Jason and Speedy - Chapter Sixteen, Part Three - Pay Backs Take Bucks
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Jason and Speedy - chapter sixteen - Part Three - Revenge Takes Bucks
This part has no violence but does mention what went on in the second part. If even the mention of rape or violence offends you, you have been warned but this will not be graphic so it is your choice to read or not. I hope to hear from you what you think and comments are welcome.
Speedy was just sitting and waiting for word that it was over. He was trying not to think of what was happening but his mind kept returning again and again to the topic. Doreen was laying curled up beside him, her head on his thigh.
Doreen did not know what was happening. It was beyond her young age to know of such things but she could tell that her mother and her new friend Speedy were very upset about something. She didn't like it and wanted to make him happy but could not think of anything to do. So as she had been trained to do in times of danger, she laid there quietly and waited.
Doris knew that something bad was happening but she had been told Jason wouldn't be hurt. She was used to obeying her buck and so she waited as she had been told to do. She could see how upset and sad Speedy was and it touched her. She wanted to comfort the young male who had not harmed her but had helped save her child. Doris didn't know what she could do either. She considered offering to again suck on his penis, knowing that would feel good but it didn't seem like that would be proper or well received. So the three just sat and waited quietly as the minutes dragged by.
Duke trotted out of the trees and stood as he said,"Go to your uncle, cub. Doris, we must leave. Come now!"
Speedy jumped up and ran back to where he had left Jason with the bucks, Calling mentally as he ran. He could tell Jason was there but there was no answer to his calls and it worried him. Moving up wind towards the site, Speedy smelled the sharp tang of deer urine and a heavy musk that he didn't recognize.
Slowing as he looked for Jason, he heard a whimpering and zeroed in on the sound. Images of a hurt Jason sprang up as he looked around, Had the bucks really hurt his uncle, even tho they said they wouldn't? Speedy grew more frantic as he searched for the source of the whimpers. Thoughts of Jason laying on the ground, bleeding and crying made Speedy even more alarmed and he panted as his eyes looked thru the trees and brush for his uncle.
Speedy cursed the natural camouflage of their spotted fur, making it so much harder to find Jason. Suddenly, he saw the huddled form of his uncle, laying under a broken tree and he jumped for him, landing beside Jason.
The pitiful whimpers tore at Speedy's heart and he wanted to curl up around Jason and cry with him but he knew he couldn't do that. He had to find out what was wrong and help Jason but the trees keep the moon light away from them and even his sharp vision at night was of little help. Remembering that Jason had a flashlight, Speedy began looking frantically for it as Doris and Doreen approached nervously.
Doris ordered her fawn to lay down and wait for her, then stepped nearer. She could smell the scent of semen and piss. Each buck's own distinct scent registered in her sensitive nose, telling her they all had peed here. As she neared the pair of cheetahs, she knew this was where the smell was strongest and that Jason was in its center. She was shocked to her core that the bucks had done this to a two legger, much less that they had done it to Jason! She couldn't understand why but it was chased from her mind as Speedy cried to her,"H-help me! Jason is hurt and I can't see! I need to find the thing he was wearing around his waist! Help me find it!"
Doris remembered the thing Jason wore and she looked around, trying to remember where they had been when Jason was tied up. She quickly found it and picked it u by one of the straps, carrying it to Speedy as she mumbled urgently,"Found it!"
Speedy grabbed the waist pack and opened it, pulling out the flashlight within. He turned it on and the sudden brightness dazzled them both for a few seconds until their eyes adjusted. Pointing the light at Jason, Speedy and Doris could now see the wet, huddled form of the male cheetah, curled around the source of his pain. He was covered in mud, leaves stuck in his fur and stinking of piss to high heaven.
None of that mattered to Speedy. Only making sure that Jason was not bleeding anywhere concerned him. Looking quickly, Speedy was relieved to see no blood upon the huddled body. He knelt beside Jason and put his hand on Jason's head, petting it as he tried to sooth his uncle and said,"Unc- *gulp* Uncle Jason? Can you tell me where you are hurting?"
