Growing Up Gay in High School - Book 1: Freshman Year - Chapter 12 (End of Book 1)
Hey everyone! This is the 12th and final chapter of this book! I hope you all have enjoyed this series and I look forward to writing the fast. Thanks again for reading and of course, comment it up! ;)
After that class was over, Colin immediately asked me what was wrong.
"It was nothing major, I just bumped into a guy and he called me a faggot." I said, looking away from him.
"He did what?" Colin asked, a hue of anger in his tone.
"Don't worry about it, it's fine. This is expected eventually." I responded, hoping Colin would just drop it. If I ignore it, it'll stop. If I have Colin fight my fights, I'll never hear the end of it.
"No it's not fine-" Colin began to say, but I interrupted him.
"Colin, just drop it, alright? It was one guy. Leave it alone. If it becomes worse, then we'll worry about it." I said angrily, just wanting to get to class.
Colin winced slightly.
"Alright, fine." He responded, finally letting it go.
I simply just gave him a hug good bye as I went to my next class. I sat down, and again, the whispering started around me. I looked up and took a look around the room. There were about three different small groups whispering to each other, occasionally staring at me. Did they really think I wouldn't notice?
I was confused. Why was this all starting now? As the school year was coming to a close? Maybe once summer comes around they'll have nothing better to do than to just make fun of someone who is not "normal"? I simply don't understand. And is Colin just getting just as much heat from others? Or maybe since he's the tough one they don't want to fuck with him. Ugh, I just don't know.
I just decided to focus on the class, and put this aside. I just wanted this day, as well as this week, to be over.
And of course, since I wanted it over, it decided to drag. It remained fairly consistent throughout all of my classes, just gossip. As long as it remained at that, I guess I could tolerate it. At least, maybe in my own little dream world that's where it was going to remain.
Out of sudden out of no where, I was walking to my locker to get ready for the last class, where I was just shoved into the lockers. I gasped slightly as the lock that sticks out of the locker jabbed into my back.
"Move out of the fucking way, faggot." This random Doberman said.
It wasn't the same person that I had run into earlier in that morning, a totally different one. I had not recognized him. He was definitely upper class though, at least a sophomore.
I looked away; thankfully he just kept walking and didn't continue anything. I saw him laughing with what I would guess would be his friends, and just went to get my stuff as normal, shedding just one tear.
Luke wanted to visit Ty. He decided to swallow his pride and just let Colin go, and decided to go for someone else next year. He had someone in mind. A freshman was going to be coming in that he knew so he decided to shoot for him instead. On his way to Ty's locker, he saw Ty get pushed into one. His eyes widened. He couldn't believe it. Was he getting pushed around for him being gay now?
And at that point, a little light clicked on in Luke's head. Although he felt sincerely sorry for Ty, he felt that there was a new opportunity to use this to his advantage to get Colin again. It's just a matter if he wanted to be an ass enough to go through with it. He would have to think about it. For now, he might as well go and console Ty for what just happened.
"Hey.." Luke said when he approached.
I turned around, rubbing my eye very quickly at the same time.
"Oh, hey Luke! How's it going?" I asked, trying to sound enthused and cover up what I had just experienced.
Luke sighed.
"No need to cover it up. I saw what happened."
Right as he finished that statement I froze. He now saw what happened?
"What did he say?" Luke asked in a concerned tone.
"Nothing, don't worry about it..." I barely said.
"What did he say, Ty? You can talk to me. I'm your best friend." Luke said, actually feeling somewhat concerned now.
"He called me a fag, alright? It was nothing, I'm fine." I responded, slamming the locker and just storming off to my last class of the day. I just wanted to get the hell out of here and have today to be over.
As Luke watched Ty storm away, he actually began to feel real guilty. What if his plan had gone through as he wanted? Especially after they did their little show in front of everyone? Yea sure, Colin and him would have been together, but Ty would have never forgiven him for his actions, and he needs people now more than anything to help him get through this.
He sighed to himself.
"I'm such an idiot..." he whispered.
