Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 69 - Long-term satisfaction...
#70 of Gortoz 'A Ran
It was around a quarter passed three in the morning when the four of us left Topanga's. I had a bit of trouble walking in a straight line, considering I've had six Daiquiri's down my throat and I was, well... Rather tipsy to say the least... I wasn't totally wasted but... It sure felt like that... Anyway, it made me agree into something I thought I would never do. Going home with two girls who only had one thing on their mind... Needless to say, Blain was absolutely thrilled seeing as he was drooling all over the place but I wasn't realizing just yet what I got myself into. Maybe its because I never imagined that a one-night stand could be so easy to get... What really surprised me is that Samira wanted to have that with ME... Her sitting on my lap and whispering all the naughty things she'd do with me in my ear made me think that she was playing me at first. But I knew she was serious about it when she kissed me and nibbled on my ear... The fact that I have a girlfriend didn't play a part just yet... Samira had me when she said that she'd be everything my girlfriend is not... And maybe I really needed it after all the shit that was happening around me...
I know I've agreed to this but I couldn't help but to feel very nervous while we were on our way home... The girls and I sat in the back of the taxi while Blain sat in front... That wasn't so bad except for the fact that Samira kept caressing my leg... And at some point, she buried her face in my neck and gave me these little kisses... I'm not saying I wasn't enjoying it but I didn't really felt comfortable with it just yet... I think the taxi driver had a hard time focusing on the road though... The ride lasted for about half an hour and we ended up on the east suburbs of Ravello, a neighbourhood called Bosworth. The streets were very quiet once we entered the neighbourhood and no one was out on the streets... We stopped in front of a modest house and we all got out our wallets to pay the taxi-driver. And that's when the four of us walked up to the door and Samira opened up to let us in... "Ooooh boy..."
'Can I get you anything?' 'No, I'm fine, thanks.' 'Evelyn?' 'Hmmm, no, I'm good.' 'Ceylan?' 'Can I get a glass of water, please?' 'Sure thing.'
It's funny how my throat felt dry the moment I entered her house. Perhaps it was caused by the nervous feelings I felt but my throat was dryer than the Cinquechiro desert... We all sat down on the couch while Samira went to the kitchen and of course, the moment Blain and Evelyn sat down, the two of them were messing around while I just sat there, nervously twiddling my fingers... When Samira came back with a glass of water for me, I thanked her and chugged it down my throat but that didn't really seemed to help at all... That nervous feeling seeped away when Samira sat on my lap and had her arms around my shoulders... 'So... Whadda ya say?' 'Hm?' 'Think we should head upstairs?' 'Uhm... Well, about that...' 'Yes?' 'I-I do but uhm... I'd rather talk some more about it first before... well, you know...' 'Aaaah... Let's talk upstairs then...'
"Oh wow... So it's really gonna happen...?" Samira got up and took my hand to help me on my feet. I thought the two of us were going upstairs alone but... I realized that wasn't the case the moment she interrupted Blain and Evelyn... 'You guys wanna come upstairs with us?' 'Sure, let's go.'
"Aaaallright, nothing awkward is going on just yet..." Samira led the way and the three of us followed her upstairs. She opened the second door on the right of the hallway, giving access to a rather large bedroom with a big bed... I assumed that was her parents bedroom, considering the size of it and the lack of things girls usually have in their bedrooms... So we all sat down on the bed and well... It didn't take long before Evelyn and Blain were going at it again... Needless to say, I still felt nervous... 'So... Here we are...' 'Hm-mm...' 'This is your parents bedroom?' 'Yup, they're out of the house for the weekend which means we got the place all for ourselves.' 'I see... Sooo... You really wanna do this...?' 'Don't you?' 'Yeah but... In front of Blain and Evelyn...?' 'Thought it would be nice but... You and I can always go to my room if that makes you feel better about it...' 'I'm not sure yet...' 'Okay...' 'You don't seem to be as nervous about it as I am...' 'Well, I did this before and you really seem like a nice girl. I gotta admit though, I'm also a little nervous.' 'I thought you said you never did this before?' 'Not with a girl, no...' 'Oooh...' 'Hm-mm... Several weeks after my boyfriend broke up, Evelyn and I picked up two guys, just for me to unwind...' 'Soooo you had sex with them.' 'Haha, well, I didn't intend to but... Things turned out a little different...' 'How was that, if you don't mind me asking?' 'Amazing...'
