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Dear Diary: I Think I'm Pregnant

Contains: underage, grey squirrel, skunk, impregnation, medical procedures and A HUGE CASE OF WRITER'S BLOCK

3rd November 2010. 0932 hours

Dear diary,

It's my first time in writing in you. I'm so excited. My very own first diary. Well, an IPad to be exact. I love my daddy so much. Right now we're in the car listening to the radio, hearing the song Mad World sung by American Idol Adam Lambart, while dad is driving us to the hospital ... Slowly. But better safe than never.

Oooooo.... You're so new and shiny. My mom won't be able to snoop in my private life again. Not that I hate or dislike her or anything, but she is too nosy sometimes. She's my mom after all. *sigh*

I think I'll understand someday. Having my own kid and all.

Hmmm.. I haven't tell you about me yet. My mom always say I chatter too much. I mean, I'm a squirrel after all. A grey squirrel. Every time I eat some wings at the Chicken Buffet Cafe, I get weird looks every time. I mean, my species is omnivorous after all. Mmmm... Wings. Yummy wings and yummy nutty mayo cream.

Oh come on...

There is nothing wrong with nutty flavored mayonnaise with wings. Or nutty flavored Salad dressing on meat. I know some people like lots of hot stuff and ketchup and some crazy sauce, but me. I like my creamy mayo. Thick warm gooey creamy mayo, dripping off my fingers and lips. Besides, I hear many forks clatter when I suck my meat off the bones slowly, with thick mayo dribbling on my mouth.

Anyway, Yay. The shopping mall. We just passed it. Boring. We are here now. Ugh. I'm a girl and I hate shopping. But I like to wander around and look and stuff, however, I hate the bustle and the rushing and long lanes of furs at the cashier. My friends at high school call me the odd one out. I'm a 13 year old nut and meat eater with B cups and a fluffy tail. Big pouffy, puffy, fluffy snow grey tail.

Dad is taking his time finding a parking slot. Mom is yammering about coupons and a trip to Madagascar and most importantly, making sure I get my heat suppressants. Woppee!!! NOT.

My name is Willie. Well, it's my nickname, but my full name is Whilamina Warrington Chipper. My middle name's from my great, great uncle. I just turned 13 years old on the 31st October, I have B cups, standing 5 feet tall, average Cs and Bs in my subjects. I know I am not that smart, but I know enough I am pretty to turn heads in class and during cheer leader practices. I am no slut because I am a virgin. Like my friend Cheryl said, "I'm a fresh sweet cherry just waiting to be plucked." but than I am a cock tease since junior high when my tits swelling out and at lucky 13, I know I will tease even worse.

Mom says my first period has come and gone a week a go. Oh sweet Jesus. The worse week of my life. Those cramps are killing me at that time. She warned me. My body getting curves and tits growing out is the first sign I am about to be ready to have my periods. When I saw blood at my pussy, I freaked out and mom sat me down and we have a girl to girl talk. She says my body is getting ready to make babies. People have sex to make babies and sex is fun, she says. Making babies is fun she says. But it will hurt before i am ready, she says. The fucking cramps.

Ugh. She even says my heat will come a few days from than on and we are going to the hospital to get my pills instead at a clinic. So, I think they want to get those those weird anti- pregnancy thing inside me too.

Oh my God. I just write this while my parents are in the car and I am blushing. Lucky I have thick fur cheeks. My baby brother likes to snuggle and rubs his nose in my face literally at times. He's still a baby. The only signaling I have after doctors confirm my mom have cervical cancer, she can't have anymore babies. It is rare for squirrels to have one baby at a time. We usually have litters, maybe 2 or 3 babies at a time. Hopefully I won't have the cancer like my mom. Doctors saying her cervix got mashed up too many times and my dad is the one at fault.

Although the situation is bad, but mom live through it. However, my dad blush so hard, he's cheek fur fluffs up. That is where I get my fluffy cheek fur. He is an old jackal or wolf and I think his last name is House.

