A Second Chance....
Warning: This story contains sexual activity between two males and is not suitable for people under 18 or 21 or whatever. Most people don't care about this so, do whatever you want I guess, not my problem if you get caught. Yes I know I should be doing my other story, but this just inspired me so much I had to write it before I lost inspiration. I got the idea from a friend of mine, who's kind of in the same situation. The [] means he is thinking * * *
A Second Chance I sighed heavily. I dragged myself over the pavement and streets with a blank expression on my face. I did not notice anything around me, not the buildings, not the cars wizzing past rapidly, not the small amount of furs walking past me at this time of night...nothing. What I life I have... sad, empty, alone and further more it just plain sucked. My name is Devon Sanders; I'm a wolf on the buff muscular side and 6'5 high. My fur is completely obsidian black with the exception of my paws, being a creamy white. My eyes are ice blue if anyone would have noticed it. Though I look like a mess now, my fur is mangled a bit and my clothes, which only consists of a plain t-shirt, some baggy pants and a jacket to keep me warm, are on the scruffy side. I don't wear anything on my feet. My tail could be called fluffy, but a typical wolf's tail non-the less, though it has lost any movement, drooping down on the ground. Right now I live in South Africa, in a town called Cape Town. It's a very popular tourist attraction as far as I can remember because this is were that dude...Oh what was his name...whatever, build that fort/castle thing what was supposed to be a supply station for ships for ships a long while back...And other junk about the slave trade or people wanting to climb Table Mountain unaware of the fact the clothes almost all tourists wear just screamed "MUG ME!". Camera, hiking boots, wide eyed expecting some wild beast to spring around like the 'Wild' ... I don't have a job since I dropped out of school thinking everything would still be fine, even though I was horribly wrong about that, so I'm trained for nothing. I don't have a lot of money on me and I sleep under a tree in 'The Gardens', which was the name suggest, is a park. I guess you can call me a 'tramp'. Not a lot of people can manage to live like this without braking down and crying every single night, though I was approaching that stage pretty fast. If only... If only I could change things I did in my life before... I should have never dropped out of school, which was a MAJOR mistake. If I hadn't been such a mucho meathead. Yes, I just called myself a mucho meathead but only because it was true. I guess this really is what happens to people would didn't want to study or spend their time 'wasting it' on school and education. They end up being washed up and alone in the gutters. There were a lot of things I regretted doing, besides that, but there was one thing I regret doing the most. One thing that has chewed on my mind even through what school years I had. It's something a REALLY messed up for myself. If I hadn't done what I did I might actually be happy right about now. Its funny how there are always things you wish you could do over because you know your life would have been easier or happier somehow. The one thing I regret doing the most...was hurting...him. The one person I really cared about on the inside, but hurt and injured him on the outside... I screwed it all up because I was afraid... afraid of being caught out. I'm gay, but in school none knew that. He was the very reason I knew I was, every since he started coming to the school I knew there was something that attracted me to him. I continued to dwell in my thoughts with my paws in my pockets. I wasn't really paying attention to my surroundings at all because I walk around the town a lot and I memorised where I walked, I didn't really need to see. I just walked on like a mindless zombie with absolutely no purpose in life. Then I accidentally bumped into someone literally and apparently it was too hard since he feel back and landed on his bottom. "Sorry" I muttered and extended a paw to help the guy up. He took it and lifted himself up, his paws were soft "Its ok, I wasn't pa-" he said and then froze. I looked up at the fur, a cheetah with golden fur and black spots over him and green eyes. He wore a tight shirt and some matching jeans. I didn't examine him that much but I could not shake the feeling I knew him from somewhere. He looked so familiar... He let go of my paw and muttered out "...D-Devon...is that you?" I blinked in surprised and nodded slowly "Yea, that's me...who are you?" The cheetah laughed, "What, you don't remember me?" I shook my head "Nope, sorry" He looked like he was thinking and then smiled; he reached inside one of his pockets and took out a pair of glasses. He put them on and said "How about now?" I looked at him in a odd manner...those glasses looked nice on him...then my brain clicked...along with my heart almost having a heartattack [OH MY GOD, ITS HIM!!!!] my jaw dropped open and I stuttered out "........T.-T-T-Tim?" The cheetah nodded and smiled again "Yup, its me " I could hardly believe it, it just would not compute with my brain, nothing wanted to accept it, and yet it was true. It was him...it was really him...the guy from high school I feel in love with. [Wow] I though to myself [These past years have done him really good...he's even more gorgeous that I remember...wow] I stared at him for a while, examining him better. Timothy, Tim for short was a runner kind of guy, so his body frame was perfect...in my eyes of course. He had his ears pierced and had an earring in each ear...that really suited him. His tail moved behind him like a snake and his eyes sparkled like emeralds. He was just so beautiful. I also noticed the rainbow band on the middle of the tail. He was around 5'9 in high and if I remember by years...he must be 24, one year less than me. I remember very well that he was gay; for that was the reason I hurt him. I acted the bully in school and he was my main target, I hurt him for being something I was already. I felt so much shame after I didn't see him again in so long and didn't apologise for my actions of stupidity. Tim blinked a few times "Are you really that surprised to see me to stare at me?" I blinked and shook my head "No, no...its just...wow, you look great" Tim smiled "Why thank you Devon, I never though I would get such a complement from you...so how's life treating you my friend?" I blinked at being called a 'friend' when clearly I was nothing of the sort "Not so good...I don't have a home or a job...I'm poor basically" He frowned at me like he cared "Oh, that's too bad...that must be why you look so untidy..." I looked down and frowned. He smiled suddenly "I tell you what, I'll let you stay with me for a while, how's