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I'm a young Lion, rich, and handsome, and smart. I am 24 and I've been an Internist for 2 years. Considered a genius and whipped through training in time to be a practicing Physician by age 20. Been in practice with my Med School Mentor, Dr Emil Brunner since then. He's a big Walrus, and a brilliant Physician. Outed against his will by a gay student activist group in my last year of Residency they made poor, shy, private Emil miserable, so I begged him to quit and come in with me. He did and we practice well together.

My professional life is great, but my personal life sucks. And it's all because the one I love most, can never be mine. I've loved him now for almost ten years. Ever since he took my virginity when I was 14. Why can't I have him? He's my older Brother. Rory Micheal Kitman is 6 years older than me. He's also a beautiful, ex Marine Polar Bear. How can I, a Lion, have a Polar Bear brother? Rory takes after our Mom's Father. Grandpa Russell is Dr Walter C. Russell, he's a PhD Physicist. Won the Nobel Prize in Physics last year. We both got his genius. Rory got his looks. They are both big, beautiful Polar Bears. 7' tall, about 320 pounds. Rory's buffer than Grandpa. And instead of Grandpa's Dark Brown eyes, Rory has Dad's Deep Blue eyes. Smart, calm natured, easy going and happy, he's quite a male. He came back from the Marines buff and solidly built. He was even more beautiful than when he left. But he spent a few days with Dad and left to go to School in San Francisco to get his business degree. I was in the middle of my Residency and he came when I was on duty. 96 hours straight, and he came and went while I was at the hospital. Missed him completely..

Me, I'm named after both of my Grandfathers. but I don't look like either of them. I'm Dr Claude Walter Kitman. I'm an African Lion. 6'4", and 225 pounds. I have Mom's Dark Amber eyes, they look like 'cats eye' gemstones. And they're rather unique. I've got forepaws like Mom and Rory. I'm rather emotional like mom too. Mom died when I was 3 and Rory was 9. I didn't really know her very well. But everyone tells me that I'm just like her inside. What I do know of her comes from Grandpa Russell, her father. Dad is still pained by her death, despite how he's had Harry for so long, he never got over losing Mom. But he can't talk to me about her much.

Dad loves us both. He's the CEO of our family owned Conglomerate, CMK Industries. It's a Fortune Top 25 company. And you might imagine we're rich. Grandpa Kitman, who's first name I have as my first name too, left us $500 Million, and it's only grown as Dad's managed it.

Dad lives with us too. With his big Bengal Tiger lover. Papa Harry's been like a Dad to us. He's taught me a lot about life, and love. And how to be a good bottom. He's a versatile and Dad won't get fucked. Harry's been fucking me since I was 16 and he's good. He's got a hard muscled tight ass. And I've banged the Hell out of him in return. Dad came in while we were fucking and he growled hotly and shoved his huge Feline dick up me. We fuck now any chance we get. So do me and Harry. He's careful not to let Rory know he fucks me.

I fell for Rory when I was 14. and he was 20. Long story short, I seduced him. I wanted him to be my first. A bit of coaxing and he gave in. He was an amazing lover. He brought me to tears when he took me. We never did it again. He avoided me for awhile. Then all of a sudden he was gone. He enlisted in the Marines and was gone for 4 years and he went to an out of town college after that. He came back a year ago with a business degree. And he went to work for Dad as his COO. He's friendly enough to me. But we've not been as close as we were growing up. He's refused to sleep with me again. He's dating a lot, well I can't say much, I do too. Having lots of fun. He always seems distant when we interact around the house. It makes me sad. But there's nothing I can do about it. I just throw myself into my work and dating.

My best friend, Nate Porter, our PA at the office and I have talked about my problem.. He and Emil are the only ones I've dared to tell. Emil and I had an affair when we first opened my office. He's a great lover, with a big, fat Walrus dick. He lives with us and we still fuck once in a while. But he bonded Nate. Nate's a small Snow Leopard, a pretty boy type, but he's a happy and playful soul. He's great for Emil's occasional dour moods, Emil can be shy and introverted at times. But when it's just animals he knows well , he's charming, and warm and funny. Nate's perfect for him. They make a happy, if odd looking couple. Emil's big, 6'5" and 300 pounds, and Nate's 5'10" and 175 pounds.

Emil had a horrific childhood in Germany. He told me about it once, but it's too heart rending to relate here. Suffice it to say, it was a childhood to be survived and forgotten. I'm glad Nate got him, his joyous soul is slowly pulling Emil out of his pain. I'm grateful, Emil once told me how caring I was towards him started cracking the scars he carried around. And he began to open up. I think it's why we're so close now. I was disappointed that he and I didn't bond. But deep in my heart I know I wouldn't be as good for Emil is Nate is. And I want him happy.

Our family butler, Edward Featherstone is a big Red Fox. And he's been with us since before Rory was born. Edward's been like a Father to both of us. He's also taught me how to cook and clean.

Dad's best friend , Dr Takeru Suzakawa, has also been like a Father to us. He had no children of his own. But Papa San has come to visit us frequently from Tokyo. He runs a company the same size as CMK, Funari Corp. He's been good to us. He's a Spectacle Bear. He's been a wise, and caring Bear Father, and we are the sons he never had. When I graduate Doctor's training, he came and he was just as proud of me as Dad was. Takeru's been up me as well. He loves taking my ass hard. Our Spectacle Bear is a great lover. I thought once to try to bond him. But he told me if I did, he'd insist on taking me back to Tokyo. And my only career would be as his mate, to run his house and tend him. I still thought about it a lot. But I think I'd of rebelled somewhere along the way.(As much as I love to be submissive to a butch male, Leonine ego dies hard)

Another couple lives with us. Sam Montoya and his mate Oscar Perez. They run the gym Rory goes to now. Their rental house got sold out from under them and I let them move in when Rory asked me to. Sam's a huge Castilian Bull. His presence makes me hot. We're together in the same room, we're all over each other, rutting our brains out. Oscar thinks it's funny, and he knows it's just sexual. Sam couldn't leave his 'Baby Bull' even for me.

Sam is big. 7'2" easily. 400 pounds of muscle Bull. Brown fur. Black hair and goatee and tail and hoof tufts. They have a thick White streak down their centers and it's hot as hell. Oscar is smaller. 6'9", 380 pounds. Oscar's got Brown fur, long Black hair he wears in a ponytail. He's pretty boy Bull, but he loves his ruggedly masculine Sam.

