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My encounters with Ralph became more and more frequent over the next several months. Every time he had an opportunity, Ralph sent Fred out on errands. Fred liked the opportunity to get out of the school for a while and Ralph used the time for the two of us to make white pee.

Ralph actually seemed to care about me, at least a little bit. I was constantly getting "boners" (at least that's what Ralph called them) unlike the rest of the CBHs in JR High. The Overseers were the ones that issued us new clothes when we outgrew ours. Ralph issued me new pants which were a size too big for me. This extra bagginess helped me to hide my "problem".

Things were relatively routine until April 19, 0040 NWO. I was in my first class after lunch when the Principal came on the loud speaker. He didn't sound like his normal arrogant self. If anything he sounded panicked.

"All of the students are to leave their classes and report to their barracks. All teachers and staff are to report to the cafeteria immediately!"

The teacher looked confused and flustered as he told us to head back to our barracks. Since this was something completely out of their routine most of the CBHs were confused. Some of them headed for their next class while some just wandered around aimlessly. Only a few went to their barracks.

The teachers went directly to the cafeteria leaving chaos in the halls. But I didn't loiter, I reported directly to the Overseer's House where I could hopefully overhear what was going on. When I got there Fred and Ralph were arguing.

"Get your uniform on and come with me! If they kill the Emperor were toast!" He said as he pointed to the back of his neck.

"There's no way we can stop them. We don't have an army any more, just the Emperor's Battalion. And they're the only ones with guns." Ralph countered.

"But we have to do something!" Fred replied in exasperation.

"Why?" What do you think you are gonna do to those monsters. You saw it on TV as well as I did. Even if you shoot one of the bastards they don't die. And I have no intention of being fried by one of them..." Ralph answered. I still had no idea what they were going on about.

"So you're gonna take the cowards way out and let them take over the world. I always figured that you were a fuckin' pansy." And with that he ran out the door.

I heard Ralph mutter as Fred closed the door, "Maybe they'll do a better job with it than we have..." He turned to me and said cryptically, "We don't have much time left, we may as well enjoy ourselves while we can." He ushered me into his room. I knew we were going to make white pee and my little penis immediately got rock hard. When we got to his bed he started undressing me. I stood still like a nice compliant CBH despite the fact that I wanted to start taking off his clothes so we could get started faster. When I was completely naked I just stood there and to my surprise he just stood there staring at me for a moment, as if he was sure that this would be the last time and he wanted to take it all in. He finally started to remove his clothes almost ritualistically while I stood there hiding my eagerness like a proper CBH.

"I don't have to worry about leaving evidence this time." He was really talking more to himself than to me. "If they get the Emperor I'll be dead and if they don't I'll be executed for treason. So I'm toast either way." He paused for a second then said, "This time we can really have fun." I stood there passively like I couldn't comprehend what he was saying but I was as excited as a little CBH boy could be inside. If something was more fun than making white pee it would have to be mind boggling.

He picked me up and sat me on the edge of the bed and got down on his knees between my legs. "Pay attention to what I do because I expect you to return the favor."

To my shock he took my penis in his mouth. My first thought was how gross it was... Until I realized how GREAT it felt!. Soon he was moving his mouth up and down on my penis. Just when I was almost ready to make white pee he pulled his mouth off. As soon as the urgency went down in my balls he wrapped his hand around my penis and started to stroke up and down it. He started playing with my balls with his other hand. I felt something that was sorta like making white pee but not as intense and saw some clear fluid leak out which Ralph licked up before taking my penis in his mouth again.

Soon I was at the point of no return. My little testes drew up and the white pee started spurting out of my penis. Ralph swallowed it as quickly as it spurted out of me. It was the best feeling I'd ever had. After I came down for a moment Ralph picked me up, set me on my feet, then sat down on the edge of the bed with his legs spread wide. "Now you need to return the favor Mouse!" He said in almost a growl.

