Katherine: Why Does Being Wrong Feel So Right?

Story by ignotus vir on SoFurry

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#4 of Katherine in love


Finally, a new chapter. Sorry for the wait, for the very few who were patient enough to still be waiting. Hopefully, there will be more. Criticism and comments always welcome.

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Katherine woke slowly early the next morning, curled up in her brother's arms. Memories from the previous night floated through her mind: her brother's body pressed against her, the way he had kissed her and...and done other things that she was too embarrassed to even think about. She pressed her face to his chest, his fur tickling her nose, and smiled, just drinking in his presence. He was so warm and comfortable. Katherine sighed happily and snuggled closer to Sam, her small chest rubbing against his stomach, her crotch-

With a start, Katherine realized that she was still naked and felt her cheeks warm, her heart fluttering wildly. Very carefully, she extracted herself from her brother's arms, not wanting to wake him. Just as she was about to leave the bed to search for clothes, she spotted his shirt, hanging off the end of the bed. Glancing slyly at her sleeping companion, Katherine snatched it up and struggled into it. The garment dwarfed her small frame and pooled around her waist, but she didn't care, hugging herself and breathing in the smell of her brother.

Standing up, Katherine moved to look at herself in the mirror. Sam had said she looked cute in his shirts, and she had to admit, she did look a little.....sexy, maybe? The neck dipped low, exposing a good amount of her white chest fur(even if there was no cleavage to show) and the hem stopped along her thighs, just low enough to barely be considered modest, even exposing a hint of her backside if she lifted her tail. With a giggle, Katherine grabbed clean underwear, and slipped out of the room. For once, she was going to cook for him.

Skipping happily downstairs, Katherine went straight to the kitchen to start breakfast. She couldn't do much, but she could handle eggs and bacon. Humming to herself, she placed two frying pans on the stove and began. As she cooked, she couldn't help but let her mind wander, and it inevitably wandered to her brother. Last night, he had been so amazing, the way he had touched her and...licked her. Katherine could hardly believe that she had done those things with her own brother. She loved him more than anything, but...what if their father had heard and come into the room?

If anyone ever found out about any of what was between them, they would be in a lot of trouble. She had always known the relationship she wanted with her brother, being his lover, wouldn't be a simple one, or easy. But now it wasn't just a 'what if' scenario. 'What if he felt the same way' or 'what if we were together'. They were actually in a relationship, whatever kind of relationship it was. Katherine's thoughts churned away in her head as she stared blankly at the stove.

The eggs nearly burned while she was thinking, but in the end, the table was spread with what looked like a normal breakfast. Smiling proudly at her accomplishment, Katherine poured a glass of milk for her and her brother before hurrying back upstairs. Sam had moved around in his sleep and was now sprawled across the bed on his back. The sheets had slipped down towards his waist and bared his naked chest, and Katherine reached out to stroke his soft chest fur lightly.

"Sam, wake up," she murmured, shaking him softly. He didn't budge. Katherine sighed, shaking him a bit harder. He really was a heavy sleeper. She leaned down to kiss him, but hesitated just before her lips reached his and pulled back. She shook him again, a little harder "Wake up."

"Morning," Sam mumbled, opening one eye sleepily.

"I made breakfast. Come downstairs," she said softly, rubbing his arm.

"Mmh. I don't want to. Come back to bed." He slipped his hand into hers, squeezing her fingers gently.

Katherine squeezed him back. "No. You need to eat. You're skin and bones." Truthfully, a part of her did want to crawl back into bed and curl up in his arms.

"I don't want to eat. I want you," Sam mumbled sleepily, tugging her arm.

Katherine smiled lovingly at her brother. She supposed she could understand how he felt. She had been in love with him for just a year and wanted nothing more than to never leave that bed with him. Sam had said he had those feelings since they were little. "We can be together whenever we want. Right now, it's time to eat."

Sam rubbed at his eyes with his free hand. "Fine, I'll....is that the shirt I wore yesterday?" he asked, sitting up.

Katherine's cheeks flushed with heat. "I...I just..."

Sam chuckled, letting go of her hand. "It's dirty, you know?"

"I know. But...it smells like you," she replied, hugging herself and the shirt.

Sam smiled ruefully. "Well....I wasn't lying. They really do look better on you than me," he said, looking her up and down. Katherine suddenly felt flustered, tugging the hem of the shirt down as low as it would go. "Okay, I'll come downstairs. Let me go brush my teeth first."

"Okay, I'll get changed," Katherine said, stepping back to give him room as he got out of bed, and looking away from his nearly naked body bashfully.