And at that point, Luke decided to officially stop going after Colin. Ty deserves him and he needs his support to help get him through this. And he was also going to be there for him.
And hopefully the person that he goes for will be there for him as well.
As I walked into my final class, I decided to just ignore the whispering. The teacher began and as usual, I simply took notes. A little over half way through the class, a small paper ball landed in front of me. I sighed, took it and just simply threw it in the trash can that happened to be right next to me. I probably could have figured out the jist of what was written in there.
A few minutes later, a second one came. This one hit me on the side of my face and fell in front of me. I sighed, simply repeating the action. Thankfully, no more were thrown at me for the rest of the period.
When the bell rang, I darted out of there as quickly as I could. I wanted to get out of there, meet up with Colin and just go home.
I went to our usual spot and Colin was there waiting for me. I sighed as I walked up to him.
"How was the rest of your day?" he asked, also sounding a bit down.
When I heard the way he said that, was it possible that he was getting heat as well from people?
"Ugh, could've been better," I said as we started walking towards my place, "I got pushed into a locker, notes thrown at me that I didn't even bother reading..." I said, tearing up slightly.
Colin had noticed the tears building up, and put an arm around me.
"It's going to be alright." He said, kissing my forehead.
As Colin heard his lover talk about what had happened, he truly felt bad for Ty. But at the same time, there was absolutely nothing he could do.
If that was all Ty was experiencing, he was actually jealous. His day was horrible compared to that.
His friends decided to stop talking to Colin because they were getting heat for being friends with a fag, so they decided to stop talking to him. He got pushed around by upper class men as well. He didn't want to admit to Colin that he had a pretty bad bruise on his arm from when one random upper classmen punched him.
Colin is a fairly strong guy and fairly intimidating, but only amongst his class. He was able to hold off his own class that was giving him shit, but when he ran into upper class men, especially in gym, it was a whole other story.
Colin sighed to himself. What was he going to do? He wouldn't be able to handle four years of this crap. Yea, he truly loved Ty, but he also wanted a social life throughout high school, not a total miserable one.
He began to wonder if Ty was really worth it.
"What about you? Anything happen with you today?" I asked.
"No, not really." Colin responded.
I pondered that for a moment. Was he lying? Did truly nothing happen to him? And at the next moment, I actually got kind of pissed. Why the fuck am I getting so much heat and Colin is getting jack shit happen to him? I mean, I'm glad for him that he doesn't have to deal with the same bullshit that I do, but I'm also kind of upset. He was the one who wanted me to come in front of everyone and now I'm taking all the shit and he's not getting anything. I might be a little selfish in acting this way, but I don't want the rest of my high school career to be miserable either.
And for a brief moment, ever so brief and for the first time I ever, I began to ponder if Colin was worth all of this trouble.
At the same time, we had finally reached my home. I gave Colin a hug and a fairly deep kiss goodbye since I knew my parents were not home yet I could get away with it.
"I'll talk to you later, babe." I said, giving him one last kiss goodbye.
"Txt me!" he said as I closed the door.
I simply threw my stuff on the coach and went to my room and jumped onto my bed. I stared up at the ceiling, and pondered about today's events.
I still pondered why this has started to happen. For awhile, everything was going great, and now this. What could have fueled this? Is it possible that people are just jealous of me and Colin and they want what we have and to show it they do it through hate? I think that's a fair possibility. It could simply be that they simply hate homosexuals. That is also a possibility.
I continued pondering their motives for some time, and before I knew it, I had dozed off and was awoken by my phone vibrating on my desk. It was a txt from Colin.
Him: How you doin' hun?
Me: Eh, just fell asleep to get my mind off of it. You?
Him: Not too bad, just been getting some homework done.
Me: Yea, I guess I should get a start on that. Let me let you go so I can focus, kay?
Him: Aright sounds good babe, I'll ttyl. <3
Me: See you. <3
I closed the phone and sighed. I wasn't going to work on my homework. I had plenty of time and all I had to do was easy. It was mostly reviews since finals were approaching fairly quickly. There was none that I was really worried about. I purposely focused throughout the year so I can slack towards the end and simply do well on the tests.