that sound?" I blinked and looked up almost automatically, not something I was really expecting "No, I couldn't do that..." a bit random. He kept his smile on "I don't mind at all, in fact I insist that you do, It's the least I can do for an old friend" with that he grabbed my paw and pulled me along with him. Guilt welled up inside me [How can he be so nice to me and call me his 'friend'? I was the freaking dude who freaking beat him up whenever I freaking felt like it and he treating me like I'm his long lost best friend forever or something.] Besides that fact, I smiled while he held my paw in his. --- I let him drag me across town and eventually we arrived at his home. It was a really beautiful one, colour in a lovely peach colour. Around now it was almost pitch-black outside beside the faint glow of streetlights. He flashed a set of keys and stuck one in the slot, turning the knob and walking inside, again pulling me in. I looked around, his house looked wonderful on the inside. From what I could see in the living room, which was painted blue and had a few flowers on stands with a couch in front of a plasma TV and a coffee table. I could see a kitchen and down the hall were a door [probably the toilet] and some stairs stood. The walls had some art on them too. This place just told me "Sit back, relax and make yourself at home..." He had left me to go into the kitchen so I sat on the couch and waited. I though long and hard about what had just happened. Until my train of though was interrupted by a delightful smell. I sniffed it in and sighed happily a bit. I heard him call out "You hungry" "Starving" I called back. "Then I hope you like spaghetti" he said as he came back with two plates of it, handing one to me. I did, as I took the plate my stomach rumbled at the sight of the food and without a second thought I dug my muzzle into it as fast as I could. The minute my taste buds hit it I felt like I was taking little bites of heaven. Sure I hadn't had a meal like this in a while but it still tasted good. I noticed after I finished the plate that he was staring at me smiling while he ate. I always loved that smile, even though I did not see it a lot, it was such a brilliant warm hearted smile that made me want to go weak in the knees and melt. My cheeks flushed "Um..." He chuckled "Its ok, clearly you have not eaten a lot of food lately...you like it?" I nodded enthusiastically "I love it...did you make it?" He nodded with a grin "Guilty, and thank you" I looked down and asked with another rosy flush "Er...in that case, is there any more?" He chuckled again and nodded again "Yea, its in the kitchen, help yourself" going back to focusing on eating. I nodded and stood up, walking to the kitchen and dishing myself another helping. I sat at the table provided in there and ate it. It vanished in no time I put the plate in the sink and also marvelled at how clean the home was. I sat down on one of the chair and though [how the heck can this dude be nice to me...isn't he angry at me...?] I walked back into the living room, were he was sitting walking some cooking program. He turned his head and smirked at me "The wolf all full now?" I smiled weakly and nodded "Yea, I'm good for now" I stood by the couch, gripping it and thinking of something sensible to say. I just had to know why he was being so nice. I sat down on the couch next to him and asked, "...Why are you being so kind to me?" He blinked a few times "Eh? My face turned remorseful "How in grim's name can you even be nice to me? I mean, I'm the guy that beat you up in school, and if I remember you went to hospital one time because of it...how can you pretend like that never happened and I'm suddenly your best friend?" He folded his arms "Well, for starters that was like...5, 6 maybe 7 years ago I think. I can't keep a grudge for very long. Secondly the fact is that I never have considered you as my enemy at all in my life, if you beat me up then that's that and I can't change it, but staying mad at you" he paused" If I ever really was mad at you for the rest of my life is not going to get me anywhere. " He smiled again "Besides, I'm everybody's friend whether they know it or not and I couldn't just leave you outside in the streets" I blinked a few times, taking it all in, then smiled [Damn it, why did he have to be so caring...and cute too] I scratched the back of my head and blushed a bit again, thankfully it was hidden under my fur "Um...well then, am I forgiven for beating the shit out of you?" Tim smiled and nodded "You always have been, you silly wolf" I smirked, there it was, that beautiful smile "Well thanks then...so, how have you been then since we both know my life is not very interesting" The cheetah yawned "Mrowwww..." and I couldn't help it, that yawn was just too adorable, I just had to smile dreamingly at him as he went on "Well, after I left school I went to collage and got my degree...then I got a job as a chef at this restaurant called 'Ronaldo's'" he paused to think "Who is my boss by the way, then I got this house with some help from my old folks and here I am" I grinned, "Well, it looks like your life went perfectly" He yawned again, which made me smile wider "I guess so, I'm still missing something I've always wanted though" I blinked "Really? What's that?" He smirked at me in a goofy kind of way and put his paws were his heart should be "A boyfriend" I blinked again looking astonished "A boy-...you don't have one?" He shook his head with a frown "No...and why do you look so surprised?" he titled his head slightly What I wanted to say was "How the hell does a guy as beautiful and attractive and cute as you not have a flippin boyfriend?!" but I replaced it with "No reason, I just guessed that everyone at our age had a boyfriend" He blinks and smirked "What, even the wolfy have a boyfriend then?" That caught me off guard and I glared at him "Wh-wh-what!?" He smirked and leaned a bit closer, wide grin plaster on his face "Oh come on now, I know your really gay, when you were back at school sometimes you would stare at the guys, more specifically their asses" he paused to chuckles "Beside, I got a gaydar too you know" I stuttered completely, trying to find words to conceal it but gave up "Er...well...Ok fine, I'm gay alright...and no I don't have a boyfriend since no one really knows I am" He laughed and I growled a bit "C'mon now, don't get all cranky, I was just playing with you" I stopped growling [Sure, that's the way to attract someone, growl at them, that'll REALLY show you care] I would have slammed something on my head for being so daft and taking a joke so seriously "Yea...its just...I'm a bit sensitive about that...subject..." He nodded like he understood how I felt somehow and then yawned for the third time that night, only louder and stretching. I smirked at him and yawned myself "If you're