myself back under control.. "I have a PhD in pharmacology, but the Hospital insists I be referred to as Dr Petrovitch, I run the Outpatient Pharmacy" he says smiling. "Do you always work the window, Dr Petrovitch?" I ask teasingly. "No, Dmitri called, said you were coming, he and his brother have wanted me to meet you for a while now." Grigori says seemingly embarrassed. "I saw you once with Yuri and I thought you were the most beautiful Lion I'd ever seen, and I wanted to meet you." he says shyly. He's blushing slightly and it's so sexy. "I'm glad as you are really a stunning looking Horse" I say softly. "But there has to be more than just physical attraction, Dr. Suzakawa, and I have heard you are a caring, big hearted Lion." he says. "Call me Claude, everyone does" I say smiling at him. He blushes a little more. "Vassily told me how you helped them keep their house and bought it for them, so they wouldn't risk losing it again" he says softly. His eyes are so soft and now they're shining at me. I can't stop purring as he keeps making eye contact with me. "That house means so much to them, and Yuri said you just stepped in when he told you about it" he says softly. "I care a lot about Yuri and Dmitri is just as special of a Bull, and I was so touched at how much Vassily loves Dmitri, he's quite a Horse" I say gently.

"Dr Suzakawa, I'd like to....well... would you think of going out with a humble Horse like me, I know you're rich, and your father is Dr Takeru Suzakawa?" he asks shyly. "Date, Fuck, Marry, I'd do whatever you wanted me to, I have never believed in love at first sight until I met you, Dr Petrovitch." I say dazed, his eyes have been fixed on mine and I'm fighting the urge to faint. "And I told you to call me Claude" I say softly. "Face to face with you, Claude, I believe in love at first sight as well, would you be ashamed of me, I make a good living but I'm not rich?" Grigori asks. "I'd go anywhere on your arm, and be proud to show everyone the beautiful Russian Horse who was my mate." I say demurely. "Grigori, I think I would be very proud to be your Mare" I say quietly. He nickers loudly. Grigori smiles at me.

"Wait for me" he says softly, but somehow firmly. He goes off for a few minutes. He opens a door and pulls me through it. It's a staff room. He pulls me to him. "Dr Suzakawa, you're such a beautiful young Lion, I'd be proud if you'd honor me by becoming my mate" Grigori says quietly. "I would love you forever, and be proud that you were my Russian Horse mate" I say just as quietly. He slowly leans down and softly presses his lips to mine. And I faint dead away. He's holding me tightly and stroking my mane as I come to. Oddly enough, the first thing I notice when I come to is his mane, and how it hangs over his forehead. It drapes around his tall Horse ears and it looks so sexy.

About that time, my cell rings. Yuri's calling me. "I can never thank you enough, Yuri, he took me, we're bonded now" I say joyously. "Claude be loved forever, Grigori good Horse, love Claude like my Nate love me" Yuri says proudly. "Yuri, call and thank Dmitri and Vassily for me" I ask. "Da, Brother be much happy for Claude." Yuri says. "Yuri, I love you so much" I say fighting tears. "Know Katya love his Bulls much" he says proudly. He hangs up. Grigori looks at me. I explain what Yuri told me and how he and Dmitri worked to set us up. "Dmitri is a good Bull so is Yuri, they've worried about me finding a mate and being happy" Grigori says smiling. "Me too," I say humbly. "Dmitri said he thought you'd love me like he loves Vassily, and they're so much in love with each other" Grigori says softly.

"Are you happy?" I ask softly. "Ecstatic, Katya" he says softly. He kisses me again. "I don't have to stay, Katya, we'll go to my place and we'll bond and I'll pack my stuff, Yuri says you'd want to stay living at your Grandpa's home." Grigori says softly. He kisses me again and we deep kiss for a while. "I don't want to let go of you" he murrs. "I don't want you to let me go" I say passionately. "You are now mine forever, I will never truly let you go away from me" he says gently. "I know, I've seen how deeply you Russian males love your mates, and I know this is forever" I say softly. He nickers gently. And then he looks at me with a worried expression on his face.