Doctor Gregory House. Anyway, the doctor sat us down in the hospital and just shoot it out, "Mister Chipper, we found out what is wrong with your wife, but I have a question to ask. How long is your penis?"

Dad says, "What has my penis got to do with this?"

Dr. House, "Just answer the question. It's a matter of life and death."

Dad, "7 inches. Now tell me what is wrong with my wife and why my penis."

Dr. House, "I just want to confirm some assumptions to my diagnosis is correct. Your wife has cervical cancer. Something is trying to force its way into her uterus and l just found out your little friend is eager to go into places where he should not go. Too many dead sperm is found around the cervix and ended being a blockade to your ... copious emissions. Which is why you ended having one kid at a time instead of a litter. And you are having trouble conceiving a litter. Your wife tells me both you and her have been trying very hard to have babies. I can assume both of you have sex twice a day, not giving your wife's baby making organ time to flush itself out properly and cleaning it with water in a bath tub does not count nor is a vaginal douche going to help. It needs to be naturally cleanse."

Dad, "But..."

Dr. House, "Don't interrupt me. I'm not finish. I can even presume and confirm you had sex with your loving wife during her period times. Well, A+ on the effort, but an F in sexual considerations for the body's needs. So, instead of making babies, you ended up losing babies. Bacterial infection from the dead sperm from you and vigorous washing from toilet products by your wife made her uterus a nuclear chamber and any eggs fertilized drop dead. Now we found out what, why, how and where, we can now prescribe treatment. Your wife is out due to pain killers. Her cervix is inflamed and it is hurting too much. What we need is your call."

Dad, "Oh God."

Dr. House, "Having sex is fine. It means you both are healthy. You are not the only ones having these problems. I have seen ... worse."

Dad, "You need my go ahead for what exactly?"

Dr. House, "We have to cut out her cervix and get rid of the womb all together. There is a huge risk the cancer would spread further if we leave the womb in even if the cervix is taken out. Necrosis would set in, and we have to remove her hips altogether and she would be in pain due to damage nerve ends in her vagina and she will be crippled for life."

Dad, "Basically, you want me to give you permission to cut out her uterus to avoid further infection to her hips and vagina? Is there any other methods at all?"

Dr. House, " Mr. Chipper, I would have told you other treatments if there are any at all. It's simple. You want her live a normal life, she will never have a baby again. Keep the uterus, she will never have a baby and as an extra, she she will never walk again. You already have a loving daughter, here, beside you and a baby boy somewhere at home being taken care of."

Dad, "He's with his mother's sister."

Dr. House, "Yeah. Whatever. Point is, you don't need anymore kids."

Well, dad says yes and mom gets well quickly. Luckily Vaun is born a few months before the operation, so mom gets to have a baby one last time.

Ok, dad manage to find a parking space. Chances are, I might meet a nice good doctor in OBGYN, have my pussy wide open with a speculum, than a weird anti baby thing shove into me and me walking funny for a few days.

Hmm... Well, at least I could have sex one day with worrying about babies. My mom pack me some stuff in case I have to stay over night. Something about making sure it fits. My mom once was on birth control and the device slip out. Maybe a night at the hospital might not be so bad. If I have to stay there, they better have hunky male nurses or bedding me next to a rich guy.

But I just can't get what my mom told me the other night. When girls enter heat for the first time, it will be extremely intense. It's like God's gift to female kind and when sex happens, it will be the most easiest time to get pregnant. Mom told me she had sex the first time her heat hits her and lucky, she did not get pregnant. She is on birth control her parents got for her the next day. But still, the thrill and fantasy of heaving, panting, squealing, while feeling a bare cock inside for the first time shooting baby cream during a girl's first heat is an experience. I think mom wants me to get laid or something. After all, like mother, like daughter. My mom was sexually active during her teen years, but I think got my restraints from dad. He is always the sub in the family and mom loves to tease him, and ONLY him.