tired, you don't need to keep yourself awake for me" "I guess your right" with that he stood up and headed for the stairs. Then I remember something before he left the room "So, I guess the tramp is sleeping on the couch huh?" He turned around and smiled childishly at me "Don't be ridiculous, you're sleeping in my bed with me" I misunderstood what he said for a while, it sounded like...no. He also added, "Unless you actually want to sleep on the couch or the floor of course" I stood up and walked to him "N-no, y-your bed is f-fine". He laughed at my stuttering and we both walked up the stairs. Now I was nervous, sleeping in the same bed with someone you've had a crush on since high school is not good karma. [What if I get caught having a wet dream or moan is name out in my sleep while I'm pawing myself off IN the wet dream...or what If I try to make a move on him...oh this is so ridiculous,] We entered his bedroom, and I was relieve to see he had a queen bed, [Whew, that means as long as we stay on our side we don't need to touch] "If you feel...uncomfortable about sleeping in the same bed, I'm taking the left side ok? You can sleep on the right side," I snapped out of my thoughts just in time to hear him say. I nodded and took my jacket off, then my shirt. I kept my pants on though. I twisted my head and my eyes widened as I saw the cheetah undress. Luckily he wasn't facing me so I was not seen. He took off his shirt, exposing his bare back to me. Then he slipped his jeans off and I stared his cute ass being concealed by only a pair of silken boxers. Amusingly it was covered with hearts, making me giggle. When he turned around I quickly had to put my gaze elsewhere. He walked up to the bed and covered himself under the bed sheets, resting his head on a pillow. I followed and climbed inside on the opposite side of the bed, facing my back to him. I heard his breath lightening...though I'm not sure how I heard that. --- I could not sleep. After I was sure he was sleeping I turned around to face him. To think, I was in the same bed with someone I really wanted to touch and run my paws over, not to mention make out with, and I couldn't do it. I was starting to annoy myself on how much I've been fixating on that fact the moment I entered his home. His back faced me and I thought about the possibility of being able to snuggle him or even touch him without causing him to awaken. I debated it for quite some time. Before I decided to try. Nothing ventured, nothing gained right? I moved closer to him in the bed and slowly and carefully put my arms around him, it must have taken about half a minute for me to do so. Just as I had managed, he yawned loudly "MROWW" and stretched, making me in reaction take my paws away. Then, to my surprise, the cheetah slowly swerved his body around and put his arms around me, snuggling up to me subconsciously. I blushed; he must have though I was a big pillow or something. I put my arms around him again and after a while smiled. This was something I'd wanted for a long time, even if the other was not doing it intentionally. I've always just wanted to hold him with him holding me back and keeping our bodies close together. After a while of lying like that in each other's arms my brain told me to detach myself. My body however did not respond to this command. No matter how hard I tried I just could not leave the position. It was too precious to me to give up so easily. I finally just gave up and relaxed, falling asleep a few seconds later. --- When I opened my eyes again, there was no sign of Tim. I sat up slowly, rubbing my eyes and yawning. Then a smell I had not smelt in a long time filled my nose, even from upstairs [Breakfast!] I though to myself and smiled widely I did a scan for my clothes, but they were not there. Instead, there was dark blue tank top and dark blue jeans on the edge of the bed that looked like my size. If this was Tim's work, I wondered were he took my clothes...and how he had my size. I took a few moments to wake up properly and slid out the bed, slipping the, every soft I might add, clothes on me and proceeded down the stairs. I wondered if Tim had woken up with us being in each other's arms and maybe drawn some...conclusions as to why that was...though I didn't worry that much since I stomach overruled any other thoughts beside hunger. I padded inside the kitchen area and smiled at the cheetah busying himself around with his back again facing me once again. I silently leaned against the doorframe and just watched him move around fluidly. It wasn't a long time before he realised my presence. "Good morning Sunshine" he smiled at me warmly. I smirked "Sunshine?" He blushed lightly "I'll call you whatever I want to and sunshine seemed the most appropriate at this time of morning" I nodded and sat down on a chair "Fair enough" and looked down at the table and noticed for the first time the most abundant supply of breakfast I have ever seen in a long time, if not my life. There was sausage, hash browns, eggs, toast, bacon and some flapjacks. My mouth watered at the sight. Tim smirked at me "You know, the action known as eating might stop you from drooling all over the food" I flushed lightly under my black fur and dished some flapjacks and sausage with some egg on my plate. I ate rapidly, and was dishing seconds before Tim had even finished his first. We both pretty much finished at the same time, I burped and covered my mouth in reflex, the blush still there. He chuckled at me "You know, you look cute when you eat like that" pointing a fork at me. I glared at him "Like what?' "Like a wolf that hasn't eaten in a month" I smirked at the accurate assumption "Well, it is true" "Right, sorry" I shook my head slightly "Its ok...you know, I really don't feel...right freeloading off you" He grinned "Really? Most people love freeloading, makes their lives easier" I muttered under my breath "But what I love is you" He leaned in a bit "What?" I shook my head rapidly with my concealed blush trying to grow bright enough to be seen, head facing down "Nothing...its just doesn't make me feel good" He looked at me for a while "Then I tell you what, why don't you get a job and you can pay me rent and help me manage the house, would that make you feel like you earned it?" I didn't lift my glaze "Um...I can help with the house, just not the job part" He chuckled "Oh that's the easiest part, I'll just ask my boss to hire you" he paused and put his elbows on the table and resting his chin on it "Maybe you could be a dishwasher or a waiter...well, which on do you prefer?" I looked up at him, smiling slightly "Waiter would do...though, what makes you so sure your boss would hire me?" I raised an eyebrow. He smirked "Well, for starters I'm one of his most valued employees so he trusts me, and..." he smiled slyly "My boss and me are great friends and I can be