"Claude, have you much experience with Horse Cocks, I am a very passionate, very horny Clydesdale?" he asks nervously.

"I've had plenty of Horse Cocks, and I love taking Horse tops, I love how you guys are in bed, get hard quick, cum quick and want to fuck a lot, and how you flood a bottom out when you cum" I say happily. "Hearing a Horse's orgasmic whinny makes me so hot, there's never any doubt that you've pleased them when they whinny as they cum." I say happily. "And if all of the cum you flood me with makes me go to foal for you, it'd be good" I say. He nickers louder now. "You'd carry my foals, Katya?" He asks. "If I can I will" I say. He smiles. He too knows I can't but it pleases him that I would if I was able to. (Horse foals born through other species are extremely difficult and painful deliveries. At the very least Grigori's big foals would break my pelvis. But I meant it. I would go to foal for my big Clydesdale. I'd give him a herd of sons if I could and he wanted me to.)

"Boishe Moi, I think you were meant for me" he says proudly. "It is how it feels, Grigori, we were meant for each other, you were waiting for me, and I know I was waiting for you" I say softly. Grigori smiles. "Yuri and Dmitri have tried for almost a year to get us together, Katya, I am sorry I dragged my hooves for so long, you could have been my Lion sooner" he says deep kissing me. "Claude, I did want you but I was afraid the rich and beautiful young Lion Doctor would not want me, and I did not want to just fuck you" he says sadly. "We got together when we were meant to, I have no regrets, Grigori" I say smiling. "You're mine, and you'll be mine forever, and you're all that I could want" I say softly. He smiles at me. I'm amazed at how at peace and contented I feel now. I see it in Grigori's eyes too. His eyes have an honesty to them, he won't leave me and he'll love me with all of his heart and soul.

"I want to take you home, I'll be lucky if I can wait to get you home to take you" Grigori says, nickering loudly. I take his hand and I drag him down the hall to one of the lesser used Drs lounges. I enter my codes and open the door, and then I pull him in and lock the door behind us. "My Katya doesn't want to wait to belong to his Horse forever" Grigori says proudly. He pulls me into his arms, and deep kisses me. I pull at his clothes. He's not breaking the kiss. "I love how it feels to kiss my Katya, you put your heart and soul into kissing me."he murrs. "But now I must take you, I cannot wait any longer to have you , I am horny for you , and I wish you to be completely mine, you Lions have to have the semen of your mate in you to lock you to them." He murrs. He yanks my clothes off. And he pulls his own clothes off. He picks me up and carries me to the little bed in the back. He lays me on my back. "I will take you on your back the first time, I wish to look at your beautiful face Katya, while you become mine forever." He says getting on top of me. His eyes show so much love and passion for me. (They always will, his love will get deeper through the years and he'll never look at me or touch me that I don't know my Horse has given his big heart to me.)

His Horse Cock is huge, 22" long. He'll be the biggest dick I've had. It's Tan and Black mottled. With the usual flat, blunt, and domed head. Ramrod straight. And he's so hot for me it's twitching. And his balls are huge and heavy. I reach down and gently hold them. "They're full, Katya, it has been six weeks for me since I have had sex last, you will get plenty of my Clydesdale semen to lock you to me." he says.

