random poem
Yea.. my chest feel so heavy.. sigh
I see my light shifting this way and that...
I cant see where it is headed, but I can feel my heart sinking in my chest...
Is it truly impossible for your heart to literally disappear into the time and space of darkness... and despair?
I feel like my heart is missing from my chest, I cant feel it beating any more, I can only feel the heaviness of my female areas which define what and who I am.. uncared fore and un changed
Yet I look through the mists of my past, trying to find my light, hoping that finding it will bring me joy and happiness for my present and future..
But there is nothing back there except the monsters and darkness we are all afraid of.
I search to the sky seeing no positivity to my future... I'm lost in this maze of life.. no escape... no love... just hate... and pain...
Let me grab that knife...