Samira had a big smile on her face the moment she closed her eyes... I could hear Evelyn giggling quietly and when I looked to my left, I noticed Blain was groping her boobies while making out with her... "God, that's hot... Uhm... I believe I should be focusing on something else... " 'I, uhm... I gotta be honest with you, Samira...' 'What's up?' 'I have no idea what you'd expect from me and well... I never did this kind of thing before...' 'First time for everything, right?' 'Yeah, I suppose... Just... I mean, do you want to talk about it first or should we get naked or...?' 'We can talk about it first... What would you like to know?' 'Uhm... How far would you go with me...?' 'I don't mind, really, I'll go as far as you want me to go.' 'Okay, duly noted...' 'I'll tell you what: you just let me know if I go out of line and I'll stop. It's as simple as that.' 'I don't have a problem with that but uhm... I just never did it with a stranger before...' 'Isn't that all part of the excitement?' 'Well, yeah... But truth is, it takes a lot from someone before I'm intimate with them...' 'So you're "not that kind of girl"...' 'More or less, yeah...' 'Yet here you are...'
"Damn it, stop making a scene out of this and nail that pussy, Ceylan!!" Sure, she's incredibly hot and wants me more than anything else in the world but... How was I able to eliminate all the doubts I had about this...? I figured it wouldn't be any different... Samira had to take my doubts away... And the only way she could do that was to let her touch me... To let her seduce me... All she did was smiling at me... I heard Evelyn giggling once more and I noticed that Blain's hand was making its way between Evelyn's legs... I thought that having sex in front of them would only make me more nervous... But I sure as hell wanted to get the same treatment that Evelyn got... So I didn't ignored her the moment she came closer to me even though every fibre in my body told me that this didn't felt right... She sat down on my lap, holding her head close to mine... Her breath reeked of alcohol but her lovely brown eyes kept staring into mine... This wasn't gonna be a quickie... The way Samira looked at me made me think that she was going to take this very seriously... She was genuinely interested in what I had to offer... Can't say I was reluctant... Can't say I was exactly willing at first... But all those gentle strokes... All those naughty little whispers in my ear... Samira gently pressed her lips against mine while feeling her hands touching my uppers arms... I closed my eyes and sighed quietly when I felt those tender little kisses in my neck... Those sweet little nibbles on my ear... 'Why so tense, sweetheart...? Just relax...' 'Heh...' 'You want me to give you a backrub...?' 'Sure, okay...'
Samira sat behind me and gently pulled down the straps of my dress down to reveal my bare shoulders... Her hands were oh so soft the moment she started to massage them... I finally managed to relax after a while and I closed my eyes the moment she did... Every once in a while, I clenched my teeth whenever I felt a muscle twitch... It just felt so nice to finally unwind... 'You like that...?' 'Yeah...'
I was enjoying it for a while until all of a sudden, I heard a quiet moan and a giggle coming from the other side of the bed... And when I looked up, I saw Evelyn was sitting on Blain's stomach while he was sucking her tittie... "Wow, they really wanna go for it..." It was strange to see Blain like that with someone else but... Somewhere deep down inside, I thought it was incredibly sexy to watch... It didn't take long before Evelyn noticed me and she whispered something in Blain's ear... All Blain did was nodding quickly while having a huge grin on his face... Samira stopped massaging me and when I turned around to face her, she placed her hand on my cheeks and pressed her lips against mine again, feeling her tongue touching my lips... No longer was I thinking about it anymore, like someone pulled a switch to shut my brain down... The only thing that was on my mind was sex... I wanted it more than anything... And I was gonna get it, whether I liked it or not... So I didn't hesitated the moment I opened my mouth for her... Sharing a kiss like that is just one of the most intense feelings someone can make you feel... The butterflies were exploding all over my stomach, washing away those nervous feelings I had... No longer was I hesitating or doubting... Not even when she unzipped my dress from behind... Pulling those straps down slowly while her hands were going over my waist and down to my thighs... And all of a sudden, I felt a third hand on my cheek, which made me face the opposite direction... And there she was, with a cute innocent smile on her face before she pressed her lips against mine... I was startled... Of course I was... I didn't expect any of it... I closed my eyes the moment Evelyn pressed her lips against mine while feeling Samira's hand's reaching under my dress and gently played with my breasts... Evelyn had a tongue piercing, I felt that the moment her tongue was rolling over mine again and again... Incredibly hot... Two hot girls were taking good care of me, something I never imagined to experience... 'You like that, Ceylan...?' 'I thought you weren't into girls...' 'Well, I said it wasn't exactly my kind of thing... Doesn't mean I can't like it...' 'Hehe...' 'Samira's into it... I just like making exceptions every once in a while... 'Heh... O-Oh, wow...' 'And besides, Blain likes to watch...'