He puts his flare against my ass ring and he pushes up me cautiously. I moan and push back on him. "I do not hurt you, my Katya?" he begs. "No babe" I pant and I wrap my arms and legs around his bigger Horse body. "My love is truly meant for me" He says proudly. He pushes up me all the way to his sheath. And he's watching to make sure I'm OK with him. I whine and moan and paw his back frantically. I cum on his soft belly. He's long dicking me now. He's nickering every five to ten seconds. "Tight, Katya" he moans. "Tight and you still squeeze me, baby" he murrs. I cum on him again yowling loudly. "I forgot how amazing a Horse's Medial Ring feels as it strokes my ass ring popping in and out of it" I whimper hotly. He grins. "Gripping me so tightly when you cum on my Horse Cock." Grigori hollers He throws back his head and whinnies loud and long and lustily. That huge Horse Cock head flares in me. Feels like a firehose was shoved up my ass. He's gushing up me, his big balls keep pumping his Equine swimmers up me for a good minute. He's shaking his head while he's whinnying. He looks down into my eyes. I see how deeply he loves me in them. He's all sweaty and I'm soaked in it. I can feel his big heart pounding. And it is mine now, my Grigori has given me his big Equine heart completely. Grigori looks down into my eyes. "My Lion was meant to belong to a Horse, I'm a very lucky Stallion" he pants happily.

I have never felt so loved as I do now. My big Russian Horse will love me forever. His smile is deep. And his eyes are so full of love for his Lion. "You really were made for me, you are my perfect match, you were so into my fucking and you took my big, fat Horse Cock right off." he says proudly."Katya, may I go again?" he begs. "My Grigori, keep fucking me til you can't anymore" I pant. He lays into me again. As he thrusts in me, I hear a loud Schlorp/Goosh sound. Must be from that copious load of Horse sperm he left up me. It's kind of hot to hear. He's fucking me deep and fast. He's kissing me deeply too. Full tongue and with all the passion he can muster. Grigori is a great kisser.

He's running his hands over my body. I moan loudly and cum on his belly again. "My baby Lion gets hot from my fucking" he murrs. He fucks me for another ten minutes and cums up me again whinnying loudly and kissing me repeatedly.

"I'm not done, but we should go, get me moved in with you, Katya" he says softly. "Go dump my cum out of you, or else it will leak out" he says. "Maybe I should hold onto it, I'd love to go to foal for my Grigori" I tease him. "Your Horse would love it if you did, and any Colts out of you would be so beautiful" he says smiling. He gets up off of me and I go to the bathroom and pass his huge volume of cum.. I have to admit it feels good coming out too. It's plentiful and comes out of me in thick, gooey strands. He stands in the doorway and watches me. "I am sorry, Katya, but I love having you by my side" he says softly. "I don't mind, you're such a beautiful Horse, "I say. And I take his huge softening Horse Cock in my paw. "It's so beautiful, so big and feels so good in me" I say softly. He smiles. "Guys have refused to take me, Katya, they say it is too big" he says softly. "My Katya loved it, and me" he says proudly. I lean forward and gently plant a kiss on his Horse Cock's domed head. My Horse looks at me proudly and nickers.

Something occurs to me as I look at him. I smile. Now that he's sweaty his coat is the same color as my fur, and his mane is the same color as mine. I laugh and I point it out to him. He's grinning. "Katya, it is proof we are meant for each other, our colors are the same, and our hearts are tightly bound to one another." he says proudly.

He looks pensive for a moment. "Claude, will your father approve of me for you?" he asks sounding concerned. "When Papa San sees how much you love me he'll be fine with us" I say. "Dr Russell will too." I say. "My Grandpa who raised me, Dr Walter C Russell, he's a PhD physicist" I tell him. "This might be the time to tell you I'm worth about $400 Million in liquid assets" I say.

"I'm not worried, Katya, Dmitri said you had a lot of money, but he told me how you helped him and Vassily, and took Yuri and Nate in when they needed you to" Grigori says kissing me. "My Lion has a big heart and much money" he says. "I wish to be as your husband, Katya, I would have you devoted to me, will you love and tend to your Horse?" he says. "I would be proud to be your wife, Grigori" I say softly. "I would like that, Katya" he says kissing me gently. I love how often and how tenderly he kisses me. He'll be really big on showing his love for me openly. And he wasn't kidding, he loves to be by my side whenever he can. It's OK with me, the more we're together the more I want to be with him. He can't keep his hands off of me if we're close. And I certainly won't complain about that either. (His Dad is the same way as it turns out. Both of them will make sure I always know I'm loved.)

