Kyru (Life Experience)
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It's a tough life, to be alone in the world....it's tougher when you have no way of changing things.
We came to the new year ad I went over to Jake's house to celebrate. We spoke about the dream I had, and we had our little jokes. But in anything we fooled around that day. It was the first time we fooled around but it felt amazing, a bit wrong, but it fell very good none-the-less. We came back into school, and everything seemed to be like before, and of course Lex always kept showing his high spirit to me. I didn't know how longer I was able to keep this up. Something was bound to happen sooner or later, I just hope it won't.
April was getting near, and so was the end of the seniors year, their last year in high school before they got to go to college. A lot of us applied to colleges, hoping we got accepted to the ones we wanted to go. And of course one that had the majors we wanted to study. I went for a buisness and Jake went for lawyer. It were what we always wanted to become once we were out in the open and didn't have to be cared of by our parents, thou that was my case a long time ago. I thought of it as something bad, but not Jake, he said I was in a way lucky, since I was already through it, and survived, so I already knew how it felt. But still I thought it was going to be tough. And of course a lot of them were preparing for Prom, which was near. I saw a lot of students going around mostly guys and girls together flirting, usually ending up to the same point, "Want to go to the prom with me?"
Me and Jake got to our new class of physics ED, this time we had pool. Not something common in all high schools. The ones that had them were the lucky ones, the others had to go with what they got. I loved swimming. Me and Jake were usually the best. One day while I came out of our swimming period into the lockers I noticed a group of football furs huddled around one fur. It was Lex, it appeared he had made the best plays through the whole year. He was the best of the best! I didn't pay much mind, as long a she was happy not around me and wasn't after me every second I was alright and calm.
Another day nearing May now, I was late in swimming cause it was my turn to do the 20 lap. Everyone else was done so I was the last one. On top of that swimming was my last period for the day so everyone else had already left home. By the time I was done and went to the lockers most of the furs had left, all but two. Lex was there changing from his football uniform along with another jock. It was surprising how happy and friendly this school was. Everyone knew Lex was gay, and nobody cared, even if he was the team captain they all treated him how he was suppose to. It was embarrassing but I had to go take a shower in the locker's shower, before heading home. I took out my towel and went off in there. While I rinsed my Clorox filled fur with steamy hot water, the most shocking thing happened. I felt my heat and spirit leave by how scared I was. Someone came from behind and hugged my bare body, what made it scarier was that the fur that hugged me was also bare. Not to get into details and all cause I was already close to fainting, I brushed the water off my eyes and turned around to see Lex. My heart skipped a beat, or two, or three.
"L-lex! W-what are you doing?" I asked, my face showed how nervous and scared I was. I wasn't used to that, cause I never been through it.
"Oh, I'm sorry Kyru, your just to darn cute not to take a chance like that. To be able to hug a cute and sexy little fox like that, well, I only see that 1 in a million!" He said, showing it to with the expression he made.
"Please, don't do that again!" I said, nervous and shaking.
"Oh my god...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." He opened his arms to hug me, but I placed both my hands on his well muscled and well toned furry chest. It was so soft, to know someone so rough can feel that way. My mind almost flew off and instead of me pushing him away I felt myself almost rubbing his chest, but I quickly snapped out of it, before it was noticeable and did what I wanted to, did I?
"STOP! Lexis, please! How many times do I have to repeat myself I don't like you." I made it as noticeable as I possibly could, even thou it was all a lie. I don't know what my brain was playing with me but I was so attracted to him.
After the few minutes of ashamedness of myself, and I guess the hurt of him a he clearly showed it with a frown, a lost of hope. I felt like crying for what I did. I can't lie to myself, I wanted and loved every second his body hugged around mine, and while I touched his body. I missed that feeling, to be surrounded my loving arms.
"I'm sorry Lexis, I just don't think this will ever work." I think that came out wring since it only lightened Lexis's mood.
"But, how do you know this, don't I try showing how much I love you..." he said, knowing what he said was very strong words. I stayed quiet, I can't believe he said those words, how did he love me, I barely know him, and he shouldn't or doesn't even know me. I gave him a shameful look and after what happened I regret giving him that look. I saw two arms wrapped around him and pulling him back. It was the other Jock that was with him in the lockers.