Things go well around the house for the most part. I keep busy and Rory does too. He works late a lot, only coming home when he's pretty sure I'll have already gone to bed. I have to wonder why he's avoiding me. I haven't mentioned my love for him, to him, since he first came home. At that, he didn't really talk about it, he refused to talk about it or deal with it. So I gave up. He'll talk to me at times, but if he even remotely thinks I might bring up our past, he stops and remains silent. I miss the Rory I could talk about anything with. And who would give me such wise council .

I'm not dwelling on it though. I go about my life, playing with guys I pick up at the Bear Den. A nice little gay bar we found run by a pair of Grizzly brothers. Teddy and Bob Mitchell. A pair of big hot Grizzlies. I've been under both of them. Bob's a good Dom top. And Teddy's a gentle lover. Both of them light me up good. I've tried to bond them both and failed. But we get together and have great sex whenever we can. I've done both of them at the bar. They've done me behind the bar to get a party started. They'll fuck me and lock then doors, and I'll take everyone who wants me. I'll just lay on my back on a table and let them gangbang me. So many of them want me I have no trouble finding guys to take me. Those parties have been a lot of fun.

And I'm good with Horse Cock. I love it and Horse tops corner me, knowing I can take them and want to. I'm frequently surrounded by Horses at the Den. I am popular with a lot of species. Bulls seem to find me hot. Bears of all kinds do too. Except for the Bear I love more than my own life.

My professional life is great. We have a great practice. Busy and profitable. Only once in a while do I feel sad over feeling that I'll never have my Polar Bear. Life goes on, and I know me, I'll cope, it's only if and when Rory finally bonds someone that it will hit me hard. But he's 30 and he's hardly dating, just going out with guys and fucking them. Like I am. Sometimes I wonder why he's not wanting to date anyone seriously. But he's not going to tell me, he'll clam up if I were to ask him about it.

Late one Friday night, at the Bear Den, I'm surprised when Bob and Teddy ask me directly about my feelings about my brother. They know, at least they know that I'm in love with him. I blush when Teddy asks me if I do still love him. I have to admit to it. "I'll go to my grave loving Rory, but he's the one male I can't have, and he doesn't love me 'that way', he loves me only as his little brother" I say the pain in my voice surprising even me. Bob smiles.

"Think it out, Claude" Teddy says. "Why do you think he's avoiding you, Claude, he loves you too, but he's afraid of all the problems, you are his brother you know" he says smiling. "I do know" I say. Teddy grins. "He got drunk last night, and spilled his guts, Claude, he loves you, and he hurts because he can't have you" Teddy says. "Why avoid me?" I ask sounding stunned. "You want him, you'd take him in a second if he even hinted at it, and he's sure you won't consider the ramifications of it all" Bob says. "He's afraid your Dad will be mad over it, and he'll have to quit CMK and move away if he takes you" Bob says softly "He thinks you'll take him without caring if your Dad objects and you wont think it out beyond how much you love him" Bob says.

"Bob, I've thought of little else for years, I know all the potential objections, but I love him enough to cope" I say sadly. "Guys, having him means more to me than anything else, I could face the world and not care" I say fiercely. "As long as he was yours and loved you too" Teddy says softly. I nod. I'm amazed at how they know me, and have figured things out.

Bob smiles. I wonder why. "Claude, we understand a great deal" Bob says. Teddy smiles too. "Wait, are you and Teddy?" I ask. "Claude, we bonded three years ago, we keep it quiet and both of us still play, but we think Rory knew, it's probably why he confessed to us" Bob says. (It wasn't, he was in a lot of pain, and drunk and he likes Bob and Teddy a lot.)"I'm happy for you two, I didn't know or I wouldn't have tried to bond you guys" I say softly. Bob kisses me. "We thought of trying to joint bond you, but it didn't work" Bob says smiling. "I'm flattered, Guys" I say. "Claude, you don't care that we're brothers, and you're hot for both of us" Teddy says. "You'd of been perfect for the two of us, and we'd of loved and cherished you" Bob says softly. "But your love for Rory is too strong." Bob says smiling. They both kiss me.

"I don't know what to do now, he loves me, but he's avoiding me, knowing he loves me too, and won't act on it, it really hurts now" I say softly. I sit and cry softly for a bit.

I feel a pair of strong arms hugging me from behind. Mick Morris, an Irish born Red Roan Stallion, I've dated is hugging me. "Me boy, ye seem sad, can ye Stud Horse help?"he asks softly. I turn and kiss him hard. "Ye seem happy ta see me?" He says. "I am, tell me, were you serious about wanting to do a Horse party with me one day?" I ask. "Me boy, I've dreamed of it" He says grinning. His Green eyes are shining. "Ye want to, I can call some guys, give me an hour, me boy, and I can have a dozen Horse Studs here, all chompin' at the bit to fuck ye" he says happily. I can feel his massive Horse Cock stiffen. "Mick, I'd love to, it'd take my mind off all of my problems" I say. "Besides, I'll take any chance I can get to ride my beautiful Irish Roan" I say. He nickers lustily. He deep kisses me and trots off. I call Edward.

He laughs. "I'll put plenty of towels in your room, a few bottles of lube and the mini fridge filled with beer, water and soda" He says. He's silent for a moment. "Claude, you'll get something you really want tomorrow, I can't say more but you'll be happy tonight and ever happier tomorrow" Edward says. "Thank you, Edward" I say. Bob laughs."I'd like to see that" he murrs. "I have a camera I can put up, covers the room and can't be seen" I say. "He'll love you forever if you video it, and give him a copy" Teddy says laughing. "Claude, could you watch the bar for a bit?" Bob asks gruffly. "Sure, 'Big Griz'" I say. Bob grabs Teddy by the shirt collar and drags him off to the back.

Five minutes later, I hear the sound of 2 Grizzlies rutting hard from the back. Bob must have got horned up from just thinking of seeing that video. I call Edward. He laughs. "I've set it up, Claude, cleared the memory, it will tape all night" He says. I crack up. He hangs up.

Mick walks over to me. "Got 12 of them coming here, as soon as possible, they've all seen you here, and they're hot for you" He says. "We'll go home once they're all here, Edward has already got my bedroom set up." I say. Mick grins. He embraces me tightly. He kisses me softly. "I wish I had o bond ye, Baby" he says. "I'd of been your Mare happily, Mick" I say kissing him back. "It's a help that ye still want me, ye hot fer ye big Irish Stud Horse" he says. "I'd be a fool not to take you, if you wanted me" I say grinning.