very...ahem...persuasive" he said while batting his eyes. I chuckled and smiled "I see..." He got up to tidy up. I offered to help but he just said "Its ok, just wait for me" So I did. I watched him bouncing around the kitchen with so much life and energy. I pondered if there really was any form of chance that him and me could get together somehow. It didn't sound impossible, especially the way he's always so forgiving. The part on how that was going to get there was the part that sounded impossible to me. As much as I wanted to tell him how I felt about him...I was just too scared to do so. Fear, the thing that makes you doubts what you are doing and even yourself. I was too scared he would not like me back. I pushed all that to the back of my brain and allowed myself to fantasise about him while I waited. When he was done he grabbed my paw and dragged me out the door. --- We talked to his work. He said he preferred walking because it was good exercise for him and it wasn't really that long a walk to the restaurant. He said he only took his car on rainy days. I didn't mind since I walked a lot anyway. We walked and talked, mostly walked until we arrived at an entrance with the words 'Ronaldo's' in blue that I guessed turned into one of those neo lights at night. The words 'opens at 13:00' printed on a sign hanging on the door. We walked inside and it looked like one of those restaurants everything is classy and only rich stuck up people with overpowered etiquette drives came here, wiping their face with a napkin after every bite. It was pretty much deserted besides the black furred rottie in a suit behind a desk talking into a phone and scribbling inside a book. "Yes ma'am, your table will be ready for 19:00, upstairs on the balcony...yes ma'am, thank you, goodbye" he said before hanging up and writing some more in the book. Tim smirked at me and cleared his throat for attention. The rottweiler looked up with a smile " Good Morning Tim, you're a bit early today" Tim nodded "That's only cause I got a favour to ask Ronaldo" Ronaldo raised an eyebrow "And what would that be?" Tim wrapped his arms around me and nuzzled my neck "Do you think you could give my new boyfriend here a job as a waiter...?" [WHAT DID HE JUST SAY?!] I was stunned; blushing heavily I shook my paralysis and glared at him in shock. He winked at me. Ronaldo smiled widely "So you finally got yourself a man huh? Um" he looked like he was thinking, "We do need a bit of help in that department, sure" Tim smiled "Thank you so much Ro, I owe you one" he kissed my cheek, not helping my blush "C'mon honey, let me show you the inside" pulling me by my paw to some double doors. Inside was one of your average kitchens that you seen in the movies or TV shows for restaurants. Silver everywhere with ovens, stoves, sinks, kitchen stuff. Once he had let go I glared at him again with my muzzle open. He smirked at how goofy I looked "What?" I half blurted out "What the hell was that about!?" He looked innocent, making all my emotions melt into affection "Just part of the persuasion tactic" I blinked a few more times before saying "But...don't you think you over did it, I mean, now every time he sees us we're going to have to act like we going out and all that junk" He laughed, "You wish" He waved a paw of dismissal "Anyway, I'm sure we can handle that, a hug and a kiss never hurt anyone...unless it's not ok with you that is" I though it through and realised only one thing [Why am I complaining? Now I got an excuse to touch him whenever I feel like while we working, this could really work out for me] Just then two females entered thought he big double doors. One of them was a snow white furred rabbit that looked like she should be in swan lake. The other was a husky that could pass for a striper dancing around a pole with that kind of cleavage. The rabbit wore some faded jeans and a blouse with 'Paws off' printed on it', Her hair was a lovely blond and a fringe covered her right eye, classic rodent incisors. The husky on the other hand wore a very revealing top and tight leather pants. Her ears were pierced in three places and her hair was black with a couple of pink streaks in it...that had me wondering how she got the job. The rabbit noticed Tim first "Hey Tim, what you doing here so early?" The husky noticed me first though, not a lot to my surprised or her speech "And WHO is the handsome hunk you brought with you?" Tim smirked and said "Guys, this is Devon, he's going to be working with you guys" he turned to face me "Devon, this is Amanda" he pointed to the rabbit "And boobziller here Elana" pointing at the husky. Elana put her paw on her chest all feminine like and looked as offended as she could "Hey, my boobs aren't that big" [Great, she's a slut and a drama queen] Tim just folded his arms and tisked. Elana ignored him and smiled flirty at me "So, you got a girlfriend, you must have tons of women at your paw tips" I decided to take a bit of an advantage of the situation that Tim had started and shook my head with a smiled "Nope, not one, I do have a new boyfriend though" I said and put my arm around Tim's shoulders and pulled him a bit closer to me. He didn't make any appearance of shock that I did, he just giggled and smiled at me. He must be a really good actor, that or he liked me doing that. Amanda giggled "Awww Tim, why didn't you tell us that first?" Elana pouted, "Shucks, why do all the sexy guys end up being gay?" Tim smirked "Because instead of wasting our time doing it with you they spend time on their images" Elana huffed while every else in the room laughed, which she eventually joined. Tim raised an eyebrow "So, why are you guys here, your shift don start in a long while" Amanda smiled "We need to get our uniforms washed and all that shit so we fetching em" Elana nodded "Yea" she padded through some doors and got a bundle of clothes "And now that we got that, we gonna live what's left of our lives" They both exited the room and I smirked, defiantly gonna be some experience working with them. Would be nice to also see Tim most of the time, -pretend- to be his boyfriend and not feel like a freeloader. Life was suddenly turning brighter and brighter by the second. I was no longer some random fur dragging myself like a moron. I was someone now...with clean clothes. Only person I could thank was the one I cared for deeply. "Lets go, you probably gonna start tomorrow so I'll get you a uniform when I come back, for now, lets just go home" Tim said happily smiling at me. I smirked at him and mockingly said "Sure thing -darling-" I chuckled as that last word came out my muzzle. He giggled and smiled "Yup, the acting is not going to be a problem at all" --- Later that day, He was at work around this time. So basically I was home alone. I took some time to look around the house and really notice anything and everything in it, just