"Hey now, what's going on Lexis, why are you wasting your time with this puny fox." it was a lion, the second in command of the team. Him and Lexis must have been good friends. But what he did afterwards made me think it was more. The lions hand went down and cupped at Lexis private, rubbing it as if he was jerking him off, in front of me. Lexis's face turned red, he almost rapidly took his hand away and turned around.
"Hey, not here! You know I don't like doing that stuff in public!" As he said that the lion turned and went into one of the empty showers and placed both his hands against the wall, clearly raising his tail and spreading his legs.
"Oh please! Not like this stupid little wimp is going to say anything, if he does, we will simply make sure he never opens his mouth again in his life", he chuckled and signaled the wolf to come and take him. With a giggle Lexis went right behind him, of course, his private, his sheath was placed right onto the lion's rear, almost as if he was going to mate him right then and there. But he didn't and just took it away and spanked him, making the lion murr lustfully!
My eyes shot opened, tears were already running down my cheek and onto my wet fur and lower, but I couldn't tell, since my tears had already disappeared into my soaked fur. I was sobbing quietly. { Was this a game all the time. All this time that he made the moves on me, all were lies, his words, what was he planning to do, get me to accept him and use me! H-how could he!} I didn't know what to do but cry. Lexis turned away with a face of shyness and ashamed of what the lion made him do, but I saw through my blurry eyes how much his face changed. His eyes opened wide and he wanted to say something so bad. But I didn't care anymore, I didn't know why I was crying, I think it was kind of stupid but my heart told me different and I ran. I ran out of the showers, didn't bother to dry myself and got my clothes on. While I was Lexis ran out after me. He stood in front of me, and somehow tried to get my attention.
"Hey, Hey! Kyru, d-don't think what you saw there, It's not...." but I cut him off, with my face full of tears and all.
"Not, what, not what I think, heh, I might not be that good at dating considering I have never been in one, but I know cause I have hear all the 'it's not what you think', I suppose all this time, what was it you wanted from me, to get me to bend over for you, is that it?!" I couldn't take it anymore.
"What's the wimp crying about! Look kid, Lexis was never yours, so if both of you aren't together, then that means he's free for anything, isn't that right sexy!" he said as he playfully spanked Lexis. Lexis turned, now had a worried and serious look all at the same time.
"Cut if out! You know my feelings belong to one and one person!" he said turning back to look for me, but it was too late, I never heard his speech, cause I had ran out sobbing too much to even listen anyways. I ran out and off to the direction of my house, not so far ahead was Jake there, standing in the corner of the street. I didn't know he was waiting for me, but I must had forgotten.
Before I could turn to hide and brush my tears away he saw me, and walked rapidly towards me.
"Kyru?....Kyru!" he said as he ran towards my crying self. I dropped to my knees and cried my heart out once again. Jake came and kneeled next to me, trying to help me up.
"Kyru, what's wrong, what happened?" he said, worried insanely. As I sobbed.
"It's Lexis!" As I said his name Jake's ears shot up. His expression than gave an "uh-oh" type of look, for a second there, it got me wondering what did he know.
"I saw him with a jock in the showers, he came to me while I showered and told me he loved me, then...in front of my face, he got his jock friend spread all ready to mate him, like a slut! Guess he didn't need me from the beginning! I'm so STUPID! I can't believe I fell for him!" I continued to cry my heart out as he pulled my face to his chest and began to sooth me, by rubbing my back. His face had a confused and questioning look. He was definitely thinking of something, but I was too broken up to care.
Then that's when Lexis showed up again, without the jock this time. He had also grabbed some stuff to just put on and must had raced after me. He saw me and Jake and froze. I turned to see who was running and saw him, he was giving the 'I'm sorry, and it's not what he thinks' looks. When I looked at Jake, that's when something clicked. Jake had an 'what did you do, worried' look. I stopped crying for a minute, and looked at them both. Something was up. But at the moment I didn't even want to think about it and dashed away, from everyone. I was able to hear Lexis run up to Jake and start discussing what happened, till I turned the corner and didn't hear them any longer. In a few moments I reached my house and went in through my secret way. I went right up to my room, dropping my wet shirt and bags and dropped on the bed to cry.
About an hour or two had passed and I had calmed down a bit, but not enough, since tears continued to roll down my face. I heard someone come in, and must have guessed it was Jake. He walked up the stairs and came in, closing it behind. I looked over and for the second time, my eyes shot open, I don't think they could go any more, otherwise, my eyeballs might fall out. It was Lexis.
