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Life can certainly move in some very surprising ways. Something you'd never imagine could, let alone would, happen to you. And totally from out of nowhere you end up happy. It explains how and why I ended up bonded to my best friends Dad. And in an unrelated coincidence, he ended up bonded to my own Dad. I am happy to have my English Badger, he's all I could have ever wanted and never thought I could get. I had not one idea that I would belong to him one day. I've wanted him for so long now and hid it because I never thought I could get my best friend's Dad. Not that it was an easy road for us to find our way to one another. Just proves that we really were meant to be together for life.

I'm Dr Claude Micheal Kitman II. I'm a 23 year old African Lion. I am a bit of a genius. I graduated my Medical Training at age 20. My older brother Rory graduated with me though he's 2 years older than I am. Rory's a way bigger Lion than I am. I'm 6'4" and 225 pounds, and Rory Micheal Kitman is 6'9" and 300 pounds. He works out a minimum of three times a week and is seriously buff. Our fur is the same Golden Tan. But Rory has Dad's Red Brown mane, while mine is my Mom's Red Blond color. We both have Dad's striking Sapphire Blue eyes. Dad's like inbetween our sizes. Dad is 6'6" and 260 pounds. I look like a smaller Red Blond maned Dad and Rory looks just like a bigger version of Dad. We're both happy Big Cats for the most part. At 44, Dad is a hot, and gorgeous Lion still. He'll draw your attention when he walks into the room. He has a magnetic and charismatic presence for sure.

You'd know my Dad if you saw him. Dad is the CEO and owner of CMK Industries. Our family business that grew into a huge conglomerate. It was just a small family company when Dad took it over at age 21. He quickly grew it into the international conglomerate it is now. And when we reached age 12, Dad gave us millions of our own, and now Rory and I are both worth over $550 Million.

We were lucky growing up. Dad was a great Dad, and he helped us get over our Mother's death. Rory was 10 and I was 8 when Mom passed from Cancer. He was broken but he held on and helped us deal with our own grief. His best friend, Dr Takeru Suzakawa, has always been there for us too. While Papa-San runs a huge Japanese company of his own, Funari Corp, he's always been there when his Lion sons needed him. He had no kids of his own. And he looks upon us as if we were his too. Fortunately for me, my Spectacled Bear is as incestuous as my own Dad. He's hot for me, just seeing me naked makes him rock hard. And his big 19" Bear dick is formidable. Papa-San is extremely good with it. I wanted to try to bond, but he would not. He told me he would insist I came to live with him in Tokyo and my life, my career would be to tend him and his home. And he would not take me away from my Dad and my potential career. But I know he loves me enough he'd of made me a very happy Lion. (None of it was true, but that's for later)

He and Dad do love each other. But when I asked if he was ever Dad's lover. Takeru sat me down and we had a long talk about him and Dad. They do love each other enough to have bonded, like he loves me. But know they are not suited to be mates. (And by extension he knows we aren't meant to belong to each other.) Among the lesser problems is that they are both tops. (I know for sure Takeru is a top and a good one. I begged him to take my virginity at age 14. He did and he was a masterful lover, he broke me in well, and he is responsible for me being the great bottom I am. We still fuck when he comes to visit. My Spectacled Bear is a well hung and talented top)

Dr Takeru Hikari Suzakawa is a Spectacled Bear. Papa-San is 6'5" and about 250 pounds. His fur is a Dark Mahogany Brown and he has a pair of small Tan strips over his eyes, his muzzle is Tan as well, and he's stockily built. His usual expression is one of bemusement. He knows he's smarter than those around him. His short hair and goatee are Dark Brown. He's a beautiful Bear but he'd deny it if you said it to him. He doesn't think he's attractive at all. He's a genius for sure, and while he's a sweet and gentle Bear to me and my family. Papa-San can be a bit arrogant and even imperious when he's feeling disrespected. He loves Rory and I so much. And Dad too. He's looked at Dad from time to time in a way that makes me doubt what he told me about not being Dad's lover. And I know how hot Lions make him. I sure do.

Rory and I also had our much loved English Fox retainer to love and guide us. Alfred Featherstone has been with us since before Rory and I were born. He helped with us. And he loved our Mom. And he was always there. He loved us so much. He was the one we came running to with the scraped knees and all of the little childhood pains we had. Alfred was so caring. And Rory and I think of him as our Fox father. Alfred is wise and he's also a bit on the psychic side. He gets glimpses of the future of those he cares about. He'll share them if he thinks they'll help us. (The down side? If he's seen it, there is no way to avoid it, whatever it is. For good or ill, you have to accept what he's seen as what will be. And at times, I'd just rather not know, but sometimes it's comforting to know what's to come. (I"m not precognitive , but at times I get flashes of things, things I have no way to know otherwise, Alfred tells me I'm just very intuitive.)

Rory and I practice together. We're both Internists and we have an office with three other Doctors. My best friend, an English Badger, Dr Nigel Davenport. Nigel is Rory's age. And he's smart and funny and he's brilliant. I befriended him in Medical School. He was sad and lonely and he missed London and his loving parents. We brought his Mum and Dad over as often as we could to see him. His Mum, Megan, is a sweet and loving Female. She's a lot like my Mom was.

Alf Davenport, Nigel's Dad is a big, burly Badger. Nigel is built smaller than Alf, and he has Megan's Black and White striped fur. Alf is the 'color block' type of Badger. Alf has Black on the bottom of his short tail. (Nigel has his Mom's longer tail) Alf's shoulders, hands, legs and feet below his knees are Black. And he has two Black stripes running down the center of his face. Accidentally walking in on Alf as he was taking off his bathing suit, I noted that there is a band of Black fur around his hips, and his balls and sheath are Black too. Alf is 6'6" and hard muscled with a bit of a beer gut starting. Nigel has Alf's eyes though. They are a luminous almost Emerald Green. And they are striking. On both of them.