Feeling how Samira was gently twisting my nipples and Evelyn's hand was going between my legs while kissing me again was uhm... Truly awesome... So many pleasurable feelings were rushing through my body and it just didn't seemed to end... It made me gasp for air... I looked to my left and I saw Blain still sitting there, fully clothed, having a huuuuge grin on his face while putting two thumbs up to me... It made me think about what he said earlier that night... About honest first impressions, all the things he said about a one night stand... Who'd knew that his tips would actually prove to be very useful...? I looked at him and smiled while biting my upper lip... It didn't take long before either one of the girls were kissing me...
Evelyn's boobs were the only thing I could keep my eyes on the moment they were right in front of me... Lovely round, natural boobs I was dying to get my hands on... Bigger than mine of course, I had the smallest pair of the bunch... Hell, even Blain has bigger boobs than I have... Except his boobs were as hard as rocks and looked as if it got chiselled out of a rock formation but hey, at least you could squeeze nicely in my boobs... So yeah, I think Samira thought the same... Feeling how her hands were holding my boobs while a third hand was reaching down between my legs... Oh man... I honestly can not tell you how awesome that truly was... Evelyn gave me one last kiss before she returned to Blain... He took his shirt off while Evelyn sat on top, caressing his upper body... He lifted her dress up and firmly grabbed on those perfect, furry ass-cheeks of her... And then Samira sat back on my lap, placing her hand on my cheek and made me face her... 'Want me to put on a little show for you...?' 'Okay...'
Samira bit her upper lip and smiled the moment she stood up, making her back face me... Her hands crossed over and reached out to her shoulders, slowly pulling the straps of her dress down while peeking over her shoulder and smiled at me... She lifted her dress up which gave me a perfect view on her lovely tush, gently shaking it left and right in the most sensual way... I saw that black thong of hers and could only imagine what she was hiding underneath... It was like she was dancing... Bending over in front of me, caressed her leg all the way up to her thigh... God, she had such incredible legs... Her tail was swaying left and right... The way she moved gave me a good look on her figure... Samira was so much more of a woman than I am... So many sexy curves... It really showed the moment she finally took her dress off... And when she turned around, she placed her hands over her breasts... It's obvious she did this before... Maybe not with a girl but... It worked on guys so it also worked on me... I could only stare at all those covered naughty bits and imagine it... It made me feel anxious, dying just to get a peek of what she was trying to hide from me... It was quite the tease, I can tell you that... Perhaps she already saw that I wanted it the most... And that's when she revealed her breasts to me... Just absolutely perfect... She had both of her nipples pierced... But what I really liked was how she played with them... Making these little circles around them, as if she was teasing herself... I can imagine how my face must've looked like... My cheeks as red as a tomato, too shy to admit that I really liked what I was seeing... And that's when she approached and sat on my lap once more, placing both her hands on my cheeks... 'You're so cute... I never imagined you'd be so shy about it, Ceylan...' 'Hehe...' 'And here I was, thinking you've seen everything on your adventures...' 'Well, not everything...' 'What would you like to see then...?' 'More of you...' 'Hm...'
Something told me that Samira wanted to show off all the goodies she has... She didn't pause or hesitate the moment she got off my lap... Samira turned around and made her back face me... She peeked over her shoulder the moment she bent over and her hands held the straps of her thong... Wiggling her lovely tush in front of me, she slowly pulled her thong down, all the way down to her ankles... Her pussy was right in front of me to see... A lovely pink slit... The things I could do with it... My mind was spinning just thinking of it... She lifted one leg up so that one side of her thong got on the floor and with her other leg, she "kicked" it sideways... And that's when she turned around to face me once more... Samira sat down on my lap again and looked me in the eyes while having a cheeky smile on her face... 'Satisfied...?' 'Y-Yeah... Wow... Uhm...' 'Your turn now...