"H-how did?! How do you......" That's when I noticed when Jake and him were talking as I ran from them. I shot up and went for him.
"Y-you have to go! I-if my parents come..." But I froze as he shook his head and grabbed me in his powerful arms in a hug, I looked up, all this time still my heart skipped beats, all this time I was too surprised to know what was going on. What was more surprising was when I looked up at him, a few tears hit my face. He was crying as well.
"Kyru...I-I know everything, Kyru!" My heart skipped for the last time, after that, I couldn't take it any longer, my has began to close at its will and I fainted.
A few hours later, as I thought by the darkness outside already. I was in bed, snuggled up, I felt so cozy, till I noticed the two powerful arms still around me, as if protecting me against anything living and non-living. I never felt so, so relaxed, so, secure. I tried moving away, but his eyes shot open, immediately as if looking for something and hen stopped as his gaze stopped on me. I looked back, I felt my eyes water again. Even him holding strong to me, I sat up, and had the courage to speak.
"You, have a lot of explaining to do." I said, looking down at him. He sighed and sat up, not once letting go of me. For a few hours he spoke, every second, my mind went wild at everything I heard him say. I was flabbergasted to even hear such things.
"So that's how I found out. I had to get a hold of Jake. I don't know how was it I fell in love with you, if it was your shyness, your innocent, or worried looks, something about you I fell in love with. Call me crazy but I'm not lying. So I spoke with Jake more and more, and he believed me. Every class he didn't have with you I got the chance and spoke to him. Till I convinced him to tell me...well...in a way, I begged him. He told me everything about you, the mistake, the murder, the years alone, Everything. I cried.. believe me I cried to hear this, coming from you, of all people. I was scared to even think of going through that. But it changed nothing! It just got me more in love with you. To know, that you had nobody, and didn't cause of this. I understand. But, you have to trust me. I swear I will also keep it a secret! And I will try to help you all as much as I can! Please!" He got on his knees and begged. My heart didn't believe it.
"Please trust me! All I want is your love, and your trust. And to let me help you. That's all I ever wanted since the first time I saw your saddened face. I love you Kyru, and I can't let someone I love and know, keep living the way you are now. Please! Just trust me, and let me help you. I don't need anything in return. As long a sI know that you love me back. So, when I found out from Jake, what you were doing was to keep the secret hidden, my heart leaped. To know you loved me back, just as much as I do to you. I saw you ever since you came to your new high school, and only once did I ever see your parents. So I really just wait till this year to come out to you. So, please, you understand me, don't you?" He looked over at me both of us, had tear filled eyes. I didn't know what to say, think, or do! I just threw myself on him and cried, I cried for all the times I was alone. For every little time I hid from everyone just for being to scared of the truth. He cried back at me, and wrapped his arms tight around my back, kissing at my head, and saying to let it all out.
I couldn't remember much more, I just woke up the next day, I moved a bit, and opened my eyes. Lexis wasn't on the bed, nor even in the room with me. I rubbed my eyes and thought to myself. {Where is he? Was it all a dream?} I looked at the bed, and the covers where put as if someone else was laying next to me, but had gotten up. I decided to get up and go downstairs. As I came to the backyard I saw something I never saw coming. I saw Lexis on his knees in front of the place me and Jake buried my parents. I sneaked closer and heard him talking to them.
"I as my last wish ask you both to please let me be your sons love. I don't know you guys much, so I don't know what you two might have against gays or not. But I ask you, rest in piece, I will take your sons hand and protect him till this heart stops. I swear, I will keep Kyru save from any harm possible, and love him forever. Amen." I started walking towards him as he got up and looked around. I lost most of my voice from the day before and walked to him and wrapped my arms around him, he did the same.
"Hey, I'm sorry if I woke you, did you sleep well? Did I move too much? Did.." I stopped him with a shake of my head. I let go of him and turned, looking away.
"Kyru, I know yesterday was too much to take in. But please, trust me, I love you. And, please whatever you do, don't blame Jake. He only cares about you too much." he said. I nodded and turned back and rested my forehead on his chest. He then wrapped my his arm around my back, and with the other he pulled my feet up by behind my knees. I gasped a bit, but just placed my hands on his chest, rubbing it.