We both dress when I'm done dumping out his cum. And we go to my car. "I don't have one" he says. "If you want I'll get you one, Grigori" I say softly. "My Katya wants me to have what I need" he says proudly. I open my car, and I ask him if he wants to drive since he's my husband and he knows how to get to his place. He grins and takes my keys. Getting in I show him the controls and how to set the seat for his bigger body. "I would want one like this if you don't mind, Katya" he says happily "What ever my Horse husband wants" I say lovingly. He looks so proud. And he looks at me so lovingly.

"Should you call your father, he might take it better if you call him right away?" he asks. "I will, my Stallion husband" I say meekly. He grins. He's proud that I defer to him. I do the conversion to Tokyo time in my head. It's 16 hours ahead of us. It's early morning there. Papa San may be up already.

I call him. He answers right away which surprises me a little. It's 6AM Tokyo time. He greets me happily. "I was thinking to call you, my son, a little later on" he says happily. "But why do you call me, Claude. you know it is early here?" he asks. "Papa San, I got bonded and I wanted to tell you right away" I say hoping he won't get mad. He laughs. "Is it Dmitri's mate's Brother Grigori, Yuri told me they were trying to get you together, he took me to see him last time I was in California." Takeru asks. "I should have known somehow, my sweet Yuri knows how important my Oto-Sama is to me" I say. "I saw him but did not meet him, Yuri took me to the Pharmacy and I saw him behind the counter, he is a most beautiful big Stallion, Claude, he will keep you most happy" he says joyously. "You sure are being quite accepting of this, Papa San?" I ask curiously. He laughs. "You are my son for sure, I got bonded last night too, my son." Takeru says joyously. "Will he be good to you, Papa?" I ask intently. "Claude, he will, he loves me much, he would not date me as I was his ultimate Boss, but I wore him down." Papa says softly.

"Might I ask who and what, Father?" I ask. He laughs. "He is Ryuu Takahashi, he is a big Bengal Tiger bottom, he is an auditor for Funari" Takeru says joyously. "We will come to my son and his new mate, I would have you meet your new Step Father, and I would get to know your Horse" Takeru says happily. "Have you told Walt yet?" Papa asks."Not yet Papa San" I say softly. "Haven't had the chance, we just met and bonded about an hour ago, but I wanted you to know, and he wanted you to approve" I say quietly. Takeru laughs. "He respects me, he knows how much you love me, and he wishes me to approve of him" he says happily.

"Dmitri and Yuri spoke to me about him, they thought you would bond when you finally met him, and I do approve, my beloved son." he says happily. "Call Walt soon, he'll be happy for you, I have to call him myself to tell him my good news and that I'm coming" Takeru says softly. Grigori is smiling gently. He's heard most of the conversation. And he's grateful my Father accepts us. And he's grateful to Yuri and Dmitri for helping him by letting Takeru see him. It would be enough for him to accept my Horse. I know my father, he'd feel included in the process, and knowing my Horse has a Doctorate in Pharmacology would make him more liable to accept him. (My Papa San respects animals of intelligence and education. First time we go to Tokyo to visit him, all of his friends we meet tell me how he brags about the brilliant Russian Horse his son bonded. Grigori is very embarrassed but I'm not even surprised. It's how Oto-Sama is.)

Just reminds me how good and kind Dmitri and Yuri are. They know Papa San and I are close. Yuri loves Dad too. He and Dmitri are orphans. He spends a lot of time with Takeru when he visits. He'd want Dad to accept me and Grigori. He's a lot smarter than folks think. He loves me and he obviously loves Grigori. And he wants us happy together. I take my Horse's hand and kiss it. I feel more happiness than I've ever known before.

