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Logan

_ Oh fuck!_ Just great, just what I fucking need, cops. I think as I see the flashing lights behind me piercing the night. Pulling over I send up a silent prayer that they don't see me as I slowly knock my kit onto the floor and kick it under my seat. _ Please be quick. Need it so bad._ Thoughts racing through my head as I try to focus on the cop, a grey wolf, walking slowly up to my window.

"Going a little fast there weren't you," he inquires as I hand him my license. His flashlight blinds me for a moment before I hear the words I'm dreading.

"Sir step out of the vehicle."

"What's wrong officer?" I ask desperately hoping maybe I can talk my way out of the situation and hopefully quickly. Need clawing painfully at my insides I get out of my car.

"Hands on the vehicle," he orders before cuffing me. "What are you on kid?"

"N-nothing." I whimper a low whine escaping me.

"Really, then you won't mind if I search your car?" he replies with a grin. Its then I know I'm pretty well and truly fucked.

_ What to do if I say no he'll suspect. If I say yes he'll find my kit. Fuck what do I care It's not like I have anything left to live for._ "Knock yourself out."

He barely opens the door before he's found it and I'm in the back of the squad car, and before I know it I'm inside the station and inside an interrogation room waiting. I didn't think I could feel any worse until that door opened and I found out just how wrong I was when he walked in.

"K-Kai?" I stutter my heart dropping and my stomach heaving as I look up at probably the only friend I have left. Shame fills me.

"What the hell happened to you Logan?" Kai whispers pity in his eyes.

I can't help it as the tears fall. I wish I was dead. Why do you always fuck everything up Logan you fucking idiot. You always ruin everything.

"Logan?" Kai whispers pulling me into his arms and just holding me as I cry.

Kai

I stand there holding this sobbing shadow of a lynx that I used to know so well, the first guy I ever loved, my straight best friend from high school. I take a deep breath and ask the question burning in my mind "Why Logan?"

"Please don't leave me Kai," he begs holding me tighter to him "I know I fucked up, please Kai, what do I do?"

"Why would you do that shit Logan, fucking heroin? I wanna know why Logan. What happened to you?

Logan's sobs tore at my heart before the words he said made it feel like breaking. "Mom and Sarah... gone...car crash" he sobbed burying his face in my shoulder.

"Oh Logan" tears escaping silently to run down my muzzle as I rub his back "I'll do what I can," I sigh pulling away. "I'll have you out by tomorrow Logan."

I walk out dreading the call I'd have to make but it's the only way I know to help him. I'll have to call her. I dig through my desk looking for her card, bile rising in my throat I dial.

RING RING

"Hello," that nauseating voice answers.

"Hello Cassie, it's me. You said if I ever needed a favor to call."

"Ohh I am intrigued. What favor do you need so badly that you'd call me?"

"Charges for possession will be on your desk this morning for a Logan Michaels, I need you to make them disappear. I know your price Cassie, I'll pay it." I shudder trying not to vomit.

"Wonderful. See how I always get my way officer Wagner? My place one hour, or I'll make sure this Logan is stuck in the darkest hole I can find."

"I'll be there."

Ending the call my stomach heaves and this time I do puke barely making it to my wastebasket. I wipe my mouth before leaving to make my deal with the devil.

Logan

I'm lead out of the interrogation room shortly after Kai leaves by a black panther. The handcuffs digging into my skin as the panther jerks me to a halt in front of an empty cell with a muttered "Get in" before shoving me into the cell. Glancing around the cell is just what I expected of jail, just a sink, toilet, and bed decorate the room. Oh Kai I hope you can get me out. I really fucked up this time. I take a deep breath and lay on the bed trying to figure out why Kai would help me, such a colossal fuck up. Could he still have feelings for me after all these years? I knew he had a crush on me before. How could I not know? His eyes always lingered slightly even though I could tell he tried not to. Sometimes deliberately keeping his eyes away when he knew temptation might surface. I remember the time he walked in on me changing after we went swimming at the lake, the instant bulge forming in his swim trunks, his blush and stammered apology as he retreated. He was always so happy when we hung out. Oh how I missed those simpler times. I let the memories wash over me as I fall asleep.

Kai

I leave Cassie's place my skin crawling, stomach churning, my greatest wish being to forget what I just did. It was worth it, for Logan. He'll never feel how you feel for him. It doesn't matter, even now I love him. It's stupid I know he'll never love me. I'd do anything for him. I still love him. I sigh as I drive home taking comfort in knowing Logan will be out tomorrow. I pull into my driveway and head inside leaving a trail of clothing between my door and the bed I curl up in bed and let my deepest hopes and most impossible dreams sooth me to sleep. Logan in my arms, the same dream I've dreamed almost every night. His smell, the subtle spicy scent of that lynx I would give anything to have even once, his smile, so bright and infectious I couldn't help but be happy around him, his quiet calm that always soothed my soul the dreams sending pangs of longing through my empty heart as sleep finally takes me.

