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Tobias felt amazing. The most amazing wolf he had ever met was lying on his stomach, looking up at him. It was the best feeling in the world to love someone so much, and to know that he loves you just as much.

Ky was laying on Tobias's stomach and the rest of Ky's body was between Tobias legs. The wolf rested his chin on the husky's abs and looked up at his boyfriend as he drew shapes in the fur on Tobias's stomach. After a few minutes of a quite conversation, Ky got up off Tobias and crawled off the bed. He held out a paw to Tobias, intending to help him up.

"We better get dressed before my mom comes home from work for lunch." Ky said as Tobias took his paw.

"Ok," Tobias replied as he got up, thanks to Ky's help, "Good idea. So, does she know you are... you know... "

"Gay?" Ky asked, knowing that that was what Tobias was trying to say, "Nah, I didn't even know till I met you."

"I see." Tobias replied, "Are you going to tell her?"

"Umm... I don't think so." Ky said as he head over to their clothes that were strewn about the floor, "I don't really know how she would react. The subject never really came up in the few conversations that we have had. What about you, are you going to tell your parents?"

"Nope, that would be a bad thing." Tobias said, beginning to get dressed, "They wouldn't get mad, but they would just talk and talk about how God hates it and how I should change. But I am thinking about telling Josh, if that's ok with you."

"Yeah," Ky answered as he pulled his pants on, "Its fine with me. I actually think it is a good idea."

"Yeah," Tobias said as he buttoned his pants, "but I don't know how he will reply. I am kinda worried about it."

"I see." Ky replied, "Well, I mean he is your best friend, but I don't know how he would respond."

"Exactly," Tobias agreed.

"Well, look at it this way," Ky said as he finished putting on his shirt, "If he is a true friend, then he won't react badly."

"Yeah, I guess." Tobias said, "But I am still really worried."

"Well then let me help you take your mind of it." Ky said as he pushed Tobias on the bed before the husky could get his shirt on.

Tobias fell on the bed and Ky soon followed. He climbed over his love until he reached the husky's face. Ky stared into his lover's deep, blue eyes, before leaning down and licked the husky on the nose. Tobias giggled as Ky started to lick all over his face. Tobias started laugh as he pushed the wolf away.

"Stop that," Tobias said, still laughing, "it tickles!"

"So you are ticklish somewhere?" Ky giggled, "I knew it!"

"... I guess I am." Tobias replied as his laugh dissipated.

"Yay!" replied Ky before leaning back down, but instead of licking, he kissed the canine. Tobias immediately responded by sliding his tongue into his lover's mouth. The two lovers ran their paws around each other's now familiar bodies as their pink dicks started to peek out from their sheathes. Tobias moved his paw down the wolf's back, and stopped at his tail. Tobias grabbed it shortly before moving his paw under the tail and massaging Ky's ass through his jeans. Ky moved one of his paws down to their now rock-hard members and just as moans started escaping their muzzles, they were suddenly interrupted by the sound of Ky's door swinging open.

"Ky, in need you to cl-" Ky's mom said before looking up to his her son on top of a shirtless boy. "What is this? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!"

Ky jumped off of Tobias as quick as he could before stuttering, "I-I ummm... wa-was... Ummm... I can explain."

"You better have a good fucking explanation and while you are telling it to me... YOU can get the out my house!" Ky's mom yelled as she pointed at Tobias, who was still shocked by the ordeal that was taking place in front of him. "I said GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE!!"

"Tobias, just go." Ky muttered as tears started to form in his eyes.

Tobias stood up and before he could grab his shirt, Ky's mom went over to him and slapped him with enough force to knock him to the floor.

"I said GET OUT FAGGOT." Ky's mom screamed as Ky ran over to stop her from hitting his lover again.

Tobias felt the terrible sting on his face as he opened his eyes to see that Ky's room was sideways. After a few seconds, his head started pounding as his vision blurred. He suddenly realized what happen and figured out that he was on the floor. Tobias got on his knees and crawled over to his shirt, grabbed it, then ran out of Ky's house as fast as he could.

Ky started sobbing as his boyfriend left. He ignored the screaming of his mom as he cried. He suddenly felt a sharp stinging sensation on the side of his face as his mom's paw came into contact with it.

"ARE YOU LISTENING?!" screamed his mom. "Are you a faggot or not?"

"WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTSAND ANYTHING?!" Ky screamed back as he held his paw to his injured face. "You are never there for me? Ever since dad died, it's like you don't even care about me, so why the fuck would you care if I was."

"Because you are an ungrateful fuck up for a son." said his mother before leaving the room and slamming the door.

Ky fell on his bed and started screaming into his pillow. He hated his mom. She didn't care about him, and now, all the neglect was getting to him. He wished he was with the only person he loved; Tobias. Ky screams subsided as the thought of his boyfriend came into his mind. Sobs escaped the wolf's muzzle as tears soaked into his pillow.