Anyway, I'll tell you how everything goes when I get back. See ya diary IPad.

3rd November 2010. 2342 hours

Dear diary, today is the most weirdest, freakiest and the most pleasurable day of my life. I am now in the hospital. Ok, old news. New news, I am now admitted in hospital. Fucking hell. Doctor says my body might reject the suppressant heat pills. But it is more than that. I think I may have been raped. I mean I think I may be. But I don't know. I mean, is it even rape if something from your fantasies happens to you? AND LIKING IT? ... and loving it. I have been bred.

I always wanted to be lightly tied up and used by someone experienced. I want sex. I WANT TO HAVE SEX. I want to know how it feels to be bedded by a man. To feel my small puss puss being slowly split open by a penis. Feeling him slide inside me until he is hilted. To feel his warm meat slowly throbbing with every beat of his heart as I lay on his chest. And when that special time comes, I want to feel his cum inside of me. I NEED HIS CUM!!! MY BODY NEEDS ALL HIS THICK CREAMY GOOEY CUM!!! Every single drop of his gooey musky male seed blessing my pussy and basting the insides of my sex at the time I needed it the most. And I want my kinks to happen. I want my fantasy to come true. My girly sex fantasy.

I want to feel how it is like to have my cervix penetrated. By a COCK. I have read all those stories on cervical penetration and some swear they love the feeling and like it while some say it hurts like hell, but I want it to happen to me. I am a nasty little girl that wants to be tied up, handcuffed, trapped by an adult. I want to be fucked by a sexual predator. An adult, AN ADULT PEDOPHILE and feel his pedophiliac cum injected directly inside my special place. Not inside my pussy, but THE DEEPER parts of what makes me a girl. Even more special than my pussy. My womb.

My fantasy, is to become a piece of fuck meat. My small tight pussy to be used to collect, milk, and slathered by a pedophile with his sperm. Becoming a pedophiliac's dream girl. To collect and beg for them to put their maybe babies inside of me. To seed me. Bloat me up with their semen. Feeling them busting their nuts in me. Their penis throbbing and pulsing inside my moist heated muffin. Nutting so hard inside me until they give a small crotch bump. Begging to feel the sensation of their gooey nut cream slathering my suckling vagina, sucking all that semen deeper into where it should go. Where it should be rightfully squirted into by a thick male meat. Inside a girl's pussy. My pussy. And give me something more than an underaged pussy bloated full with an adult's sperm filled load. Something more like ... Oh I don't know!

Fuck... Babies. Their babies. Their fucking fuck babies. My heat is making me want their babies bloating my small tummy.

But I never expected it to happen in a hospital. I admit I like kinky stuff. Very kinky stuff and he... provides it for me. In a way, he even gives me more. He makes my fantasy even bigger and giving me a new kink.

A brand new sexual kink. To be bred. Bred and seeded as any slut should be when bedded. I'm a special girl he says. I'm a 13 year old slut fuck that needs to be bedded, seeded and bred.

He not only provides, but he gives it to me. He gives me what I need. As a man. A real man.

Oh God. I can't believe I told you this. It must be my heat speaking.

I am so fucked up. I mean literally. I had unprotected sex in my heat phase with a man. A hot guy too. I can't even resist him. I feel all moist and my pussy just wet my panties through and through. I think I even soak my mini jeans because there is a small wet spot. Mom is right. My first heat is hitting me hard like a football quarterback ramming my best friend Cheryl into a bed on victory night. Oh, God. Looks like I have promoted myself from cock tease to teen slut. A few hours later in a patient room, I think I may have promoted myself even further to another feminine rank. With a helping hand from a hot doctor with a proud eight inch salami. Putting his soft gentle cock tip inside deeper parts of my moist muffin and squirting all that gooey creamy nut cream all squirrel girls love.

Shit. Even after saying all this, I forgot one thing.