The answer was obvious. All males know what being kicked in the balls looked like. It was a universal position of misery and all males would feel sympathy for the one so hurt. Jason panted rapidly, trying to catch his breath to answer. Speedy was here and tho the pain went on, his chief worry that Speedy was alright had been answered. Jason managed to squeak out,"Sp-speedy! . . . I *pant* I was k-kicked in the, balls. . .*pant*"
Speedy said,"I can see that but are you hurt anywhere else? I have to know before I can help you, Jason. *sob*" Jason denied that he was hurting anywhere else so Speedy said,"Let loose, Jason. Let me see. . . Come on! I will only take a look, I won't touch it. Please uncle Jason! *sob* I have to see how bad it is!"
Jason couldn't help whimpering from the pain he was feeling but he knew Speedy was right. Fighting against what his body wanted to do, Jason pulled his paws away from the center of his agony and uncurled as much as he could. Parting his legs, he resisted looking himself, afraid of what he might see and let Speedy look.
Speedy aimed the light down and as soon as Jason pulled his hands away, he was looking for any blood. Thankful there was no red, he next focused on his uncle's sheath and testicles, Speedy gasped and moaned at the sight but tried to keep as much control of himself as he could as he said,"Oh my . . . They are swollen, Jason."
Doris looked with horror and great sympathy at they sight of Jason's poor balls. She gasped and began crying,"He said they wouldn't hurt you! Wouldn't hurt either of you! He lied to me! He promised! *sob* He p-promised . . ." Both males knew she was telling the truth and felt no anger towards her for what had happened. Neither could they spare the time to comfort her. Speedy wanted to get Jason back to the house as soon as he could but though he had gotten stronger, he knew trying to drag Jason there was beyond what he could handle.
Jason knew he couldn't just lay here all night. It had gotten cool and his wet fur was no help in keeping him warm. Crawling home would be too hard and he doubted he could walk there under his own power.
Speedy had pulled out the water bottle and opened it. He told Jason to lay still as he slowly poured some out over Jason's face to wash the urine out of his uncle's eyes and some of the cum from around his mouth. Speedy then said firmly,"I want you to drink some of this but only after you rinse out your mouth."
Jason opened his mouth, received some of the cool clean water and swished it around his mouth before spitting it out. It was good to get some of the foul taste out of his mouth but Jason doubted he would ever be free of the memory of the stomach churning flavor of filthy deer penis. Jason retched and began vomiting up the deer semen he had swallowed, along with the remains of his dinner. Speedy held his uncle's head as puked, fighting the desire to puke too from the smell.
As soon as Jason has done, Speedy offered more water to wash away the taste and for Jason to drink. Jason drank down the remainder and wanted more but there was none to be had. He considered having Speedy run to the lake and fill the bottle there for him. Even lake water would be better than nothing.
Seeing Jason suck at the empty bottle, Doris was reminded of last night and knew she could help. Stepping nearer, she nuzzled Jason's face and said,"Let me help you Jason. You can nurse from me and drink my milk, if it will help you?"
Gratefully, Jason accepted and after she stood over him, he shuddered, remembering the bucks doing similar. He fought the memory and leaned up, taking one of Doris' soft nipples onto his mouth. Jason suckled gently, feeling his mouth fill with the warm sweet doe's milk and he swallowed. It was good and helped wash away the flavor even more. Jason was careful not to drain it and he pulled back. He said to her,"Thank you Doris. That was very good of you."
Doris turned around to face him and rubbed her head against his as she said sadly,"They didn't tell me about doing this to you Jason. I swear that is the truth! Duke found me last night after I left you and he could smell you on me. He made me tell him what had happened . . . all of it. I told him how you had saved Doreen and been gentle with her. I told him that you were nice to me, even tho I was scared and you didn't hurt me . . . I even told him about how good you made me feel and kept your word to let us go. I told him you promised to let us live here in safety but he was so angry, he wouldn't listen to me telling him you were a good two legger. He went off for a while, then came back and told me I had to get you to come to him so he could talk to you. He said he would try to see if he could arrange a safe area for us all to live. . . *sniff* I knew something was wrong but he threatened to hurt Doreen if I didn't do what he told me. . . I'm so sorry Jason. He lied to all of us, just so he could take back his honor. *Spit!* He has no honor and what he did proves it! I didn't follow him when he and the others ran off. They are going to the reserve in hopes of hiding there from you. I have left him, Jason. I no longer am his mate because of what he has done. I want to help you in what ever way I can but I am not very strong. I can't carry you back to your place so I don't know how I can help."