I tried not to show my enthusiasm, but he didn't have to tell me twice. I had been fascinated with his penis and now I was gonna actually get to play with it. It was very different than mine and not just because it was so much bigger. He had a thick mat of blond hair around it and plenty on his balls too. I wrapped my little hand around it, or at least as far around it as I could. It was about 8 inches long, easily the largest one I had ever seen, and it was really fat with lots of loose skin on it. I started to stroke my hand up and down it. On the upstroke the loose skin would cover the head, then expose it on the down stroke. I noticed some of the clear fluid leaking out, but it was much more than had leaked out of me. It started pouring out of his pee hole, running down his shaft and over my hand.

I tentatively stuck my tongue out to taste it. It had a sweet and salty taste, but it also had a musky bitter underlying flavor. For some reason it excited me terribly. I quickly lapped up the rest. I took it into my mouth even though it would barely fit.

"Hey! Watch the teeth!" Ralph yelled more in surprise than in anger, but I pulled off and did my best clueless CBH impression. He calmed down and said, "Relax. I know you didn't do it on purpose. Cover your teeth with your lips."

I did and took him into my mouth again. He moaned in pleasure as I pulled all the extra skin down completely exposing his sensitive head to my caressing tongue. I could tell I was pleasing him, which for some reason gave me a lot of satisfaction. I knew he was getting close when he grabbed the back of my head and started thrusting into my mouth. Once he thrust deep enough to make me gag, but he said, "Sorry Mouse. I got a little carried away." And with that he continued thrusting until he finally grunted and shot his white pee in my mouth.

There was so much and he was shooting so fast that I couldn't swallow it all. Some leaked out of the corner of my mouth and down to my chin. He pulled me off of him, picked me up and rolled both of us onto the bed. He held me close to him and caressed the back of my head. We rested there for a few minutes, both of us enjoying the full body contact. It was something neither of us was able to get much of and it seemed it was something that both of us craved. He pushed me back a bit so he could look into my eyes. In my post white pee lassitude I wasn't quick enough in adopting the CBH blank stare.

"I swear sometimes I can almost imagine you're a real boy." He kissed me on the forehead and added, "I don't think I've much time left, I'm gonna pretend that you're a real boy... My Boy..." He paused again and added, "I'm sure you can't understand what I'm saying, the bastards bred all the emotion out of you. Maybe that's a blessing. Maybe it's worse to be an Overseer and have emotions you aren't ever allowed to express... Well we can express emotions as long as they are hate, anger or rage. It's all just so fucked up. Or maybe I'm just fucked up for wishing I could love somebody..." A tear started to form in the corner of his eye.

I wanted to tell him that I didn't think that was crazy but I still wasn't sure if this wasn't some elaborate way to trick me, so I kept up my stupid silence. He pulled my head to his chest and rubbed my back comfortingly. "I know you can't understand but just being able to say it out loud to someone really helps." He continued as he pulled me even closer to him.

He was so big and strong. Being held by him gave me a sense of serenity and belonging for the first time in my life, even if it was a false impression. I wished we could both live his fantasy, him being the big strong man protecting and caring for his adoring boy. But alas all that could ever be for a CBH (and from Ralph's confession for overseers too) was a fantasy. But at least for a short while I could indulge in the fantasy.

I was already hard again. My little boner was pressing against Ralph's washboard abs. His was still flaccid against my thigh. He reached over to my boner and slowly started stroking it. I could feel him start to stiffen against my leg. He rolled me over on my back with him on top of me. He kissed his way down my neck, to my chest, to my belly, and down to my little boner. He sucked on it for a moment then pushed my knees up to my chest, exposing my anus.

What he did next shocked me. He started licking my anus. Such a thought had never crossed my mind, but is sure as hell felt good. Actually it felt MUCH better than good. I was so naïve at the time that I had no idea what it was leading up to. He licked around it then he started probing with his tongue. It felt so wonderful that I just relaxed and let him have his way with me.

"I don't have any real lube but this will have to do." He said as he reached over to the night stand and grabbed a container of hand lotion. He put a few pumps into his hand and started spreading it over my little butt hole. He spread it around and then he started to push some up my butt with his finger. I clenched down on it at first and then relaxed because it felt good. Then he pumped more onto his hand and started to slather it on his penis.