Nigel though he looks more like his Mum, has his Dad's sexy and handsome face. Nige's 5'9" and about 165 pounds. His fur is mostly Black. But he has two White stripes running up his body and on his face. Nigel is the classic pretty boy type. And he is my best friend other than my brother Rory.

There are two other Doctors with us. Our Medical School mentor. An older Atlantic Walrus. Dr Emil Brunner. He's a hot older male. Emil's 6', 250 pounds, with Deep Blue eyes and his Dark Mahogany fur. His Dark Brown hair has a fair amount of gray in it, but it makes him sexier. He and I have fucked a lot. He was our mentor and he and I had an affair throughout School. I introduced him to a young Lion who works for CMK. Mack Carter is a smaller Lion. And as accomplished of a bottom as I am. They bonded on their first date. And my shy, introspective Walrus is extremely happy now. Mack adores his Walrus and caters to him completely. Rory and I got him to quit teaching and come in with us. And he and Mack moved in with us. I still get to ride my Walrus mentor at times. Like I do Rory.

The last partner in our practice is a big Russian Grizzly I met in Medical School. I helped him learn English and I helped him when his parents died and he lost their financial support. Dr Vladimir Breshnikov is a 6'8", 300 pound Grizzly. He's hot and sexy and an amazing top. He recently met a younger Tiger. And his Jerry Norris adores him. He's devoted to his Grizzly and they live with us too. Vladimir is a great Doctor too, our patients adore our big Grizzly, he's an amazing diagnostician as well. Folks think because he's not great at speaking English he's not very smart. Not true. Vlad is fucking brilliant, he's smarter than I am. But he's a content, and happy soul, he loves his Tiger, and his adopted family and he loves his work. And we love having him with us.

Dad dates a lot, he came out a few years after Mom died. He's not seeming to be interested in settling down. He and Nigel fuck a lot, as he and I do. Dad's a great top. I almost lost my mind when he first fucked me, he's good and he loves his son so much.. He and Alf are good friends. And they hang out a lot when Mr and Mrs D are here.

Dad's not a snob, he likes good animals. Folks who are open and honest and real. And Alf is, he's as blunt as I am and he's outspoken and a pretty happy Badger most times. He loves and adores Megan. And he is a good father to Nigel. Nigel adores his Dad as much as I adore mine. They don't fuck like Dad and I do. As Alf seems to be totally straight. He's not bothered by Nige's being gay, nor by all of the gay guys at the house. He's one of those males I admire. Secure enough in his own masculinity and sexuality to not be upset around gay males. And he loves his son so much. He's proud of Nigel. And when I took over helping Nige through Med School and moved him in here with me, Alf and Megan were so happy. Alf had been working three jobs to get Nigel over here and into School. He was proud that I cared so much about his son to do what I could. Truth is, I was being selfish. I loved Nige and I needed him. I couldn't bear the thought of him not being here and in my life. So I happily paid for his education and it was an excuse to get him to move in with me and my family. Nigel and I are that close. I never told Alf but a year or so later, he let me know that he knew in no uncertain terms why I helped them. He was proud I cared that much about his Nigel.

There are a couple of other couples living with us. My PA, Nate Porter and his big and adorable Russian Bull, Yuri Petrov. Yuri is big, hard bodied and the sweetest male I've ever met. Caring, and sensitive. Yuri's 6'5" and 300 pounds of solidly built Gray furred Bull muscle. He has beautiful Crystal Blue eyes and is so gorgeous. Nate is 5'9" and about 170 pounds. He's a Snow Leopard with the thick fluffy coat of his species. His fur is Pale Gray with Black Rosettes and he has the long and thick tail as well. He's got pretty Golden Tan eyes and he's a happy soul. Always joyous and easy going. Our patients love him.. They picked up on our nickname for him. We call our Nate 'Snow Meow'. Yuri called him that and we kind of went from there. They never fight. Yuri would do anything for his Nate, and if Yuri looks at Nate, all the love in his eyes for his Nate makes Nate want to please him so much. I want to be loved like that one day.

While I have had sex with them both. I love being under Yuri, he's an amazingly tender lover. And Nate, his hot little, fluffy furred ass, makes me hot to be up it when I can. But I know not to do them together. They love each other so much, that when they're naked there are no other animals in their world. But it was very hot to watch them make love. I want someone who will love me as deeply and thoroughly as Nate and Yuri love each other.

The other couple living with us are a pair of big, Body Builders. Sam Montoya and Oscar Perez, his bond mate. They run a gym that Rory goes to. Their rental house got sold out from under them and Rory invited them to come live with us. Sam is huge. 7' and 400 pounds of gruff Cuban Bull. He has gorgeous Blue eyes and Black hair and a goatee and his hair and his goatee have a thick White stripe running through them. Oscar is smaller. 6'8" and is maybe 320 pounds. His Blue eyes sparkle and he's an easy going Bull. He and Sam love each other so much. I want to have my mate and I, when I get one, be like them. Sam and I are hot for each other and we rut hard when we can. He's got a fat Bull dick and makes me crazy when he fucks me. Oscar thinks it's funny how hot we always are for each other. He knows Sam loves him way too much to be worried about us.

And I cried when Oscar told me he knew I loved him enough that I could never hurt him like that. I do, Oscar is an easygoing Bull, and a gentle and tender lover. He is just as passionate as Sam, but softer and gentler in bed. I wouldn't tell Oscar, but I know I could get Sam, but I know I wouldn't love him as totally as his Oscar does. And I'd never make him settle, not even to make him mine. (Oscar would never admit to it, but he wants Sam and I to be as we are. Sam's got a horrendous temper, and only Oscar and I can calm him down. Oscar likes the help, and that Sam responds to me as well. Sam's calmed down a lot since he's been living with us. Oscar says Sam gets his dominance urges sated by fucking me the way we do, and he's more loving and calmer with his 'Baby Bull')

While I'm a bit of a slut, who'll fuck damn near any big male who wants me, I'm in no hurry to settle down. I've met a big Grizzly who owns a nice little gay bar. The Bear Den. Teddy Mitchell and I fuck like crazy when we can. I got him to move in with us. And if I've not gone home with someone, Teddy will crawl into bed with me when he comes in from closing the bar. We'll fuck a few times and then curl up and go to sleep. Teddy's big. 6'10" and 350 pounds of Grizzly. Big dicked, passionate and though he's a versatile, I seem to make him hot for my ass. (We've tried to bond, but to our mutual sadness we didn't.)