We sit and wait for them to come. Ten minutes later, Bob and Teddy come out. Teddy looks happy, Bob looks calmer. "Edward already set up the camera" I whisper to Bob. Bob murrs.

About then the Horses begin to troop in. And to a Horse, they are hot and well built Stallions. Different breeds and colors. But they're all gorgeous. They grin as they see me with Mick. Bob smiles. He's gonna love watching the video.

I give them my address. And one of them, a big Clydesdale asks if he can ride with me. He's a hot one. Chestnut Brown with a Blond mane and Deep Blue eyes. "I'd love it" I say. We all go out to my car. I put the top down on my Audi R8 Spyder. My other car is a Mercedes S560 sedan. A 4Matic all wheel drive . The Clydesdale introduces himself as Matt Allen, and gets in the passenger seat.

I drive slower than I normally would so they can follow me. We get home. One of the cars got held up at a light but they'll be here shortly. I open the door and we go in. Mick and Matt hold me between them and kiss and fondle me. I hear a strangled grunt. Rory's in the living room watching us. The other Horses get here and come in the door I left open. Rory looks mad. "Gonna have a Horse party" I say happily. Rory stomps off, but he's not going to his room. Wrong direction. ( He's gonna go talk to Sam..)(Apparently, he told Sam a long time ago, knowing Sam would never tell me.)

I take my 13 Horses to my room. They're laughing and joyous. And they smile when they see my room. 10 bottles of Horse Slick lube in the room, a pile of towels and the mini fridge. I strip. And they're staring at me. And dropping and stiffening up. They're shucking off their clothes. I go to the closet and I surreptitiously turn the camera on. I come back and they're all naked. "Who first?" I say happily. A big Black and White English Shire smiles. "We drew numbers, and I'm lucky enough to be first" he says. He's gorgeous. His soft Brown eyes are so sexy. His big Horse Cock is Black and White mottled and hot looking. It's drooling pre cum onto the carpet.

I lay on my back on the bed. "I'm Marty,"He says softly."Come fuck me, Marty" I say. "Do I have to go slow or prep you?"Marty asks. "Me boy is a durable one, he's good with us, just fuck him" Mick says proudly. "Mick was my first Horse, he broke me in slowly and made me lust after Horse Cocks." I say grinning. Matt smiles. "This is good, a Horse party, with a bottom who doesn't have to be prepped." he says grinning. Marty pushes up me all the way to his balls on his first thrust. He whinnies softly. "Never had that, all the way in on the first stroke" he moans. He begins to fuck me, using long deep strokes. I wrap my body around his bigger Equine body. And he looks so happy and grateful. He's really fucking me hard now. I'm moaning and cussing and kicking my foot paws. We're making a lot of noise. Marty grips my shoulder with his teeth and whinnies loudly. I feel him shoot a bucket of cum up me. Panting he gets up off of me. He kisses me.

Mick's up next. His Red and Black mottled Horse Cock is hot. He's right up me and he's going fast and deep and all the way in and out of me. I get it now. They're going for their first one fast, I know Horses, they'll be at me all night. But they want to cum the first time fast. Mick's done. And they go in turns. When the last Horse fucks me I hear a loud Schlorp/Goosh sound. Must be from all the mixed Horse cum I've taken.

He's a big, older Paint Stallion. I recognize him now. He has a distinctive paint pattern. Red Brown splotching alternating with White in places. mostly his torso. And beautiful Emerald Green eyes. Dr Albert H. Woods. (Ironically I first meet my eventual life mate on my back while he fucks me in the cum of another dozen Horses.) He's a big Stallion, and well hung. 6'8" and 320 pounds of Horse. 25" Horse Cock too. Red Brown mane and tail as well as his hoof tufts. Stocky and calm natured. I've met him before at a Physicians reception. I apologize for not recognizing him before. He smiles. "I've tried to figure out how to meet you, Claude, just to walk up and say lay on your back for me didn't seem right, so when Mick called me I was glad to join in" He says kissing me. "But I've wanted to fuck you so badly, Claude" he says softly. He's nickering a lot while we fuck.

Like the others he's trying to cum quickly. But he's so tender and loving, and he's a great lover. He whinnies and cums hard. Panting hard, he asks me if we could go out sometimes. "I'd love it" I say. (He's intent on trying to bond me when we go out for the first time. We don't get to, not for a while anyway)

I'm a sweaty, cum soaked mess when he gets off of me. "Guys, I'm gonna shower before the second round. there's beer, and water, and soda in the mini fridge" I say. I turn on the TV. Mick turns it to a game and they all sit down and watch. Laughing and joking and having a good time. I go in and shower. But I'm happy again. I needed this to take my mind off of Rory.

When I think of Rory, I'm a little embarrassed. His room is close enough to mine that he may have heard us. (He did, and he's getting upset.) Still, if he knows he loves me, and he's bound to know I love him, I can't do anything about it. Better to just forget him. And what did Edward mean when he said I'd get something I wanted badly tomorrow? I can't ask him, and he's so cryptic. I know he's psychic, but he won't always give us more then a enigmatic clue. I sigh and I go back to cleaning myself up and out. I finish and I dry off.

When I walk out, Nate's sitting on the bed, talking to Mick.. The Horses are looking him over. "Claude, you threw a Horse party and you didn't invite me?" He asks. "How about it, guys, mount the Lion and the Snow Leopard too?" I ask. They all whicker loudly. And the sight of all those Horse Cocks dropping and stiffening up gives me my answer. "You might as well strip, they're great lovers and I know you can take them as well as I can" I say. "Will Emil mind?" I ask. "No, I'll tell him, he went to sleep early with one of his headaches, Claude" Nate says. Nate stands up and strips. More murring, louder now. "He's beautiful, me boy" Mick murrs. They all advance on both of us. And very quickly Nate and I are on our knees being spit roasted. With a Horse Cock in our asses and another one down our throats. Most of the rest of the night is a loud, raucous scene. About 4AM I take Mick and Matt in a double penetration. I yowl but it's not from pain. It feels so intense. And they're nickering loudly . They both hit at once, the friction of their dicks rubbing together in my ass was too much for them to last very long. Mick and Matt whinny in tandem. Panting Matt tells me it's something he thought he'd never experience. "Guys have enough trouble taking one of us, you took us both, and came all over us" He says deep kissing me.

