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With a bounce in his step, Gavin walked through the halls of his dorm building whistling softly to himself

Clad in a blue button up with a Celtic cross adorning the back and his favorite pair of black jeans as he

carried boxes to his new room, the black fox hummed softly as he walked his long bushy tail flicking back

and forth in excitement. it was his first day at his new college. His music was blaring classic rock in his

ears as he set his stuff in front of the hunter green door , fumbling in his pockets for his keys with a little

hello puppy key ring dangling from them that always made him smile. The lock clicked and he opened the

door to a shirtless dragon wearing only a pair of red basketball shorts toweling off his horns "howdy" The

Dragon Nodded his head in greeting to the confused fox "um.. H-hi there" Gavin pulled his headphones out

of his ears smiling "You must be my room mate" the Dragon smiled and extended his hand "I'm Joel"

Gavin shook Joel's Hand "I'm Gavin, Gavin Black. So are you a Freshman Too?" Joel Nodded "yep, cant

wait to find some...hot bitches" Joel Smiled nervously thinking on the last words "y-yeah, Bitches and all

that" Gavin blushed under his fur laughing lightly "So you gay too?" Joel Asked smiling "yeah" Gavin

mumbled blushing lightly "Still in the closet?" Gavin nodded scratching the back of his head "yeah, um

could you..." He motioned to his chest blushing more. Joel Laughed lightly and picked up his shirt from off

the couch that sat behind him. "Sorry about that man, sorority girls were Throwing Water Balloons, and I

guess I was a good target" He slid the shirt on over his horns, his wings sliding through the holes in the

back easily. "Sounds Like Fun, so...Are You going to the orientation Later?" Joel Smiled "No, I've never

gone to orientations it's just crap we've all heard before. But you better hurry with your stuff first class

starts in less than two hours" Gavin checked his watch "Damn, Alright Well it's been nice meeting you Joel,

I'll see you later" Gavin set his boxes and stuff down and ran off back to his car to grab the other boxes he

had there. as he jogged through the halls his eyes took in the halls and the furs that filled them, numerous

different species all mingling together and sharing rooms, he smiled as he passed through a few groups of

furs and headed out into the parking lot. he clicked the key fob and his little black amatol beeped at him he

quickly popped the trunk and started pulling out boxes and bags lumping them on top of each other in a

rather haphazard pile. he closed the trunk locked his car and scooped up all the boxes heading back in

smiling. "this is going to be a fun year" he though to himself enthusiastically later on that night around

6:45 as the sun was just going down and Gavin was heading into his final class for the day already having

made two new friends one a very enthusiastic rabbit boy named Blaine with snow white fur and a very

bouncy personality, and the other a bat named James who was probably the most laid back furson he had

ever met. he quickly took the seat next to a noticeably muscular artic grey wolf with black tips on his ears

dressed in a simple black hoodie that showed off his well toned arms and jeans with spiral patterns around

the cuff who was scribbling what looked like a poem of sorts into a small orange notebook. "hi i-im Gavin"

the fox's tail twitched and his heart skipped a beat as the wolf glanced over at him with startlingly beautiful

blue eyes "name's Desmond, Desmond arcadia" the wolf answered before going back to his writing. Gavin

blinked and blushed shaking his head a bit feeling as if in a daze he leaned back in the chair blushing

slightly feeling his heart hammering in his chest. he quickly scolded himself however realizing that he was

behaving like a school girl "probably would break my nose if I said anything about how hot he is anyway"

he thought to himself. they sat in silence for a few minutes before the bell rang signaling class would now

begin Gavin yawned as the professor walked in and as the class began and the professor began droning on

about economics he leaned back in his chair and shut his eyes drifting off into a very light sleep.

~ he opened his eyes and saw a soft grey chest filling his field of vision then quickly felt an amazing stimulation coming from his ears he glanced up and saw two bright blue eyes staring back at him with a gentle smiling resting below them, it was desmond the wolf he had only just met and Desmond was stroking his ears kissing him softly on the forehead and smiling panting lightly in what seemed an odd mix of excitement and lust "your ears are so soft" he mumbled into the fox's forehead breathing in his scent panting harder. Gavin moaned softly as his sensitive ears were assaulted by the wolfs gentle paws. his fox paws traveling the wolfs marvelously toned chest feeling his six pack and breathing in his masculine scent his entire body shivering with primal lust Gavin quickly noted that he was nude. He barked lightly wiggling a bit "Mr. Black!" desmond suddenly shouted in his ear~