"No, don't. You should wear that," Sam interjected quickly, then looked away awkwardly. Katherine blushed but nodded meekly. They shared a brief smile before parting ways, Katherine going downstairs and Sam to the bathroom.

Katherine was sitting at the table and looked up brightly when Same entered. "Morning sleepyhead," she laughed. "I was waiting for you to start."

"Getting up before me once doesn't give you the right to call me sleepyhead," Sam countered. "And you didn't have to wait for me to get here."

"But I wanted to eat with you," Katherine explained, picking up her fork and digging in. Sam just grinned at her and started eating as well. They chatted easily over the meal, Sam complimenting her on her cooking, which pleased Katherine more than she would admit.

Conversation died off once they finished eating, until they were cleaning the dishes side by side at the sink. "Hey," Sam started quietly, "did you...maybe want to do something today?"

"Like what?" Katherine asked, slightly confused.

"Well, you know...anything. Together," he continued. He almost seemed embarrassed.

"Like what?" Katherine asked curiously. She always liked spending time with him. Why was he suddenly acting strange about it?

"Well....like a date," he mumbled.

"A....date?" Katherine asked hesitantly. "Us?"

"Y-yeah. Only if you want to."

Katherine's heart was beating so fast she felt it might burst. A date with her brother? "I...I want to," she mumbled back.

Sam smiled down at her, reaching out to cup her cheek. Before she knew what was happening, his lips were pressed against hers. Katherine moaned softly, opening her lips hesitantly to let her tongue touch his. She felt his hands sliding down her sides to grip her backside. She squeaked in surprise, jumping slightly.

Sam let go and stepped back suddenly. "S-sorry, I just..." He trailed off, looking embarrassed. "Sorry."

He looked so sheepish, Katherine actually laughed. "It's okay, I'm not mad. I was just surprised," she explained, hugging him tightly. Sam sighed in relief, hugging her back.

"So where would you like to go together?"

Katherine thought about that, her cheek pressed against her brother's chest. They couldn't really go many places as a couple, she knew. There was always a chance of someone they knew seeing them. "We could go to the movies," she suggested. That would be like a real date, and if anyone saw them it would only look like siblings going to the movies together.

"Was there a movie out that you wanted to see?" Sam asked her, obviously trying to think of anything she had mentioned recently.

Katherine gave an exaggerated sigh. He just didn't get it. She leaned up and pecked him on the cheek before slipping from his arms. "I'm sure there's something. I'll go look, you finish cleaning."

"Hey, that's not fair," he shouted after her as she dashed from the kitchen, but Katherine just giggled and ran to her room.

In a few minutes, she had her laptop open to the 'Now Playing' website, but wasn't really paying attention, her eyes unfocused and staring past the screen. When Sam had grabbed her, she had almost pushed him away before he let go suddenly. It wasn't that she had been upset with him, she wanted him to touch her, had dreamed about it. But her body had reacted for some reason, trying to get away. Her stomach had felt queasy and she had just felt....wrong. Katherine didn't understand. She loved Sam, she wanted to be with him. So why had she felt like that. She closed her eyes, not even realizing as she slipped into a light sleep.

Katherine was purring softly, her body tingling pleasantly, when she woke up. Gentle fingers were massaging her sensitive ears and she gave an appreciative sound as they began to rub more forcefully. She opened her eyes just as Sam was leaning down to kiss her and yelped in surprise, lashing out with one arm and hitting him in the chest.

Sam grunted and jerked back, rubbing the spot where she had struck him. "Geez, is my face that scary?"

"S-sorry," Katherine muttered embarrassedly. "Are you okay."

"I'm fine," he laughed. "I'm not that fragile. Sorry I started you. Did you find a movie?"

Katherine's heart had settled down somewhat, but she wasn't feeling any better. "Y-yeah." She checked the time on her computer. "It's starting soon, we should get going." She looked down at herself, still wearing Sam's shirt. "And I need to change, so you go get ready."

"What if I want to watch?" Sam asked with a teasing smile.

She gave him a look and made a shooing motion towards the door.

"You're no fun," he said with a sigh.

After the door clicked shut, Katherine took a deep breath. It was probably just nerves from so much happening so fast. She changed quickly, not really paying attention to what she was putting on. She hurried downstairs and found Sam waiting on the couch. "Ready?" he asked, standing up. She nodded and followed him to the garage.

When she saw the car, a tightness gripped her chest. That was the car she had almost.... She shook the thought away and climbed into the passenger seat. The car had been their mother's and was now

Sam's, although he had kept it pretty much just as she had left it, with a family picture hanging

from the mirror and the stuffed animals under the back windshield. Even the box of tissues their mom had kept in the glove box for her allergies was still there, Katherine knew. Somehow it had just seemed wrong to change any of it.

