Not The Social Norm
It started a week ago at the local bar. Jeremy didn't normally take anybody home, much less with a guy or go to their place. Maybe it was the beer that made him do it. He had drunk a few beers but that couldn't have done it could it? Either way he found himself in a perfect stranger's house late at night.
He wondered if this is how a girl feels when she says ok to the guy who asked her if she wanted to spend the night at his house that night. It wasn't a bad feeling, but it wasn't a comfortable feeling either. Jeremy quickly banished the thought from his mind, he was just hanging out! He didn't come here for sex.
Joel, the guy who invited him, was a very nice guy. He was a really cool guy and Jeremy found he really enjoyed his company. For the next month or so they hang out often and came to be very good friends. But all the while Jeremy had this odd feeling when he was around Joel. It was a warm fuzzy feeling that he couldn't make out for the life of him.
The day had started off normally when Jeremy had received the call from Joel. "Hey Jeremy, want to hang out tonight?"
"Yeah sure, the usual spot?" asked Jeremy. The "usual spot" was a sports bar right down the road from his work. This had come to be their favorite haunt over the past few weeks.
"No, I was thinking of some place a bit different."
"Ok, where were you thinking of then?"
"You know that nice restaurant across the street from the mall that just opened up? That one, wanted to see if it's any good."
The restaurant was a pretty fancy place that was not a regular place to eat. It had recently been a favorite place for couples. Jeremy felt a little uncomfortable at the thought of the two going there but also was interested in seeing what kind of cuisine was served there, not to mention he did kinda like the thought of a dinner like that with Joel and said sure.
The food was good, the atmosphere was excellent, and everything went perfectly. After their meal the two headed back to Joel's place (it was closer than Jeremy's). The evening had gone well but still something was bothering Jeremy. Something just didn't seem right.
The dinner was indeed nice but why had Joel asked him to go to the restaurant instead of the usual bar? It had felt more like a date than anything else actually. Not only that, but Joel was acting a little differently. He was usually more talkative and outgoing, but that night he was very shy and reacted strangely to him.
Jeremy sat down on the couch pondering the events of that evening. Joel came in as well bringing some beers with him and sat down at the end of the couch. It wasn't till Jeremy looked that he realized that something was indeed up. Joel was sitting rigidly with his hands buried in his lap.
"Hey man, what up?"
"Nothing really, I uh wanted to ask you something."
"Uh... sure."
"Do you, like me?"
Jeremy was caught off guard by the question. It was a normal question, but not coming from a guy. "Yeah man, of course I like you. You're a good friend." He said still trying to figure out what exactly he had meant.
Joel smiled happily at him and said, "Thanks."
Something inside his gut churns slightly and he feels his face begin to burn slightly from a blush. He turns quickly away from Joel hoping he hadn't seen him blush. 'What the hell man!? Why am I blushing?' he thinks to himself. Hearing movement behind him he sees Joel move closer.
"Really, thank you. That means a lot to me."
"N-no problem" stammers Jeremy as Joel nears him still smiling. In a swift movement Joel kisses him right on the lips. The world around him slows down as his and Joel's lips meet. His head spins in confusion as several emotions grip him as Joel holds this tender embrace of lips.
His first emotion which is the most shocking to him is how happy he feels. A blissful feeling consumes him while they stay there. The next is shame, shame for enjoying this. He shouldn't feel happy about this, he should be upset. They were both guys for God's sake! The last one is confusion, confusion at the whole thing. He felt happy that he could share this moment with Joel but it wasn't right. How could it be right? How could something so real, so good, so enjoyable be so wrong?
Snapping to Jeremy pulls himself away from Joel and moves away leaving him looking confused and hurt. "What's wrong?"
"T-this isn't right! Were both guys!"
"So? So what were both guys, I really like you and I can tell you really like me so what's the problem?"
"What makes you so sure I really like you?"
"Heh, I can tell these things sugar. Especially how you first reacted to me kissing you."
Jeremy turns away and stands there crossing his arms. The three emotions and feelings clashed together as he tries to make sense of it all. It was true he enjoyed being with Joel, but that didn't mean he loved him, did it?
He remembered all the times they hang out and how he felt when Joel put his hand on his shoulder or did something for him. But how could this be right? He wasn't gay, he was straight! But he couldn't deny that he felt something for Joel, no matter how much he denied it.
While Jeremy stood there mulling over his thoughts Joel stands up and walks over to him and wraps his arms around him. All fear and doubt evaporates and is replaced with a blissful feeling. "You think too much. There is nothing wrong with us being together."
Jeremy stayed silent for a while before saying, "I don't know what to do. This is so different from what I am used to, I don't know if I like this feeling or not."
"Do you love me?"
"What?"
"Do you love me?"
"...yes, I do love you."
"Then it's ok." The last few words are whispered into his ear and Joel slowly pulls Jeremy onto the couch and starts to undo his belt. He flinches as little bit but loosens up as the pants are pulled free. Joel pulls off his own shirt and pants before pulling off Jeremy's shirt and tosses it aside before laying down on his chest and kisses him softly.
Jeremy sighs softly and hugs Joel and puts his hands down his pants. Joel giggles a little and the two switch places and Jeremy pulls down his own pants and the slowly pulls Joel's off and reveals his penis. Something holds him back though. The cock lay there in front of him giving off waves of heat and a very sexual scent hits his nose but still he can't seem to do anything.
The thought of what others might think of him, and what actually going through with this would mean stopped him short. But then another thought replaced that one. Who cares?
Who cares what people thought, he knew what he wanted and he knew what he felt was right, that's all that matters isn't it? To do what you feel is right and live life to its fullest. With this he steeled himself and pushed forward.
With a shaking hand he grips Joel's pride and gives it a little pump. The warm shaft throbs in his hand and he feels its heat radiate outwards and into his own hand. The scent it gave off made his mouth water and without a second thought he pushed it into his mouth.
A salty, unmistakably male taste fills his mouth as Joel's cock enters his mouth. Moaning with pleasure he drags his tongue along the rapidly growing shaft and shudders with pleasure, savoring the taste. Pulling his mouth off the cock he shoves it back in again and repeats the process, but this time more slowly and delicately.
Joel moans sensually from the delicious attention on his cock and squirms a little bit. The moan drives Jeremy on and he feels his own cock throb in time with Joel's. Pulling his mouth off of the cock he then slowly licks his cock from the base to the tip and back down. All the while Joel moans and squirms and as he nears the base again the cock throbs again and a stream of pre oozes from his tip.
Licking up the clear liquid he messages his lover's balls with one hand while pumping his shaft and licking the tip of his cock slowly. Joel again moans aloud feeling the seed rise higher and higher straining to hold it all in. More pre oozes from his tip as Jeremy mercilessly tease his shaft and head. The clear liquid now has become slightly milky as he nears his climax.
Feeling the cock in his mouth throbbing fitfully he reaches around and rubs around Joel's hole before pressing his fingers deep into it all the while messaging his balls. This finally intrusion proves too much for him and with a cry he lets his seed go. The force of the release causes Jeremy to quickly pull his mouth off Joel's cock and the sperm fountains into the air spraying into his face.
The contractions last for a couple of seconds before Joel collapses panting heavily. Jeremy wipes off his face as best he can before lying down on Joel sighing happily. Joel hugs him tightly and contently, each finding what they were looking for.