I decided to begin to ponder the other issue I wanted to ponder, and that was Colin. As much as I truly cared for him and loved him, I don't believe he is worth all of this trouble. Does that sound selfish? When it first that ran across my mind, it did, but at the same time, it didn't. For it was Colin that truly did rush me into this, I was the one who was hesitant and it first it didn't seem like it was going to bite me in the ass, but right now it's a totally different story. I decided to go talk to Rory, just to try to get my mind off it.
Rory was laying on his bed, texting away on his phone.
Rory: I am kind of interested....
Him: Well, then why don't we try it out? See if you like it. And if you do, we'll go from there, and if you don't, will stop.
Rory: But Ty...I gave him a lot of shit for not telling me about him, I'm going to be a hypocrite by not doing the same. I think I should consult with him...
Him: Don't worry about it hun, we'll tell him once your comfortable.
Rory: Alright-
As Rory was about to continue his conversation, he heard the door open.
Rory: Alright, I gotta go. Ttyl.
I walked into to Rory's room and he sat up.
"What's up bro?" he asked.
"Nothing much, just wanted to talk." I responded, taking a seat on his bed.
"Anything specific?" He continued.
"Not really..." I said, making it very obvious that there was something specific.
"Alright, spill it, what's wrong?" he asked, of course reading me immediately.
I sighed.
"I've been getting some heat for me being gay, with a little violence."
He jumped up.
"Are you alright? Anything serious?" he asked quickly.
"No no no, relax. It was nothing that bad." I assured him, somewhat lying.
"What happened?"
I explained to him the events, pretty much not skipping any detail, and he just listened. I began to tell him about Colin and my new feelings towards him and what his thoughts were.
"Hm....." He pondered, "It's pretty natural to feel this way. Maybe you two should talk it out. See what you two can figure something out. Something tells me that Colin has been getting some heat as well, and he was just lying to help you make you feel better, despite the fact he really didn't."
Rory did have a valid point. Maybe Colin was truly lying to me just to make me feel better, or at least in his eyes hope he would make me feel better.
And then it dawned on me. Maybe this truly wasn't the smart thing to do. I had an idea how I could possibly make this work.
A couple of weeks passed by and were uneventful. I mean, don't get me wrong, I still got the typical abuse, but for the most part, it was tolerable. At least for now. Hopefully it won't get worse. It was now finals time.
However, there was one event. It was the week before finals and I was heading to gym class. As much as I liked checking out the guys, I got the most heat in this one. Like that really is a shocker to anyone.
I remained to myself like I usually do after class, trying to change as quickly as I could before my arm was nudged by something. And walking by me was a rather tall and muscular, and rather hot stallion. I had seen him before. He is a jock, I think he plays basketball and I think his name is Jason. He usually takes a shower after gym because he works hard and doesn't want to reek.
And sure he enough he was naked and I could see his very sculpted ass cheeks in clear view. I did a quick up-and-down scan and realized that he was looking at me. I blushed slightly and what did he do? He smirked!
And not only that, he actually tightened his ass muscles for me! Was I really seeing what I think I was seeing? No way.
I turned away and he kept walking, and when I turned slightly back, I saw his third leg in between his other two.
"Damn...." I whispered.
But then I caught myself. Was I really just thinking about putting my lips around that gorgeous horse cock? What the hell is wrong with me?
Back to the present though. Finals were going really well for me. Unfortunately, for Colin it wasn't the same. He was struggling a little bit, but managed Bs for the most part. We were able to get our grades fairly instantly since we took our tests electronically for the most part.
As I went to gym for our "final", I was kind of hoping to see to Jason again. And sure enough, I did. He gave me another soft smile, and he just looked simply gorgeous. However, that moment was quite ruined after I reached my locker.
When I bent down to enter the combo, I turned to my first number and there was an 'F' drawn over it with red marker, I sighed. And of course, when I went to the second number, there was an 'A'.
