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As I make my way down the streets in the cold I realise I have totally lost track of where I was heading. Darkness has suddenly settled in and night finally came around. I click the red phone, which was the hang up button on my mobile to check the time. A black screen pops up and the date and the time came up, 19:34. I had a late lunch at college, but I was still a little hungry because I hadn't had dinner yet.

Unfortunately, the trains were down, so I had to walk home. College didn't finish until 5:30 in the afternoon on Fridays, and I would normally make my way to the train station and to walk home. Sadly, my parents were out on the weekend, so I doubt they would pick me up. In my head, I repeated, 'This is just like some cliché plot in some erotic novel', but I tried to wipe my mind away from that.

I fiddle with the circular play and pause button on my iPod shuffle with my thumb. Gracefully moving my thumb around in circles and pressing the forward button as a song came on that I didn't feel like listening to as the MP3 player was on shuffle. It's been 2 hours and I hadn't gotten anywhere, I was quite lost. I should have gone for a taxi, but they'd cost a lot of money. Then again as long as I got home I wouldn't care. I frantically looked around where I was to see if there was any route I could take.

I was in a small town now that I think about it. At least I'm off the road side now. I carry on looking around and I spot houses, a few small shops and a petrol station about 30 feet away.

I slow stumble into one of the small shops which seem to be a small building full of sushi, steaks, burger meat, and ready-cooked meals, all of those sorts. I pause my MP3 player and take my head phones out of my ears and stuff them into my coat pocket. I lean on my front toes and cuneiforms and I continue my way towards the drink section and picking up a small bottle of coca-cola. God knows why I would drink a cold drink during winter, but all I cared about was a drink and something worth drinking.

I look around the store to see if there were anything else around, and I noticed, there weren't many people around, especially once I got into the town, I rarely saw people. The only person I have seen tonight was the cashier, he seemed friendly but, he looked around in his late early 20's, other than me, just turning 18 just a few months back.

I soon exit the store; the cold air hit me like a punch in the face. My hand froze around the bottle of coke I held in my left hand as I struggled to put my headphones back in. I never realised how much I missed the warmth until I got outside. I should appreciate the things I have in life more, I thought to myself.

As soon as I forwarded songs I didn't want on, I began walking. Until I suddenly stopped in my tracks. A creepy song, from an anime known as School Days came on. My brain began to function and turned into paranoid mode. I forwarded the song as fast as I could and tried to change to a happy and upbeat song. Though my mind kept playing tricks on me. Every now and then I would look behind me. If people weren't here when I got into town, then I doubt there'd be anyone behind me, let alone stalking me. Though your brain is a powerful thing when you're scared. I look back at my phone once more as I continue to forward songs. 19:47. Song after song was still creepy and horrifying. I suddenly gave up and turned off my iPod and tried to pay attention to my surroundings.

Suddenly, a light suddenly flashed in front of me, I looked next to me. I walked straight past a pub. Not just any pub though, it was a gay pub. My heart jumped a little bit as I questioned myself if I should head in or not. The sign behind the door said they were open until 2am, so I decided to see if I should look inside. They could be nice to closeted bisexuals, I thought.

I tremble my way towards the door. Luckily, the door had a window in it, so I looked inside. I plant my arms above my head and put them on the window, pressing my forehead onto it to try and look inside. It looked calm. A ton of large men though. My heart pounded as I began to feel intimidated. All I wanted was directions or a lift home at least, thought going in a stranger's car is asking for trouble such as murder, rape or possibly both. Thought sayings go, you cannot rape the willing.

I suddenly hear a grunt behind me. My eyes widen as I look into the window reflection, I see 5 huge guys standing behind me, a wolf wearing a tank top, loose jeans and a collar around his neck, a lion which was shirtless and wore ¾ length camouflage trousers, a tiger wearing an average red shirt and short trousers and wore a leather cap on his head, a leopard that wore a black shirt which matched his fur colour, long jeans that wrinkled and piled over his shoes and a bear, wearing a white shirt and camouflage trousers, thought under his shirt you could see outlines of a four piece leather harness. The bear was a whole lot taller than the four in front of him, and it turned out the grunt came from him.

My face burned a crimson red, totally embarrassed and shocked, and I suddenly move to the side, bowing multiple times, "I'm so sorry", sheepishly holding back fear in my throat.

The wolf and tiger both snigger to each other as they walk in, the lion and leopard both look at each other looking slightly confused and dumbfounded.

Suddenly, as the four go on inside, the bear slowly follows them from behind. He towered the four, including me. The four mammals had quite a heavy and muscular build, as the bear had a muscular build but had quite a chubby belly. He winces down at me and looks at me with his dark brown eyes. I feel my eyes begin to widen and I feel slightly dizzy. His eyes were beautiful. They shined as the door opened and I couldn't look away. He winced down at me as it seemed like a few seconds. He then carried on walking and made his way into the bar. It was like he didn't want to acknowledge me. Though, I didn't blame him.

I looked inside again and saw the back and bums of the 5 of the furs that walked in. I looked away quickly to avoid looking at them. Even the sight of the bear made my heart throw itself up in my throat. I didn't think I was worthy enough to even think of him.

After a little while I checked my phone again. It was 20:04, I decided to just walk in and take a seat in the back and plan ahead of what I should do. Instead of walking I take a few steps in and freeze. The whole place had their eye on me. I felt like an outcast. My brain was jumbled and I didn't know what to say.

Two wolves from a nearby table holding a pint of beer eyed me. One of them leaned on his elbows towards me, "Hey, you're new here, aren't you? You're cute, pull up a chair next to us and we can talk for a bit, how does that sound?"

I didn't know what to say and I didn't know how that sounded. All I thought was this isn't how people greet each other and that they can't be this friendly.