Nate's grinning. We've made a lot of noise tonight. Our Horses look done in finally. They've each cum at least 8 times up either one of us. I curl up between Mick and Dr Woods. They are wrapped tightly around me. And snoring gently. I wake up held tightly in big, strong arms. Mick's got a tight hold on me. I rouse myself. Matt's curled up around Nate. All of the other Horses are gone and there's a stack of notes on the dresser. Most saying they had to go. And would we see them again, They got my number from Mick and hope I'd go out with them if they called.

Mick and Matt are the only ones left. I watch Mick sleep. I am truly sorry I didn't bond him. He's such a beautiful and loving Red Roan Stallion. And he'd try his best to keep me happy. I go shower. I'm too wistful. I can't have Rory and I can't seem to bond Mick. Or hell I'd of taken Bob and Teddy and happily lived between those two Big Grizzlies. I'd even seriously think of trying to take Dr Woods. He was a tender Horse lover and a great fuck. I'm not sure why I'm thinking this way. Mick comes into the shower. We fuck again. When we're done, I wash him down. He's happy. He's such a joyous soul. We both dress and I take him out to breakfast. I introduce him to the family who's here. Rory's silent and glaring at me. And Dad looks concerned.

I show Mick where the food is on the sideboard and we get plates and eat. After a while, Nate and Matt come out. Emil kisses Nate. And I introduce Matt. He gets a plate and eats. Dad's smiling now. "Dating the beautiful Stallions, Claude?" Dad asks. "No, we tried to bond and couldn't, Mick helped me organize a Horse party, Matt and him were the only ones who stayed over."I say. "Got a lot of nice notes from the others, asking me if I 'd go out with them" I say smiling. Harry grins. "How many Horses were there?" Harry asks. "13" Nate says laughing. Emil grins and kisses Nate again.

"Does my Emil feel better this morning?"I ask Emil in German. He smiles. "I slept well, Mein Claude, and I do feel better" he says in German and he leans over and kisses me. Rory tosses his napkin down and walks off. Surprising me. Like me he was raised by Edward. We always take our plates out to the kitchen and rinse them out. I've never seen him not do it. Me either. When I'm done I take my plate and his out.

Edward smiles at me. "Claude, he's really angry, he heard you playing with the Horses last night, and he's mad at you, and at himself, mad or not, you have to go talk to him, just let him rage at you, he has to get past it, but he knows now how badly he needs you" Edward says. I go out to the dining room. Mick kisses me. "We're going, I'll drop Matt off, thank ye fer a hot night" Mick says. "Call me, Stud Horse, you too Matt" I say. Matt kisses Nate. "You're a lucky Walrus, he's quite a lover" Matt says kissing Emil too. Emil grins. "Ja, I know how lucky I am, he's got good taste, you are a beautiful Stallion" Emil says softly. Matt grins. They leave.

I want to buy a little time. So I go in and shut down the camera. Attaching it to my laptop. I edit out the parts after the sex stopped. I zip the file and I email it to Bob. After I think a minute I email it to Emil too. He likes to watch me get fucked and it turns him on to watch Nate take other guys. I email a copy to Mick with a note thanking him for being so good to me. He's the only other male besides Rory and Bob and Teddy that I'd of taken and been happy with.

I sigh. Time to face whatever is to come. I go to Rory's bedroom. He's sitting on his bed and he's really mad at me. "Why did you do that to me?" He roars. "Do what?" I ask. He stands up and moves towards me. He slams me up against the wall. He glares into my eyes. "Made me love you, you begged me to take your cherry and I know you fell for me, but I fell for you too" he snarls. "I went into the Marines, hoping my love for my little brother would go away, and it only got stronger" he snaps. "I didn't come home but went to San Francisco to go to school, and still I loved you, and when I came home I knew you still loved me" He snarls.

"Why are you mad at me?"I ask quietly. "We both love each other, why be mad at me when we should take one another and be happy?" I ask softly. "You just don't think, you'd take me and ignore that we'd face disapproval and shame because we're brothers" Rory snarls. "I can't walk away from all I know to take you, and it's killing me" He spits out.

"I know you've been fucking Dad and Papa Harry" he says gruffly. "You left out Grandpa Russell, I fuck him too when he visits" I say getting mad myself..I push him off of me. I stomp out of the room. I go to Dad's room. He's laying down holding Harry and he seems surprised. Not that I came to him, but that I look so angry.

"Dad, Rory knows we fuck, and you need to know about something important" I say angrily. "Rory loves you and you love him, and you desperately want him to bond you" Dad says calmly. I'm shocked speechless. Dad smiles. "I'm not stupid, Claude, I know my boys, you a little better, cause Rory's not as open as you, but Bob Mitchell called me last night" Dad says. I sit on the bed and cry. Papa Harry hugs me. Dad smiles when Rory comes in. "You ran from me when I needed to talk to you" Rory snarls. "Why'd you go to Dad?" he says. "Cause I know, he didn't know I knew, but I do know, Bob Mitchell told me the whole thing" Dad says. Rory sits on the bed hard. He's right next to me. "I shouldn't have told them, I was drunk and hurting and I had to let it out" Rory says. "Why were you so mad at me this morning?" I ask. Rory looks at Dad and then me. "I had to listen to you and Nate take all those Horses, and make so much noise, and I want you so bad, and I can't have you" He snorts.

"Do you know Bob and Teddy are bonded?" I ask him. "No, I just hurt so badly, and I had to talk, Bob was being so sympathetic, I just opened up to him" Rory says sadly. "He told me last night about it" Dad says. "Me too, and he told me about Rory's loving me back, but that he wouldn't do anything about it" I say sadly. "Then why the Horse Party?" Rory asks. "I hurt and I was so lonely and depressed knowing I'd never have you, I needed to be distracted" I say quietly. Rory looks at me, and he can't suppress a grin. "It took 12 Horses to get me off your mind?" he asks laughing. "And they only made me forget while we were fucking, if I stopped to clean up or do anything, you were back on my mind again, Rory" I say softly. We look at Dad.