As they drove to the movie theater, Katherine found herself at a loss for words and they spent most of the ride listening to the radio in silence. When they arrived, Katherine pulled out her wallet, but Sam insisted on paying and she could tell it wasn't an argument she could win easily, so she let him treat her. They bought a soda to share and hurried into the theater just as the previews were ending. The movie had already been out for a week so there were only a handful of others there.

Sam led them to a row towards the back and they settled down to watch. After ten minutes or so, she could tell Sam had lost interest in the movie and he tried to put his arm around her. Katherine pushed him away hurriedly. "Not here, someone might see," she whispered.

"There's no one here," Sam whispered back, reaching towards her again, but she pushed his arm down and gave him a warning look. He sighed and sat back with a frown, obviously upset. Katherine tried to watch the movie but found it hard to focus. After half an hour, she had seen less than five minutes and gave up, accepting that the date was no good.

"Let's go home," she murmured quietly, standing up. Sam looked up in surprise, but followed her without saying anything. They left the theater in silence, and neither spoke as Sam started the car and pulled out of the parking lot. Finally, as they were waiting at a red light, Sam turned to her, still frowning slightly.

"Is everything alright?"

"I'm fine," she said quietly.

"Are you sure? Did I do something wrong?"

Katherine shook her head. "I just don't feel well." Sam looked like he was going to say something else, but the light turned green and he turned his attention back to the road.

Katherine stared out her window, watching the buildings pass by and trying not to think. Not to think about how she had felt when he had touched her. A mix of fear and....and disgust. At herself. At what she was doing.

What had gone wrong? She had been so happy last night. It had been everything she wanted for so long. Sam had been just as wonderful as she had imagined. So why did she suddenly want to push him away? She felt so dirty...

"Katherine...we're here.." Sam's voice was soft, and he didn't look at her. Katherine blinked in surprise. Sure enough, she was staring at the garage wall. She hadn't even noticed the car turning off. Neither of them moved. "I'm sorry."

She turned to face him, confused. "For what?"

He was staring at the steering wheel, frowning, and shrugged helplessly. "I don't know. But I must have done something. I'm sorry."

Katherine didn't know what to say, so she got out of the car and walked slowly to her room, collapsing on her bed and kicking off her shoes. What had gone wrong? She curled up into a ball, hugging her pillow. She wanted to cry.

She had begun to drift off, slipping in and out of her dreams, from bad to worse. She was curled up in bed with Sam when her father walked in. They were kissing in the car when her friends passed by. The nightmares went from bad to worse and she thrashed in her sheets, whimpering, until finally a good dream broke through. Warm gentle hands were running along her body, through her hair, rubbing her arms and shoulders and stomach. Caressing her cheek and gliding along her neck.

"Sam.." she moaned happily.

"Yes?"

Katherine's eyes flew open in shock. Her brother was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at her fondly. His fingers had moved to one pointed ear and he was rubbing the thin flesh firmly in a pleasing way. Her heart began pounding in her chest and her throat tightened up. She couldn't move, could only stare up at the most wonderful man in the world who was making her feel so good she wanted to shiver with delight.

"Stop," she whispered hoarsely, not moving an inch.

"I don't want to." His hand moved back down her body to rub her side tenderly.

"You can't.."

His hand slipped inside her shirt to continue petting her, his fingers splayed to comb through her fur. "Then tell me to stop."

I can't.

"Tell me you don't want me to." His hand was running up her spine, tugging her shirt higher.

I can't.

He leaned down, his face so close his bangs brushed her forehead. "Then tell me you don't love me."

I can't. I can't. I can't. I love you so much. And suddenly he was kissing her and she couldn't breathe and she didn't know whether to push him away or grab him by his ears so he could never leave. And then she was crying and gasping for air, and Sam pulled her close to his chest so she could hold him and bury her face into his shoulder. Just like when their mom had died and he had always been there for her. "Don't leave me. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Please don't leave me," she sobbed.

She was shaking and clutching him desperately, but Sam just held her gently, rubbing her back in small circles. Katherine felt so confused. She was scared and nauseous and it felt so wrong, but she didn't care. She never wanted to leave his arms. "Are you all right?" Sam asked her gently.

She nodded, wiping here eyes with one hand. "I messed up your shirt," she mumbled. "Sorry."

"I don't mind." Sam was stroking her hair so softly. "As long as you're okay."

"I'm scared."

"Why?"

"What if someone finds out?"