I didn't need to explain where this was going. I sighed to myself. I began to wonder who the hell took the time to catch my combination at some point to be able to put these letters in. I mean, am I such a bother to them because of my sexuality?
I shrugged it off, just like all of the other events, and went to class to take this so called 'final'.
Colin went to one of his last finals for the semester. He was go glad that summer was finally around the corner and he could spend it with Ty, alone.
The abuse today wasn't too bad. He got punched a couple of times, and shoved around, but nothing he really couldn't tolerate. Was it weird that he wasn't doing anything about it?
He took a seat, and nothing something scratched in the desk that he had never seen before. He sighed when he saw the word etched into the desk. He shrugged it off as the teacher explained the circumstances of the final and to not look, etc...
When the paper was finally in front of him, he grabbed his pencil, and began.
As I finished my last final for the school year, I sighed with relief. I got up and turned it in. I knew I was going to be done before Colin so I decided to just walk home. It was a nice day and a beautiful time to just catch up on my thoughts on what I wanted to do with Colin. I had told him to meet me at my place after he was done, which gave me a chance to figure out how I was going to phrase what I wanted to tell him.
I walked inside quickly and just sat down on the couch and sat there in silence. I began to ponder my plan and rather or not it was really going to work.
I must've lost track of the time because before I knew it Colin was at my door knocking. I opened it up and let him in.
"Lets go upstairs." I said, in a somewhat serious tone, and Colin picked it up immediately.
"What's going on?" he asked as we walked.
"Sit." I commanded, pointing to the bed.
He looked at me with a strange look on his face as I took a seat in my other chair.
"We need to talk."
Rory was walking home from school, he was officially done. He could now consider himself a high school freshman. About halfway to his house, he heard his phone go off.
"Hey babe." The text read.
Rory smiled to himself.
Rory: Hey hunny, how's it going?
Babe: Not much, just thinking how our first date went the other night. It was great and you're such a good kisser!
Rory: Aw, you're too cute. I'm sure I wasn't that amazing. ;p
Babe: Oh but you were. ;)
Rory: Well, we need to have a second date. Who knows what else I could be good at. ;)
Babe: Oh yes, I like the sound of that. I'll keep you posted. But I gotta go. Ttyl babe.
Rory: Alright hun, sounds good.
Rory put the phone and put it back into his pocket. He smiled to himself. I think he chose the right lifestyle...
"What's up?" Colin asked, a hint of worry in his tone.
I sighed.
"We need to talk about us. So as you know, high school has been miserable these past weeks for me. And I'm starting to get sick and tired of it. And I don't know why you're not getting heat but-"
"Wait," Colin interrupted, "You might as well know now. I have been getting heat too. It hasn't been all good for me either. I've been beaten up a little bit too." He continued, lifting up his shirt to show a pretty decent size bruise.
"Why haven't you said anything!?" I asked, somewhat annoyed.
"Well, I knew you were getting a lot of heat, so I wanted to be your rock so you could come to me and I can comfort you. What boyfriend would I be if I was just as badly getting beat up and there was no way I could support you..." He said, his pride looking hurt.
"Hun, it's O.K. We were to expect this. Maybe we were just living in bliss for a little while while people built up to start hating on us. But I have an idea." I said.
"What?" he asked immediately, I could tell he was tearing up a little bit.
"We need to break up." I said.
Colin looked up in shock.
"Relax." I said quickly.
"This is how we're going to do it. We'll get through the summer; I don't expect to get a lot of harassment then. After the new year starts, we need to have a little show on when we break up. After that, we get a few girlfriends, just put on a show that we are still interested in women. We'll hang on the side, when we can, and have our own fun, but just really keep it on the hush hush amongst others. After that, when the heat dies down, we'll try again. But this time, we go at MY pace."
Colin nodded and pondered for a moment.
It made sense to me.
"Sounds like a deal." Colin sighed, walking over to kiss me softly.
I leaned into the kiss, only to soon be interrupted by Colin's phone.
"Shit. It's mom. Gotta go hun, I'll talk to you later." He said, heading out.