She placed her hands on my shoulders and gently pushed me down on the bed... Samira got on top of me and started to kiss my neck... I turned my head to look at Blain to see how he was doing but what I saw really surprised me... Evelyn was gently stroking his dick while she kissed him and Blain... Well, he just had a smile on his face... He looked so satisfied and content... It's always strange to see someone you know in the nude... Especially when you've been intimate with them yourself and witness how they're getting it on with someone else... I didn't know if I should've been jealous or if I should've cheered for him... After all, Evelyn was pretty damn hot as well... I closed my eyes when I felt that Samira was caressing my legs... So it didn't take long before she helped me getting out of my dress and took my pumps off as well... Samira giggled when she saw my pink panties... 'Hihi, pink panties...?' 'They're my favourite...'
Samira gave me these little nibbles on my stomach, slowly making her way up to my breasts while her hand was reaching down between my legs... I closed my eyes and let it all happen... She knows all too well what she's doing... It's obvious she did this before... Guys have nipples too, you know... The way she played with them was quite exciting, especially when she also rubbed me between my legs... Gently sucking on either of them... It made me squeak in pleasure... A little sigh every once in a while... Feeling how her tongue was going around in circles over and over again... I think it's mandatory to suck a girl's titties during foreplay... It can easily set the mood... Well, that's the case with me, anyway... As if things couldn't get any better, I felt another pair of hands joining, caressing my stomach and my thighs... Another tongue going around in circles over my other breast... When I opened my eyes, I saw both Evelyn and Samira, playing with both of my breasts at the same time... Do you have any idea how it feels like when both of your titties get sucked on at the same time...? And having another hand rubbing your pussy...? It's most tantalizing... I think Evelyn saw that Samira had a hard time to make me feel comfortable about it... Perhaps that's the reason why she joined in... Maybe she did that to give Blain a really good show... Or maybe she did it simply because she could... Whatever her reason was, I was glad that she did... After all, I was Blain's wing-girl, but Evelyn was Samira's wing-girl... 'Awww, would you look at that, she's smiling!'
Despite all of her wonderful efforts, I still had a really hard time to relax and unwind... But you know, when two good looking girls take really good care of you, you'll just give in eventually, no matter how nervous you are... And I can honestly say that I've always dreamt of this moment and this truly was a fantasy coming true...
She pulled my panties down and there I was, butt naked in a stranger's bedroom... And all this time, they were taking really good care of me... All along, Blain just sat there holding his boner while having a huge grin on his face... Every once in a while, I looked at him and he just smiled with a frown, wondering when Evelyn was going to pay attention to him again... At some point though, he took matters in his own hands... Literally... He grabbed on to Evelyn's ass and kissed those lovely round cheeks of her... And that's when she turned around and realized she had another playmate... So the two of them were at it again... Samira came crawling on top of me and looked me in the eyes again... 'Think we should be taking that shower now...?' 'Together...?' 'That's what I've had in mind...' 'O-Okay... Sure...'
Samira reached both of her hands out to me and helped me to get up... And once we were both on our feet, she pushed me out of the bedroom while she slapped my ass and giggled... There was some sort of satisfaction in it but the last time someone slapped me, I broke his nose so... I couldn't really say I enjoyed that particular spank on my ass... Nevertheless, the two of us made it to the bathroom... Samira turned the shower on and while we waited for the water to run hot, she pressed her body against mine and held on to my waist... 'You know, Ceylan... You haven't come on to me once tonight...' 'I just don't wanna do anything that might upset you...' 'Upset me...? What can you possibly do to upset me...?' 'Lots of things...' 'I can take a lot...' 'Heh...' 'It's okay, you know... I want you to feel me... Besides, isn't that the whole point of what we're doing...?'' 'I suppose...' 'Hmm...'
