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My re-debut. . .
Unlocking all the magic of Bette Davis Eyes and what glam it takes to make a pro blush is no surprise to the up and coming starlit manchild tonight primping herself for a beautiful date with destiny as time now stands still and all the fur in the universe cannot prevent a slight chill from rumbling through the very core of her essence as she realizes an exquisite dream will soon manifest into reality so here goes on the long silk blue jeans and hot yellow tank top with laughing lab on the front and here come the plush pink socks and reebok white tennis shoes because the eighties brought the Alvin and the Chipmunks to life on Saturday morning and all she has dreamed of is being Brittany Jeanette Eleanor forever and ever and ever and now after all the hard choices and time done and tears cried now it is time for laughter and fun sober and happy with the furs she loves because no one can take away the dream that she has always carried in her heart even during those desolate moments on Bourbon streets where cough syrup was the only friend and Brittany Jeanette Eleanor would for sure not want to be around and how could she blame them self pity self pity like extravagant faded red neon signs advertising the end of the road became a mirror a two way mirror into which she saw her true self and had the guts and the courage and determination to turn that tiny ass around and march right back up through the jail cells and drug rehabilitations and twelve step meetings and institutions to blacken both eyes of the odds which stood looming before barreled through in a monstrous fashion crazed rabid Cujo like and now today she is standing at a new mirror pretty in pink with glam glitter girl wow you look fabulous yes you do and all your fur friends are waiting outside even the ones that you hurt in the past because the one thing you decided on the one moment you cared for the one dream you never let your eyes pass from you threw away your self pity owned up made amends loved yourself and began to feel comfortable in your own fur and as you made your way out with your big money in your cute panda designer purse and locked behind you breathed deep and hollered "WHOOPEE!!!"