Gavin shot up in his desk eyes wide his ears twitching around "hmmm?...oh yes what, yes?" he blushed as

a few people giggled "try not to sleep too much in my class alright just because you're in college does not

mean you can begin slacking off" the teacher standing at the front of the massive classroom scolded him

then quickly turned and went back to his lecture with renewed gusto. Gavin sank down in his chair the

insides of his ears turning a light red as he could only hope that desmond hadn't heard him saying

anything in his sleep. he glanced up from his slumped position but was surprised to see that desmond

wasn't there "I must of scared him off" he mumbled sinking lower in his chair his eyes welling up with tears

and he kicked himself internally for being so...so...gay over this, it was just a guy. and it wasn't like

someone who looked as good as desmond, six foot three, well muscled with such shiny grey fur and

glittering blue eyes, could fall for someone like Gavin, an average 5 foot 7 fox not even muscular. he

suddenly cursed his dull black fur and covered his eyes, such a simple and boring brown, not even gold like

his fathers. he wanted to crawl into a corner and die. "no one will ever love me" he mumbled into his paws

as tears dripped down his cheeks he shivered slightly as he felt himself finally break down. 19 years being

alone and being rejected finally got to him but he was determine to remain calm he took a Breath and

steeled himself to get back to work when the bell rang and furs began filing out of the room talking

amongst themselves. Gavin slowly gathered up his bag wiping his eyes on his sleeve when a hand fell on

his shoulder making him jump almost a foot in the air. "hey dude calm down it's me" Gavin slowly turned

his head and was greeted by his scaly new friend who's smile quickly turned to a look of concern when he

noticed Gavin's slightly red and puffy eyes "you alright?" Joel held the smallish fox at arms length giving

him a concerned smile "you can tell me" Gavin sniffed and his eyes welled up again. He slipped under

Joel's arm and hugged him sobbing into his chest "I-im so. So , p-plain" he stuttered through shaky

breaths "what?" Joel hugged him petting his back "what are you talking about?" Gavin sobbed trying to get

out his words through his ragged breaths "m-me, I'm so p-plain and boring, and u-ugly. No one will ever

love me." he mumbled the last few words burying himself in Joel's shirt "no your not" Gavin shook his head

against Joel's chest "yes I am, every time I've ever liked someone they always turn me down, no one has

ever wanted to be around me for longer than a few months because they're afraid that my gay is going to

rub off on the somehow, I've never been accepted." Gavin sniffled and took a couple deep breaths "and

worst of all is that now I've scared off another guy because my damned subconscious just had to think

about him" Gavin sighed sadly "what other guy?" Joel asked suddenly puzzled. "the wolf I was sitting next

to, he left because I was probably talking in my sleep, when I was dreaming about him " Gavin blushed

and Joel nodded "well don't worry he probably just left for some other reason I doubt you did anything to

freak him out. Now lets get out of here and we can keep talking about this later, alright?" Gavin nodded

and picked up his bag "thanks" he mumbled as he hugged the dragon again and they walked out of the

massive room and into one of the schools many halls where a lion was leaning against the wall across from

the door dressed in a simple tee shirt with a band logo on it and jeans both of which somehow remained

graceful on his lithe feline body his massive golden mane flowing out around his head "it takes you an

oddly long amount of time to find one little fox Hun" the lion smiled and held out his paw "names Alex,

Alex Von James nice To Meet You" Gavin took the massive paw and his eyes widened as it completely

eclipsed his own "mines Gavin, it's nice to meet you as well" Alex smirked and released Gavin's paw to pull

Joel into a hug purring "mind if I steal Joel from you for awhile?" Gavin shook his head smiling lightly "no,

not at all" "thanks kiddo" Alex scooped Joel up in an almost frightening display of strength. "I guess I'll talk

to you later Joel" Joel smiled and nodded "I guess so, I'll see you later Gavin" and with that Alex swiftly

departed carrying his scaly cargo leaving Gavin alone in the vast hallway. He sighed lightly and began

walking towards his dorm room in the opposite direction Alex and Joel had gone, he quickly put together

that they were going to Alex's dorm to do a bit more than study. He smiled softly as he wandered through

the hall lost in thought oblivious to his surroundings until he suddenly bumped into a mountain of black fur

wrapped up in a letterman's jacket and jeans. Gavin stumbled back and fell surprised to the ground "sorry

about that" he mumbled rubbing his back and looking up at the angry face of the bull he had bumped

"yeah your going to be, queer" the bull grabbed him by his shirt and lifted him up slamming him against

the nearest wall knocking the wind out of him "w-wait please I didn't mean-" he was cut off as the bull

suddenly punched him in the gut making him cough and whimper in pain "didn't mean it? Yeah right fag

you were probably just trying to get your hands on me" the bull punched him again his breath coming in

angry snorts filling Gavin's already clouding mind with the scent of alcohol. Gavin sputtered and coughed

as the bull held him up face to face breathing the smell of booze straight in Gavin's face. He held Gavin up

pulling his fist back for one last hit straight to Gavin's face when a paw grabbed his fist yanking him back

and off balance sending him teetering backwards, he quickly released Gavin as his arms wheeled through

the air and he fell backward hitting his head on the wall and knocking himself unconscious Gavin was

quickly caught by the fur who had saved him as he slowly blacked out. The last thing his mind picked up

on before he passed out was blue. A beautiful blue