"Rory, you know he fucks me and Harry and Walt Russell, obviously Claude's not put off of fucking family?" Dad asks. Rory looks askance. "Dad, I love him, but I won't risk your objections, I work for you, and I don't want to leave home" Rory says. My heart goes out to him, he sounds like he's in agony. "Rory, you don't have much faith in your old Dad" Dad says softly. "Claude, I'll bet you ran right here after your fight with Rory, you needed me and you were obviously about to tell me all when I told you I already knew." Dad says proudly. "Rory, I'd not be angry, you obviously love each other, you both hurt because you're not together" Dad says smiling. Rory looks shocked. "Rory, you love Claude, he loves you, we'll do all we can to keep it quiet if we can, and you'll have my support if there is trouble" Dad says. "I want my boys happy, and if they're meant to be together to be happy, then so be it" Dad says.

"Dad, thanks, I think Claude and I need to go talk, I'm glad you love us enough to accept us being together" Rory says hugging Dad. Rory takes my paw, and leads me off to his room. He sits me on the bed. "I know you love me, Claude, but do you love me enough to cope if it gets out that we're a bonded pair of brothers?" Rory asks. "Rory, I've had plenty of time to think about it, I've loved you since you took my cherry, I know you think I'm biased due to my love for you, but I have thought it out" I Say. "I don't care, if folks know I love you, I have hurt for so long being without you, you even stayed away, wouldn't even come to visit us" I say breaking into tears. "Nothing anyone could say or do now would hurt me anymore than I have for the last several years" I say through my tears. "Claude, I never meant to hurt you, I hurt too, I've loved you at least as long as you've loved me" Rory says softly.

"What do you want to do, Rory?" I ask. "Do you love me enough to try and bond me?" I ask him. "Claude, last night, while I listened to you fuck those Horses, I wanted to kill you, just break your neck, they had you and I couldn't" he says sadly.

"Does that mean if we bond, you want a closed bond?" I ask him. "No, Claude, it's just....just that they had you and I couldn't" he says quietly. "I know you, if I do take you, you'd never leave me, you couldn't in fact" Rory says softly. "If we bond, I'll want to fuck others, and I'll want to watch you while you do too" he says. "So do we try to bond?" I ask. "So you, you're really impatient when you've decided you want something and you think you can get it" Rory says laughing. "Rory, I've missed you in so many ways, we were always close as kids, I missed your lovemaking, I missed just hanging with you" I say softly. "I missed the Rory who was so much fun to be with, and that we could just talk about anything with each other, and hearing your laugh, catching your scent" I say softly. Rory grins.

"Claude, I'll want us to spend a lot of time together, we have so much time to make up, and I like having you near me" Rory says. "Bob asked me if he and Teddy could move in with us, it'd be nice to have them here, they'll understand us" Rory says gently. "Does that mean you'll take me?" I ask. "Claude, that's what I intended to do when I pulled you out of Dad and Harry's room" Rory says. I hug him. "I'd love to have Bob and Teddy here, I care about those Grizzlies a lot"I say softly.

"We have a few things to settle first, Claude" Rory says. "Yes, Poppa Bear" I say. Rory murrs. "I like that, Babe" he says. "I'm your Poppa Bear now" he says proudly. "You're like Mom was to Dad, you tend the boyfriends you've had, you'll tend and cater to me, I can't legally bond you, but I am going to be your husband" he says firmly. "Yes, Poppa Bear" I say meekly. He murrs. I look at him. His big Jet Black Polar Bear dick is hard and sticking out of the leg of his shorts. It been so long since I've seen it, I'd kind of forgotten how well he was hung. It's long and fat, Jet Black in color and dripping pre cum.

"You'll spend as much time as you can with your Polar Bear, you'll cater to me, you'll let me fuck who I want, you'll obey me completely in bed, if you can swear to do that, I'll bond you" Rory says happily. "I'll obey you, Rory , I'll cater to you, and I've missed spending time with you, and I hope you'll let me fuck who I want to" I say. "I will, but you make me your first priority, no neglecting me to run off and fuck" he says. I nod my head.

"Claude, I'll make you happy, I want you so much, and I know how much you love me, I've always known how you felt about me" he says softly. "I'll do my best to keep my Poppa Bear happy" I say. "Enough talk, Baby Kitten, time to make you mine for good" Rory says passionately. He puts his arms around me and pulls me to him. He's got a tight grip on me and he leans down and presses his soft lips to mine. We kiss gently. And I faint into his big, White furred arms.

Rory's stroking my mane when I wake. "You really wanted me" Rory says. "I have for so long now, Rory" I say. I feel like weeping from the joy of finally being his. "Claude, no tears, I know you're ecstatic, I am too, but this is a time for joy" he says kissing me again. "I know how it goes, I gotta fuck you, like I wouldn't be now anyway, but I gotta cum in you to finish bonding me" he says pulling at my clothes. He's kissing me repeatedly. When I'm naked, he pushes me on the bed on my back. And he rips his clothes off.

He mounts me, and I wrap my legs around his thick, muscular waist. "I've wanted you for so long, never thought you'd be mine, Claude" he says happily. He pushes up me to his big, Ursine balls. I moan and throw my arms around his thick neck. He starts fucking me when he sees I'm OK with his huge Polar Bear dick. He's moving a little faster, and using deep strokes. To his balls each time. "My baby is a good bottom for his Poppa Bear" Rory says softly. I whimper to feel his big,fat Polar Bear spread my ass ring.

He's as good as when he took me the first time. His big paws roam all over my body and they really light me up. He's kissing me too. "Baby, forgive your stubborn Polar Bear, we could have been so happy so long ago, if I'd not been so stubborn" Rory says sadly. "Rory, don't do that to yourself, life works as it's supposed to, obviously we weren't meant to be together til now, I'm just happy to have you at last" I say softly. "You really are so much like Mom" He says. He speeds up his fucking, he's going for it, gonna make me his for always. He's nipping my neck gently in time with his thrusts. He throws his head back and roars. Bucking on top of me, he empties his big Ursine balls into me.

I faint again. "Means you're gonna be mine forever" he says when I wake. He's kissing me repeatedly. "I am, Rory, I'll be your little Lion as long as I draw breath" I say. I'm feeling a warmth spread all over my body. Means we're bonding tightly. He looks in my eyes, and without saying a word he knows how I feel, and he feels it too. I really missed how we understood each other. Almost totally without words.