"Ah, I- Uh, Gh-", I begin to throw up word vomit, not sure of what to say in a place like this.

I decided to turn my back and go towards the back of the room.

As I turn around flustered and embarrassed I accidentally ploughed myself into the back of a chair where a bear was sitting. Little did I know it was the bear from outside a few minutes ago.

He looked behind him with a confused look on his face, and it looked like he was going to challenge me to a fight. I gasp deeply and back away.

"I-I'm so sorry! A-again, Agai--" I continue to back away and I speed walk to the other side of the room and tried to get out of sight from any other fur or person. Sadly that didn't happen, but I was able to get a table to myself.

I sulk a little and beat myself up about how shy I am. A little while later I feel something press against the couch I was sitting on at the table. I thought nothing of it and tried not to make eye contact.

"Wow! What a night is it, right?" a deep voice rumbled beside me and I feel a presence of something landing on the head of the couch behind me.

I shook it off and tried to ignore them. The person talking was obviously quite drunk and tried to make friends with everyone.

"Hello? You there?" I feel something quite sharp press again my cheek, I burned down deep inside trying my best to brush them aside.

"Please! Stop! I'm trying to ignore you!!" I turn my head to them, bursting out fairly loudly.

I stare at a nearby bear sitting next to me. His fur was a lighter version of the one that was outside. He seemed shorted, a little younger and a little more carefree. He didn't seem drunk. He seemed like the hyper type that liked everyone. He gives a manly bear like giggle and pokes my nose with his paw, which felt like soft leather.

"Hurr hurr hurr, when ignoring people you don't respond, my dear cub."

All I could do was glare at him. Not in a nasty way. Just in an annoyed way to show what I'm feeling. I put my elbow on the table and rest my chin and cheek in my hand, looking forward once again.

"That was quite a performance you did when you came in, wasn't it, little one?" he gives a big hearty laugh.

I sighed a little and glare at myself in the reflection of the window in front of us. I blinked a few times, thinking he'd go away if I just ignored him, though this clearly wasn't working.

"Hey... Pup... You can't ignore me again if you already said something to me..." his maw was right up to my ear. He purred deeply and I could feel he had a smile on his face.

I quickly stand up and leave my seat and table. "I'm getting a drink!" I shout back at him in response.

I storm my way over to the counter where the bartender was serving. Not surprisingly, it was another bear. While he was serving other customers, I looked around, seeing the titles such as "The Bear Inn", in my mind I thought of it as the name of the pub, which made sense why most of the customers were bears.

"Excuse me, sir. Is there anything you would like?" I feel a light tap on my shoulder and I snap back to turn to the bartender standing in front of me.

He wore a white apron and had ear rings all over his ear and a silver stud on his left eyebrow. He seemed like a lovely guy from the way his face looked. He looked so calming and had a brilliant smile.

"Can I have some coke, please?" I ask, looking down onto the desk, seeing carving to phone numbers, messages and even a game of noughts and crosses.

"Sure, that's £5 please" He smiles and takes out a pint glass, and pours ice into it.

I shiver a little as I hear how much it cost. I didn't have enough coins for that so I took out my wallet. I open it up to hopefully see at least a £5 note. My eyes tear up a little and I face palm myself.

The bear that was at my table came back holding my half a bottle of coke.

"You can't get away from me with a stunt like that!" he gives another hearty chuckle and he puts his furry arm around me. I could tell he used a lot of conditioner because it felt so soft. "What's wrong?" He looked at me puzzled.

I give him my wallet filled with £10 notes and a few £20's. He looked even more confused and nudged me.

"Why are you upset about that? Now you can treat me to a drink" he gives another hearty laugh.

I could tell he liked to laugh a lot and that he was only joking. But if I knew I had this much money sooner I could have gotten a taxi and would have been home by now.

"I'm such a blonde... I could have been home if I knew I had that much" I signed and growled in frustration.

"Oh, the trains were down, right?" he asked me and gave me a nudge with his elbow.

"Yep... I don't even know how to get home, it's why I came in here to ask if anyone could give me directions" I pulled my head on the counter and the bartender knelt down to my eye level.

"Hey... I think Kuma has a truck. I'm sure he wouldn't mind helping someone like you out, he might even do it for a few pounds if you don't live far" He bartender gives me a reassuring smile and looks up to the bear next to me.

I look to the bear beside me and he gets me into a small light headlock and ruffles my head.

"You see? Don't stress, lil' bud! The Big Bad Bear, Kuma can get you home! So just relax! I'm sure he wants to drink a few with his friends, lighten up a bit then will get you a taxi home with him and his friends!" He gives a deep snigger and strokes my face.

"Which one is Kuma, may I ask?" I get out of the headlock and look around.

"The one you bumped into" the bartender winks at me and stands tall once more and serves a needy customer nearby.

I swallow hard and my lower tummy and crotch begin to tingle. It wasn't the sort of tingle I'd get when being horny. It was an odd feeling, and I'd never experienced this before. Is this the saying of getting butterflies in your stomach? But surely it'd be higher up.

"By the way, my name is Curtis." The bear next to me stands tall and mighty, putting his hands on his side.

"Mine is Darren, nice to meet you. Can you tell us yours?" The bartender comes back to have the chat with us again.

"My name is Stuart, it's nice to meet you two" I smile softly.

"Great, but... Can you pay me now, please? Your coke is here still..." Curtis gave the vibe that he felt rude, his voice was a little low and quiet.

I hand him my £10 and down the cola on the counter. Darren soon comes back with the £5 and I stuff it into my wallet, walking back with Curtis to my table at the back.

"Oh, hey, Stuart! Just to say, I'll talk to Kuma for you about the ride home!" he calls back over to me. I didn't feel like looking back, Kuma would have turned around to me if he heard his name and saw me look back.