I bought a big house out here in Sacramento, when Rory and I came out here to go to Sacramento State University's Medical School. We left our home in Auburn, Alabama to go to become Doctors. Dad moved the CMK offices out here when he missed us so much. It has 15 bedrooms and 17 bathrooms, a study which I let Dad have, a big pool and hot tub and a huge grounds. A nicely landscaped set of gardens in back too.

One sunny afternoon, I look out the back window of the kitchen and see a huge, and stunningly gorgeous Bull working in the yard. I walk out. He smiles at me. "I am Manuel Guerra, I am new with the landscaping service" he says with a soft Spanish accent. He's gorgeous. 7', 320 pounds. He's muscular, and has thick Chocolate Brown fur, Dark Brown eyes, and Dark Brown hair, beard and tail and hoof tufts. He has liquid Brown eyes and he's so sexy. He's sweating a lot as it is kind of hot. I ask him if he'd like something cold to drink. He smiles at me. "So many are not so kind to us" he says softly. I invite him in to the kitchen and he sits at the table. I ask him what he wants and he shyly asks me for a beer. I hand him one. I wonder where Alfred is. And I see him standing in the laundry room/kitchen door. And he looks like he's swallowed his tongue.

Manuel looks up and he follows my gaze to where Alfred is standing. He smiles. "He is a beautiful Fox, sir" he says. "Not Sir, I'm Claude, Manuel" I say smiling. Manuel smiles. "You have been so good to me" he says smiling. "Alfred, say hello to the sweet Bull" I tease Alfred. Alfred doesn't speak but a strangled moan comes out. Manuel grins. And he stands up. And he walks slowly over to Alfred. He knows what's up. A gardener he might be, but he's a very smart Bull. And he takes Alfred into his huge arms. "I am but a poor simple hard working Bull, but I have never seen anyone as beautiful as you are" he murrs softly. "Kiss him, Manuel" I say softly. I've gotten a flash of this. He's Alfred's predestined mate. "I will love you forever, if you would just take this simple Bull as yours" he murrs to Alfred. And he kisses him. Alfred faints dead away. I put my paw on Manuel's shoulder.

"Call and quit the lawn service, Manuel, you're my new Gardener and I'll get you whatever you need to keep my grounds, and pay you double what you make from them." "And of course, you'll move in with our Alfred" I say softly. I hug him. "Welcome to our family, Manuel" I say. He hugs me back. He's got tears in his eyes. He picks Alfred up. "I'll show you to your new room, Manuel, go take him for good" I say. Manuel leans down and kisses me. "You are a good Lion" he says shyly. "I love that Fox as if he were my own father, and I can see how he loves you, and Manuel, I know you'll be good to him and love him as long as you live" I say softly. "I will, mi amo" he says softly. And he follows me as I show him to Alfred's room. I kiss him and I shut the door as I leave. I feel a bit smug now. Alfred told me I was intuitive and I knew he'd bond Manuel. But I realize he probably did too, it was why he froze like he did. In any case, my Fox father will be as happy and loved as I've always wanted him to be. He gave so much to our family, about time he started getting back the love he's given us. Manuel is a beautiful, big hearted Bull. And he'll be good to Alfred.

And for the first time ever, I wonder about when I will finally find my life mate. Didn't even know I wanted one, but now I know I am starting to think of it. I have plenty of examples of loving couples around me. And I am fairly self aware. I know I'll be a submissive if I can find a partner I trust enough to totally dominate me. I want him to consider my needs, but still be Boss. I want someone as strong and dominant as Sam, yet as loving and tender as Yuri and Vladimir. And the more they are like Rory the happier I'll be. And with a mix of Dad and Takeru too. I'm such a Daddy's Boy, I'll be a Boy to my mate too. I have examples all around me of what I want.

I walk back to the kitchen. Rory's sitting at the kitchen table now. He looks pretty smug now. "Who was that Big Bull carrying Alfred off?" Rory asks. I explain. Rory laughs his big, hearty laugh. "Never thought I'd live to see the day when Alfred would bond someone" he says happily. "You seem pretty damned happy, Big Bro?" I ask. He grins. "I am, but I am hoping you won't get mad" he says. "Why would I be mad because my Big Bro is so happy?" I ask. "Claude, I bonded Teddy this morning" Rory says softly. I smile. "He is more of a versatile" I muse. Rory smiles. "Claude, I know, it surprised me" Rory says. "He was a bit drunk when he came home this morning, and he came into my room by mistake, and he felt me up and when I turned he begged me to fuck him, and when I kissed him, he fainted" Rory says. I smile.

"You'd just have to know I'd approve, Rory, I did want to bond him myself" I say smiling. "It's why I worried" Rory says. I kiss him. "No, I'm glad, he deserves a good mate and he's got one now" I say grinning. "I'm amazed sometimes at how much you love me, Claude" Rory says nuzzling my mane. "Don't be, I'd of bonded him if I could, and I damn sure would have bonded you if I could have as well" I say smiling. Rory smiles. "I'd of taken you, but we're brothers, Claude" he says softly. "I know, we both are Physicians and we know we're too close of kin to bond, like I can't bond Dad" I say. "Did you try?" Rory asks me looking into my eyes. I blush. "We did try, Rory, and nothing" I say sadly. Rory smiles and he hugs me. "I'd of been happy for you and Dad, Claude" he says.

