Tmnt- Generations: Chapter 3: bonds
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Tmnt Generations. Chapter 3: bonds
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I do not own tmnt, nor any of the characters.
"our lives have been as brothers, but what happens if it becomes more than that? Thinking about this is hard.--Rapheal"
Raph was sitting at the foot of his bed, thinking about Leo. His thoughts conflicted to that of the good things and the bad things that could happen.
He had never fallen in love before. He didn't know what he should do. Leo could reject him, shun him, or even attack him. He did know that it would be the greatest if Leo accepts him and does want to be with him. He wanted to know, but he wanted to think it all out first.
He laid down in the bed, His bed. He didn't think that he was very special for Leo ti like him. He was always the mad one, but that was one if his best qualities, a defense. Behind it he was capable if kindness and compassion. He stood up and walked out, to go ti the bathroom
---Leo---
Leo sat listening to music. The iPod touch was amazing to him. He smiled as he laid back, drifting in his thoughts. They pointed at raph, he was acting different, and Leo knew he himself was too. It wasn't something he had felt before, unbeknownst to him, raph had the same thoughts.
It was weird when Leo started thinking about raph because that unknown feeling starts creeping in. He wanted to figure it out, but he didn't know how to approach it. It didn't make sense to him, he had been able to realize a lot of more difficult things quicker than this, but it kept slipping out of his hands when he started to try and grasp it.
He looked at the nightstand and to the clock. He decided it was best to take a good nap, he would need the extra energy. It was then that he went to lie down and sleep, for his thoughts were overwhelming, and he needed a break.
---Raph---
After going to the bathroom, he walked towards the living room ti see master splinter watching his shows "oh Gabrielle, you should have stayed with Romero" he said to himself "master splinter, you have the weirdest oddities" he said. That earned him a glare "let me watch my soap operas in peace Rapheal" he said sternly.
The turtle headed towards the kitchen, sighing 'not ready to say it yet' he thought. He had been going over outcomes in his head, most negative. He frowned as he adjusted the beanie, sighing "rest and relaxation is our path for now, Leo still needs to recover" he said.
He began looking for something to eat, his thoughts drifting as he just made simple instant beef ramen. He really wasn't sure what to think. Everything was different from here on out.
He felt that this wouldn't work out, but something was tugging at the back of his mind, telling him to do it.
He sighed "this sucks" he said, mikey was soon sneaking behind raph "what am I to do" raph said, unaware of mikey "how about talking about it?" raph freaked and jumped "mikey,? Why did you do that?" he asked "your always hurting yourself with your thoughts, come talk to me about it" he said
Raph was pretty speechless "that... was unexpected of you mikey" he said "I'm not as much as an idiot as I let on to be, hell, I beat you once" he said. Raph sighed "my room then, you'll just keep annoying me of I don't tell you" he sighed, getting a nod from mikey as they walked into the room, raph had one of those weird feelings about it.
After shutting the door, raph sat on the bed and sighed "ok, what do you want to know?" he asked mikey. The turtle looked at him "what's wrong? I can understand that you were stressed when Leo was comatized, but he isn't anymore. You have no reason to be stressing yourself out, unless of course you have something to hide and either its good or its bad. Either way, I hope you know were bothers and we understand"
Raph smiled a littler and sighed "that's the point, I want to be more than brothers with Leo, I just don't know how to say it... shit" he just realized what he said "umm, yeah, I guess I can say it"
Mikey smiled and sighed in relief "I thought you were going to say your emo and suicidal, but more importantly, I want to be more than brothers with Donnie" he said, and raph suddenly stared with a gaped mouth.
Sorry for the delay people, life has set me back further than I liked