Jason was touched by what she told him. Even tho it was her mate who had initiated this rape of him, the thought of hurting either her or Doreen, never entered the cheetah's mind. He knew that what he had done to her was wrong and paying for it was only right. He hadn't counted paying so heavy a price but he couldn't blame her for it in any way. Jason thought a moment and said,"If you will walk beside me and help take some of my weight, Speedy can walk on the other side and help even more to help me get back."
Both she and Speedy were only too happy to do this and quickly agreed. Speedy had run to the lake while Jason nursed from Doris, to soak his shirt in the water. He held it out and told Jason,"Hold this against yourself, Jason. The cold might help a little."
Jason gingerly put the wet shirt against his swollen nuts and hissed at the cold and the flare of pain. He knew it would help but damn! It hurt! The cold did dull the pain a bit and soon he said,"I am ready to try this."
Speedy helped Jason stand and the adult groaned as he struggled to get up. Putting his arm around Speedy's shoulder, he spared a thought to how much his nephew had grown stronger in the couple weeks he had been there. Doris stepped up close beside him and he put his hand on her back. He had a very hard time not just giving up and sitting back down but he knew neither was going to give up until he got back to the house so he began shuffling with their help.
Back thru the trees, on up and then down the hill, they walked step by tortuous step. Jason tried not to let his pain show too much but both Doris and Speedy knew he must have been suffering greatly. Once on the path by the lake, it was slightly easier. Walking slowly up the lawn to the house, Jason thought to himself,'That is the slowest I have ever walked around the lake. Even when James bit me and broke my collar bone, then had to carry me back, didn't take as long as this!'
Reaching the porch, Speedy had Jason hang onto the railing as he opened the doors and turned on the lights. Little Doreen had followed quietly the whole way and as they stood there, her beside Doris, the little fawn finally asked,"Is Jason going to be alright, mama?"
Doris looked down and licked her daughter's ear, then said softly,"I hope so, baby. He is so strong and brave that I would hate for him not to get better."
Jason heard this and said,"I will be alright in time, little one. Like how your back hurt from the tree branch where it hit you, I will get better. It just takes time. How is your back, little Doreen?"
She looked up at him and waggled her tail, then said,"It is much better now but it still hurts a little."
Jason nodded and said,"I am happy to hear that, sweetie. I would have been very sad if you had been hurt worse or if it was not getting better. You are too young and cute to be in pain."
Doris felt even worse. Here this male had been hurt badly by her own kind and yet he was concerned for Doreen and trying to reassure her child. Doris spoke up,"I understand if you want us to go away now and won't blame you if you do. What Duke did is unforgivable and I am guilty for helping him."
Jason tried to smile a little and told her,"I do not want you or Doreen to leave here, Doris. I don't blame you for this. What I did to you was wrong and the reason this happened to me. You are welcome to stay and I swear, I will never hold you responsible for what happened. Getting to meet you and talk to you, I have learned much I didn't know. I now know deer are just like any fur I know. You just don't have hands or use tools but you are no less a person than I am and you deserve the same respect anyone does."
Speedy had come back after turning on the lights and opening the doors inside to hear what Jason said. It made him even more proud of his uncle than he had been before and he hoped he would one day be as strong and kind as his uncle was being now. Speedy stepped outside and put his arms around his uncle, hugging him gently. He leaned up and placed a kiss on his uncle's mouth, then said,"That is really good of you, uncle Jason. Now, come inside so I can take care of you."