"I think he cares about Nigel too much to bond anyone else, but he's not wanting to settle down quite yet" Rory says softly. I smile. "You get lots of sex now, and Teddy will still fuck you, you know I won't get fucked so I'll encourage him to keep going after your ass, Claude" Rory says pulling me into his lap and kissing me. "In fact, I love my little Brother's tight little Lion ass too, so count on Teddy and I taking you into our bed as often as we can" Teddy says nuzzling me. I put my arms around his neck and I kiss him. It's so much like Rory to worry like this, he loves me and he knows I cared a lot for Teddy too. But I only feel happy that Teddy will be loved, and he'll be so good to Rory.

"Did he take it well, Rory?" I hear Teddy ask hesitantly. I smile at him and I get off of Rory's lap and I run and hug Teddy. "I love my Brother in law, and I'm happy for you two, especially since Rory doesn't get fucked and told me I can still have you when you want me" I say. "You love my fucking" Teddy murrs proudly. "I do, and Hell, Teddy, I wanted you too, I sure can't blame Rory for taking you" I say kissing him. "Keep kissing me like that and I'll fuck you right here on the kitchen table, though Alfred would have a fit" he says smiling. "Alfred's gonna be busy for a while" Rory says smiling. I grin. "What?" Teddy asks. "Claude got him bonded to a Big Beautiful Hispanic Bull" Rory says. Teddy laughs, and his deep and hearty laugh makes my fur goose bump like Rory's laugh does. He pulls me to him and he deep kisses me.

"I'm gonna take him right here and right now" Teddy murrs pulling off his shorts and yanking my clothes off of me. "Not unless I do too" Rory snorts pulling his pants off. I lay on my back on the kitchen table. Teddy bends down and he's licking my ass ring, leaving a lot of saliva on it. He's lubing me up good. I purr and Teddy smiles. "We ought to try to joint bond him, Rory" Teddy says. "We're brothers, we can't or I would have gone after him right after I got you,Teddy" Rory says grinning. "I'd have a hot tight little Grizzly and a hot, and snug Lion, I'd never have to look at another male again, my guys would spoil me, keep me well loved and well fucked" Rory purrs. I smile. "He's that way, Teddy, his mate will be one lucky guy, he'll do all in his power to spoil them, cater and cook for them and do anything they wanted" Rory says stroking my mane. "He does that with Sam doesn't he?" Teddy asks. Rory and I nod.

I put my legs back up. Teddy leans down and kisses me and murring deeply, he pushes his fat Grizzly dick up me to his balls. And he begins to fuck me hard and deep. "He's a sturdy little Lion bottom" Teddy murrs. Rory walks around and sticks his big Feline dick in my mouth. I lick him and I take him deep into my muzzle. Rory's got a bigger dick than I do, or Dad does. Rory's 22", and he's got 8 rows of sharp, firm barbs. I have Dad's dick. 18" and 6 rows. Rory's growling softly. And he and Teddy kiss while they work each end of me. I take Rory's dick out of my mouth long enough as I yowl and cum on Teddy's pot belly. And he pushes his dick back in my mouth. "He's so hot, he loves this" Teddy murrs. I moan and I start involuntarily squeezing Teddy's dick with my ass. Teddy roars and I feel him dumping a big, copious load of Grizzly cum up me. Panting he leans down and kisses me and pulls out. "My turn" Rory purrs, yanking his dick out of my mouth and moving to my rear end.

"Clean me up, bitch" Teddy snorts. I take him into my muzzle and I lick his cum and my ass juices off of his dick. Rory's slipped up my ass. And he's fucking me slowly to start with. "So hot and tight, never stop letting me up this ass, Baby Brother" Rory purrs. "I won't" I say quietly. Rory looks down into my eyes and I know he's telling me how much he still loves me. I fight tears. And he lays into me. He's fucking me hard and fast now. "Barb me" I pant. Rory stops. "Claude, are you sure? " he asks. "I am, I love my guys, I love my Rory so much, and I love Teddy, I'd of begged him to barb me but he doesn't have them" I say leaning up and kissing Teddy. Teddy grins. "I've heard of that, and I heard how much you Feline tops love it" Teddy murrs. "You do love him" Teddy whispers into my ear. "I do" I say quietly..

Barb fucking is something only a Feline top and bottom can do. There are nerve endings connected directly to our barbs. And my ass ring and colon tissue are built to take it when I get barbed. It will hurt me a little bit and I'll have god awful cramps when Rory rakes my ass ring when he pulls out. But I love him more than enough to let him do me that way. It's a breeding reflex left over from our less evolved Feline ancestors. I have no ovaries and thus can't ovulate but my guts will cramp up trying like hell to drop eggs for my Rory. And dammit, I'd carry his cubs by the litter. I'd bear my own nephews if I could. Like I'd drop eggs and bear my own Half Brothers if I could, sired by my Daddy. (I've got family issues, so sue me)