cause I could. I smelt the flowers, I studied some of the art on the walls, watched some TV...been a while since I did that. I looked at the movies he had, classical stuff like Disney movies and the others were romantic dramas or action movies. I took a look at his books too. Most if not all were romances. There was not one trace of anything porn related in the house. [Hmm...he's always been quite the softy as far as can remember...damn, it just makes him even cuter] After I felt I had absorbed the house enough, I just sat on his bed and once again pondered about him and me together. [How would that really look?] I asked myself in my head about thousands of times. Honestly I didn't think I was his type. I'm someone that doesn't like all that mushy romance stuff. It would take a miracle for him to like me. Sure I'm what can be called a stud but that's not enough for him. For him I would change anything about myself so that he would like me. I wanted him to be my real life boyfriend not just a pretend boyfriend so I could get a job. I wanted him so badly as my own to hold, love, cherish and take care off. Thoughts of the cheetah were starting to take effect on me, but in a different way. I looked down and noticed the bulge in my pants. I blushed and reached into my pants, brushing a paw against my sheath. I noticed a pink tip trying to work it's way out of my sheath. I gently massaged my sac, letting out a murr as my erection started to inch it way out. I slid my pants down along with my undergarments, freeing my member as it bounced out of the cloth, fully erect. I smirked, realising how little it took for me get horny when I though about the object of my affection. I'd seen him naked before, in high school after gym in the showers. I managed to sneak a peak at him and I found it incredibly hard not to stare at him. I used that memory now, imagining him naked in front of me, smiling that brilliant smile and nuzzling my neck gently while one of his paws rubbed my length, begging me to take him. I murred loudly on the bed, my tail wagging madly, my erection throbbing painfully. I continued fantasising about him, him getting down to drag his tongue along my member. This made me moan more, furiously humping my paw against my cock. I pictured him smiling slyly at me before engulfing his maw on my sex organ. That mental picture drove me off the edge, making or rather forcing me to squirt my loud all over my chest, tangling with my fur. I breathed, getting oxygen back in. I glanced sideways to look at the time...8:50 pm?!?! [No way! How did it get so late...wait, he said he'd be home around 9...I gotta clean up here] I lightly panicked, running straight for the bathroom and jumped into the shower, turning on the water and did my best to cleanse my fur. It's been quite a long time since I had a nice long shower...So much that I forgot about my dilemma. After spending few minutes out of pandemonium, I realised one thing [Why am I panicking? If he finds out that I pawed off, he's not going to suspect that he was my stimulation. He wouldn't mind that I pawed off...would he? Its something every male does once in his life...God I hope he doesn't mind if he finds out...] With that in mind, convinced that it actually wasn't a big deal, I started taking my time. I did enjoy showers; they always seemed to calm me down when I was stressed. I tried to remember the last time I had a shower. It was probably last year. When I dropped out of school my parents would not support me, so I had to become a lot more independent. I survived for five of the seven years, but then I lost my job, and that's when everything started spiralling down into chaos completely. After finishing, I shook some of the water of me then reached for a towel for the rest of it. I hoped he didn't mind me using the shower...but that sounded a bit stupid since I kinda lived here now.... I looked around the house for the pair of clothes I wore when I first met him again, remembering seeing them somewhere. After find and putting on said clothes, I just...sprawled out on the couch. Honestly watching TV was something I rarely did in my lifetime. Staring at a small box that flashes images at you was not something I EVER found appealing, I watched on rare occasions, even when I was younger, and this gave me more time to do other things...its also the reason why I got so buff. I just lay on the couch, thinking of...surprisingly nothing. I smirked at myself and though of something I always though about when I had nothing to think about, Tim. I didn't go into detail that would make me paw off again, I just though about how kind he was and how cute his smile was and how beautiful he was to me and other things he'd never guess I'd think about him. My ears flicked to a door opening and my sense of smell was overrun with the smell of food, and cooking. It just made my mouth water smelling all those kinds of foods. It made it better since the smells were coming from someone as hot as him. I probably would have been drooling had I not forced myself to keep control. I turned around and smiled at him "Hey" He put a set of keys into a bowl like container and smiled back at me, waving "Hi...were you waiting for me or somthin?" he blinked at me oddly. I blinked...was I waiting for him? "Nah, just wasn't tired and bored" He smiled slyly at me "You sure your not just hungry and waited for me to make you something?" I opened my mouth to retaliate, but my stomach growled and overruled me "Hmm...maybe that was the reason..." I chuckled and scratched the back of my head. He didn't seem to mind. He just walked to the kitchen and said "Come on..." He made me something to eat, which of course was fabulous, couldn't pronounce the name of it properly though. This made him laugh. --- That night we slept in the same bed again. I didn't sleep at first; my mind was a complete wreck. Maybe...just maybe...my true dream could come true.... I gazed at him while he slept so peacefully. It would be a crime to wake such a sleeping beauty from his dreams. For a very long time all I did was stare at him, like an idiot I stared at him mindlessly. My heart told me to tell him how I felt, but my mind told me to back off. I was torn between the two...either way I would either be happy or sad. If I didn't tell him then that's basically like giving up all together. But if I did, it was like a game. You either win or lose...and for some reason I was almost positive that this was a game I would not win. Slowly I edged closer to him, wrapping him in my arms gently and carefully. I held him close to my body, feeling his against mine. Quietly I murred. This was a very risky thing to do. I eeped when he returned my embrace and nuzzled his head on my chest. It made me blush and hold him tighter. He was so precious to me, this was precious to me and there was no way I could bring myself