I'm soaked in his sweat, and his Ursine musk is driving me crazy. "I love you so much, Rory" I say softly. "Baby Kitten, I have loved you for so long, and I have no words for how it feels to have you as mine" He says quietly. "I understand, Rory"I say softly. He lays on top of me. Silently holding me and cuddling me. I love how he's wrapped his bigger body, I feel so much love and comfort having him on top of. "Not too heavy for you, Baby Kitten?" Rory asks. "No, Poppa Bear, I love feeling you on top of me" I say happily. He grins. We lay together with him on top of me for a while.

Dad comes in. He grins, "You bonded him, Rory?" Dad asks. "Yes, Dad, we both finally have what we wanted" Rory says stroking my mane. I purr contentedly. He grins and kisses me. Dad's grinning. "You two are so much in love" he says proudly. "Claude, as submissive as you are, I worried that you end up with a guy who'd be mean to you, but now I don't have to worry, I really know your mate, and I love him, brother or not, you got yourself a great Bear" Dad says proudly. Rory leans over and kisses Dad. "You'll never hurt him either, you'll be to him what first Martha and then Harry were to me" Dad says proudly.

"I wonder, if I should tell Sam first" I muse. "He knew, Sam's sharp, he questioned me about it when I came back, and he's been the only one I could talk to, he was busy or I'd of talked to him last night, but now I'm glad I talked to Bob and Teddy" Rory says. "I know what to do" I say and I call Bob.

"Claude, thanks for the video, I've fucked Teddy three times today just looking at it" Bob murrs. "Bob, thank you for calling Dad, you must of wanted us together for all you and Teddy did for us" I say humbly. "We did, Claude, you two are meant for each other just as much as Teddy and I are" He says happily. Rory takes my phone. "I took him, he's my mate now" Rory says happily. "I knew you would" Bob says. I take my phone back. "Bob, would you and Teddy think about moving in with us, be nice to have someone here who understands our situation?" I ask quietly. "We'd love to, we hate the apartment we're in now" Bob says. "Well, living with us would save money as well and Edward does all of our laundry, he'd do yours too, and we'll feed you guys." I say softly. "We'll move in tomorrow, Sunday's are slow at the Den and we'll just keep it closed" Bob says joyously. "We'd love to have you" I say. Bob laughs. "We'll come by tomorrow about noon, we'll start packing when we get home" Bob says. And he hangs up. I call Edward and tell him. He laughs. He probably already knew and he congratulates me on getting Rory.

"Claude, you know who you have to call next?" Dad says. "Papa San?" I ask in return. "Takeru loves you both, better to tell him quickly" Dad says. Harry comes in and hugs us both."Happy for us, Papa Harry?" Rory asks. "You both look so happy, I couldn't not be happy for my boys" he says happily.

I take a deep breath and call Papa San. He's happy to hear from me. "Claude, I have been working so hard, would you want your Bear father to come see you for a few weeks?" he asks. "I'd love it, and I know Dad and Rory would too" I say. "Oto-Sama, there's something I need to tell you, and I hope you'll be happy for me" I say meekly. "You only call me Oto-Sama if you're afraid I'll be angry, Claude" Takeru says. "You mean so much to me and Rory, and we hope you'll be glad to hear my news" I say humbly. "You finally got him to bond you, Claude?" Takeru asks. "I keep forgetting how much of a genius my Bear father is" I say softly. "I knew you would eventually, you love him so, and the way he was avoiding you, I knew he loved you but feared Jim's and my disapproval" Takeru says softly."Will you still come, Papa San?"I ask. "Of course" he says. "You both love each other, and I love you, you will be good to each other and for each other" Takeru says. "Rory's calm easy going nature will settle you down, and in turn your joy and openness will help him open himself up"Takeru says. "He will not keep you from me, will he?"he asks firmly. "No, he's said we'll be open bonded" I say. Takeru laughs.

"I wish to speak to Rory" he says. I hand the phone to Rory. He talks to Takeru. I hug Dad and Harry. "I'm so glad my Daddies accept us" I say. Harry laughs. "You're gonna have Bob and Teddy move in too, and those Grizzlies are horny ones, they bottom for each other but with you, me, and Nate they won't have to, and you know they'll fuck us together" Harry says. "Got it all planned out do you?" I ask. "I will fuck them but for a while I just want my Rory" I say. He's heard me, and Rory turns and grins.

Dad kisses me and he pulls Harry off. I remember the video and I go to my bedroom and send Dad a copy. I go out and find Edward. We talk. "I haven't asked him if he's going to move in with me or I'm to move in with him" I say. Rory walks into the kitchen, and hands me my phone. "Babe, do I move into your room or are you moving into mine?" I ask. "I'd like you to move in with me, mine's bigger"he says smiling. "Yes, Poppa Bear" I say. Edward and I talk and we go start moving my stuff into Rory's room. Rory helps us and we get it done quickly. "I'm going to set this room up tomorrow for Bob and Teddy" Edward says. I nod. Means they'll be right next door to us. Good.

I tell Edward that Takeru is coming, he said he'd be here for Monday. Edward gives me that smile that tells me he already knew. "He'll be here tomorrow night, he's anxious to see you and Rory together" Edward says grinning. I laugh. That sounds like Papa San. Edward goes to Rory's room and I know he's putting my things up. He'll probably redo my room tonight before he goes to bed.

I go see Nate and Emil. I tell them what happened. Nate's mildly surprised, but Emil isn't. "Mein Claude, I knew by the way you looked at him that you loved him" he says hugging and kissing me. I explain how it happened and how we both kept our love to ourselves out of fear. Nate hugs me. "You love him, and he loves you, that's all that matters" he say. "Liebchen, it only matters that you are loved, I hope he will let me still have you" Emil says. "We're open bonded" I say. "Takeru's coming to see us"I say. "Good, he's another great Bear top like Rory" Nate says. "Oh that reminds me, Bob and Teddy are moving in tomorrow" I say. "Stocking the house with hot Bears" Nate says. I laugh. I kiss Emil and Nate and I leave.

I go find Sam and Oscar. "You knew and didn't tell me?"I ask Sam. "He didn't want you to know, Claude" Sam says smiling.

Oscar grins. "You got him, didn't you?" he asks. "Yeah, we bonded just now"I say smiling. "He promised me if he got you I could still have you" Sam says grinning. I kiss Sam. "You know I'll fuck you if you want me" I say. Sam kisses me. "Oh, Bob and Teddy are moving in tomorrow, and Takeru is coming tomorrow night" I say. Oscar grins. He likes being under Papa San, and he's been under Bob like I have.

