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This is a cliche story I've written about high school. A lot of the themes and events in this story have happened to me and I've thrown them together. It's an interesting thing to think about, being a teenager. I wrote this story as if Vinny was blogging on his computer. That's when you'll see the most about his life. All the details will play out as if he's reliving the events of the day in his head. I hope you enjoy! :D

Day 1 - January 1, 2012

High school is nothing more than a period of torture to prepare you for the bullshit in the real world. Filled with fake bitches, homophobic pricks, and the weird people. That's really all you can classify people as. There are three categories. But no one ever puts a lable on them selves, do they? My name's Vinny. I'm a gay 17 year old dalmation who is a senior in high school. Let's just get it out of the way that no, I'm not out yet and I don't plan to come out until college. Also, I'm a devout Christian, my sexuality has no affect on how I feel about my relationship with God. I love him and he loves me. I am starting this blog because I need someone to talk to about my life and I felt that this was easier than telling my friends. So far, it's working out pretty well because my computer doesn't shit when I tell it I'm gay. No big deal. I plan to write on this blog every day, about anything and everything. My life will be logged on here. Every emotion and every feeling. I know that when I look back on it, some of the things I say will sound dumb, but I don't care. Because this is who I am right now and I need to tell someone.

Last night was new years eve 2012. It was pretty ballin. I went to my friend Tyler's house. He's a grey wolf. We're on the swim and soccer teams together. We're best friends and we've known each other since second grade. I probably could go to Tyler about anything, but not my sexuality. Why? Not because he'd freak out, but he'd encourage me to tell others and not to be afraid of it. Then I'd get nervous he'd tell. The party was booming when I arrived. They typical ontourage was there: the football team, the "cool kids", the cheerleaders, and most of the other sports teams. Booze was already out, the music was loud and Tyler's parents were probably out on the town. They don't care if he has parties, but they "don't know about it" if he gets caught. He's never been caught because they live was back in the woods in a 15 thousand square foot house. No big deal. An indoor pool and three stories isn't enough for them. They need a slide in their house, seven cars and a "house manager". What the fuck does that even mean? It's a butler right? Doesn't really matter but it bothers me that they have a special name... What ever.

I walked in with Tara. She's a german shephard. Hot as hell, sweet as sugar. The perfect catch. If I liked vagina. She's my "girlfriend". Now, before you piss and moan about me "taking advantage and leading her along", I will tell you that I love her and would take a bullet for her. I just don't want to have sex with her. Cool? And I've explained to her that it's high school and I don't want a super serious relationship. So I'm not being a dick. I believe communication is key and as my PhD of a mother will tell you: with divorce at 52%, communication and trust are key. She's a psychologist that went to The University of Michigan: Ann Arbor - She's the director of research for their "Psychological Research" department. She's actually been put into text books as a leading expert on mental disorders. Which is cool.

Back to the party: I showed up in my baithing suite and with a $10 box from Taco Bell - Tasted great, btw. I gave Tyler a "man-hug" and ran out to the pool. I took my shirt off while I was running towards the pool and jumped in. It was cold, as I expected and as I surfaced, I saw Tyler jump in after me. He almost landed on me! Kinda hurt too. Tyler has a great body. He's slim and built all at the same time. His muscles are defined and his ass is perfect. You know that song "Sexy and I Know It" by LMFAO? - That's Tyler, but not a cocky prick. Also, there isn't a dancing cardboard "robot" in the background.

I won't go into everything at the party, all I will tell you is that I got drunk and fell asleep with Tara upstairs on Tyler's bed. I woke up the next morning with him cuddled in his boxer briefs next to me. His face was nuzzled into my side and Tara's arm and head were on my chest. I was the first up and really needed to pee. I tried to get up without waking them both up but Tyler flinched and literally fell off the bed. Tara woke up because of the comotion and then I had to fight for the bathroom. Surprisingly, I didn't have a hangover. I beat Tyler into the bathroom but he just jumped into the shower and peed down the drain. "That's attractive" I said as I whipped myself out and leaned my head back to pee. Tyler laughed and moaned a little from the relief. I was praying to God I wouldn't get a hard on from the noises he was making, but morning wood took over and I popped a chub right there. Couldn't cover it up because I was in boxers. Tyler saw as I walked out of the bathroom and patted it with a smile "Nice package." Was all he said and I groaned at him, "Fuck off dude. I'm so hung over." As I said before, I wasn't but I wanted a reason to go lay down and smell his sheets. His entire room was covered in his cologne like the maids who cleaned his house sprayed it on all the soft serfaces. I wonder if they know it's not Febrese? I didn't really give a shit, everything smelled awesome. So good. I fell onto the bed and Tara turned over and kissed my cheek. Tyler rolled into bed next to me and fell asleep almost right away. Twenty or so minutes later he was cuddling my side again. Tara saw and smiled while she played with my hair. "Looks like youve got a new lover. Now there are two of us who love you."

I looked at her, smiled and closed my eyes. Wanna know what my first thought was? 'God, i wish.'

AUTHORS NOTE

I know that this is short but I want to know what you guys think so far. Please comment and rate so I can get an idea. If you have any ideas about it, please let me know! Thank you!