to let go, even if he found out in the morning. This is what I always wanted...this is what I always needed...all I needed...was him and him alone --- I yawned as I tried to wake up. I sat up and noticed Tim sitting at the edge of the bed, staring at me. I blinked a few times "What?" He smiled at me "Nothin, you just look cute when your sleeping, I had to watch you for a moment..." I yawned again and stretched "...So...what time do we start work?" He chuckled "We don't, we both have Sunday off" I blinked, rubbing my eyes "Oh...ok...so...what now?" "Now you get dressed and we can go shopping" "Shopping?" I tilted my head a bit He nodded "Yes shopping, today we're gonna focus on getting you settled in properly. You need a wardrobe and a room for that and I only have so much of my big brother's clothes that fit you " I marvelled at his generosity, that explained were the clothes came from "You're a saint...wait, I get my own room?" He nodded again "I can tell your uncomfortable sleeping in the same bed as me, so you can start having a little privacy and use the spare room's bed" Something hit me in that sentence "...Wait, why didn't I use that bed in the first place?" He laughed "Because that room is deermaka(Messed up/untidy) we need to do a bit of work for it to become a 'room' and not a storage closet...why, did you think I made you sleep here on purpose?" My ears and cheeks heated up "Don't be silly" He stood up and walked to the door "Get dressed, we'll have breakfast and head off" he paused at the door frame "Oh, and thank you for keeping me warm last night" and walked out of sight. That last statement caught me off guard. I started to get dressed with the pair he left me. It was a tiny bit small but they still fitted me. I padded down the stair hurriedly. [He caught us? What does he think now? Maybe he knows...oh god I hope not] --- We drove to Centaury City after eating, the massive mall were most people liked to shop around here. It was a long drive for me; my mind was still going wild with what he said. I looked out the window, at the landscape passing by me. Tim turned his head "Something the matter?" I shook my head "No, nothing...just thinking" He nodded and focused back on the road "If you wanna talk about something, I'm here for, ok?" I smiled at him "Ok" caring as usual... --- He must have dragged me all over that building. I swear my legs were starting to hurt a bit from all the walking. Centaury City is a huge place; if you need to buy something, they most probably got it. Clothes, cakes, cafes, movies, jewellery, restaurants, an arcades, you name it. I must have spent most of that day in that building. I didn't really mind though, since Tim was with me...literally pulling me into shops with a cute enthusiastic mood. We bought a lot of clothes, all for me, from lots of different shops. He bought me some expensive stuff too. So when HE though we had done enough shopping, we were carrying enough stuff that I almost could not handle it. I liked his fashion sense, for some reason everything he picked for me I just liked. Maybe it was because I was head over heels for him, maybe because he just knew what I might like. One thing I noticed is that he had this habit of holding my paw. I let him do it, mostly cause I wanted to hold his paw too. People gave us looks sometimes, probably under the impression that we were a couple. Once we had ended that part, we headed for the food court. We got something to eat and while we ate I reviewed all the things he got me. A lot of clothes, which would not be a problem no more for me anymore. He'd gotten me some platinum ear studs too, a chain with a diamond charm on it that I decided to wear under my clothes and a golden watch, not those cheap leather ones. He also bought things I said I liked, like a silver bracelet with some sign on it. I wondered how much money he spent on me that day. I remembered how much I liked wearing jewellery when I was younger, and I still did. He'd gotten himself some stuff too, though just a pair of earring that I he bought, I think because I said they looked good on him. My eyes turned to face his, which were looking down at his food; I spoke up "Hey" He looked up, munching the last of a cheese fry "Yea?" I put my paw on his and rubbed it gently "Thank you, for everything" He smiled brightly "Sno problem bud, that what friends are for" In my mind I was debating on whether to do something, something I really wanted to do, to show my appreciation. The trouble was once again the reaction to it. Then I decided it was now or never, if I didn't do it now, I'd never even think of doing it later in life. I made up my mind and said "Can I at least show you how grateful I am?" I blushed a bit. He blinked at me oddly "If you really want to" I got permission "Close your eyes" He blinked at me again, but did so. I put my paw behind his head and pulled it closer, making my muzzle collide with his. And I kissed him; I closed my own eyes and kissed him deeply. I didn't notice his eyes shoot open in shock, but I could feel he was kissing back. I kept my eyes closed and just focused on the task at hand, rubbing the back of his head gently. His eyes were slits now, not that I could see but still. I could hear him purring, another sound he made that I just adored. Slowly I pulled away and smiled at him "Is that enough to express thanks?" He blinked, still partly in shock "..." his face was solemn; he peered at me like I was some kind of freaky alien that did the most weirdest thing on the planet. I started to regret what I did, blushing and looking away. Some peoples heads had turned to us at the moment, but not a lot had noticed Then I heard something that made me change my mind on that "More than enough, but definitely worth it" I looked back at him, he was grinning at me "Though if you wanted to make out with me, don't you think you should have gotten a more private place to do it?" I blushed deeper, so much it was visible now even in my blackened fur "Well..." He chuckles "C'mon, lets go home, sure your tired of this place already" I nodded "True that" --- Back at home; I flopped down on the couch "Whew!" He sat on what was left of space on the couch "Sorry for dragging you round like that " I smiled at him "It wasn't that bad" There was a brief silence "So what's with the kiss?" I blinked at him "I told you, just me saying thank you" He fixed me a gaze, a gaze that looked like it would detect all lies that I told, "The thank you sufficed that, and a kiss is going over board" That glare was confusing me, as well as frightening me "Well...you know, actions speak louder that words" He shook his head "You hiding something, a hug would have also sufficed to say thank you" I could feel I was starting to sweat, it was going to come out, one way or another "I hug you a lot, a kiss just seemed like the thing that would really