He put my knees over his shoulders and leaned forward onto me. "Just relax Mouse. It's gonna hurt a little at first, but then it will feel really good." I wondered what was going to hurt, but I trusted Ralph, he had never lied to me before.

Then all of a sudden Ralph just collapsed on top of me. At first I thought he was just resting on me, but he made a croaking sound and went rigid before going completely limp. I tried to get him off of me but he was more than I could lift. I finally was able to wiggle out from underneath him.

I shook him to try to wake him but he didn't respond at all. He wasn't breathing. His eyes were open but they were just staring unseeing into the distance. I knew he was dead but I had no idea why... I had seen people die before but never anybody I cared about. I started to cry but after a few minutes of crying I realized that I had to get out of here or I would get blamed for his death.

I wiped my eyes on a towel and put my clothes back on. I eased open the door to the Overseer's House and peeked out into the barracks. A few of the boys were in there sitting on their footlockers, but most of them were still out in the school somewhere. I walked down the corridor back into the school. I passed the cafeteria first and looked in through the glass. A handful of teachers were slumped in their chairs while a few had fallen out of their chairs and were in heaps on the floor.

I hurried down the hall not knowing what to do. Every so often I would see a body on the floor, a teacher, a guard or some other type of Overseer. I wish I could say I was sorry for them, but I was glad they were dead, I hated them all.

During my walk down the corridors I realized where all the kids were. Out of habit they had continued going to their classes even though their teachers weren't there or were dead at their desks. The bell rang for classes to change and the kids all got up and went to their next class. They looked confused but they still went about their routine.

I decided to go to the Principal's Office and see if the person I hated most in the world, well other than the Emperor, was dead. I peeked in the door and he was sitting slumped at his desk. I cautiously walked in, half expecting that at any moment he would pop up in his seat and catch me. But he didn't move even after I poked him. I shook him but he was completely limp. So I pushed him off his chair and onto the floor. When he continued to just lie there something in me snapped. I remembered the glee on his face every time he used the cat on me and I started kicking his face. I didn't stop until it was unrecognizable. When I finally stopped in exhaustion, I did the worst thing I could think of. I whipped out my penis and pissed on his battered face. I emptied my bladder on him and then my paranoia set in. Maybe it really was an elaborate trap to catch me.

I scampered back to the Overseer's House, went into the living room and turned on the TV. There was nothing on the screen except white noise. I sat on the sofa trying to make sense of all that was going on, but nothing made sense. Why were all the Overseers dead and none of the CBHs? As I puzzled over this my stomach started to rumble and I realized that I hadn't eaten since lunch time, and it was now past dinner time. But there were no Overseers alive to make our dinner. Then it hit me, the Overseer's House had a kitchen. There was a stove, a microwave, a refrigerator, and a huge chest freezer.

I had never cooked anything but I had watched them when they cooked, Most of the stuff was pre-made and you only had to put it in the microwave and set it for the time on the package. It was nothing like the gruel they fed us CBHs in the cafeteria. Whenever the Overseers made dinner it made my mouth water. I knew that one of Ralph's favorites had been lasagna, so I put that in the microwave and turned it on for the proper length of time. When the bell rang I took it out and let it cool for a few minutes like it said on the box. I tasted it and it tasted even better than it smelled. I ate it quickly and decided to try some more of Ralph's favorites.

I got a skillet out and grabbed a steak out of the refrigerator. I got the steak seasoning out of the cupboard, sprinkled it on the steak and put it in the hot skillet. I had watched Ralph do it plenty of times so I knew the setting and how long to cook it on each side. I put it on a plate, grabbed a steak knife out of the drawer and sat down at the table to try my first steak. I cut into it. It was juicy, unlike the processed "meat" that we occasionally got to supplement our gruel.

I wolfed that down and even though my stomach was already full I decided to try something else. I saw a bowl of leftover macaroni and cheese in the refrigerator and heated it up in the microwave. I continued to eat it until I was almost physically sick. I decided to lay down, but Ralph was still laying on his bed, so I went into Fred's room. I crawled up on the bed and sprawled out on it. I napped for a couple of hours until the food digested.