Rory pulls back to his first ring of barbs. "I'd say I'll be careful, Baby Kitty, but you know, like all Feline tops, I'll lose it while it happens and I'll rut you hard" Rory says kissing me gently. "Rory, I love you, I desperately want to feel you barb me" I whisper into his ear. "I know, Baby Lion, I'll bet you'd be really happy if I really could make you drop eggs and get knocked up" he purrs in my ear. "I would Rory, I'd proudly carry my own nephews" I purr. He grins. "I know you love me still "he purrs. "Barb me, Daddy Lion?" I beg. "You bet" he growls and he starts moving his rings of barbs in and out of me. I yowl as he first starts ratcheting them in and out of my ass ring. He kisses me. "By this I know my Claude will always love me" he purrs softly. "I will, even when I get a mate of my own, I'll love you" I moan. I can see the look in his eyes. He's fighting it, but it feels too good for him to hold back much longer. "Please, Baby" he begs. "Rut me" I holler. And Rory does. Working his barbed rings in and out of me hard and fast. We're both yowling continuously now. And Rory's got a look of pure bliss on his face. "Tight, hot, bitch, fuck.." he growls. I can see he's lost to the sensation of his barbs against my ass ring. I moan. It feels amazing to me as well, it doesn't hurt the way they said it would in Med School. Rory's looking into my eyes."It feels amazing, Baby" I moan> "You don't hurt, Baby Kitten" Rory moans. "No, it feels amazing" I moan. And Rory kisses me and he really starts to work those barbs hard in my ass. I growl and I wrap my arms and legs around his broad back and I paw his back frantically, as I cuss and cum on his belly. "Fuck, Damn, Shit" Rory roar growls and I can feel his dick getting bigger in me. I yowl and squeeze his dick with my ass. My brother roars louder than I've ever heard him and I feel his cum gushing into me. Panting he leans down and he kisses me gently. "Amazing, it felt incredible, Baby Kitten, I'd never done that before" Rory pants. "I hadn't either, but I wanted it to be with you my first time" I say shyly.

Rory looks deeply into my eyes. "I know how deeply you love me now" Rory purrs. Teddy looks puzzled. "It's kind of like Claude lost his virginity again, but to me this time" Rory pants. "It's a Lion thing, Beautiful Grizzly" I say leaning up and stroking Teddy's muzzle. Teddy laughs. "Who'd you lose your virginity to, Claude?" Teddy asks me. Rory smiles. "Takeru Suzakawa" I say softly. Rory smiles. "He was so proud that you wanted him to be your first, Claude, he called me, he was proud, but he was afraid he might have hurt you by doing so" Rory says softly.

I hear purring from the doorway. "There's something you don't see everyday" Dad says purring. "My boys lost their Barb Cherry to one another" Dad says proudly as he walks up and kisses Rory. I blush. Teddy's laughing. "Dad, he's your son in law, but unfortunately he's not mine" I say smiling. Teddy looks concerned for a brief second. "Welcome to the family, Teddy" Dad says kissing him. Dad kisses Rory. "I had hoped one of my boys would get him" Dad says smiling. Teddy grins. Rory pulls out of me and he hugs Teddy. And they're whispering. Rory tells Teddy he knew I'd tell Dad and it eased the way a bit.

I keep my legs up as it eases the cramps a bit. "Daddy?" I beg him. "Damn boy, you want to feel your Daddy's barbs too?" he asks. "Please, Daddy, barb your baby cub" I beg him. Dad's pulling of his clothes and dropping them on the floor. He's rock hard right away. "Does my little cub hurt, should Daddy be gentle? "he asks. "No, Daddy, barb me like Rory did, full out and loving, you'd of been so proud of your Stud Lion son, Daddy" I say reaching over and stroking Dad's mane. Dad grins at Rory, who's blushing. "I'm always proud of my Rory, he's my son and he's a good Lion" Dad says softly. Rory grins. And Dad pushes up me. I hold him tightly to me. "I will always love my Daddy" I purr. Dad grins. He pets my mane. "My baby Lion son, Daddy loves you and he always will" he says kissing me gently. "Is my baby cub ready for his loving Daddy to barb fuck him?" he asks. I wrap my arms and legs around Dad's body. "Please, Daddy, rut me with your barbs?" I beg. Dad grins. "My son loves me so much" Dad purrs and he begins to fuck me, hard and fast as he pulls back. His barbs rake me hard and I'm yowling and moaning. "My tight little Lion" he purrs in my ear. "I'm proud of you boy, you love Rory so much, and to have given him your Barb Cherry tells him how much you do love him" he says moving even harder in me. I throw my head back and I yowl continuously. Dad's grinning. "Gonna drop those eggs and let Daddy sire your half brothers out of you, Claude" he purrs in my ear. "I'd proudly carry my Daddy's cubs" I purr. Dad smiles. "I'd love to be fat and swollen with my Daddy's litter" I purr. Dad's banging me harder and I'm beginning to cramp harder. (Barb fucking brings out all kinds of thoughts of breeding and bearing cubs in us, part of the territory so to speak) (But I would, I'd proudly be fat with Dad's or Rory's litter) (But we don't have litters, female Felines will have one, maybe two cubs at a time. Not five or six like our ancestors would)

Dad begins to yowl as well. And I look over and Rory's got Teddy bent over the kitchen table and is pounding him hard. Teddy's got a blissful look on his face. I can understand, I get that way when my Lion older brother fucks me too. Rory's face is ecstatic too. He's hot because of barb fucking me and watching Dad rake me too. And he loves his Teddy so much. "Claude, you're so hot and tight, and it feels so good" Dad purrs in my ear. And he's moving pretty fast now. I yowl and I cum on Dad's belly.

Dad roars louder than I've ever heard him. And bucking and thrashing on top of me I feel his Lion sperm gush up me. I pant hard and the cramps really kick in. I'm having visions of Dad's sperm swimming off to meet with my eggs and me becoming happily and blissful bred by my own sire. "Our cubs would be so beautiful, Daddy" I purr in his ear. "I hope they'll be as beautiful as the sons I already have" Dad says proudly. Rory's growling and bucking on top of Teddy and I know he's cum. Rory looks at Dad and he's happy and looks grateful. "Dad, I love you" Rory pants. "I love both of my boys" Dad says softly. And he reaches up and pets Teddy's muzzle. "And I'm proud that one of my boys had enough sense to make you my son in law, Teddy, you're a great Grizzly" Dad says smiling. Teddy smiles shyly.