Rory comes in. He's been looking for me. Sam grins. "You happy now that he's yours, Big Bear?" Sam asks. "I am, and he's thrilled to be mine, I'm gonna drag him back to bed now that he's told everyone he needs to" Rory says. He picks me up into his big, White furred arms and kisses me. He walks us to our bedroom. And he lays me down on the bed and pulls off my shorts. He yanks his off. He walks over to me and pushes his half hard dick into my muzzle. I deep throat him and he murrs. He's stiffening up rapidly. "To think, I taught you to do that, in fact I trained you sexually, who knew I'd get the benefit of it" he says smiling. I work his dick in my muzzle, and I increase the suction from my throat. "Shit" Rory growls. He's shaking as he unloads down my throat. "Didn't meant to cum that fast." he pants. He leans down and kisses the top of my mane. I let his softening dick slip out of my mouth. "I love you, Babe" he says still panting. He strokes my mane gently. "I love my Poppa Bear, and I'm so happy now" I say joyously.

"Claude, we ought to decide what we'll do if it does get out" Rory says laying on the bed, and pulling me up to his side. "Not much we need to do, Daddy Bear, those who love us the most know and are happy for us" I say. "My patients like me and I doubt any of them would stop coming to me, Dad's in our corner and he's your Big Boss, not much anyone can do to us, they can say a lot publicly" I say. "But we've endured being apart, words can't hurt us, they can't hurt us, as long as we love each other" I say calmly. Rory's silent for a long time. Holding my head tightly to his big barrel chest.

"Claude, I think I've been doing what everyone always accuses you of, overthinking things" Rory says softly. "Is it really that simple, those we love accept us, no one can affect our work, and we love each other?" Rory asks quietly. "Pretty much, Poppa Bear" I say leaning up to kiss him. He smiles at me. "I see what Papa San meant, I'll calm you down at times, and you'll brighten my spirits when I need you to" he says kissing me repeatedly. His big Polar Bear dick is poking into my side.

He kisses me once more and then he rolls over on top of me. Using his knees he pushes my legs apart, and shoves that fat Ursine dick up me to his balls. I wrap my arms around his thick neck and my legs around his waist. He's fucking me slow and deep. He nips my neck in time with his thrusts. He speeds up his fucking and his nips are getting harder. He's pulling out and pushing back in on each thrust. And his nips are now serious love bites. His paws go under my hips and he effortlessly lifts me up and he gets up on his haunches. He's holding me tightly against his chest. He's still nipping me rather hard. I'm surrounded by his much bigger body, held up by him. I throw my arms around his thick neck and hang on. "My Baby knows what I want him to do" he murrs. His thrusts are fast and deep. I feel like he's totally in control of me, completely possessing me. And I love it.

He's thrusting hard up me. I see his eyes glazing over. He emits a blood curdling roar. His Polar Bear sperm gushes up me like a fountain, and he's panting. He looks into my eyes., and I've never seen that much love in anyone's eyes before. Rory hugs me so tightly against his chest that I think I might break. "Claude, I love you, and I need you so much" Rory says softly. "I need you too, Rory, I went without you for so long, and now that I have you, I couldn't live without my Polar Bear." I say trying not to cry. Rory kisses me. "Baby, we have a lifetime together" he says stroking my mane. His very touch makes me purr. He grins. "You purr so nicely for your loving Bear" He says softly. He looks so happy now. I continue to purr, and he's so relaxed now.

We both are so relaxed now, we doze lightly. We wake up in a few hours. He's got me tightly snuggled against him. I feel so happy and content to finally sleep with him. Really sleep. I'm looking forward to sleeping with my Polar Bear wrapped around me. "Hi, Babe" he says gently when he wakes. "Hi, beautiful" I say softly. He murrs. He kisses me. "Gotta go pee, don't go anywhere, Claude, I'm gonna see how you take a horny Bear all out" He says. "Looking forwards to it" I say as he gets up and walks to the bathroom.

I know how Bears are sexually. Bob does it to me all of the time, but Rory is hung way larger. They rough fuck, almost like wrestling. They'll nip and bite passionately. He'll bang me hard and fast, and move us into all sorts of positions. But I have to get used to it. I am used to how Bob does it, and I like it. I'd love to be able to take him that way. He's my mate and I so want to please my husband completely. I'm laying on the bed on my back and spread eagled. Rory grins as he walks back in the room. "My beautiful Claude is ready for me" he murrs.

"Rory , I know how Bears are, I'd love to take you how you want me, Bob does it to me and I handle it well, you're larger hung, but I can take you rough if you want me that way"I say lovingly. "I knew you'd be this way, you'd do anything to keep your Bear husband happy" Rory says getting on top of me and kissing me. "I love you, I'd do anything to please my Rory" I say as he slams his big dick up me. His nips are gentle to start out. He's long dicking me hard and fast. He puts his arms under me and flips me until I'm up on my knees. He's banging me harder and he's got his teeth gripping my neck. I'm locked down. "I was raised by our Lion Mom and Dad, I know to put a mating bite on you to lock you to me forever" Rory says through the bite. He's speeding up in me and he's moving his hips from side to side stretching my ass ring slightly. I yowl and I squeeze his dick with my ass intermittently. He's grunting through the bite. His dick is throbbing and twitching inside me. He roars through the bite and his Polar Bear sperm gushes up me. I can feel his heart and I know he feels mine. He's panting hard but he hasn't let my neck go. His paws roam over my body, touching me all over. His paw slips and falls on the bed and he seems surprised to feel where I have sprayed cum on the bed. "I take you to me, Bear style, and my Baby cums all over himself."he says letting go of my neck.

He hasn't softened at all. "Again" He asks. "Go for it" I moan. He ramps up his fucking. He's really pounding me now. His sweat is dripping down on my back. I turn and lap it up as it falls on me. He grins. He rolls me over on my side and continues to pound my ass. He's nipping the side of my neck rather hard. His paws reach around my chest and he's tweaking my nipples. I yowl and cum on the bed. "My Kitty clamps his ass down on me when he cums" he pants. "I love how you grip and squeeze me" He murrs. After a few minutes he rolls me on my back without pulling out. He puts his paws under my hips and lifts me until my shoulders are the only thing touching and bed. And he's fucking me fast and leaning his entire body weight on me. I yowl and cum again. Spraying his belly and chest with my cum. "Goddam, Kitty gripping me too tight, I can't hold" he bellows. And he gushes his cum up me. He lets go of me and kisses me repeatedly.