Jason and Speedy bid Doris and Doreen good night, then carefully made their way indoors. It took minutes to cross the house and climb the stairs but as Jason started to turn towards his bedroom, Speedy said,"Uh uh, Jason. We are going to the bathroom and I am going to give you a shower before I help you to bed. No offense uncle but you stink! I know you don't want to smell like this and getting clean will help you feel better."
Jason followed Speedy's instructions and with the younger male's help, made it in to the shower, where he sat carefully down. Jason felt dizzy and blinked as the room spun for a moment. Speedy had no intention of leaving Jason for a second and he took down the hand held shower nozzle to aim it away from Jason until the water warmed up.
Speedy said,"Sit down Jason and I will wash you off."
Jason tried to protest that he was capable of doing it himself but Speedy cut him off spraying him in the face with the water. Turning the water down to spray over Jason's chest, Speedy said,"You were hurt and got a nasty knock on the head. I did what you told me to, while this happened to you. Now it is your turn to do as you are told! Shut up and let me get on with this."
Jason gave a slight smile, noting how quickly Speedy was growing up once more. Speedy wet him down and shampooed him completely. Rinsed off, Speedy did it again, to get all the scent off and anything else he might have missed before another rinse.
Jason sat there quietly, the memories of the ordeal going thru his head and reliving the assault. Speedy helped dry Jason off and had him sit on the toilet while he quickly washed himself. When it was all done, he helped Jason to stand and get to his bed. Speedy told him to lay there and he went to get an ice pack.
Just as when Vicki had used one for his ass, Speedy told Jason to lay still and let the ice help with the swelling and pain. He went back down stairs and got a beer, opened it and walked back up, handing it to his uncle.
Jason stirred enough to drink it down and it helped quench his thirst as well as wash away the mental taste a bit. Jason burped and made a face. He complained,"Faughhh! I can still taste them! Uhg! Speedy? Help me get rid of their taste? I . . . I want to taste you and not them. Please?"
Speedy was concerned and asked,"After having been forced to, do you really want to, Jason?"
Jason reached out and took Speedy's paw, holding it tight as he said earnestly,"The two things can't compare, Speedy. You are clean and sweet to me. I love you Speedy and I like how you taste. Those bucks..." Jason shuddered and choked back a retch and continued,"They were filthy, foul and nasty! It was harder to keep from throwing up than it was anything else. I don't think they ever clean themselves, Speedy. Brrrrr, it was awful!"
Speedy hugged Jason and said,"Of course you can. I will do anything you want, uncle. They...they would have made me do it too, if you hadn't been protecting me. *gulp* I'm s-so sorry, uncle Jason."
Jason patted Speedy's back and said,"For what, Speedy? It was my fault and responsibility for thinking I could get a doe to have sex with me. It was nothing you did so you have no blame. In truth, if you hadn't been there, I would have fought them and likely as not, I would not only have been hurt but I would have lost my life. Don't be sorry, be glad. . . I am and I still want to suck you off, my young lover. Like Doreen said, you are yummy!"
They laughed softly at that and Speedy kissed Jason for a moment. As they kissed, Speedy grew hard. He got up as crawled over Jason to let his uncle remain laying down and positioned himself over him. Jason took his time licking and sucking Speedy off, savoring the taste of his nephew and lover. When Speedy at last came in his mouth, Jason held it in his mouth and let it bath his tongue for a minute before swallowing the creamy treat he loved. Jason made sure to get every last drop before releasing the young cheetah and watching as Speedy moved around to lay beside him.
Speedy cuddled up tight to Jason and held onto his uncle. Giving Jason another kiss and using his tongue to show how much he loved him, Speedy purred and nuzzled against his uncle. Speedy said,"That was real nice. I wish I could do you in return. What did they do to you, uhh, I-I mean, uh, to make your balls swell up?"
Jason grew somber as he considered it, knowing Speedy really wanted to know the full story. Should he tell Speedy and could he handle it? Jason then wondered if he could handle telling it, himself? Not trusting his voice to be able to complete the task, Jason sent,'The short of it is that Duke kicked me after they all had fucked me, Speedy. . . Are you sure you want to hear it all?'