"That won't stop me from loving you." He rolled her onto her back, looming over her with his hands pressing into the bed to either side of her. He seemed so much bigger than usual. She pulled her pillow up to half hide her face, leaving only her eyes uncovered.

"What if they take you away from me."

"I'll never leave you. I don't know what I'd do without you."

That's what I want to say. She clutched her pillow tighter. He moved one hand closer, sliding his thumb along her cheek and down her jaw. Katherine whimpered deep in her throat. He was touching her. Her brother was touching her and it felt so good and she didn't want him to stop. "But it's wrong," she whispered as his fingers glided over her lips.

"What's so wrong about touching the girl I love?"

"We're brother and sister." Sam grabbed the pillow with his free hand and pulled it away gently. Katherine crossed her arms over her chest, trying to stop herself from trembling.

"So what? I love you. Why should how we were born control who we can be with? I want to be with you. Don't you want to be with me?"

How could he ask that? What was she supposed to say? That she didn't want to fall asleep every night holding him tight and wake up in his arms. That she didn't want to spend every day curled up on the couch together. That she didn't dream about how his kisses tasted and the way his fur felt and if his breath would tickle her neck when they cuddled. What could she say?

And then he was kissing her and she didn't care. She didn't care if it was wrong or if they might get caught or what people would think because his lips were so sweet and the feel of his tongue on hers made her whole body tingle. Somehow she had wrapped her arms around his neck, and his body was pressed against hers, pushing her down into the soft mattress.

Katherine groped blindly at his shirt, tugging it up and over his head. "Katherine-" he started to say as she tossed the garment aside, but she cut him off, pulling him back down.

"Don't stop," she gasped as she pulled him back down for another kiss. She didn't want to stop, didn't want to think. She wanted to lose herself in her brother's arms. Nothing else mattered. Sam didn't seem intent on complaining, his hands already working their way up her stomach, pushing her top higher to expose more of her striped fur. She jumped slightly when he tugged her bra down roughly to fondle her breasts, but only arched her back, pushing her chest into his hands in response.

Sam took over as he got more into it, moving down to kiss and lick at her neck, pausing briefly to toss her shirt aside and remove her bra (with a little fumbling). She felt suddenly self-conscious, laying bare under her brother, but excited at the same time, and drew him back down to her chest. He immediately began licking her small breasts fervently, making her giggle. His rough tongue dragging over her nipples, his hands squeezing the soft flesh and his finger tickling her sides as they stroked up and down.

Reluctantly, Katherine pulled the larger cat away from her chest to kiss him once more. She reached up with her feet and tugged his shorts down his legs. "Wait..." Sam mumbled between kisses, but she ignored him, pushing down her own pants and kicking them off the bed. She couldn't wait anymore. It had to be now. "I don't have any...I mean we don't have a-"

"It's fine," she whispered, nuzzling his cheek. "Just this once." It was dangerous, and stupid, but she wanted her first time to be with him, not through a piece of rubber.

"All right," he murmured, sitting up and sliding his hands down to her hips. He stopped suddenly, a smile spreading across his face.

"What?" she asked defensively as he stared down at her.

"No, it's just....you're so beautiful."

Katherine blushed uncontrollably, red showing through her white cheek fur, and tried to cover herself up with her arms. "Don't look at me like that!"

Sam just grinned wider and in a flash her panties were gone and there was nothing in between his hands and her body. She shuddered in delight when his fingers slipped between her thighs, stroking along her lips teasingly. His hand came away damp with proof off her pleasure.

They were both breathing heavily at this point, and Katherine could see a bulge in Sam's boxers that said he was just as turned on as she was. Hesitantly, he tugged down his own underwear and let it join hers on the floor. Her eyes immediately focused on his member, red and hard it stuck out in the air almost comically.

"Don't stare," he muttered as she looked him up and down, making her look up at his face in surprise. Could he be embarrassed? About what, though? He was so handsome. A bit skinny, maybe, but still the most handsome man she had ever seen.

She smiled at him and held out her arms invitingly. "Come here." He covered her body with his own again, kissing her roughly. She slid her arms around him once more, holding him tight, feeling his thing poke at her thigh. Katherine couldn't help but giggle a bit into the kiss as her brother thrust his body against hers needily, his tongue invading her mouth and running along her gums.

As Sam's hands roamed her back and his tongue explored her mouth, Katherine's body grew hotter and hotter, until she was pressing her legs together desperately, feeling as if she was about to explode. She almost cried out when he pulled away from her to sit up, straddling her waist. "Can I...I mean, are you ready?" he asked hesitantly.