"Dad, he was afraid, first that Claude would be upset because I got him and he didn't and then he was terrified, our Dad wouldn't accept a barkeeper as his son in law" Rory says softly. "I'm glad he has you now, Teddy, I know how loving you are" I say smiling at Teddy. "I understand how you felt, Teddy, but my boys know I'm not a snob, you're an honest, hard working Grizzly and I'm proud you're family now" Dad says leaning over and kissing Teddy. Teddy's got tears in his eyes now. I lean over and kiss him too. "Teddy, I know how much you must love Rory, and I know I'll always love you too" I tell him. Teddy's weeping openly.

Rory pulls out of his Grizzly and he sits and holds Teddy in his lap. "Baby, I told you, my family loved you already" Rory says rocking Teddy in his lap. I kiss Teddy. Dad pulls out. "Lets leave them a bit, Claude, Teddy needs Rory to comfort him now" Dad whispers to me. He gets up off of me and we walk out of the kitchen after picking up our clothes.

I go sit and dress on the couch. Dad sits by me. "Where's Nigel?" Dad asks. "I set him up with Paulie Christopher, and they're in Nigel's room fucking" I say softly.. "He's wanted to be under that hot Red Roo for a while now" Dad says. "I know but it took awhile to work their schedules out" I say smiling. "Where's Alfred?" he asks."Dad, about that" I say and I explain what happened. Dad laughs. "Quite a day around here, Rory got Teddy, Alfred got a big Bull and I have to wonder what else will happen" Dad says. I get a chill when he says that. Alfred had told me I don't have his gifts, but I'm amazingly intuitive to the point of sensing things that are likely to happen.

Sure enough, Nigel runs out looking upset, with a shaken up Paulie trying to comfort him. I grab Nigel and I cuddle him. "What's wrong, Baby Badger?" I ask. "Claude, it's me Mum, she's dying" Nigel says and he puts his head on my shoulder and weeps. I stroke him gently. Dad's up and he takes Nigel out of my arms and he holds and comforts him. And I understand in a flash what's about to happen. Or what has happened. It's kind of vague, either he's about to bond Dad or they're already bonded. Either way Nigel's gonna be my Dad's mate.

Dad leans down and kisses Nigel. And Nigel resists for the slightest of moments and then he faints into Dad's arms. "Bloody Hell" Paulie moans. I hold Paulie's paw. "I should go" he says. "No, just get your things and go to my room, and I'll fuck you while we all get ready to take Nige to London" I say softly. "Claude, you're not going" Dad snaps. I look stunned. "I'm taking my Badger to London in Eagle One, and you're staying here" Dad snaps. I break into tears. "You heard me, Boy" Dad snaps. "I have good reason to keep you home and you'll mind your Dad." Dad says angrily. "Paulie, take Claude to his bedroom and keep him busy, he cares about you and you can comfort him and keep him calm " Dad says smiling at Paulie.

Dad likes Paulie, he was as disappointed as I was that that Big Roo and I didn't bond. "Sure thing, Papa Jim" Paulie says pulling at my paw. When I don't move right away, Paulie picks me up into his arms. "C'mon pretty Kitty, I'll keep ya happy and comforted" he murrs in my ear. I throw my arms around Paulie's neck and I cry. I have several reasons to cry now. I'm the only single male here now. Am I fated to be alone? And I love Megan and Alf too. They'll need me, and damn it I want to see Megan before she dies.

I"m really mad at Dad. And I haven't even had a chance to tell Nigel I'm happy he's now my Step Dad. But I'm not happy about Dad's treatment of me, and I feel myself getting seriously angry. How fucking dare he decide I can't go, Alf and Megan will need me, as will Nigel. Dad can get really imperious at times, and he's constantly reminding Rory and I that he's the 'head of our household'. Even though the house belongs to me. I'm 24 fucking years old, I resent being treated like a young cub now.

As Paulie carries me to my bedroom, I'm shouting and cussing at Dad furiously. Dad's mad. I know that look. He's working hard at controlling his temper. "I can never forgive you for this, Dad" I holler. Dad looks stung. Like me he's been around Takeru enough that he knows exactly how I meant it. He doesn't fight back though, he pulls his cell out of his pants and walks off. I guess he's calling to have Eagle One made ready. (Wrong, he's really, seriously, mad and he's calling Takeru). Paulie's looking worried. I kiss him. "I'm sorry, Big Roo" I say softly. "Claude, I understand, you love Nigel and you love his folks" Paulie says gently. "Paulie, I'm sorry you got dragged into this" I say softly. He smiles at me. "I'd o rather had ya anyway, ya Badger's good but he ain't in Pretty Kitty's league" Paulie says smiling at me. I put my arms around his big neck. And he lays me on the bed. I pull him down to me. And we kiss for a while. I'm still mad, but I'm not mad at my Paulie. I love this Roo and the only thing he's ever done to make me unhappy is that we couldn't bond, not my fault or his. It just happens.

Alfred comes in, he's got a tray with a couple of beers and two cans of Diet Pepsi. He puts it down. "Thank ya, Alfred" Paulie says smiling. "Master Claude, when I leave lock your door behind me" he says. "Master James is furious at you and though I advised him not to, I am afraid he will come and 'have it out with you' before they leave" Alfred says. "It will not end well" he says. I nod. "Claude, you have to make up with him when it all calms down, Master James knows a few things that you don't, and your presence in London now will create a truly hurtful and disastrous thing to occur" Alfred says somberly. I know that look he's got going now. He's trying to tell me without saying it out loud that if I do go, even if I sneak out and leave when they're gone, something very bad will happen. Alfred walks over to me and he whispers in my ear. "It will hurt a lot of animals and it will keep you from being as happy as you are meant to be in a while" Alfred says. "Thank you, my Fox father"I say kissing Alfred.

I lock the door when Alfred walks out. And I turn to my Paulie. "Baby, are you horned up?" I ask. "Very much so, my hot little Lion" he murrs. I smile. "Paulie, help me forget this" I say. "Whadda ya want me to do?" he asks. "What you do best, rut me, love me, make me happy again" I say smiling. "I can do that, my Lion" he says grinning. "Still sorry we didn't bond, Baby" he murrs in my ear. "Very much so, I know my Roo would make me so happy and I'd always know I was loved, and you'd never get horned up again" I tease him. He murrs and he kisses me.