She got hold of both of my hands and placed them on her breasts... She made me fondle them... And there was this very strange feeling going through my stomach... It just felt so weird to me... And it's so fucked up to have mixed feelings about it... I wished I could've touched her without thinking too much... My body was hot, wet and willing but the mind wasn't convinced just yet... Nevertheless, I kept doing it simply because I love boobies...
Things went a little further the moment we both stepped into the shower-cabin... We washed each other while sharing a kiss every once in a while... Her fingers were fondling between my legs and I realized she wanted to finger me the moment I felt her fingers gently prodding me... I looked at her while stared right back at me, looking a little embarrassed... 'You want to finger me...?' 'Can I...?' 'Sure... I'll show you how...'
My hand reached out between her legs, gently rubbing my fingers over that fine pussy of hers... It didn't take long before my finger slipped right inside of her... I heard her gasp quietly the moment I did... I lifted her leg up just to give me more room and get deeper inside of her... 'You like that...?' 'Y-Yeah...' 'Have you ever fingered another girl before...?' 'No... Only myself...' 'It's a little trickier to do it to someone else, isn't it...?' 'Hm-mm...' 'What I always do is to make these "c'mere" motions... Slowly and gentle, while rubbing my thumb over her clitoris, like this...' 'U-Uh...'
I just did to her what I did best... It's cute to have seen her like that... I know every girl likes it differently... I know it feels different for every girl... But in the end, they've all experienced intense pleasures... Samira was no exception... She wanted an experienced girl... And that's exactly what she got... It was a bit of an awkward position standing there like that, holding her leg but she seemed to have enjoyed it that way... Variation is the key to make a girl reach her climax... Going slow one moment, going fast the next... She was truly amazing... The way she moaned quietly while resting her head on my chest... There really is a certain satisfaction to it when you can pleasure a girl like that... Not everyone is able to... Not even Nikki was...
Samira did the same thing to me at some point... I stopped the moment she lifted my leg up and did the same thing to me what I did to her all along... It was quite enjoyable to say the least... I leaned back and closed my eyes the moment it was her turn... Nikki wouldn't even be capable to... All the more reason to enjoy what was happening right now... Nikki would only cuddle and tell me that she wasn't ready for this just yet... I gave her all the time in the world and all the opportunities for her yet she never took it... So it's only logical for me to look for it somewhere else, right...? '- Ceylan?' 'Hm, what?' 'You like it...?' 'Y-Yeah, it's good... Uhm...' 'You wanna head back?' 'Sure...'
Samira turned the shower off and we stepped out of the cabin... She got us some fresh towels to dry ourselves off with... And once we were done, we returned to the bedroom...
The moment I set foot in the bedroom, I was surprised to see what was happening there... Evelyn was sucking Blain's dick... With a condom though, but still... I knew I could've expected something like that but I never actually thought I would be witnessing it... Some girl sucking off my best friend... Looked awfully hot to watch, yes but still... I wasn't used to any of this... The moment the two of them noticed we got back, they quickly got up and went to the bathroom as fast as they could... Samira flopped down on the bed and when I sat down next to her, she placed an arm on my shoulder and rested her head there... 'Think we should take this a little further...?' 'What do you have in mind...?' 'Hmmm... Can I go down on you...?' 'Yeah... Sure thing...'
