Silent Love
A brown hand paw ran up and down my shaft. Coaxing the last bits of seed out of the head. My mouse seamen splattered the wall before me. Slowly dripping down to the floor, where it would be washed down the drain, by the warm water that poured out over us. I didn't have the stamina or endurance of the fur pounding me from behind, and it was begining to show as I faltered. Almost falling to the wet floor of the open air shower, but was caught by the fox taking me from behind. His moans of pleasure were loud in my radar like ears, and I longed to cry out as he did. But, being mute as I am, I was unable. Being in a trance like state, at first I didn't notice the fox lowering us to the ground. I suddenly found myself on my hands and knees. He know had a better angle at me, as he thrust forward, hard and strong. I gasped as his strokes came quicker, harder. Soon enough his seed filled me rear. It felt wonderful, like nothing I'd ever felt before. We fell into a tangled the heap, him lying atop of me. Both of us panting in exhaustion. My eyes lids felt heavy, and I fought off sleep, but it soon won out. Slowly, my eyes flitted open. I glanced around, confused, having forgotten where I was for a moment. When it all came flying back to me, I sighed, happy. Noting that Jay, the fox that had mated me, was know where in sight, I got to my hind paws. I also noted that our mess had been cleaned, and the scent of our sex gone. Quietly, I walked out of the shower, and around the corner. Lockers lined the walls of the boy's locker room, and standing before one of the lockers was Jay. The fox had just pulled up his pants, then zipped up the fly. Seemingly unaware of my presence. Your probably wondering how we got into this position. Well, I'm a bit self conscious so I waited for all the other track members to leave the locker room before undressing and showering. Jay had been held after practice, forced to run laps by the coach for being late, and then goofing off during practice. He ended up walking into the locker room just as I'd finished undressing and was heading for the showers. I can't recall what exactly lead us into the showers where we mated. It was all to much for me to take in at once. I watched him for a moment with loving eyes, as he pulled his shirt over his head, then swung his back pack over his shoulder. He then glanced back at me, his sea green gaze locking with mine, and I suddenly became aware of myself, standing there, gawking at him like an idiot, still in my bare fur. My cheeks burned red beneath my white fur, and I broke our stare by looking downward. His deep, charming voice pulled my eyes back toward him. "I don't want anyone to know...." A puzzled expression crossed my face. "That I'm gay..." A flattened my ears against my skull and looked back at the ground. I then nodded, able to understand some what why he wouldn't want anyone to know. He was one of the most popular guys in school, and he was on the track and foot ball team. I could just imagine what his team mates would think of him if they found out. "I still want to be with you. Just, not here, at school and in public. You can keep a secret, right?" That hurt me a little bit, but I tried to not let it show. I just nodded again then moved toward my locker. Tears were brimming in my eyes, but I tried to fight them back as I fumbled with my lock. My vision blurred, unabling me to see the numbers and properly enter my combination. 'Don't cry. Don't cry. Not in front of him.' I thought to myself over and over again. I stiffened as I felt him press up behind me. Having been preoccupied with my lock, I'd failed to realize him walked up behind me. A shiver ran down my spine, as I felt his warm breath upon my neck. One of his hands found mine, our fingers entwined and he whispered somthing softly into my ear. With that he stepped back then made his way toward the door. Light filled the room as he opened the door, it then darkened once more as the door swung shut. Once he was gone, I submitted to my tears. They rolled down my white cheeks, soaking into my already damp fur. I stood there motionless, except for a shiver every now and again. I glanced downward, looking at the small key Jay had left in my paw. "Lock up when your done." Was all he'd whispered, no 'I love you.' or 'I'll see you later.' The flow of tears became stronger, as I clenched my paw into a fist around the key. As soon as I had myself under control, I finally got my locker open. Reaching into the locker I pulled out my gym bag. I rumaged through the bag looking for my clean clothes. Finally finding them amongst my other clothes, I slipped them on. All the while thinking of Jay as I dressed, and asking myself questions