I have been bred. And... I think I maybe pregnant. Well, soon to be anyway. He says I will be pregnant with his babies soon. He says that it will take at least ... 12 hours? For me to conceive that is. I am in the hospital inside one of the wards. The doctor gives me a bed here. The very same bed my perky ass is imprinted upon several hours ago by the very same doctor. It's just to make sure my birth control will have time to work, but I don't think they will. I DON'T think it's even birth control. I read the description on those bags things, and I know folic acid drips are NOT birth control. He thinks I am stupid or something, just because I am a squirrel. A pretty teenage girl entering her first heat with little to no brains.

But he didn't even lie to me. He drill me good. His made his cock make itself at home inside my wet pussy, where it would do its faithful duty in getting me fully bred. When he is done with me, he left me alone in the room, legs wide open with his baby making seeds leaking out. Drooling thickly down the crack of my ass. He comes back with two bags full of fluid. One clear and the other cloudy and murky white. He hook the folic acid bag and just jabs me in the arm at the inside of my elbow. I was well fucked. I can't even move. Just lying there on my back, helpless.

The next part is freaky to me. He takes hold my legs and bends them at the knees. He grabs a pillow and shoves it under my rump, elevating my hips. He uses zip cuffs and ties my feet by the ankles to the bed railings, spreading me even wider, my knees resting over and on the cold metal. My small freshly plucked flower open for the world to see my muffin leaking gooey white creamy seed this wonderful doctor injected deep inside of me with his penis. I look at him as he connects the plastic opening of the bag full of murky white liquid to a rubber tube. That bag is about the size of my palm and bulging full. The tube hisses as air flows out. The doctor gently squeezes the bag and the fluid in it starts moving into the length of the rubber tube.

The scariest part is about to happen. I just realize whatever that murky white liquid is, it is thick and flowing faster. The skunk doctor takes the end of the rubber tube and fits on what he calls a fine catheter. The tip looks small and it has a hole in it. Out of no where, he pulls out a plastic transparent speculum and gently slides it into my well seeded pussy and I whimper as he violates me even further. He spread my small flower open. I blush when I hear squishing from my moist pussy and the dribbling gets faster. I don't know what he sees inside my open vagina, but he is smiling. He pokes the narrow tip of the rubber pass my open lips and I just stare, feeling shocked at the freaky sensation of the nub poking around. Than I feel as if I have no control over my body. My body jerks as the nub catches into something inside of me. I feel it poking harder and harder and when I hear and felt a squishing sensation, my hips jerk for a second. Than... I

gasp in shock, to feel the weird feeling of the rubber tube sliding through a small hole in me. He told me, "Don't worry. That sliding motion you are feeling? It is the rubber tube sliding inside you through your cervix. Going straight into your womb."

I still remember his smile as he pushes the rubber tube in and out, playing with it, making my hips jerk, looking at my shocked expression as I feel so good all over my body, whimpering and moaning. He let go of it and slowly closes the speculum, slowly sliding it out. My pussy lips close around the rubber tube snugly. My vagina clenches tight on it. When he is done, he pinches the tube a few times. Somewhere inside of me at my cervix, I can feel the rubber tube bulging. Bulging and locking tightly at my cervix. He gives it a pull and I can literally feel him pulling at the entrance to my womb. I couldn't help it and squeal lightly. My chest is heaving hard as I breathe harder and harder.

I can feel him looking at my face, but my eyes are not on him. It is on the bag, bulging full of thick murky white fluid. And those strong hands that had fondle my soft pussy and touching all over my young teen body, are now on it. Holding it, cupping it.

And finally, he squeezes it. He softly squeezes the bulging bag. At first, I feel nothing as the white liquid moves through the rubber tube. I expected to feel something when it passes my puffy pussy lips but after a few seconds, something warm sort of splashes somewhere inside of me. A blooming warmth in my loins. Feeling wet and sticky inside as more flow from the bag. The gooey liquid warmth bloom even larger inside my womb. I just breathe calmly, until he suddenly squeezes it tightly and 'SPLORTCH'.