We spend the next few hours fucking in all sorts of positions. Including him hanging me off the bed holding myself up with my paws while he fucks me wheelbarrow style. About 4AM we fall asleep with Rory wrapped around me. His gentle snore reminds me he's here and I have never slept so well.

I wake in the morning. He's looking at me and grinning. I've forgotten how he always wakes up happy. Gonna have to get used to it. His arms and legs are still locked around my body and it feels good, makes me feel so secure. "Morning, Baby Kitten" he says happily. He kisses me. "Give Poppa Bear a piece of Lion ass this morning?"he asks. "Yes" I say softly. He rolls me on my back. He slips up me, and makes love to me gently, kissing me a lot. "Our first day as a bonded couple, and I'm so happy" he says nuzzling my neck. His slow lovemaking lights me up as much as when he takes me aggressively. He tells me how much he loves me and he hits. Bellowing loudly he empties his balls in me. "If I take you gently I can't last long, it's why I like rough sex, can you adjust to mostly being take hard and rough, Baby?" he asks.

"I'll take my husband when he wants me and how he wants me" I say. "You're so devoted to your Bear husband" he says kissing me.

It's an idyllic life for a couple of years. But forever is nowhere near as long as I 'd of thought. On our third anniversary. Rory's rather grumpy. Bob's a bit testy too. I go to the Bear Den while Rory stays at work late. He said he was too busy to stop work to take me to dinner. Dad doesn't understand that. He tells me their work is caught up. Bob's complaining of how distant Teddy's been of late. Last time he was here Papa San asked me several times if things were going well between me and Rory. It was just enough to make me wonder. The most telling sign is that my horny Polar Bear hasn't fucked me in almost a week. Bob says Rory and Teddy have been fucking a lot, and Teddy's not letting Bob fuck him either.

I'm a bit down. Sad for Bob but more worried about Rory and I. About 10 PM, Rory and Teddy come in, they've got their arms around each other's waists. And they look so happy to be together. I know the sad truth now, I can see that there's goodbye in Rory's eyes. Sadly, forever will turn out to be only three years. The Polar Bear I thought would love me for always now loves another more than me. I know it, but Bob doesn't yet. I go over to the piano they put in for me. And I play and sing a song I once wrote. "Here Comes Goodbye" and I weep as I sing. Rory looks surprised, he's wondering how I knew. I sit and try to stop crying, and soon I do. And I walk to the other end of the bar away from them. But Rory and Teddy come sit by me and tell me they've fallen for each other. Teddy begs Bob's forgiveness, but Rory is silent. In fact, he can barely look in my direction, let alone look me in the eyes.

I grab his paw and pull him off. "Claude, we never meant for it to happen, but it did" Rory says. "Papa San must have seen it, when he was here he kept asking if things were OK between us" I say. "Claude, should we move out?" he asks. "You cold hearted Bear bastard, not even an I'm sorry for breaking your heart, Claude" I snort. "You don't have to move out, I will" I say angrily. I am hurt, but yet while I am mad, I know I don't hate him or Teddy. But I know we can't live together. For a while it would torture me to see them so happy. I don't want to be like that. I know me and I would be miserable and making all around me miserable, or at least doing my best to. (Not a very nice thing for me to do. But there you go) I know now what I should do.

"There's a condo by the hospital that has a huge penthouse with a pool and a hot tub, I'll call them tomorrow and buy it and move out as soon as I can" I snort. Rory nods. "I really am sorry, Claude" Rory says quietly. "You're still my little brother, and I do still love you as my brother" he says quietly. "Rory, I do love you as my brother too, but you need to go back to avoiding me, til I can move out" I say. "I'll be tender and I'll go off on you, and I don't want to, we are brothers, and just because you dumped me doesn't mean I don't love you as my brother."I say softly. "Rory, we'll be fine eventually, I hurt badly now, but I have to tell you I won't regret it, you gave me a wonderful three years, I just didn't see it coming til you guys walked in tonight" I say weeping. He hugs me silently. "You couldn't have told us when it happened, give me some warning?" I ask. "Claude, I couldn't face how badly I was about to hurt you" Rory says softly. "Rory, please, will you tell Dad?" I ask. "I have, he's mad, but he loves us both, he just doesn't want to take sides" Rory says. "More reason for me to move out, I won't hurt Dad just because you broke my heart." I say softly. Teddy and Bob are arguing loudly. Bob's really mad. Not like I can't relate. But I have too much of Momma in me, I won't burn the bridges between me and Rory. He's my brother, and I still love him. Momma would have had me forgive him, and I'm so much my Momma's son that I will.

I walk off and I call the number I saw on the condo building. I'm a bit surprised when someone answers this late, as it's 1AM. I ask about the penthouse. The guy tells me no one has been interested in it due to how expensive it is. I tell him I want it, and I'd like to see it, I have to move out quickly due to my relationship falling apart. "Come by, I live here too, I 'll show it to you." He says. "Who are you, and can you afford it, it's kind of expensive?" he asks gently. "I'm Dr Claude Kitman II" I say. He laughs. "You can more than afford it, come on when you can, ask for Bill Marks at the security desk in the foyer" He says.

Teddy and Bob are really fighting now. I stop them. "Bob, I'm going to move out, let them stay at home, and I hope you'll move with me, I'll give Dad the house, I'm going to look at a penthouse condo now, why not come with me so you can cool off" I say.. Bob nods. "You two have the Den to think of, you have to get along enough to keep running it" I say. Bob nods. "Teddy, can you stay, I'm going to see a condo and I'll take Bob, so you both can calm down" I say. "Yeah, babe" Teddy says.

"You're not mad at me?" Teddy asks. "Hell, I'm not really even mad at Rory, Teddy, you fell for each other, it happens, and I know my brother, he'd never intentionally hurt me, this must be killing him inside but he'd never let it show." I say softly. Rory gives me a shy smile. "If anyone can understand how easy it is to fall in love with Rory, it would be me" I say softly. I kiss Teddy. He smiles. "I'll be glad to move out with you" Bob says. We go to my Mercedes. The condo is only a mile or two from here, Bob will like that. It's four blocks from my office, and three blocks from the hospital. I go to the desk and I ask for Bill Marks. The guard smiles. Bill told him I'm coming. He calls Bill and Bill comes down.