like, 'Why do I love him so much?' and other stuff like that. I couldn't answer that question, no matter how hard I tried to come up with a reason, I just couldn't. Finally dressed, I walked out of the locker room. I was surprised to find that it was starting to get dark. Reaching into my pocket, I pulled out the key Jay had given me. Quickly I locked the door, then shoved the key back into my pocket. With that done, I dashed off. Hoping my mother wouldn't take notice in how late I was. As if on cue, the door to my home flung open, before I'd even made it to the porch. My mother's light brown and worried eyes fixed upon me. Instantly I was locked in her grasp as she hugged me tightly. "Mute, where were you?" She asked in worry, as she released her grip on me. Leaning back she looked me over, a sigh of relief brushing past her lips as she found me unharmed. Luckily, my eyes weren't blood shot from crying anymore. This meaning that I wouldn't have to make up to big of a lie about why I was late. I motioned with my hands that I'd been held after practice. She bought it, without further questioning. Placing one paw on her chest she sighed again, her nerves having calmed. "You had me so worried." She squeaked while running one of her paws through the tuft of honey brown fur that grew between my ears. "No, come on. Let's get inside." I followed after her, kicking off my shoes as I closed the door behind me and dropping my bag on the floor carelessly. "Dinner will be done soon." She called, having already found her way to the kitchen. I tapped the wall with one of my knuckles in reply, then walked down the hall to my room. I closed the door behind me then collasped on to the bed. My room was small an unimpressive. The walls were white, the carpet a dirty beige shade. My small bed had a blue comforter lain over it. A bed side table sat beside my bed. Upon it was a lamp and my alarm clock. On the opposite side of the room was a book shelf, filled with random fantasy novels and such. Rolling on to my back I stared at the ceiling, thinking over the days events. I'd made a couple new friends at this new school, which was pretty amazing in my oppinion. I'd never had many friends at my old school, and here I already had four on my first day. Then, I found out I was gay. I'd always had my suspicions, being that I was never really attracted to females, but today proved it all. I lost my virginity to a fox. That was... It was, almost perfect. I balled one of my paws into a fist and struck my bed angrily, as tears formed in my eyes once more. 'Dammit Jay!' I cursed him in my mind, the tears now over flowing. 'I love you!'
- * * I walked into the cafeteria, a tray of food clutched between my small white paws. Glancing around, I searched for Bella, the French Poodle I'd made friend's with yesterday. "Mute!" I turned, hearing someone calling my name. A small smile played over my face, as I saw Bella, waving me over to her table. Happily I walked over, seating myself beside the pretty Poodle. "You remember, Sanji, Lydia and Beth, right?" Bella asked me, motioning to each of the furs around the table as she spoke their names. I nodded confirming that I remembered them all, a grin displayed upon my face. "Heya Mute." Sanji, the well built Doberman spoke. "It's nice to have another guy around!" Lydia, a rather shy black Rabbit just smiled then looked back down at her plate. Moving around the assorted vegetables on her trey with her fork, before popping a small tomato into her mouth. Beth, a small brown Fruit Bat, lifted one of her paws. Requesting that we give her a second to chew and swallow the fruit in her mouth. Once she'd swallowed she flashed a toothy grin in my direction. "Hi! We've got Tech together right?" I nodded again, to answer Beth's question. "You don't talk much do ya mousy?" Sanji asked, having already forgotten where Mute got his name from. "Sanji!" Bella growled, shooting the Doberman an angry glare. "Oh! Sorry, I forgot!" I shook my head and smiled, trying to tell them that I didn't mind. My grin suddenly faded, and I felt as if my heart had been ripped out. About two tables away, Jay was lip locking with a glamerous Calico. They pulled appart for a moment, a string of saliva trailing between them. I could hear the Calico's purring quite clearly, which only made things worse. Once again the two pressed into each other, into yet another kiss. My mouth was agape and I could feel tears welling up in my eyes, again. If you haven't noticed, I'm a very emotional mouse. "What's wrong Mute?" Beth asked, as she turned around following my gaze toward Jay and the female cat. The other three turned in their seats as well, all eyes upon the two. To Be Continued...