I jerk upwards. My pussy clenches tight. I can feel the rubber tube as my small cervix squeezes it. I heave as I take in a hard deep breath before slumping back on the bed. Breathing harshly through my open mouth as I felt the best orgasm I have ever known. That white milky gluey liquid splashes hard and messily deep inside my young womb. Making a warm sticky mess. Slathering stickily and warmly the walls of my womb. Looking back at his smiling face, I gasp as my cervix feels the whitish warm fluid flowing faster. I whimper as pressure build up inside of my loins. I feel like I want to pee, but I know when he keeps squeezing that bag, more will flow though the tube into me and none is getting out. Making sure my thirsty womb is given a heavy helping and a proper thick white coating of that creamy, gooey fluid.

That is when he leans forward over my body and whispers into my ear, "This bag contains a certain type of bodily fluid collected over a long period of time. It's semen. A bag full of strong, healthy sperm to help you take care of your first troublesome heat." I shiver as he nibbles my ear tip. My eyes wide. He's not helping me to prevent pregnancy. He's helping my body to gain pregnancy. "You can ask me a question."

I ask him over the sound of him squeezing the bag, shuddering and stuttering, "Whose?" in a whisper.

He whispers back to me in the very same voice that made me beg him to fuck me, "Mine."

I just stare blankly at the ceiling. My chest heaving with every breath from my open mouth.

Him. His seed. He is squeezing his bag of full of HIS semen into my womb. Going to fill my tummy up with his maybe babies. Going to make me into a mommy with his own baby making cream. He's a skunk but he is like a squirrel. Storing up his nuts for a special time and he is giving and squeezing into me every drop of his precious stored up nut cream. Even after he had nutted hard inside of me.

He says I am young and in prime healthy condition. When I decided to have a bit of teasing, I think I let it get out of control. He says I wanted it. I BEGGED for it without even opening my mouth. I BEGGED to be bred with my body. I ask my parents to give me privacy with the gynecologist and they accepted it. When mommy and daddy drop me off at the nurse's station, I got whisk away to see the doctor. I thought the doctors doing this is suppose to be a girl, but instead it is a male. A male skunk to boot. Hunky too. He is practicing for a few years now. He gave me a hospital gown. There are no nurses there after I enter the room. Just me and him.

I change in front of him. Slowly slipping down my mini jeans and tube top. Making sure to stretch my arms up and perking my ass, showing off my curves and hips. Needless to say, I can feel his eyes on my body. Molesting my young 13 year old flesh with his lewd gaze and I love it. I relish it. I feel my heat. My body flushing and my face warming. When I pull down my panties, I bend over and curl my tail up, flashing him my moist puss. My wet, heat scented sex.

I can hear his chair squeaking as he shuffle up from it. Pushing away from the table and getting up. I hear his leather shoes clopping behind me. Moving toward me slowly. I just stay like that for a while. Tail up, legs straight. Until he stops and his hand rests on my rump. Softly rubbing and cupping it. I gasp and just shiver. I spread open my legs to invite him to touch my moist muffin. He thumb brush on my pussy lips softly. Going side to side until he goes up and down the crease of my slit. Dipping in as it passes over my eager hole.

It's the heat. The heat my mommy is warning me about. The heat this doctor is using to take advantage of me and I love it. I know that first it will be his fingers tasting my wet flower. Soon it will be his male hood that will pluck my cherry. I hope he will do it. Breaking me in like a real man. To show a little girl her place in real life. Where she belongs to and where her position is. To be under a male. Taking his time to teach this little girl her place and breaking her teasing mindset to fully do and make use what she is flaunting about for every male to see. What she should do in her life.

Everyone is asleep now but every once in a while a nurse would around (Ok, I'm wondering on how to continue. Please tell me what you think)