show how grateful I am towards you" He again shook his head "You don't just kiss someone that deeply because your saying thank you, your still hiding something from me Devon" I went silent, afraid of what was going to come. He keep his glare, but intensified it "Devon...I think you know that's not why you kissed me..." I remained silent, even though I wanted to say something; something was holding my mouth back, afraid of making it worse. He looked deeply into my eyes, piercing from the outside in "Devon...tell me the truth, why did you kiss me?" My mind was racing around and around, why did it have to come out like this? I knew I couldn't keep it in any longer, that stare...it was just too much for me to handle. I took a deep breath and started to speak "...Tim...I...I've always liked you...even when we were in high school...even though I beat you up and called you names and made you cry...I only did it because I was scared...scared of what might happen if everyone knew the WHOLE truth..." I paused, looking down " I'm not just talking about being gay, I'm talking about me having feeling for another guy...a guy I made life for miserable because I was frightened of what other might think of me...I'd seen how they...or rather me treated you, calling you faggot and cock sucker all or most of the time...I just didn't know how to deal with all of it." He looked up at him, he was still glaring at me, but listening "When I dropped out, it was because I couldn't handle it anymore, I wanted to be away from everyone I knew, so I never had to confront my past..." I paused again, looking deep in his emerald green eyes "But it looks like my past came to haunt me, only it didn't haunt, it shined upon me like a star..." I paused once again, my breath was hard to get and my heart was racing "Tim...there's something I've always wanted to tell you...something close to my heart..." This was so hard; I'd kept it a secret so long it was becoming almost impossible to get out. Then I noticed his paw coming to mine and holding it supportively. That did it, it was all I needed "Tim....I...I........I....I...lo...lo...love...you" I shut my eyes, preparing for the worse...I heard silence, nothing, zilch. Slowly I inched my eyes open to look at him. His face had changed, that glare was gone, replaced with a heart-warming smile "Devon..." We stared in each other's eyes for a while, before he leaned forward and kissed me on my nose "I love you too" My brain shut down, it completely refused to translate what my ears had heard him say to me. "What?" He licked at my nose "I love you Devon, since high school just like you..." I blinked; still thinking my ears were deceiving me "But...how?" He grinned "First time I saw you, I knew you were someone special...You know, most people would have avoided you, but me, sometimes I got in your way on purpose, just to see you...even if I did pay for it...I secretly crushed on you all though high school...sure you abused me but that didn't turn me off...when you dropped out I was completely heartbroken, fearing I would never see you again" he took a long pause. I stared at him in disbelief and he went on "Then won't it just be my luck to see you all homeless...when I saw you again, my heart skipped a beat...it just made it better that I could bring you closer to me by giving you a home..." he blushed "I dream about you all the time, holding me close you to affectionately...which reminds me, at night, if you thought I rolled into your arms by accident, then your wrong." He fixed me with another gaze, but a loving gaze "Devon...I love you...I always have...and I always will..." On the outside, I was completely shocked...though on the inside I was doing back flips and cartwheels all around, my insides tied a knot and my heart was going on overdrive "Pinch me, I must be dreaming...really, you mean all that?" He giggled and nodded, leaned forward to kiss me tenderly "Yes, I meant all of it, every single word down to every single letter." I couldn't believe it, I just could not believe it at all that my wildest dream was coming true... [He loves me back...] I just stared at him, dumbfounded. I guessed I looked pretty stupid because he was snickering. He took me in his arms and kisses me deeply. I responded quickly, kissing back with all I had, rubbing my paws all over him, in a state of glee, I murred loudly. My tail practically thumped against the couch. He let go, much to my disappointment and stood up "C'mon, we can finish this in my room" walking to the stairs. I followed, eyes fixed on his butt, if he meant what I think he meant then I was going to be one happy wolf tonight. As I ran it past me, it kind of made sense now, why he went out of his way for me, his idea of being my 'pretend' boyfriend. It all led up to him liking me the way I did him. As we entered the bedroom I sat down on his bed and patted my lap, grinning at him. He grinned back and sat on it. I licked his neck, making him purr "Since high school huh?" He nodded "Yea...I always thought you would never go out with someone like me...looks like I've been wrong for a very long time" I could not help a chuckle, ironic, we had the hots for each other but too stupid to do anything about it...well, at least I was too stupid, he just acted on reflection on what I did. I gently lapped at his neck "So...there anything you've always wanted me to do to you?" He purred on "Oh, lots of stuff...but...I've always wanted you inside me the most..." I smiled "Funny, that's what I've wanted to do to you as well..." His purr got louder "Oh Devon..." I smiled slyly and fell down on the bed, bringing him with me "You gotta earn it first though" He looked up at me with a cute pair of dilated eyes "I'll do anything, anything you want" I chuckled at him, so cute... "If you make me horny enough, I might just consider giving you your wish" He yipped and kissed me deeply. All I could do was kiss him back, playing my tongue around with his, rubbing against it affectionately; I gave him all I had. He let go of my lips and started to kiss a trail down me, licking and playing with my neck. My tail wagged, my murr got louder and I removed my shirt, throwing it to the side. He went lower, licking over my chest and spending extra time on my nipples, which hardened under his touch. His paws rubbed over my back, rippling my fur as his sand paper like tongue went lower still. He nuzzled against the bulge that was forming on me, wanting to break free of my pants. "May I?" he asked I smiled "Of course" He pulled my zipper down and pulled my pants down slowly, companied with my boxers, springing my erection free out into the air. I shivered as he moved a paw below and played with my sac as his tongue slid over my member, my knot inflating rapidly. He licked up and down my length, pleasuring it beyond what I have ever felt. I smiled down at him "That's