He brought me up to my bed once again, laying me there and laying down as well, putting the covers over me and him, he moved under them and wrapped his arm around me and pulled me tight to him, I whined but relaxed, wrapping my fox tail around him and he did in return.
"I love you Lexis" I said turning my head to the side to look at him. And for the first time, his lips met mines. I laid back and he slowly got on top of me, he was heavy, but nothing serious that I couldn't handle. I actually liked it. He placed both knees around me and continued to kiss me. It was hard for me to do much, it was sort of my first kiss. If it wasn't for Jake. I would have froze. I felt his tongue lick lightly at my lips to gain entrance. I let it by opening my mouth. I felt his tongue slowly go in my muzzle and slowly wrap around mines, I did the same, and tongue kissed him. Then soon after wards I felt his tilt his head to the side, to kiss me deeper. Our tongues danced and rubbed and swirled together taking turns in each others mouth. Then after a moment I let go of his and went into his muzzle, licking, lapping and tasting his sweet muzzle. He did the same, murred as his tongue did the same. I began to sweat. It wasn't winter and it wasn't cold, both blankets and him over me didn't make it any easier. I broke the kiss with a huge gasp for air, arching my head back, trying to breath and take air into my almost empty lungs.
He panted and breathed hard, his tongue sliding in and out as he also lost a lot of air. A small trail of saliva stretched from my muzzle to his, till he licked it up and into his muzzle once and for all. I opened my eyes and smiled shyly. After a few minutes to regain our breath he kissed m nose, lips, chin, and forehead a few times, making me murr and nuzzle up to him. We spent hours just enjoying our touch and kisses and cuddling. For some reason it satisfied us all very well. The sun began to go down as it was almost reaching it's peak of afternoon. Finally, while he was rubbing my body, something hit me. I felt my private, my member begin to swell. My face got super red and Lexis gave me a questionable look.
"Are you ok?" he asked, but his eyes opened wide as he felt it. I winced back, and tried to shit his weight off a bit, but it was too late. He got up and looked down to see a bulge in my pants, looking back up to me and giving a sly grin. I looked back up to him, my face in a full on red, in fact redder than my fur.
"Hehehehe, so, what do we have here?" He said, reaching down at my belt buckle and tugging at it. I felt really embarrassed. Never had I had to go through this, except for Jake, but I knew him a lot, and I knew he wouldn't mind.
"I'm s-sorry...I..I couldn't he..."
"No need to apologize, you know, I would love to help you out in every way possible," he said while he groped my groin, making it pulse under his grip.
"including this!" I blushed as he said and did that. He slowly grabbed at my pants, being loose already and began to pull them down. He pulled my legs up as he pulled them up to my knees. Now my member laid throbbing under my trousers. I laid back on my elbows and just stared, amazed at the treatment I was getting. Never in my life did I feel anything, that would make my heart begin to beat so fast. He must have noticed since he stopped.
"Kyru, calm down, and breath ok. Just sit back and relax." Those words were like heaven to me. I saw as he lowered my trousers and my member bounced back up as it passed it's holding point, he giggled and grabbed at it, making me whine in anticipation. I decided to lower myself totally, laying back on my back, resting my head on the pillow, my arms at my sides. I felt as he slowly began to rub my member slowly, getting it hard, before, lowering his head down. The first think I felt was a rough surface going from the base of it to my tip, leaving a wet trail. As I looked down I saw it was his feline tongue.
At first he just lapped and licked at my member up and down, sometimes grabbing it and giving the tip slit a lick, making my body shake. And soon he began to engulf my length in his muzzle, closing it shut around it and bobbing his head up and down slowly. My heart raced as I felt his tongue play with my member. I squirmed a few times, getting shots of tingle up my spine a few times. My breathing became heavier and faster, as he began to blow me faster, and faster. I felt my orbs begin to tighten and shrink back into my body. At this point I couldn't help it anymore, I reached down, to hold something and ended up holding on his ears, pulling on them hard as my hips by themselves shot up and I felt myself cum so much, never had I felt so much release. I winced and whimpered, as my shaft throbbed in his muzzle, he swallowed as much as he could before pulling away and a few drips landing on his face. I rested my head backwards, panting. He grabbed a few napkins near my bed and whipped his face clean, as he moved up and laid his body over my panting and sweaty one.
We just rested together, our lips making contact from time to time. We laid like this till Lexis's cell rang. He picked it up it was his mother.