When I finally got up it was twilight. I went back out through the barracks. All the boys were in their beds like good CBHs. I walked back down the corridor toward the school. The lights in the yard were on and I heard a terrible noise. I went over to the glass and looked out into the yard toward the noise. Two of the guard dogs were fighting over the carcass of one of the guards. It made me think of the Dog God me and my friend had made up. Even so they creeped me out. I hurried away back toward the barracks and then back into the Overseer's House.

I realized that I was stuck in the school until some Overseer's from the outside arrived to set things straight, if there were any still left alive. I decided I would make the most of it while I was stuck here. I looked through the books and magazines in Fred's room. Most of them had to do with torture and bondage so I stayed away from them. Being on the victim end of torture made it so I got absolutely no pleasure out of looking at pictures of it.

I went back into Ralph's room and started going through his books. There were some on animals and places that amazed me. I had never been out of the school, the only view of things outside of the school had been what I had seen on the Overseer's TV. I grabbed a big armful of these books and carried them to Fred's room, which I was beginning to think of as my room.

I had digested the food I had eaten earlier and even though I wasn't really hungry there was still stuff I wanted to taste. I grabbed a box of cookies called Oreos and a can of Pepsi, neither of which I had ever been allowed to try. I took them into my room and lay on the soft bed while while I ate the cookies and looked at the books. The cookies and Pepsi were sweeter than anything I had ever had. I ate the whole box and drank 4 cans of Pepsi. I was almost ready to throw up but I managed to keep it down.

While I let this latest binge digest I looked at the books some more, marveling at the huge variety of things there were in the world. After an hour or so I went back into Ralph's room and looked for more books. When I looked in his nightstand I saw some magazines next to his bottle of hand lotion. These magazines had pictures of naked men and women. I had never seen a woman or girl naked and was shocked to find that they didn't have a penis. I didn't know what I expected but I didn't expect them to have a hole where there penis was supposed to be. In the pictures the guys were shoving huge penises (even bigger than Ralph's) into the holes of these women. While the women didn't excite me (I still hadn't liked females since the girls in the school saw me naked when I was getting punished), the men in these pictures definitely did. I grabbed the magazines and the bottle of lotion and went back to my room.

I grabbed a towel from my bathroom, spread it on the bed and lay on top of it. I opened a magazine to my favorite picture. It was one where the guy had a big penis and he hadn't put it in the woman's hole yet. I pumped some lotion onto my hand and started stroking my penis while I imagined I was sucking on that huge penis like I had sucked Ralph's. It didn't take long before white pee started squirting out of my penis. The first spurt landed on my face and each succeeding one landed further down until by the sixth or seventh spurt it was just dribbling out. I gathered each spurt up with my finger and ate it.

It was so fantastic, I would be able to make white pee anytime I wanted to. Well at least until some Overseers showed up to set things straight. But I'd worry about the consequences and what would happen when I finally got caught. I was having more fun than I'd had in my entire life up until now.

I wondered if all of the Overseers were dead. Maybe the Illuminati were dead too. I thought about my fantasy of a dog god coming down to liberate me and I really felt silly. The Overseers seemed to die from some unknown reason without the assistance of the dog god.

I got a wash cloth and cleaned all the rest of the white pee off of me. When I was clean I went back out to the refrigerator, got some chocolate ice cream and took it to my room. I ate a spoonful... I had thought the Oreos had been good but they were nothing compared to the ice cream. I couldn't eat it fast enough, but I learned there was a price for eating it too fast. I got an excruciating pain behind my eyes. For a second I thought I was dying, but in about half a minute I was back to normal.

I continued to eat the ice cream more slowly now, savoring every spoonful. I continued to look at Ralph's books. I'd always wanted to learn things and now I was soaking the information up like a sponge. I kept reading the books until I noticed that my penis was hard, then I looked at the magazine and made white pee again. And that's how I spent my evening; eating, reading and making white pee. I thought I'd died and gone to heaven, but we were taught there is no such thing as gods or heaven. I stayed up well past my bedtime until I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. Then I crawled between my soft sheets on my soft bed and fell asleep.