enough, I'm ready now..." He giggled and got onto the bed "Strip me, won't you" I grinned and leaned in to kiss him, pulling his clothes off him as I did so, they were obstructions to what I wanted...no, what I needed. I gazed at his naked body, beautiful in everyway possible. I ran a paw over his chest gently, hearing his purr again. He was lying on his back when he blinked "Wait, there's some lube in my pants pocket..." I give him an odd look as I retrieved the small bottle "Why do you have lube in your pants?" He blushed "I bought it today when you weren't looking..." I flipped the cap open and squirted some out in my paw, working it over my cock and then some more on his tail hole, making him gasp. He threw the bottle aside and positioned myself at his back entrance, wrapping his legs over my waist. I rubbed his belly and smiled "Ready my love?" His purr continued, "Yes...take me stud" I breathed in, then pushing my way inside his tail hole slowly, inching in by the second. Wow he was so tight! When I had managed to get all of my 8-inch cock inside I rubbed his thigh and said "You still ok?" The last thing I wanted to do was hurt him. Clearly he was a virgin, because of his tightness and how he was taking it, his breath became hard. I was too since I've always wanted to lose it to him. I waited until he said "Yea...I'm ok...go on" With his approval, I pulled out so only my head was in and then pushed back in, again and again and again, creating a slow little rhythm. I listened to him purr and moan, when he wasn't moaning, he was purring. This was wonderful, too wonderful for me, I kept my pace steady for a while, letting him get totally used to my cock invading him. He squirmed under me, holding onto the bed with his paws, tightening his leg grip over my waist, willing me to go faster. I stared into those eyes as I quickened my pace, I wanted to please him, hear him moan and purr for me, to see his face in ecstasy and me being the cause. I wanted to make him happy, one thing in my mind; the other was the pleasure starting to overwhelm myself. He stared back into my eyes, getting lost in each other's, smiling at me. I closed my eyes and leaned my head backwards, moaning louder as I pumped in him, getting faster and deeper in him. He shivered and closed his eyes too "Oh Devon...it feels so...gooooood..." moaning happily. I smiled, increasing my strength on my thrusts, hitting all those sweet and sensitive spots inside him. He moaned louder and continuously, only spurring me on. I was finding it hard to resist tying with him, which was a bit much for his and my first time. I just went faster and faster at his tail hole, growling with pleasure as my strokes became wilder, desperate. His moans were starting to turn into screams now, clamping his eyes shut and holding onto the bed so tight it might have ripped the covers apart. His eyes watered with joy. I could tell he was fighting down his climax; he didn't want it to end yet. But I was getting desperate for release, wanting to fill his hole with my seed. I thrusted into him with all I had, grunting and moaning loudly. I grinded my teeth together, managing to get out "I'm...coming!" before howling out loudly as cum exploded into him, a loud of it to be precise. He roared with ecstasy, letting lose his own wave of seed, falling all over his and my belly and chest. I growled as his tail hole tightened around my cock, milking me for all I was worth as waves of pleasure flooded over me and signalled the start of my afterglow. Slowly I lowered onto him, letting me get my breath back, placing my head on his partly cum soaked chest. He felt his breathing, his chest rising and falling under me. I lifted my head up a bit and was met by his lips on mine, pulling me into a kiss. I murred happily in his mouth, "That was...wonderful..." He smiled at me "It was better than wonderful..." I smiled broadly "Glad you enjoyed it" He chuckled "There was no way I couldn't" I chuckled with him then rested my head on his chest again "I love you..." I could not see his face, but heard him say, "I love you too" That night, after we got our strength back, we made love again. It was just as good as the first one, maybe even better. After which we lost all strength and fell asleep in each other's arms. I was still in him while we slept since he had wanted me to tie with him. That was a night I never forgot, the night we made love to each other, the night we officially became lovers. I slept peaceful that night, holding him close to me in a warm embrace. I guess every dog does have his day... --- After math -5 years later I sat by the window of our house, watching the sun go down slowly. Then my ears flicked as I heard "I'm home hon!" coming from downstairs. I smiled and almost ran down the stairs, hugging Tim happily. He hugged back and started to notice all the things around him. Candle light, flowers, backround music and a neatly laid table. He smiled at me "What's the occasion?" I looked at him lovingly "Today is the day we first made love, 5 years ago" He laughed "Its our sex anniversary?" I smirked and held his paw in mine "More than that" He blinked, raising an eyebrow "What else is there" I breathed in, gathering my courage and knelt down on one knee. He blinked at me again, his eyes widening. I reached into my pocket and pulled out a small box and showed it to him. I opened it, inside was a golden ring with a bright shining diamond on it, and not a small diamond, a larger one. He gasped, staring at the ring, then at me as I started to speak "Tim...Its been five years that we've been together...and even more years that we knew each other existed. We feel in love with each other from the start but did not do anything about it. Now I want to make sure we stay together forever." I stared directly into his eyes, which were starting to water as I went on "I love you so much Tim, your what makes me happy through out my days and nights...I can't stand to think what my life would be without you in it. So now I'm here, asking you the only thing that truly binds two people together for the rest of their lives." I took one of his paws gently and kissed it "Tim...will you marry me?" He stared at me for a bit, completely silent, must have been trying to take in all in. Then he nodded slowly with a bright smile on his face "Yes...I will marry you" My heart jumped for joy inside me, I took the paw I kissed and, taking the ring out of the box, slowly placed it on his ring finger. He lifted it up and smiled as it gleamed, tears of joy streaming down his cheeks. I was starting to tear up too, getting back up again and embracing him tightly. He hugged me back and said "Thank you...for everything" I chuckled "No, thank you...for more than everything" END... * * * Well? What do you guys think? All comments and voting appreciated. Thank you for taking the time to read this.