"Claude, we will be there for Tuesday, I need to go into Funari on Monday and get things caught up, but we will be in on Tuesday, I will call on Monday and tell Edward the time" he says joyously. "Papa-San, does your Tiger make you happy?" I ask. "Much so" he says ecstatically. "Then I will be prepared to love him on sight." I say. "My son wants me happy" Takeru says happily. "I am too, my Grigori is all I could hope for in a mate" I tell him. "I am happy for you then, as happy as you are for me and my Tiger" he says softly. He hangs up.

"He seems to approve of me" Grigori says. "Yuri took him to where he could get a look at you last time Father was here, and they told him all about you, and they told him they were trying to get us together." I say quietly. Grigori laughs. "They all wanted us together so much," Grigori says. "Yuri and Dmitri are very loving Bulls, and Vassily seemed so sweet natured too" I say. "Vassily is quite different from me, he has a different mother than I do, but we both resemble our father" he says.

"Should you tell your Father, Grigori?" I ask. "I will call when we get to my apartment" he says. "Father is in Moscow still, and he will be happy to hear, he was when Vassily got Dmitri." Grigori says. "Do you want us to bring him over, Grigori?" I ask. He looks at me, he's very surprised I'd suggest it so soon. "You would bring him to America, what if my brother and I wanted him to stay?" Grigori says. "Get him a bond, and a place to live if he doesn't want to live with us, I know how important a Father is to a son" I say. And I tell Grigori my background and that I didn't even know I had a father til I was 13. "No wonder you are so close to your Grandfather" he says.

"I should call him, Takeru was right" I say. "Call him, Katya" Grigori says. I call Grandpa. He answers, but the tone of his voice tells me he's distracted, he must be working on planning out his next experiment. "Grandpa, I got bonded" I say proudly. "Umm, that's nice, Claude" he says softly. "Grandpa, is Al around?" I ask. "Uh huh" he says. "Get him for me" I say. Grandpa's off the phone for a minute. "Claude, he's working out a problem with the new experiment he's gonna start Monday" Al says. "Baby Hyena, I called to tell him I got mated today, I got a big Russian Clydesdale" I say. Al laughs. "You'll be happy for sure, I'll tell Walt when he takes a break" Al says. "Takeru got mated too and is going to call Grandpa and tell him, they're coming on Tuesday" I say happily. "He must be happy now, and happy for you too" Al says. "Walt will be happy when he knows, but he won't hear it now, I'll tell him later, Claude, but I'm happy for you" Al says.

"Thanks, Al, I had him get you when I knew how distracted he seemed, part of life with Grandpa" I say. "I'm so glad you understand him and love him so much, Al." I tell him. Al laughs."I love him, I knew how he was when I went after him, and I'm happy" Al says. "He's so happy to have you as his , I hope he tells you often enough."I say."He does, and sometimes, he lets me know how happy it makes him that I love him so much and look after him." Al says happily. "I'm glad, he needs to be loved as much as you love him" I say softly."Claude, are you bringing him home soon?" Al asks. "We're on our way to his place now, and we'll be home with his stuff in a few hours" I say. "I'll drag Walt out when you get here with your Horse if I have to" Al says laughing. "I'd appreciate it" I say laughing. He hangs up.

Al's a good Hyena and he loves Walt so much. Grandpa was so lonely when Grandma died and though he kept busy with his work and raising me and Rory. I sometimes heard him weeping late at night from being alone. Al's being interested in him and accepting how he is was a Godsend to us all. Once I got him to see Al wanted him, Grandpa went right after him and bonded him right off. As I said, Grandpa is a genius. Al is a beautiful young Hyena and Grandpa and he make for a beautiful couple. (Rory and I promised Grandpa when he died that we'd look after and tend to Al. As Al's 25 and Grandpa is 54)

I explain to Grigori about the call and how distractable Grandpa is where his experiments are concerned. Grigori smiles. "I have heard of him, and how brilliant he is," he says. "He is brilliant, but when he's working on planning out an experiment, you could set a bomb off and he wouldn't notice, his Al keeps him on track and we all know how he is" I say smiling.