He smiles at me. "I would make you happy, Claude, as it is I try hard to do that" he says softly. "I know, and Paulie, there is a part of my heart that will only respond to you, a part I gave my Big Roo a long time ago" I say quietly. Paulie gives me a big gentle smile. "Claude, I can feel it when we're together, there is nobody else in your world when you're with me, it's like ya devoted to me" he says kissing me. "I am and I would be" I say quietly. "Ya fuck me, ya cater to me, ya try so Bloody hard to make your Roo happy" he says softly. "When I get horned up, you can take me, and you really know how to get me going and not just fucked, I feel loved and happy when I leave your side, Claude, rejuvenated in fact" Paulie says. "I think ya know it's what I most need from my Beautiful Lion" he says quietly. "I know, my Paulie is trying so hard to build his career and I've always been so proud of how I can help you, it's never been just go root the big dicked Roo" I say softly. Paulie kisses me so gently. "I know, and I hope one day this will change" he says. "If I did bond you , would you still take me?" he asks. "In a heartbeat, Paulie" I say holding his paws. He smiles. "Claude, let me take you, if I don't I'm afraid I'll cry" he says softly.

"How does my Big Roo want his Lion?" I ask. "On ya back for the first one" he says softly. As I lay on my back Paulie gets on top of me and we deep kiss. We spend more than our usual time kissing. He's really being so loving to me and when he can't hold off anymore we rut hard for each other. Paulie's in rare form tonight. In three hours, when my cell rings, Paulie's cum up me nine times. He rolls off of me when my cell rings. I answer. Takeru? "Claude, Jim is most angry, yet I can understand why you were so hurt, you love Nigel and you love his Mum and Dad" Takeru says. "Oto-Sama, do you think I was wrong to get so angry at Dad?" I ask. Paulie's cuddling me. "Claude, I know that Jim knows what you do not yet know, but I think he had no right to be so angry with you, I know why he did not tell you, and he was right to, but he could have told you a bit, and I know you trust your Dad enough that if he told you something, even if he did not tell you all, you'd obey him" Takeru says quietly.

"Papa-San, Alfred told me I should not go, that something really bad would happen and I'd not get the mate I was meant for" I say softly. Takeru laughs. "It sounds like Alfred, and he is correct, but I know my Lion son, he must know why" Takeru says. "You cannot go to London, but you ought to know why" Takeru says softly. "I can come soon, could you wait until I can talk to you face to face, my Lion son?" he asks. "I will, you know I trust you so if you think it can wait til you get here, I will" I say gently. "My Claude trusts me so much" he says smiling. "I will leave for California in a few hours, Claude, I won't make you wait too long, but you must know now, the information I will give you cannot be told to anyone nor acted upon for a while yet" Takeru says. "Not even Rory or Dad?" I ask. "Jim knows, and he does not wish you to know yet, so he will be angry if he is aware you know, I will speak to Rory and see if he should know" Takeru says.

"Papa-San, Rory bonded Teddy, and Dad bonded Nigel right before they left" I say. Takeru laughs. "Rory taking Teddy is a surprise, but I knew Jim intended on bonding Nigel, he has for a while, he feared your interference but he knew Nigel was upset and he would have him alone for a while, long enough for you to calm down, it was one reason he did not wish you with them" Takeru says. "I wasn't mad that they bonded, Papa-San, I was mad at Dad for his blunt refusal to let me go see Megan before she died" I say starting to get mad. (Subconsciously though, I'm also annoyed that Dad thought I'd interfere with his and Nigel's happiness)

"Claude, you would not have been able to see her, she died before Jim could get them airborne" Takeru says. "Alf Davenport did not call his son until she was almost dead, Megan was in bad shape, she did not wish her son to see her thus" Takeru says. "Nigel, like me is a Physician, he'd of been able to handle it" I say. "Claude, do you remember being with your Mother before she died?" Takeru asks. I do, I've tried to repress that memory. Momma died of cancer and she was pale and haggard and emaciated. I know how bad it hurt us. Rory and I clung to each other. And it was so hard to cope. But I was 8 and Rory was 10. Nigel is an adult. "Claude?" Takeru asks.

"I honestly don't know, Papa-San, I think he could have handled it, but I guess Megan couldn't" I say quietly. "My Lion son is a very understanding soul, and a very intuitive one" Takeru says softly. I have the most shocking of flashes. I see me and Alf fucking full out hot and passionate for each other. "Damn" I moan. "Papa-San, this has something to do with Alf, doesn't it?" I ask. I can almost see the truth, hazily I see Alf and he's not wanting me there for some reason. Takeru laughs. "It does, Claude, do you remember having a crush on him a few years ago?" Takeru asks softly. "I do, but I never told him about it"I say. "Who did you tell?" he asks. "Nigel, Rory, Dad, Emil and Alfred" I say softly. "You did not get over it did you?"Takeru asks. "No, I just kind of filed it away, since Alf was straight and he loved Megan so much" I say quietly. "I was afraid he might get mad if I told him about it" I say feeling terrible exposed and embarrassed.

"Apparently, Nigel jokingly told his Dad about it, Alf had said something about wishing Nigel would bond you, and Nigel jokingly told him if it was a Davenport to get you, it would be Alf himself." Takeru says. I gasp. "How did he react, Papa-San?" I ask. "Alf joked it off, but he had talked to me once before, he had been having furtive, anonymous sex with males, mostly just getting head in bathrooms and such" Takeru says. I'm stunned. I'd never thought it was possible. I'm glad I'm laying down and that Paulie is holding me so tightly now.