"Hey Mom. Yeah, I'm still at my friends, we almost have the project finished, thanks for letting me stay the night. Ok......awww, do I have to. Please mom, can't I say longer. No." he sighed.
"Ok mom, I'll see you in a few." He hung up and looked at me with a sad face.
"What's wrong?"
"My mother wants me home."
"She knew you were here?"
"Yeah, yesterday when you fell asleep I called her and made up this story. But now I have to go." He said as he reached for my hands and squeezed them.
"Kyru....I'm not sure...what to say now...but..." I cut him off.
"Are we?" He gave me a serious look and then kissed me again, just as passionate as ever.
"I love you Kyru. So, we are mates. I am not as open as you think. My family doesn't know, except for a few cousins. So, please, keep this a secret when your with them." I laid there shocked.
"W-what do you mean, with them?" I said, my eyes wide, not understanding completely what he meant.
"Well, you are my mate. It is only fair I introduce you, even thou they will think your just a friend. I will try and see if I can come over on a regular basis. And hopefully we can sleep together some more."
"Lex, we don't have to you know, It's ok if..."
"No! Jake told me how you slept, crying some times, you barely eat, and plus you live alone, no matter the condition and or weather." he squeezed my hands more and pull me into one of his strong, yet, gentle hugs.
"I'm here, and your no longer going to go back, to how you were. Your not going to suffer." These words hit me like an arrow.. Love arrow right through my heart. I leaped up and wrapped my arms around him. I never in my life felt this feeling. It felt so good.
That whole week we had stayed all the days together. I didn't speak much o Jake, since he had gone on a vacation. So I never told him what happened when Lexis came to my house. We spoke over the phone. And it seems that Jake and Lexis had a private connection. Jake being my best friend, felt sorry for me. So he secretly told Lexis how I felt about him. And I guess from there, you can pretty much figure out what happened. On the day back to school from our spring vacation. Lexis had arrived early to my house and we walked together to school. What made this walk different from any walk I ever did. I was with someone I loved and we were holding hands. When we reached school, Jake saw us, and his maw almost fell to the ground.
"Hi, Jake. Surprise, surprise!" I said as I giggled with Lexis. Jake ran towards us and gave us both a huge hug.
"Oh my god! I can't believe, you guys got together. And Kyru, you finally decided to let someone into your life. I'm so proud of you." He pulled me and hugged me close, and I to him. Lexis never minded. He was like a brother to me. But shortly after, our moment ended as all three of us heard the bell, and ran off. Lexis pulled me thou and kissed me before we went our separate ways. I loved him for that. Later on, towards the day the first few classes where I had Jake, we basically passed notes, of what happened. He fell of his chair when he heard Lexis. That huge strong, kind hearted, and handsome lion, gave me a blowjob. Everything went well. Me and Lexis in the classes we had together basically passed loved notes. Everything went well. I fell in love, had a brother with me. Everything was great. Lunch time came around and me, Jake, and Lexis sat together. We would get people coming to us asking the question.
"Are you guys really going out?" from a couple of males and females. Of course there were the,
"Awww man!" from a couple of them that had a crush on him. But deep down I felt like the specialist fox in the world. His answer was always the same. He would look at me, and look into my eyes, grab both my hands and say to the fur,
"I'm sorry. But Kyru is who won my heart, and I want to be with him, forever and ever. He needs me. And I need him." I felt like crying, to cry of happiness. Then of course is was gym. I went to my swimming and Lexis went to his football. And then afterwards we would take a bath. Of course in separate showers. We didn't want to gross or disturb any furs.
When we were done we helped each other change, and rub each other a bit when people weren't looking. And then we kissed. I felt like my life went to heaven. I had every wish I could ever want. I didn't know someone can feel so happy. I was just standing there in his embrace in the comfort and protection of his arms. And, then I looked behind him, while he had me in his arms and saw the lion. The very same lion in the showers last time, the vice captain of the football team. But, something was different. In his eyes.....I saw death......
Well, I finished part two. I hope you guys like it just as much as the first or more. Sorry it took so long for the second. I just needed something good. A good turn of events. But with every good comes bad. And so the last sentence kind gives you an idea that, coming to the end of their senior year. Trouble will brew. What will happen with Kyru and Lexis relationship? Will Jake be ok? And what of that lion?