I got up and followed him to let him out. He gave me a small hug and kiss goodbye and headed home.
As I closed the door, I began to ponder my actions. I'm glad I chose that wording carefully, 'When we have time.' I chose those exact words on purpose. I did feel a sense a guilt for a moment, but then again, I really didn't. I enjoyed my relationship with Colin, and I will over the summer, but starting next year, I'm going to have my eyes on a different prize who seems to have his eyes on me as well.
When Colin left Ty's house, he actually felt somewhat....relieved. Almost, a burden lifted off of him. Was it weird that he was feeling this way? Was Ty maybe having similar thoughts? Who knows.
Colin liked Ty's plan. Not only would it get the heat off, but he thinks that he would actually maybe...stick with his girlfriend that he would find. He would enjoy his summer with Ty, but felt he would enjoy his sophomore year even more...
The summer was fun. I hung around with Joe, Luke, Rory, and of course Colin. We did a variety of things from going to the movies, hanging outdoors, going to the pool and checking out the girls and the guys. It was great.
And of course, Colin and I had our fun as well. Especially on one evening.
It was a Friday early evening, and it was scorching hot earlier in the afternoon. The summer was drawing to a close so me and Colin were having a lot more alone time, since my "plan" was going to go into effect in the very near future.
Colin and I were both laying down by the edge of a lake. The heat was so hot. Colin was in his boxers so was I. When I looked over, Colin was sweating a little, and I could see it glisten against the setting sun. He actually looked really hot right now and I wanted him to take me.
"Come here..." I whispered.
He leaned over looking at me.
"What's up?"
Before he could even react, I reached under him and pulled him over me and kissed him deeply for a brief moment. I felt his dick grind against mine.
"My dick is up, and by the looks of it, so is yours, and I want it inside me." I said, smirking.
He smiled back and leaned back down to kiss me deeper this time. His tongue eventually slides into my mouth, and the bottom of it caressing the top of mine. I grabbed it one time, wrapping my tongue around his, and he slid it in and out, creating a somewhat fucking motion. Had never done that before while making out, and it was quite hot I have to say. Eventually, he broke our kiss and attacked my neck, kissing it deeply, and occasionally taking soft bites at it.
I leaned forward and kissed at his shoulder and neck as well, to the best of my ability, but before I knew it he was back up and kissing me on the lips. I didn't even want to go to oral, I wanted to skip right to the fucking.
I moved my paws down along his boxers, pushing them down to give the hint that I want to start. He picked up on it, stood up and took them off, reaching down to get mine off as well. He went for my dick, but I stopped him.
"Just fuck me..."I whispered in a lustful tone. He smiled and nodded.
He took both of my feet and put one on each shoulder and leaned forward. He grabbed his dick and aimed it towards my still tight hole, leaning forward a little more to get the head in. I gasped out.
"There you go..." I whispered.
Rory gasped out loud as his lover was necking him.
"I want to take you." He finally said.
Rory hesitated. He had thought about this for awhile, wondering if it was truly the right time. He had been dating this guy for a couple of months now and he felt quite safe with him. However, he felt extremely guilty for still having yet to tell his older brother about the two of them. But, he still wanted to try it out.
"Ok..." Rory whispered.
I had originally wanted Colin to fuck the shit out of me, but decided that I wanted to take it slow instead.
"Go slow..." I whispered into his ear.
He nodded and continued to insert his length into, eventually he was at the hilt. I gasped at pleasure as my prostate was pushed and my hole was filled.
Colin slowly removed his cock until he was what I would guess to be half way, and then went on slowly.
He continued at this rhythm for some time, it just felt great. Do not get me wrong, I enjoy a great fucking too, but sometimes I just like to take it slow with my lover, and this was one of those times. And honestly, I think this is somewhat better.
Colin went done on my neck again, nipping it tenderly. I murred softly to myself.
"God you always feel so amazing inside me..." I whispered to him, rocking back and forth which each thrust. I wrapped my arms around him, closing my eyes.