The next morning the blare on my alarm clock wakes me. Getting up I rub the sleep from my eyes as I glance at the clock. 6:30 I head into the shower sighing as the warm water soothes away my tension the feel of it flowing through my fur is almost hypnotic. I scrub the furwash into my chest before slowly working down. I close my eyes letting fantasy take over I imagine its Logan rubbing the furwash into my fur. Those emerald green eyes glinting as he smiles, purring in my ear. His hand sinking lower and lower, his paw brushes my sheath and I moan pulling him closer. "Oh Logan." I moan as my cock slowly slips out of my sheath filling quickly as his paw lightly teases my sheath. "P-Please Logan," I beg as he grasps my hard cock. My breath quickens and I thrust into his warm wet paw. "Faster," I beg and his paw tightens around me moving faster over my cock sending sparks of pleasure coursing through me. I feel myself getting closer as Logan gently nips my neck. Tremors go through me, my entire body shaking as I thrust faster into Logan's paw. "Logan," the name like a prayer on my lips as I feel myself fall over the edge. My balls tightening up as my cum coats Logan's paw, our tongues dancing in our mouths as we kiss.

I sigh as my eyes open, reality crashing back down around me, my orgasm leaving me sated but empty feeling, same as always. I turn off the shower and sigh. I glance at my watch, smiling when I see the time. I better hurry to court. Kai's gonna get out soon. Excited and nervous at the same time as I get dressed and make my way to the courthouse. A quick call to the chief to let him know I'm requesting a leave of absence before I enter the courtroom, my heart giving a little jump as I see Logan sitting there. My stomach gives a little nauseated flip as I see Cassie standing, but I take my seat. I smile as Logan stands and is led before the judge. I struggle to hold back a small smile as I hear Cassie speak. The first time I can recall ever wanting to smile at anything related to her.

"Your Honor, The people request that the charges against Logan Michaels be dismissed."

Logan

I stand stunned at the prosecutor's words. Surprise still fills me as I turn and glance at Kai sitting in the back of the courtroom before returning my gaze to the judge, an older looking badger as he states simply with a bored expression "Mr. Michaels you're free to go," and with a bang of the gavel, I'm free.

Kai is there smiling at me as I make my way over to him. "Thank you Kai." I whisper tearing up, "I don't know how you did it but thank you."

"Can we talk in private Logan? There's some stuff we should discuss I think," Kai looking down as he asks.

"Sure Kai," I reply with a small smile. He leads me to an empty room a little down the hall from the courtroom, shutting the door behind me as I enter.

"Logan, I heard from the officer who arrested you, it looked like you'd been living in your car. Is that true?"

I feel ashamed and blush as I tell him the truth because no matter how desperately I wanna say no, Kai deserves the truth. "Yeah, it's true Kai."

I see tears in the corner of Kai's eyes as he sighs "Why didn't you tell me Logan? I woulda helped you."

"I was too ashamed Kai. I couldn't risk losing the only friend I had left. Your friendship means more than anything to me. I don't know what I'd do without you."

"Logan I want you to stay with me. I wanna help you get clean ok. I wanna help you get back on your feet and get your life together."

"Kai I couldn't do that to you. I couldn't impose on you like that."

"I want you to Logan. I wanna help you and I don't know if I'll be able to help you if something like this happens again."

Curiosity fills me as I ask "How did you manage to get me out of that mess Kai?"

A shudder passes through Kai and a strange look ghosts over his face as he replies "I don't wanna talk about it Logan, please just don't ask. Just please Logan let me help you."

"OK." I sigh giving in at last. "Thank you Kai," I hug him close before adding "for everything."

"Let's go get your car then Logan and lets go home." Kai gives me a small smile as we head out to the impound lot and I feel horribly guilty when Kai insists on paying all the fees to get my car out. I follow Kai to his house and grab the essentials from my car and follow Kai inside. Walking in I glance around at my surroundings, the soft carpet underneath my paws, the warm brown tones, it felt like I was safe. No Kai made me feel safe, ever since we met back in high school. A blush colors my cheeks and I'm ever so glad my fur covers it. How he ever saw something in me worth helping I'll never know.

It was the same as usual back then I was a bit of a loner and in high school that means target. Every day was hell back then. I was getting pummeled by this asshole of a wolf named Jerek, it seemed I was his favorite punching bag back then. I was covering my head praying for the beating to end when suddenly there was a crash and my beating stopped. I peeked out cautiously ready to cover my head again and saw this german shepherd kneeling on Jerek's back prying his arm up behind his back. Jerek was whimpering and begging him to stop.

The shepherd gave his arm a jerk up and growled "How do you like it you piece of shit?"