In the morning I heard the barracks alarm go off informing all the kids that it was 6 AM and it was time to get up for school. I was still tired, but I had a boner and I relished the fact that I could take care of it. After I made white pee I rolled back over and went back to sleep. I finally woke up again at 10 AM and raided the refrigerator, trying as many new things as possible before finishing it off with more chocolate ice cream. I took a shower, a long HOT shower in my bathroom, taking advantage of it to make white pee again. I had no idea how long this would continue so I planned on making white pee as often as possible.

I got dressed and walked back into the barracks and to my surprise all of the boys were still in the barracks instead of in class. They were in distress, the Overseers were not there to tell them what to wear. They were sitting on their footlockers, paralyzed into inaction because they didn't know what to wear and they couldn't go out without clothes on.

They hadn't eaten or drank anything since yesterday at lunch. Even if I would have offered them some of my food they wouldn't have accepted it. But I sure as hell wasn't sharing my food with these drones. I had enough food to last for at least a month. My guess was that there was more food in the other Overseer's Houses. So maybe I could survive even longer if it really was true that all the Illuminati and Overseers were indeed dead. I could probably survive until the guard dogs died from starvation and then I could see what was on the outside. The only food they had was the corpses of the guards.

I had no reason to go out into the school, for now I had everything I needed in my house. I went back in and continued to indulge myself. Things went well until evening. I remembered that Fred and Ralph like to "unwind" after dinner with some beer. I decided I should try to "unwind" whatever that was.

I grabbed a beer and sat in Ralph's recliner. It still smelled like Ralph's cologne which made me start to cry a little. I missed him, I missed having someone interact with me, especially at those times he pretended that I was a real boy. After I cried for a few moments I opened the beer and took a sip. I almost spit it out, it tasted so awful. But I wanted to see what was so good about "unwinding". I took another sip, which wasn't as bad as the first since I knew what to expect. I kept sipping and pretty soon I had finished the whole can. I knew it took at least a six pack each for them to "unwind". I figured I needed to drink more beers. As I walked to the refrigerator to get another beer I noticed that I was a little bit dizzy. But it was relaxing and it helped me forget about Ralph so I drank a second one. Then a third, fourth, and a fifth; and that was all I remembered until morning.

When I woke up in the morning I was still sitting in Ralph's chair. My head was throbbing. When I opened my eyes the light seemed way too bright. I had to pee so I got up... and almost fell back down. The whole room seemed to be spinning. I finally made it into the bathroom and started to pee. Half way through I got violently sick and puked in the toilet until I voided everything in my stomach. When I was finally done I rinsed my mouth out, brushed my teeth and stumbled into my room. I crawled between the soft sheets and pulled the blanket up over my head to keep out all the light that I could. I pretty much decided then and there that the negatives to drinking outweighed the positives. I didn't plan on drinking any more of their beer.

I slept until noon and after I got my breakfast I walked into the barracks. The rest of the boys were still sitting on their footlockers waiting for someone to tell them what to wear. They had to be hungry and thirsty, they hadn't eaten anything in a couple of days. I wondered if they had slept in their beds during the night or if they had sat there all night waiting for orders.

I walked the corridor to the school and I could see the guard dog still guarding what was left of the guard's carcass. I walked to the wing that had the barracks for the elementary school boys. I walked in and they were also sitting on their footlockers in their underwear. I walked through their barracks to their Overseer's House. I walked in and checked what they had in their refrigerator and freezer. As I had hoped both were full and I figured the other 6 Overseer's Houses would also be fully stocked. I could survive an awfully long time on that. I looked through the freezer and noticed they had different flavors of ice cream, there was one called Neapolitan, there was vanilla, and also black raspberry.