Speedy hugged Jason and sent back,'I am not but I think I need to know and who else can you tell but me? You can't keep it inside and buried away. That isn't good and you won't heal if you do, so yeah, I want you to tell me, uncle Jason.'
Jason looked at his nephew and was again surprised by how mature the teen aged cheetah had become. He was pretty certain that he would have not done the same for anyone but James at that age. Jason began licking Speedy's head and ears to soothe both of them as he began to send the story of as much as he could remember about the time with the bucks. There were no images or pain sent, so it was softened somewhat but it was still painful to tell and hear.
Jason cried silently as he told the tale and Speedy listened, eyes wide and tears dripping from them, with his ears back. Jason confirmed what he had pretty much figured out and added details Speedy hadn't considered. Finally, Speedy asked,'Why tho, uncle Jason? Why were they so mean?'
Jason sighed and cleared his throat but sent,'It is mostly my fault again, Speedy. Tho I didn't use force of a physical kind on Doris, I did use mental pressure thru blackmail to get her to hold still for me. I threatened to eat Doreen if she didn't let me have sex with her. You know it was a bluff and I would not have done it but she didn't. She didn't want sex, much less from me. She wasn't in season for it and was scared to even be near me. She did it to save her child from me, much as what I did tonight was to save you from the bucks. That I made her feel good and didn't harm her is irrelevant, Speedy. What I did was rape Doris. It was wrong but I wanted to try it so much . . . I let myself convince myself to do something bad and I knew was wrong in order to know what having sex with a doe felt like. Duke had every right to be angry with me, Speedy. If he had sent Doris to ask to speak with me safely, I would have let him come. Hell, Speedy! I would have let him live here with Doris and offered to do him in return. You know me well enough to know that is true. It wasn't his wanting revenge that I minded so much, it was how he did it. He raped me in return, fair enough but he wanted to hurt me, far beyond what was necessary to do that. . . The worst part was having to listen to them, as they took their turns. . . They were as foul and filthy of mind, as were their cocks. The things they said to me about you and Doris, mad me the angriest. If given the chance, I will kill them with my teeth and claws, for that! I will forgive them, after I have bathed in their blood and eaten their hearts!'
Speedy held onto Jason tighter, frightened by the barely contained rage he felt within his gentle loving uncle and lover. He was also scared of how it would effect and change Jason in the future. Speedy licked Jason's chest and said softly,"It is over now Jason. You are safe now and I am going to be here and hold you all night long. Relax and try to sleep, Please? Sleep and let yourself heal, Jason. You were very strong and brave to protect me like that. I wouldn't have been as strong as you were. Sleep, my beloved hero."
Feeling Speedy in his arms and hearing those words was soothing to Jason and surprisingly, he did fall asleep. Speedy however did not and as he laid there, holding his uncle/lover, he thought about what he had been told.
It was a long night for the young cheetah, who had his first deeply introspective night of questioning all he had been taught, what he had observed and what he professed to believe in his life so far. It was a big step in his maturity too. Twice, he had to wake Jason from nightmares, then hold him and lick him back to sleep.
It was some time in the early morning hours when he heard thunder and from the distance, multiple flashes of lightning that were strangely colored. It went on for a few seconds and was quite unlike anything he had ever seen before. Speedy hated lightening and thunder. He held onto Jason, just as he had that first night he had crawled into bed with his uncle and begun so much from then to now.
In the woods, Doris and Doreen were curled up and asleep when the thunder rolled over them. Doris looked up and wondered at the strange occurrence. There were no clouds in the sky and she didn't smell rain. After licking Doreen, who slept on, she looked in the direction of Jason's house.
Doris was worried about the cheetah who had treated her nicely and been raped. True, he had forced her to have sex with him but it had been like nothing she had ever experienced before and had been rather pleasant after all. What he had gone thru was definitely not pleasant and she worried that he had been hurt so badly. She would check on him tomorrow, she decided and laying her head done, Doris drifted back to sleep.
Speedy didn't notice that after the flashes and rumbles had stopped, there were no more and that was most unusual. Speedy reached some decisions and fell asleep with the one he loved most in all the world.