Colin kept up his rhythm, not really slowing down.
I could feel my knot forming at the base of my cock. This is truly how much this turned me on. I didn't have to even jack off. I'll probably cum just as he ties and shoots inside me, which I'm of course want him to do.
Rory was on his stomach, his ass in the air.
"Oh. Yea. Fuck. Me." He said, each word getting each own emphasis with each thrust inside him.
"Yea baby, you're so fucking tight. You love my dick inside you?" his lover asked.
"Oh yea. It feels. Amazing." Rory continued, his eyes closed.
He reached down and stroked his own cock. He was getting close, he felt his knot forming. He was surprised that he lasted this long.
"I'm going to shove my knot into your tight virgin ass and cum deep inside you and make you my little bitch." The other said.
Rory just nodded. He really wanted this. I guess it was just building inside him all this time, and he didn't realize that he truly was interested in men until his now lover came around and got him to explore his sexuality. And honestly? He liked it. A lot.
I was making out with Colin at this point. I could feel his knot press against my tail hole each time he hilted. I could tell he wanted entrance inside me. I broke the kiss.
"Go for it, babe." I said, giving a soft and warm smile.
He smiled back and just give a soft nod and kiss. He hilted me again, and went slowly. This was really hot. I could feel my hole expand ever so slowly as Colin went to tie with me. My cock was just ready to burst.
"There you go babe, nice and slow." I whispered.
I could tell Colin just wanted to dive inside and blow his load inside me, but I was thankful that he was taking his time with this.
From what I could feel, I would say his knot was at the about half way to three quarters point right now, the rest would be fairly easy to get in. He leaned in and kissed me deeply, but as he leaned in, so did the rest of his knot. I gasped slightly.
"Sorry..." he said.
"Don't be sorry, it still feels amazing..."
"I'm getting close." He panted.
I nodded and started giving a few smaller thrusts, eventually, I felt his knot and cock convulse inside me, and before I knew it, his hot seed was filling my innards. I gasped and my hips jolted upward, my load spewing out of my cock, wave after wave hitting Colin's stomach as well as my own while Colin's load filled me up.
He collapsed on top of me, turning his head to face mine. I turned and kissed him softly.
"Amazing. As always."
"I couldn't agree more." He replied, smiling.
Rory gasped. He was just about to experience his first knot. He could feel it pressuring against his tail hole.
And before he knew it, it was inside him. Just like that, with a "pop" his hole was stretched to new limits.
"Oh...fuck..." Rory gasped, jerking his cock at an extremely rapid pace he was about to blow any minute.
His lover lowered on top of him, wrapping his arms around his chest/stomach area. He gave a few more humps and before Rory knew it, it happened.
It was a sensation that Rory had of course yet to experience. He could feel his inside turning warm from the cum. It felt amazing. Rory just couldn't experience it. He just truly loved it. Of course, he knew that he was going to be stuck there for awhile.
His lover collapsed on top of him, panting.
"You were fucking amazing..." he whispered to him.
"So where you," Rory whispered back, kissing him in mid sentence, "Luke."
I slowly turned with Colin, so I was on top of him. I laid on his chest, and closed my eyes, and my thoughts started to flood in.
Did I really want to give this all up? I mean, this was truly amazing. I would rather just go with my original plan and actually continuing meeting up with Colin, actually go out of the way to meet up with him again after the heat died down. I started to wonder if I was truly an asshole because some hot stallion somewhat flirted with me. I don't even know if it was legit. He might be just doing to get me in a trap. But what if he wasn't? What if I could have someone of that stature be my lover and come open? He would be able to protect me. That stallion was just godly. No one would fuck with him. But what if he doesn't turn out to be no where near as sweet as Colin was? But maybe he won't pressure me to be as open as Colin did. Or...
I could try to juggle both....
So there it is everyone. Maybe not the happy ever after ending, but maybe it could turn out to be a happy ever after. Who knows? Well, I know, but you will eventually find out! Thanks again for reading everyone and I hope you liked this story so far! And of course comment it up.