I put all three into a bag and carried them back to my house. I was definitely starting to think of it as "My House" now instead of the "Overseer's House". As far as I was concerned it was my house until someone came to contest my ownership. None of the CBHs were going to debate my right to it and it was appearing more and more likely that all the Illuminati and Overseers were dead.

I walked back through the little boy barracks and realized that many of them were lying on the floor in a non-responsive state. I guess the younger kids couldn't last as long without drinking. I walked back down the corridor carrying my ice cream. Half way down the corridor I almost shit my pants when one of the dogs slammed against the window in an attempt to get me. When I got my wits back I stood right next to the window and teased him knowing he couldn't get through the window to get me.

As he stood up on his hind legs it made me think of how my "Dog God" would look. Maybe a bit more human so he could walk on his hind legs instead of on all fours. And his upper body and arms could be more human, like with hands instead of paws and big strong muscles like Ralph.

As he stood there I could see his big balls in that low hanging black sack, just bouncing up and down in time with his jumping. His penis seemed attached to his belly, so I wasn't sure how it worked. Maybe you just rubbed it to make it make white pee. My fantasy Dog God would have a more human penis because for the life of me I couldn't figure out how to work the one on the dog. I soon realized that I had my hand in my pants and that I was stroking my penis. I had become quite bold knowing there were no Overseers left. I dropped my pants to the floor and started stroking away furiously until I shot all over the glass.

I finally got bored with that now that I was satiated, and went back into my house. When I walked in the door I noticed a nasty odor. I realized it was coming from Ralph's bedroom. I opened the door and just about puked. Ralph smelled awful. From my experience I know they carted dead people away, but I didn't know to where. I also didn't realize dead people stunk so bad. I had to get him out of my house.

But how could I get him out? He was too heavy for me to move. Then I thought about all the CBHs out in the barracks waiting for someone to tell them what to do. So I went out and found the two biggest CBH boys I could find and ordered, "The Overseer's need you to to do something, follow me!" Even though they didn't like me they found it hard not to obey an ORDER. Especially since I said it was from an Overseer.

They followed me into Ralph's room and I had one grab under each of his arms and drag him into the far corner of the barracks. Then I threw a sheet over him. Once there were done I ordered, "Go back and sit on your footlockers." And then as I walked away I muttered under my breath, "Yeah, sit there until you die and rot."

I walked back into my house and spent the rest of the afternoon the same way; eating, reading and making white pee. I was making white pee so often that even with the lotion my penis was getting sore. But it was worth it for the feeling I got when I made it.

I went into my bathroom and took a nice hot shower. When I soaped up I lathered my penis up real good and slowly stroked myself, keeping myself on the edge until the hot water started running out. My mind started to wander back to the guard dog on his hind legs jumping up on the window on his hind legs... Those big low hanging balls bouncing up and down as he jumped. Even though he was a brute, thinking of him had my penis as hard as it could be. I remembered imagining that he was my "Dog God" and how I could worship him by draining the white pee out of him, although I imagined my Dog God having a more human type of penis, since for the life of me I couldn't figure out how to work the one on the dog. I couldn't think of anything that could please anybody more than making white pee. It was the best feeling in the world.

I thought about getting on my knees in front of him and sucking the white pee out of him like I did to Ralph. That was all it took before I was shooting all over the shower. There was no doubt that I would be fantasizing about this sexy dog god a lot when I stroked my boner.

I got out of the shower and dried myself. I just put on my underwear, that's all Fred and Ralph usually wore when they lounged around, and walked over to Ralph's room. I looked through the books and saw some about dogs including one about German Shepherds. I hadn't known there were other types of dogs and I didn't know the guard dogs were German Shepherds. I was going to look at that book this evening. Maybe I would be able to figure out how the dog's "attached penis" worked. If nothing else it would give me something to look at when I played with my penis.

I decided to get a big bowl of the different kinds of ice cream I had found in the other Overseer's House. I dished out a heaping bowl, grabbed my book and the ice cream and walked out into the living room. As I went through the doorway I heard someone say, "And who do we have here?"

I looked up and stared in amazement for a moment before dropping my bowl and my book and dropping to my knees. There in front of me stood my Dog God!