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Tobias fell onto his bed as he started crying into his pillow. He couldn't believe what happened. He was so worried about Ky. He wondered if Ky was ok. After his sobs dissipated, he sat up and looked at his tear and blood soaked pillow. He gently touched a paw to the side of his face and quickly drew it back when he felt the intense stinging. He suddenly thought of Ky. He needed to call him. Tobias pulled his phone out of his pocket and called Ky.

*Riiing... Riiing... Riiing... Riiing... Riiin-*

"Tobias, are you ok?" Ky managed to say through his sobs.

"I don't know." Tobias answered, "Are you?"

"I don't know," Ky replied.

"Is your mom still there?" Tobias asked, "I want to come back."

"No, she left." Ky replied after sniffling.

"I will be there in a couple minutes." Tobias said.

"Ok." Ky said.

"Ky?" Tobias said.

"Yes?" Ky answered.

"Don't worry. Everything will be ok." Tobias said, trying to comfort his wolf.

"I don't know." Ky replied. "Bye."

Tobias slid the phone shut before grabbing his keys and running to his van. He drove to Ky's house and ran inside. He ran into Ky's room to see a wolf curled up on the bed, crying into a pillow. The husky suddenly felt sick to his stomach at the sight of his love in such distress.

"Ky," Tobias said in a soothing, concerned voice as he walked over to the bed and sat next to his sobbing boyfriend, "its ok, I am here now. Do you want to tell me what happened?"

"I- *sniffle* -I love you so much Tobias." Ky said as he tried to recover from crying, "You are the only person that actually love. Like truly love."

"I love you too Ky," Tobias responded as he curled up with his love, "I love you more than anything. And I will always be there for you."

Ky grabbed Tobias and squeezed him as tight as he could as he started sobbing again. Tobias hugged Ky back and just repeatedly whispered the words, "It will be ok" into Ky's ear. Ky thought about how much he needed love. It felt so good to know that someone loved him so much. Ky's sobbing slowly turned into crying as he thought about his father. His dad was the only one who loved him and cared for him when he was a kid. He missed his dads smile, he missed his dad's joking, and he missed his dad's hugs. He missed his dad so much. Why did he have to go? Why did he have to leave him with his uncaring, selfish mom? Tears streamed down Ky's face and onto his boyfriends shoulder as emotions that had been kept deep in his heart started to make themselves known.

"I miss you dad," Ky whispered to himself between his sobs, "I miss you so much."

Ky's thoughts moved to Tobias. He thought about how Tobias truly love him and how he had wanted love like that since his dad. And Tobias gave it to him. Ky continued to cry as he thought about how much he loved Tobias. He never wanted to lose Tobias. Never.

Tears started forming in Tobias's eyes as he heard his lover talk to his deceased father. He realized how much Ky missed his dad. He realized how much Ky loved his dad. Tobias barely was able to keep himself together as he noticed all of this. He hated so much that Ky was hurting so much.

"I am so sorry Ky," Tobias whispered, "I am so sorry that you have to go through this. I am here for you. It's ok. It's ok."

Tobias rocked his lover in his arms, trying to comfort him. Tobias whispered comforting ears into his lover's ear and squeezed him closer to him as Ky's cries slowly subsided. Tobias started humming a comforting tune as he slowly rocked Ky back and forth. Tobias continued to hum and rock until Ky slowly drifted into sleep. Tobias sniffled and wiped the tears that were on his face away as he thought about his mate. He wished he could switch places with Ky so that his lover wouldn't have to go through this. The husky's hums slowly dissipated as he too fell into an unsettled sleep.

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Tobias opened his eyes and wiped away the sleep from them. He looked at his love, who was obviously still hurting, even though he was sleep. Tobias stared at the tear stricken face of his love as he thought about how lucky he was to have Ky for a boyfriend. He was so lucky to receive the love from the hurting wolf. He was so lucky that Ky opened up to him. Tobias couldn't imagine what Ky was going through, which made him feel useless.

Ky slowly opened his eyes, which were crusty from dried tears. He looked at the eyes of a husky that were staring back at him. Ky leaned forward and hugged his husky. He was so happy to have such a loving boyfriend to be there for him, to care for him, to love him.

"Thank you so much for coming," Ky whispered, "It helped a lot to be with my only love."

"Like I said, I will be there for you through it all." Tobias whispered back, "I really hope I can always help."

"Thank you Tobias." Ky said as he squeezed Tobias close to him.

*Whaaat III've dooone. I start again, to cross out what III've beeecome.*

"Fuck!" Tobias muttered to himself, "Sorry."

"It's ok," Ky answered, "answer it."

Tobias took his phone out of his pocket before answering it, "Hello?"

"Hey Tobe," said the familiar voice of the husky's best friend, "what's up?"

"Ummm... nothing," Tobias replied.

"Oh, well," Josh said, "do you wanna hang out now that school's out?"

"Ummm, yeah." answered the canine.

"Cool", replied the tiger.

"And Josh?.." Tobias said.

"Yeah?" Josh replied.

"When I get there I need to talk to you about something." Tobias said as he looked over at his love.

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Well that concludes chapter 5. Please leave a comment and let me know what you thought of it... Thanks : )