She nodded unsteadily, not trusting herself to speak. Sam slid his hands between her thighs and spread her legs gently, his eyes wandering across her body, making her blush uncontrollably. Did he like what he saw? Would he prefer her to have bigger breasts, or curvier hips? Was he unhappy with her body toned from sports? Did he want her to be softer? Katherine couldn't stop the rush of doubts that flooded through her mind as she lay spread out under the man she loved.

"You're perfect," Sam whispered breathlessly, trailing his fingers across her stomach. Katherine felt all her uncertainty melt away from the sincerity she felt in those words.

"I'm ready," she whispered back. She wanted him. She wanted to be joined with him. She wanted to give her first time to her brother, and she didn't care whether or not it was wrong. She loved him more than anything in the world.

Sam put one hand on her waist and lined himself up with his other. Katherine stared down her body, her breath catching as they became closer and closer. When his tip pressed against her folds gently, it was like fire flooding through her body, every muscle tensing. She chewed her lip nervously as he slowly spread her apart, pressing deeper into her.

Katherine was trembling slightly, hands twisting in the sheets, when he paused for the final time, their eyes meeting. She nodded her approval, trying to relax her body, and was in the middle of taking a deep breath when Sam thrust the rest of the way inside of her, their bodies bumping together. Sam groaned, his hips grinding against her. Katherine bit her lip and tried desperately to not cry out. It hurt so much. A whimper escaped her as her lips trembled.

"Kat...Kat!" Sam cried out, and Katherine's eyes snapped open. She hadn't remembered closing them. "Are you all right? Did I hurt you?" He looked so scared. It was kind of cute.

"I-I'm fine," she mumbled, her voice trembling. "Just...wait a little bit. Please."

Sam nodded, still looking worried, and slid his arms around her. He was so much bigger than her that with their waists level, her head only came up to his chest, and she nuzzled against him softly. It was a strange feeling, having him inside her, and a little uncomfortable, but it made her happier than anything else ever had.

After a few minutes of cuddling and kissing and gentle petting, Katherine gave Sam a reassuring squeeze. "It's okay now." He nodded and gave her one last kiss before sitting up, putting his hands on her waist. She gripped the sheets under her nervously, but smiled to encourage Sam. She wanted him to feel good, not worry about her.

His grip on her tightened and with a deep breath, he pulled out slowly and pushed in again, making her gasp sharply. It didn't hurt nearly as much, but it was still a strange sensation. Her chest heaved as she took several large breaths, but the last was cut short by another thrust. This one felt even better than the last. Katherine began to pant as his movements picked up, pushing in as soon as he pulled out. The motions were a bit clumsy at first, his hips jerking erratically in pleasure, until he settled into a comfortable rhythm.

Katherine's soft whimpers gradually turned deeper, until she was moaning quietly under her breath. It was so different than playing with herself. So much better. Pleasure was pouring straight into her head, heat coursing through her body, driving her mad with desire for more. She had to struggle to keep control of her body. Her muscles were twitching, her arms wanting to throw themselves around her brother. She couldn't keep track of what was happening around her, so absorbed in the act. How many hours had it been? How many days? She cried out as Sam raised one hand to grope her breast roughly.

She stared up at the towering figure that was driving her mad. Her brother's face was so cute, his eyes unfocused, his mouth hanging open slightly. His body rippled with each thrust, from his hips to his shoulders, his eyes closing in a shudder of pleasure. He was so beautiful. His pace began to pick up. His hips started to slam against hers almost painfully and he hunched down to kiss her hard.

Sweat was pouring off both of their bodies, mixing together in Katherine's fur and the sheets. As Sam's pace picked up and Katherine grew wetter, the sounds of their coupling became louder and sloppier, but neither of the sibling noticed, too caught up in their combined pleasure.

"Kat...Kat..." Sam moaned into her ear, wrapping his arms around her and clutching her tight. Katherine moaned louder in response, receiving a mouthful of his fur for her outburst. Not that she minded, the musky taste only serving to push her further into the passion. Sam groaned loudly and abruptly pulled away.

Katherine, in her pleasure addled state, didn't understand and scrabbled wildly at his back, trying to pull him against her once more. Unfortunately, she was too late and Sam pulled away just as he gave a shuddering moan and released his cum onto the bed. He slumped back, gasping for air, his hands the only thing keeping him up. Katherine was too worn out to move. Even though she hadn't finished herself, it had still felt miles better than any time she had ever masturbated.

Sam all but fell over next to her, and they just lay next to each other, catching their breath. "I love you," he murmured, slipping his arm around her. Katherine smiled, too worn out to answer, and pressed herself against her brother. She closed her eyes and allowed herself to cuddle with the man she loved more than anyone else in the world, and didn't care what the world would think.