"He had talked to Jim a while ago, when Jim asked him if he'd approve of his bonding Nigel, he wanted some advice from Jim, he was concerned because he did not want to get fucked or suck dick and he thought he had to do it all if he was gay" Takeru says softly. I laugh. "He told Jim he would approve, and he felt Jim was not being fair to you by not talking to you about bonding Nigel before he did." Takeru says. "Alf admitted to having feelings he did not understand for you" Takeru says. "Jim zeroed in on it, and he quizzed Alf about his feelings and they both began to see that despite how he loved Megan, Alf loved you as well" Takeru says. I break down and cry. Paulie's cradling me and stroking me. I take his paw and I kiss it. "I"m glad you're here now, Big Roo" I say to him. Paulie kisses me. "I see, you are with that big, beautiful Roo, my Claude" Takeru says. "It's the only reason I haven't gone off majorly. Papa-San, my Paulie has been comforting me and making me feel loved" I say quietly. Paulie kisses me.

"Takeru, he loves me?" I ask. "He does, according to Jim, they had decided to let well enough alone, as Alf loved Megan so much, Jim was a great help to Alf, as he knew how to make the transition from straight to gay" Takeru says. "Alfred and Jim were afraid Alf might break down, Claude, he loved Megan and to have you there and to have to deal with his feelings for you as well as his grief, would have hurt him badly." Takeru says. "Why could Dad have not have told me as you did?" I ask. "He did not wish to deal with your reaction concerning his knowing about Alf's feelings for you" Takeru says. "Damn it, Takeru, Dad should know like you do, once I know the truth, I'd of been fine, and I'd of got to tell him and Nigel how happy I was to have them together" I snort.

"Claude, there is one other you must think of" Takeru says. "Nigel" I say softly. "My brilliant Lion son"Takeru says proudly. 'He's gonna have trouble with it if I take Alf?" I ask. Takeru laughs. "So predictable, my Claude, you are thinking of taking him already" Takeru says happily. "He might, but he loves his father as you love yours, he's afraid now of you disapproving of his love for Jim" Takeru says softly. "I need to let him know, Papa-San, I was mad that Dad would not let me go, I understand now and I need to apologize to Dad as it is" I say quietly. "My Lion son makes me proud" he says. "But I was afraid that by not getting to tell Nigel I was happy he bonded Dad, I've hurt my Nigel" I tell Papa-San.

"You must know, you cannot reveal this knowledge nor can you act upon it yet, you have to be calm and wait, something which is difficult for you" Takeru says. "Alf needs to grieve for Megan and cope with his feelings for you, he must come after you when he is ready, you I know will take the time to figure out if you will take him" Takeru says. "Alfred's mention of me not getting my life mate if I went pretty much cinches it, doesn't it?" I ask. "I already know that at some point he'll come after me, and I'll take him." I say. "But you do not know when or how, and it will weigh on you" Takeru says. "Can I talk to Dad about this?"I ask. "I would not recommend it, Claude, Jim will be more worried about Alf than you, he can sympathize with Alf a lot and he will not mean to but he will tend to Nigel and Alf's feelings at the expense of yours" Takeru says softly. I'm not happy. And to my surprise I'm growling to myself. "Claude, calm yourself" Takeru says softly. "I'm mad, Dammit, Papa-San, not at you, but he's my Dad" I say angrily. "Claude, he doesn't see it properly, he's trying to help in his way, but he's so worried about Nigel and Alf not adjusting, he's not seeing things as he should" Takeru says.

"Papa-San, I know now what to do" I say softly. "What, my Lion son?" Takeru asks. "I'm moving out for now, I"ll get a condo, there's a nice one on the other side of the University Medical Arts building" I say. "I'll get my own place and live by myself until Alf decides to come to me" I say softly. "Claude, you are angry and hurt, many there love you and you will hurt them just to punish your Dad" Takeru says softly. "Nobody gives a fuck about me, why should I even care?" I snarl. And I hang up. Takeru, will I know, understand that it was my pain talking, and he'll wait a bit and call me back. Or else he'll go to Rory and talk. If I'm not listening to him, the only one I will listen to would be Rory. OK, Alfred, but I always listen to my Fox father. As much as I do trust Nigel, Rory and Takeru, the only one who can get me to hear what I don't want to hear is Alfred. And I won't disrupt his first night with his Manuel.

I kiss Paulie and I tell him I have things to do. And he looks sad. He kisses me. "I know ya hurt, and I don't pretend to understand any of it, but ya shouldn't push me away" he says softly. "Paulie, I hurt, you're right, and I'm not pushing you away, but my Roo can't help me now, I don't know yet what I want to do, but I'm so sorry" I say. "I have to be alone now and sort things out" I say softly. "Paulie, I love you, and I'd never hurt you, but I'm afraid I might if you try to stay and help me, help me keep you as my friend and lover, please" I beg. Paulie smiles. "I wish I had of bonded you Claude, I know you'd let me help you then" Paulie says. "Not necessarily, babe, I mean, I did just hang up on my Papa-San, but call me like you would normally" I say. I write a phone number down and I hand it to him. "Call him, Jeff will be glad to take you as I would, he's a hot little Goat and he'll make sure you're not horned up, he's been hoping you'd notice him for a long time now" I say kissing Paulie. "Ya do love me, ya hurt and are in pain and ya trying to help ya Roo" he says kissing me. "I do, I couldn't risk losing my Roo. " I say. Paulie dresses. "Ya don't mind if I call him now?" he asks. "No I don't" I say trying to smile. I unlock the door and he goes out and I watch him walk out the door. I should have kept him here. I hurt worse being alone. I go looking for Alfred and I hear him in with Manuel. Sam and Oscar are at the gym. Nate and Yuri went with Vlad and Jerry to the movies. Emil and Mack had gone out to dinner and aren't home yet. No one is home. If Rory and Teddy aren't at the Bear Den, they'd be curled up fucking and I can't go to them. I can't ruin their first night together with family melodrama. I just can't.