Jerek whined as the shepherd grabbed his headfur pulling his face up to look at me.

"Touch him again and you'll regret it." He growled in Jerek's ear before pushing off him and walking over to me. "I'm not gonna hurt you." He said softly holding out a paw. I took a deep breath and hoped I wasn't making a big mistake and grabbed his paw as he helped me up he smiled. "I'm Kai by the way."

"L-Logan" I stuttered still a little nervous being around a guy who just kicked my biggest terror's ass with extreme ease.

"Hey don't be nervous Logan, I told you I'm not gonna hurt you." Under his breath he mumbled so quietly I almost missed it "You're too cute to ever hurt."

Immediately a blush flooded my face "I um I'm not you know... not that there's anything wrong with it. I just..."

Now Kai blushes bright red, ears flattening against his head, "Friends then?" he asks.

"Definitely" I say grinning and on an impulse give him a hug and a quick kiss on the cheek. "Thanks for rescuing me Kai."

A tap on my shoulder brings me back to the present. "Logan. You there man" Kai asks looking concerned.

"Yeah I'm good. Sorry what were you saying Kai?"

"I said you can share the bedroom with me for now until I can order another bed for you or you can take the couch, though I warn you it's not very comfortable."

"I don't mind sharing the bed Kai." I hug him like so many years ago. "Thanks for rescuing me again Kai. I don't know what I did to deserve such a great friend." A tear escapes my eye as I think about how lucky I am that Kai has always been there to save me. There's gotta be some way to thank him. I think on it. As the day goes by we just hang out. We ended up spending the day watching movies and playing some of his old video games from back in high school. He squashed me in almost every game same as back then.

"I still got it" Kai laughs ruffling my headfur.

"Yeah I give" I chuckle too.

On an impulse I grab his arm and pin him in a move he taught me back in high school. "Looks like I still got it too" I grin, happy for the first time in ages.

As we wrestle around for a while the idea comes to me Give him what he wants most. The thought sends strange feelings through me. My stomach does a weird little flip and my heart starts beating faster. I can feel it pounding in my chest. Do it Logan. You know it's what he's wanted more than anything, even if it's the worst experience in your life you owe him. I begin to sweat a little as I try harder to pin Kai. He's by far not an easy opponent. When I finally do I can't help but grin. "Do you give Kai?"

He growls "Yeah Logan you still got it." He goes limp under me. "Let me up man."

Taking a deep breath I go for it. My muzzle pressing against his, his muzzle opens in shock and I dive in, licking along the edge of his tongue, coaxing it out to play. His arms wrap around me clutching me close to him as a moan escapes him. My paws slowly slide down his chest hard muscle under my paws as I peel his shirt off him. Musk permeates the room. I can feel his hard throbbing length pressed against me through his pants.

"L-Logan? W-What are you doing?" His voice hitching as my paw rubs over his package, a shudder running through him.

"Exactly what we both want Kai," I whisper, silencing him with a kiss as my own cock starts to slide out of its sheath. I slowly rub him through his jeans with one paw the other one teasing his nipples eliciting moans of pleasure as he begs for more, humping into my paw through his jeans. Reaching down with both paws now I slowly undo his pants, his throbbing cock clearly visible now straining against his boxers.

Kai whimpers "Please Logan," he begs as I lick my way down his chest, swirling my tongue around his nipples on the way down before gently grasping his throbbing cock through his boxers. I slowly begin to paw him, his begging and moaning getting louder as he humps into my paw "Please Logan," he begs as I slide his boxers down and off finally exposing his 8 inch throbbing sheppie cock, his knot about 2 ½ inches across already. I gulp, imaginining that inside me, before slowly licking along the base of his knot, pre running down the sides of his cock as I softly lick along his length. I'm surprised at how much I'm enjoying the salty sweet taste of another guy. I swirl my tongue around the head of his cock before lowering my muzzle feeling another burst of pre in my throat which I swallow greedily definitely enjoying the taste now. Kai's paws clenching the sheets as I bob up and down on his cock, moaning constantly now as he unconsciously thrusts into my warm, wet muzzle. Taking a deep breath I take more of his cock into my muzzle, gagging slightly as I reach the base of his knot. It feels so huge in my muzzle, throbbing inside me as Kai begins to hump into me faster. Moaning, his paw grasps the back of my head as he humps into me, low growls escape him. His thrusts get more erratic before I feel his cock throb in my throat as his knot swells against my lips. "Logan!" He cries as his cum fills me mouth. I swallow quickly, the salty taste flowing across my taste buds as I gulp down his load.

"L-Logan?" Kai moans, shuddering still with the aftershocks.

I grin before kissing him and whispering "Kai I think I might be bi," before I cuddle up to him. As Kai wraps his arms around me it feels like I'm finally home, home in his arms, the safest place I've ever known.