So with that said, I made myself comfortable on the bed and spread my legs for her... She didn't hesitate and her head went down between my legs, just like that... She was straight to the point... No teasing, no little nibbles around it... She kissed it at first, followed by a gentle lick every once in a while... It wasn't exactly the way I liked it best... But at least Samira was trying, unlike Nikki... Nikki would just stare at it and do nothing... And yet she always found a way to make me feel whole... Being with Nikki was satisfying in a different way, simply because she didn't look at me like I was a piece of meat... I thought that she always considered me as a sex-toy and kept me on a leash instead... But that wasn't fair towards her... After all, I was always the one making a move on her... All she ever did was to give in to it... And why shouldn't she...? I know I would too... Sex means nothing to Nikki... She's always been more of a cuddler... And maybe... Maybe I was seeing things differently... Maybe I was just too focused on having good, satisfying sex with Nikki... It made me forget all the other things that were important to me... It made me forget why I fell in love with her... And it made me realize why Nikki was never able to... Nikki always looked at me whenever I was with her, as if she was grateful that I was there... I can't tell you how special it always made me feel... Nikki didn't gave me the satisfaction I wanted from her... But perhaps I wasn't giving her the satisfaction that she always wanted from me... Perhaps sex isn't what she wanted... Maybe she needed the same in return what she's always given me... All the talks we had... To hear all of her insecurities... To hear what she desired the most... I've always thought that Nikki was very complex but... She's actually very simple to comprehend... Of course I wanted her to release that sexy inner beast of her... But if I failed at fulfilling the simplest of her needs, how can I expect from Nikki to fulfil my most complicated desires...? And how can a one-night stand with a girl who I don't know and doesn't love me for who I am fulfil my most complicated desires...? She can't... And she never will... So a one night stand wasn't the answer to it, simply because it wouldn't satisfy me... It might've for several hours... But not in the long-run... Not when there's a girl waiting for me who loves me the most for who I am and not for what I have to offer... I knew I was going to regret it one way or another... But I just simply couldn't go on anymore... 'Stop, stop... Please, stop...' 'Hm? What's wrong...?' 'I-I can't...' 'What do you mean...?' 'I-I can't do this...' 'Just like that...?' 'Yeah... Uhm...' 'Oh...' 'I know I'll regret it but... I still have a girlfriend waiting for me... She has her flaws but despite everything that happened between us, she still loves me... And I still love her... Which is why I can't go on with this...' 'I understand...' 'I'm sorry... I truly am...' 'Heh...'
I sat upright on the edge of the bed as I let all those thoughts sink in... For the first time that night, I asked myself what the hell I've been doing... And I can't believe that I thought a one-night stand would be the answer to my problem... I'm not like that... It's not who I am... Nevertheless, it still happened... Every form of intimacy is considered cheating... If you don't recognize the value of a kiss from someone you love deeply, then there's no point in staying together... You'll simply give that away, as if it has no meaning at all... It wasn't Samira's fault, no... She just looks differently at it than I do... The only reason she did was because she thought I shared the same view on it as she did... So who's fault was it anyway...? I only had myself to blame and I felt ashamed that I ever let it come that far... And that's when I got up and dressed myself again...
Blain was surprised to see me sitting on the bed all dressed up... I think he expected to see something different instead... But right that very moment, when I looked him in the eyes, he just saw that something was wrong... I told them I wasn't able to go through with this... Needless to say, Blain was reluctant but he kept his word... If I didn't get laid, he didn't get laid and we would go home together... So Blain got himself dressed as well... He didn't let me down, which I really appreciated... I understand that he was very reluctant to go... But nevertheless, we said our goodbyes and he went home with me...
At around half passed five in the morning, Blain and I took the bus home and we stayed quiet during the ride... When we finally got to our stop, we still had a ten minute walk to our homes... I felt tired and so ashamed about it but I couldn't deny the things that happened... Things that seemed so innocent do to and still have a huge impact on the things yet to come... I felt the need to talk about it... And at some point, we came across a bench and I sat down while I stared right in front of me... After a moment, Blain sat down next to me... 'I'm sorry, Blain...' 'For what?' 'I'm sorry that I couldn't go through with it...' 'What happened, man? I thought you were really getting into it?' 'I was, yeah and... Then I started to think again... About everything that was happening and about Nikki...' 'Hm...' 'It just didn't felt right to go through with it... I'm just not like that...' 'Hm...' 'I've ruined it, didn't I...?' 'Hmmm, well... Yeah... Yeah, you did. But don't feel bad about it, I'll be fine.' 'Heh...' 'Hell, I didn't get laid in well over two years, a few days or weeks wouldn't make a difference. Sure, I could've had one hell of a night with Evelyn but uhm...' 'Heh...' 'Well, you know... You're my girl, my best friend and like a sister to me and I'll never let you down. The fact that I went home with you says a lot, I hope...' 'Heh... Yeah...' 'But I understand though... So... Don't feel bad about it...' 'I feel bad for ruining your chances...' 'Hmm... Better luck next time... Well, for me anyway...' 'Hehehe...' 'Maybe I'll just call Evelyn to meet up later this week and... Whoa, wait...' 'What?' '... Did we get their phone-numbers?' 'Uhm...' '... We didn't ask for their phone-numbers, did we?' 'No...' '... Damn it.'